Ghost Hunt Fan Fiction ❯ Secrets of Silence ❯ Prologue ( Prologue )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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Hunt, nor am I making any profit with this fan fiction. All rights
belong to the original author Fuyumi Ono and her wonderful light
novels; Akuryo Series.
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This fan fiction is rated 'M' as later
chapters in this story will have more graphic content written. You
have been warned. There will be a message from me at the end of
this prologue with my thoughts and comments on the story. Thank you
for reading.
Prologue
It's strange how things can change in a blink
of an eye and I was familiar with strange. Strange and I were on
first name basis after everything that had happened over the
summer. Even so, I couldn't suppress the small laughter bubbling
from my lips. It was the last thing that kept the watery pools
gathering in my eyes from falling down my cheeks in long messy
tracks. Now that everything was clear it made sense and there was
no way I could have even begun to imagine something like this
happening. I was sure I had it figured out too. The sky was blue
and the grass was green. One plus one was two...at least that's
what I told myself, but the figurative blindfold slipped away and I
was harshly awoken to reality. Things were not as they seemed and
in the end, I had only seen what I wanted to see.
I stared down at the old photograph in my hand.
It was well loved, edges worn and slightly tattered with one edge
of the square image a little creased. The photograph captured two
boys who would remain together if only for in this picture. They
were identical twins and to the casual viewer it would be difficult
telling the boys apart. Both boys had messy jet black hair against
their pale skin, blue eyes, thin builds, and stood at the same
height, but I knew better. I could spot the differences as plain as
day especially as I studied the picture more and more. The boy on
the right smiled softly at the camera with a warm gentleness in his
eyes. He looked comfortable in his roomy earthy green t-shirt and
dark jeans. Next to his feet were two big luggage bags as if he had
put them down for the photograph to throw his arm over his
brother's shoulder.
The boy on the left looked away from the camera
with a frown playing on his lips. His stance was tense with his
shoulders stiff and arms crossed in front of him. It was almost as
if he felt out of place. It was obvious that the later boy was none
other than Naru or Kazuya Shibuya or if you wanted to be official,
Oliver Davis the great paranormal scientist from England. I was
surprised to see he worn clothing in color other than black. It was
strange, but pleasant at the same time. The fitted sky blue dress
shirt seemed right out of the package, crisp, winkle free, and
tucked into his gray trouser pants. A matching tie was knotted
smartly in a complicated knot against his throat. The first boy was
Naru's twin brother Eugene Davis. It was uncanny to see the boys
together. I could only guess that this was the last picture of them
taken together before Gene's murder.
The old picture was the only thing I had left
of both boys. When Gene's body was dredged from the murky lake
waters, I had seen him one last time before he moved on. I hadn't
known at the time that Dream Naru was actually Gene. Later I felt
frustrated and disappointed in myself that I didn't get to say my
goodbyes. His parting words struck me as odd, but I didn't give
them a second thought as I was convinced that Naru was somehow
visiting me in my dreams to guide and develop my raw psychic
powers. Gene's last words played through my head as I asked him
about his life in England, trying to imagine what it was
like.
'I wanted to see you one last time before I
left,' and 'he's just an idiot
scientist.'
He had stopped talking after that last phrase
and looked at me with an indecisive look playing on his face for a
moment as if he had something he wanted to tell me, but he seemed
to change his mind. I remember getting ready to tell him to just
'spit it out' but I turned at the footsteps approaching us to. .
.Naru. I spun back around and noticed I was by myself. The Naru I
had been talking to had vanished. I tried to convince myself that
it was all an illusion and that I was tired from all the psychic
activity from the night before at the school on the lake. My
curiosity got the best of me and I finally asked Naru if he could
astral project into people's dreams. After giving me a weird look
he answered 'no' and questioned why I would ask something like
that.
I was horrified when I blurted out that I had
dreams of him from the beginning, where he helped me learn details
of our cases. It seemed that my embarrassment went unnoticed as
Naru looked away in deep thought, eyes slightly furrowed before he
made sense of the situation. He looked back at me with and said
matter of factly,
'That must have been my brother. He is an idiot
for wandering around as a spirit for this long instead of moving
on.'
Even though Naru had solved the riddle, the
answer still did not settle in for me right away.
Naru had left for England with Lin to bring his
brother's body home to his parents for a proper burial. Everyone on
the SPR team had mixed feelings, especially me. The Shibuya Psychic
Research office would be closed since Naru found what he was
searching for. His front to disguise who he really was while
searching for his brother was no longer necessary. That meant no
more investigations with the SPR group who had become like family
to me. Even though everyone promised to keep in contact-except Naru
and Lin-everyone would go their own ways and carry on with their
own lives. It scared me. What would I do? I would be alone once
more and now that friends and family had wiggled their way into my
being, I didn't think I could live as I did before. Trying to be
happy while I didn't have what others had . . . a family. I had a
taste of what it was like to be truly happy again and I knew it
would never be the same for me as it was before.
Most of all I would miss Naru. The boy who
unknowing built my family. I would miss the foolish banter, the
annoyed looks from being late, the impolite demands for tea, and
after all this time it became clear to me that I really loved Naru.
I gathered up my courage to finally tell him how I felt before he
left.
"Naru?"
It took a minute for my eyes to adjust to
the dark office. Naru sat at his desk in silence glancing over the
various papers and journals strewn out over his desk. The light
from the outside window had replaced his desk lamp that had been
packed along with all his other office equipment. It left the
office bare and unfamiliar. It was really starting to sink in that
Naru was leaving. His belongings lay beside his desk in a small
suitcase, ready to be taken to the airport to catch the next flight
to England with Lin. I guess I wasn't quite so surprised only
seeing one lone suit case. The guy did seem to only have a couple
'black' outfits and very little personal items. He never planned on
staying after he found his brother's body. Why did it seem so
surreal?
"Yes Mai?"
He continued to look at his paperwork,
looking from a journal to the sheets on his desk. I stepped into
his office balancing a tray of steaming tea and carefully closed
the door behind me with a soft click. Naru made room for the tray
as I made my way over to his desk, still concentrating on whatever
fascinating information the documents held.
"I thought you might want some tea before
your flight to England."
Naru reached for the cup and took a careful
sip of the hot tea flipping to the next page of the journal.
English hand writing covered the pages in neat rows of blue ink of
the leather bound journal and I wished I could read English to know
what captured Naru's attention so.
"Everything is packed I assume? The movers
will be here shortly"
I cringed but didn't say anything. That was
the last thing I wanted to talk I'm about. Naru was leaving . . .
leaving somewhere I couldn't reach. Thinking about it caused my
chest to hurt with an unfamiliar ache but I had tried my best to
not let it show. I would be happy and smile to the very end,
besides I couldn't even begin to imagine how Naru was
feeling.
All this time in Japan he had been searching
for his dead brother's body with no one but Lin to talk to and I
wasn't even sure he did that. I had learned the Naru wasn't someone
who shared his feelings with others. He kept in skillfully hid
behind the mask he wore and the narcissistic attitude he sported.
We hadn't even known until the very end Naru's true intentions
behind the SPR office. I knew he had to feel something from finally
finding his brother. I had watched him carefully from that day as
if expecting him to show some sort of emotion at finding his lost
brother. Nothing ever came. Naru finally looked up from his work,
his blue eyes searching mine inquisitively.
"What is it Mai?" He asked me, raising an
eyebrow.
"You should be more honest with your self
Naru. It's okay for you to feel sad or to cry," I said to him
softly, "no one would judge you. We are all your friends and we've
been through a lot together."
Naru sighed and set down his cup of tea,
"everyone dies eventually. In one hundred years from now no one
here will be alive. It's a fact of life."
Of course, I should have known that his
answer would be something along those lines. Always the scientist
with his scientific facts. Was I really expecting something more? I
watched him as he closed the journal in front of him and looped the
tie in the front to keep it closed. Stacking all the journals
together, he reached down and grabbed the briefcase next to his
deck to get ready to leave.
"Was there something else you needed to say
Mai?"
My eyes widened slightly. How did he always
know? I had often wondered if he lied when he said he couldn't read
my mind as he often knew what I was thinking with precis accuracy.
It had always alarmed me. Was it written on my face? I guess I
would never know.
"Well?" His voice was slightly
impatient.
"I love you."
The words slipped from my mouth in a rush
before I could stop myself. I looked down at ground because I
didn't have enough courage to see his face. What would he think of
my confession? I had to say it or I knew I would always beat myself
up over not saying. It was finally out. My stomach twisted in knots
and I felt nervous but there was no going back now. I could feel
his blue eyes watching me and I slowly got the courage to look up
at him.
His face was gave me no clue what was going
on in his head, it was void of any emotion as always. He finished
gathering the papers around his desk in an organized pile before
adding them in his brief case. I felt my anger surge up and my eyes
narrowed. Wasn't he going to say anything to me? I just confessed
my feelings to him. He was supposed to be a genius. Didn't he
realize how hard it was for me to confess!
"Tell me, do you really love me Mai?" Naru
asked quietly, as he organized his briefcase for the flight back to
England.
I was about to answer but the words never
came out as Naru looked up at me again. A small smile adorned his
face but his eyes held so much emotion in that second that I had
never seen. It was hard to tell exactly what he was feeling as he
eyes fell blank once more. It was almost like he was in
pain.
"Is it me you love or was it
Eugene?"
His words hit me like an icy blast and drew
a startled gasp from me. Flashes of my dreams played through my
mind. Naru smiling kindly at me as he took my hand to guide me
where we needed to go and softly telling me the information that
put the puzzle pieces together of the cases we were on. Realization
hit me that second to my horror, it was never really Naru. I had
fallen in love with the beautiful smiling Naru who was always there
to support me in the strange dreams I had no control over. It was
Gene who made my heart flutter and I was too stupid to put
everything together.
Tears slipped from my eyes and my body began
to shake as I tried to hold back the sobs that were trying to
escape my lips. What had I done? Had I ever tried to see the real
Naru or had I always disillusioned him for his brother because I
wanted to believe that Naru could be the kind boy from my dreams.
Why was I so stupid? Naru had never acted like 'Dream Naru' or Gene
did outside of my dreams.
I hadn't realized Naru had grabbed his bags
and walked over to stand in front of me until he put his bags on
the ground with a soft thud. Cold fingers tentatively brushed my
check to wipe away the silent tears that had fallen. His face gave
me no clue what he was thinking.
"We were identical twins, but make no
mistake Mai, I am not my brother" he told me, looking me in the
eyes, "but you will see him again whether you would like to or
not."
"In a hundred years?" I hiccuped
confused.
"Perhaps for an idiot like you, in two
hundred years," he said amused as he grabbed his luggage stepping
around me and out the door.
Naru had left Japan fifty one days ago and I
knew because I had counted each day as life around me drug on. It
just wasn't the same. I really hadn't realized how attached I
became to SPR and the gang until it was gone. Sure Ayako, Bou-san,
Yasuhara, and even John had stopped by to see me as school started
once more but their visits became more sparse as the days carried
on. It was just as I feared. Everyone was going their own ways. It
seemed they were branching out of the supernatural world and into
the 'normal' world.
They had all promised to come by more often to
see how I was doing, but I assured them I was fine. I always did my
best to have a smile on my face when they were around even if it
was a complete lie of what I was feeling inside. I didn't want to
be a burden to them and I could tell that they didn't believe me at
times but they let it go after I would work extra hard at being
happy.
That's how I found myself at my apartment when
things began to change. I was sitting on my bed looking over the
worn photograph Naru had given me. It had confused me when a
tattered square paper first slipped to the floor as I slid my last
check from SPR from the envelope. The photograph lay face down. As
I bent over to pick it up I tried to make since of the English
swirling writing on the back. I stared at it confused and sighed in
aspiration. English had never been my strong point in school, not
to mention I had never seen beautiful English writing like this.
All I could make out for sure was a date, dated two years before
the current year. I flipped over the paper and let out a shocked
gasp. It was a picture of Naru and Gene.
Ever since I had received that picture from
Naru, I had often studied it to find the differences in the two
brothers. Even then they were different as the sun to the moon. How
could I have ever mixed them up?
A light knock on my apartment door startled me
from my thoughts. I glanced over to my clock on the wall. Eight at
night. Who was visiting this late? I placed the picture of Naru and
Gene under my pillow and glanced around my small apartment to make
sure nothing embarrassing was around. Check.
"Who's there?" I asked hesitantly as I came up
to the door.
"Masako," a small familiar voice answered to my
surprise.
Unlocking the door, I swung it open to find
Masako in the hall way. She stood in her traditional kimono, a dark
blue one with one sleeved hand covering her mouth. Her eyes gave me
a quick look over and I realized I had opened my door wearing my
well-loved pink cartoon bunny pajamas. So much for saving myself
from an embarrassing moment. I had totally spaced that I had
changed into my pajamas already.
"Are you going to invite me in or are you going
to make me wait in the hall all night?" Masako asked me with a
frown on her face.
I ushered her in. She slid off her shoes and
entered and as I locked the door behind her, I was tempted to smack
my forehead on the door a couple times. Why of all nights did I
have to wear this pair of pajamas? Masako looked around my studio
apartment quietly as I went over to the stove to prepare some
tea.
"My, this sure is . . . quaint."
"It's cozy," I corrected rolling my eyes as I
added water to the kettle. I placed it on the stove and turned the
stove on high before I turned around to face Masako. I had to admit
that I was pretty surprised to see Masako here. It had been since
Naru left that I had last seen her. Yasuhara and Bou-san had both
told me that she had taken on more television shows. It stung a
little that she hadn't stopped by sooner. I thought we were friends
since we had both moved past the whole 'rivals in love' for
Naru.
"It seems you have been doing quite fine since
Naru left," Masako stated, taking a seat on the floor next to my
table.
"Yup, I'm just a normal high school student
now."
I hoped my voice didn't portray the twinge of
sadness I felt hearing Naru's name. The kettle began to whistle and
I pulled it from the stove to pour the steaming water into two
nicest tea cups I had. The scent of tea hit me and I started to
feel calm. I hadn't realized that there was tension in my
shoulders. It was just Masako. Why was I getting nervous? Grabbing
the handles of the cups, I turned and offered one to
Masako.
"Thank you," she took it carefully before
taking a small drink of the hot tea.
I sat down across from Masako and sipped my own
tea in the growing silence between us both. Over my cup I watched
Masako. Something seemed off but I couldn't quite place it. She
seemed to be troubled.
"So what brings you over?" I finally asked
breaking the awkward silence.
Masako looked up from her cup, "do you still
have your dreams Mai?"
I placed my cup down softly on the table and
frowned. I stopped having dreams since that night at the old
school, just before they found Gene's body. It was something that
troubled me since then even though I refused to tell anyone about
it. I hadn't even had any normal dreams that I could remember.
Sure, I could admit that I was relieved at first that I hadn't had
a dream. They were always frightening and what would I do without
Gene? I didn't think I could handle it.
Then I began to think about it more as the days
went by. Was it because of Gene? Or was it because there were no
more paranormal cases since Naru had left. Was it possible that the
dreams could just turn off?
"No . . . I haven't had one since our last
case," I admitted quietly.
"I see," Masako said and turned her head to
sigh. "It would seem that I have come all this way for nothing. You
are worthless after all."
"What exactly does that mean?" I demanded, my
eye twitching a little in anger.
Masako ignored my little outburst and looked
straight at me. All her previous banter was gone and her face was
serious. Her hand slowly came up and hid her mouth with her kimono
sleeve, a habit that she was notorious for.
"I have a case . . ." she began.
Author's Notes -
Ah, yes. . .the famous cliff hanger. At least
it's not too bad, like someone close to death or something like
that. I have a good reason for leaving it there.
This story, just so you know, is a continuation
of the ending from the manga. After watching the anime and reading
the manga I really felt that there were so many questions left
unanswered. I haven't read the light novels, but I have heard that
the author herself has not finished those yet. Since my mind was
reeling with so many different possible endings I decided to write
my own fan fiction, to not only give my answers to questions left
untouched but to put my spin on the story.
I have done quite a bit of research into Ghost
Hunt for this fan fiction so hopefully it will be a success. By the
way . . . have you all heard that there are plans for a live
drama?
Lastly, reviews are always welcome. Even if
it's a critique or a 'hey fix
your grammar/spelling!' type of
review. This is my first published fan fiction so feedback will
help me out a lot. I do work about 40 hours a week at my job so if
I know I have quite a few people waiting for the next chapter, that
will light the fire under my feet to write it!
Thanks so much! ~ Alexia
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