Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ A Dream Come True? ❯ Forgive me please? ( Chapter 3 )

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“I want you Ryuichi,” Tatsuha said coming closer to him.

 

“What do you mean by want?” Ryu asked hesitantly backing himself against the wall.

 

“I want you, I crave you. I want to make love to you right here and now.”

 

“Tatsuha you're starting to scare me, stop kidding around,” he said trying to laugh it off, hoping he was kidding.

 

“I'm not joking around Ryuichi,” Tatsuha whispered into his ear, nipping at it. Ryu shivered. He advanced even closer to him; they were now touching each other body to body. Ryu could feel Tatsuha's hard body against his. He was starting to get very worried. He looked up at Tatsuha and saw the need in his black eyes; he melted a little at the look of wanting, but was also very frightened.

 

“Ryuichi,” Tatsuha whispered as he captured his lips in a kiss. He tried to push him away, but Tatsuha was too strong for him. He continued the kiss deepening it. Tatsuha ran his tongue over Ryu's lips parting them slighting giving him entry. Ryu was even more terrified; he'd never felt these kinds of sensations before. Tatsuha had somehow forced him onto the floor lying on top of him; he was slowly working his hands under Ryuichi's shirt caressing his body. No, this can't be happening! What's happening to me, my body won't cooperate! Ryuichi screamed to himself, wishing these feelings and sensations would just go away. Tatsuha continued fondling his body, his hand worked down his chest over his stomach reaching for the button on his pants. At this Ryuichi started to panic.

 

“NO!” Ryuichi screamed realizing he was lying in bed covered in sweat. It was just a dream? “That did not feel like a dream. It was all too real, and why the fuck did I dream something like that anyways?” Ryuichi thought out loud shivering. He looked towards his alarm clock noting the time was only 4 in the morning. “I'm not going to be getting anymore sleep tonight after that dream. Why did I let Shuichi talk me into taking out Tatsuha? Probably because I thought he would be harmless and I wouldn't start feeling this way?” he thought out loud shaking his head at his own stupidity. Ryu got dressed, grabbed some coffee and headed out of his apartment heading for the one place he could always go when he needed to think. When he arrived at the NG building he used the key he'd gotten from Tohma to enter and said hi to the security guard as he headed for Studio 3 to do some singing and contemplating.

 

Ima mo todakanu hikaru no yukue

The light I still can't reach and where it's gone

 

Azayaka ni mau omoi o egakou

Lets sketch out the brilliantly dancing thoughts

 

Michibiku Kotoba ga Kobareteshimawanu you ni

So that the guiding words do not spill over

 

Utsuru toki o osorenaide

Don't fear the changing times

 

Todokanu hikaru no yukue

The light I can't reach and where it's gone

 

Azayaka ni mau omoi o egakou

Lets sketch out eh brilliantly dancing thoughts

 

Michibiku Kotoba ga Koboreteshimawanu you ni

So that the guiding words do not spill over

 

Utsuru toki o osorenaide

Don't fear the changing times

 

“Ryu what are you doing here so early?” asked Tohma Seguchi from the doorway. He jumped not realizing how late it had gotten and not noticing that Tohma and Noriko had arrived at the studio as well.

 

“H-hey Tohma, Noriko. I didn't notice you were here. What time is it anyways?” he asked trying to suppress back a yawn.

 

“It's 8 o'clock. What are you doing here so early?” Tohma asked eyeing him suspiciously.

 

Oh no, he knows something's up; Tohma could always tell when I was in a funk. “I just couldn't sleep last night so I felt like coming here and doing some singing, that's all,” Ryu said hoping Tohma would leave it at that. Thankfully he dropped the subject, for now. They worked on their newest CD for the next four hours until their lunch break. He decided he would go out and get something to eat for lunch today he didn't want to be around Tohma too much, because he kept giving him suspicious looks. It sucks when Tohma can read me like a book, I just hope he doesn't find out, he'll probably kill Tatsuha, brother-in-law or not, Ryu thought worriedly. He headed for the exit, but noticed someone enter who looked an awful lot like Tatsuha. The Tatsuha look alike looked at Ryu and started to walk towards him. Oh shit! It is him! What am I going to do? I can't face him just yet, especially after that weird dream I had last night. He ran down the hall and entered the first door he came to not caring where he was, just that he wasn't anywhere near him.

“Ryuichi? What are you doing here?” asked Shuichi. Ryu looked around and realized he'd entered Bad Luck's studio, thankfully Fujisaki, Nakano, K and Sakano were nowhere to be found.

 

“Oh, hey Shu-chan sorry for barging in I was just trying to get away from someone.”

 

“Who? What's wrong Ryu is someone stalking you?”

 

You could say that. I know I need to talk to someone. Tohma wouldn't work because he'd be all over Tatsuha for what he did to me, and Noriko just wouldn't understand, maybe I can trust Shuichi, he thought looking at Shuichi.

 

“Okay, but you have to promise not to tell anyone.” Ryu took a deep breath and started to tell Shuichi what had happened...

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Tatsuha knew he'd spotted Ryu around here somewhere. Where did he go? I guess he doesn't want to see me.

 

POOF. “Well would you want to see someone if they pulled what you did to Ryu on you?” asked his shoulder angel.

 

ZAP. “Hey don't listen to that pip squeak you know you wanted him, so you went for it, that's my boy,” said his shoulder devil.

 

“I know all right! I wanted him so badly; I mean I've wanted him for the last four years. He was there for the taking I just couldn't help myself,” he said sheepishly.

 

“Yeah, well he might never speak to you again. I don't know if I want to speak to you ever again especially if you pull something like that again,” his shoulder angel said shaking his head disapprovingly then disappeared in a cloud of smoke.

 

“Don't listen to that sissy, the next time you see him grab him and have your way with him,” his shoulder devil said winking at him, then disappearing as well.

 

“That's if he'll ever see me again.”

 

“What the hell are you doing Tatsuha?” Tohma asked looking at him as if he'd gone insane.

 

I probably have gone insane; I mean look at me I'm talking to my imaginary friends. “Hey Tohma what's up?” he asked trying to look nonchalant.

 

“I should be asking you that question. What are you doing here?”

“I-I… what can't I visit my favorite brother-in-law once in awhile?”

 

“First off I'm your only brother-in-law, secondly were not all buddy buddy to where you'd just show up for a little chat, and third you never show up here without an ulterior motive that usually involves Ryuichi in some way.”

 

Damn you Tohma for always being so people smart, he could always read everyone's moods. I wonder how he does it? “All right I just wanted to meet my god Ryuichi is all,” he said telling a half-truth.

 

“I bet. Ryuichi was acting a little weird this morning also, did you happen to do something to him?” Tohma asked glaring at Tatsuha.

 

Oh god not the look! I better leave now before he finds out anymore, he'd kill me if he found out. ”Oh look at the time,” Tatsuha said looking at his non-existent watch. “I forgot I have to see the… dentist that's it the dentist. Gotta go Tohma see you later!” he yelled as he ran out of the building as fast as he could.

 

Now what was that all about? I know something's up; both Tatsuha and Ryuichi are acting strangely. Maybe I should have a little talk with Shindou he might know what's going on, Tohma thought to himself worried about what was probably going on right in front of his nose.

 

 

 

“…And that's what happened,” Ryu finished nearly out of breath.

 

“Wait a minute, your telling me Tatsuha came onto you?” Shuichi asked making sure he hadn't heard wrong.

 

“That's what I said! He attacked me when we were in the movie theater!” yelled Ryu.

 

“Was there anybody else around at the time?”

 

“No, we had the whole theater to ourselves, and we were watching this really scary movie,” Ryu shivered just remembering the movie.

 

“Of course that perverted monk would take advantage of the situation if you were alone in a dark room,” Shuichi muttered under his breath.

 

“Did you say something?”

 

“Never mind. So what do you want to do Ryu?”

 

“I don't know, not especially after that weird dream I had last night.”

“Dream?” Shuichi asked his interest piqued now.

 

“Never mind.”

 

“Ryu come on tell me, I promise I won't tell anyone not even Yuki. Plus you probably need to talk to someone about it anyways.”

 

“Your right. The dream is kinda hard for me to describe,” Ryu said blushing.

 

“Why was it a wet dream?” Shuichi asked jokingly.

 

“How did you…?”

 

“It was?!” Shuichi asked surprised. “I was just kidding.”

 

“I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm so confused about my feelings,” Ryu said. Tears were starting to form in his eyes.

 

“Ryu, are you attracted to Tatsuha in any way?” Shuichi asked looking Ryu in the eye.

 

“I'm not sure, but I think deep down there's some kind of attraction for him. I mean why would I dream something like that? And I was feeling a little confused after I met him earlier.”

 

“Why don't you give him another chance? Try this date one more time to see where your feelings are. Also to see if you want this relationship to go anywhere.”

 

“I don't know if I can face him again. But I guess your right Shuichi maybe I should see where my feelings lead me, thanks buddy,” Ryu said grabbing onto Shuichi, hugging him tightly.

 

“That's enough Ryu! I can't breath. You need to find out your feelings and get out of this funk I miss the silly Ryuichi,” Shuichi said hugging him back.

 

“I'll see you later and thanks again for the advice.”

 

“No problem, what are friends for? I'm just glad you trusted me enough to confide in me. So if you have any more problems you'll come to me right?”

 

“You got it Shu-chan! Don't forget to sparkle when you sing!” he yelled as he left the room. He headed back to the studio with a little more of a skip in his step.

 

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Tatsuha was pacing in front of his brother's apartment door arguing with him self. What am I doing here? I need to talk to someone about this. I can't go to Mika because she'd probably laugh at me and tell me to grow up, plus she'd probably also tell Tohma. I don't want to die so I can rule him out. Dad just isn't the person to talk to, Shuichi would probably kill me too if he found out since Ryu is his friend, the last person to talk to would be Eiri and I can't believe I'm even thinking about it.

 

“What the fuck are you doing pacing in front of my door? I can hear you all the way from my study. What do you want Tatsuha? I'm busy writing,” his brother said from his apartment.

 

“Oh hey Aniki, I was hoping I could talk to you about something important.”

 

Yuki looked up at his brother and noticed the serious look on his face. “All right but make it quick, I need to get back to work before the brat comes home,” Yuki said heading for the living room. Tatsuha followed suit and sat down on the couch. Yuki went to the kitchen first and grabbed two beers. “I'm guessing this is going to call for some alcohol and cigarettes,” Yuki said handing him one of the beers and picking up a pack of cigarettes offering one to him, he grabbed it and the lighter lighting both of them. “All right Tatsuha, what stupid thing have you done now?” Yuki asked inhaling on his cigarette and taking a sip from his can of beer bracing him self for what his brother had to say.

 

“Well… I attacked Ryuichi the other night.”

 

“You did what?!” Yuki yelled dropping his cigarette in his lap. “Ow, fuck that hurt, please tell me I heard you wrong.” Yuki said really hoping he'd heard his baby bro wrong.

 

“There's nothing wrong with your hearing.”

 

“I was afraid of that. Why the hell did you do that?! The scary part is I'm not really surprised, what with that perverted personality of yours.”

 

“You shouldn't talk brother, I learned it from the master after all,” he said eying his brother with a slight smile.

 

“Shut up, all right what do you want from me?”

 

“I don't know, I just needed someone to talk to and you were the only person I could think of that wouldn't kill me. And I was hoping you could give me some advice on how to win Ryu back.”

 

“What exactly did you do to Ryuichi anyways?”

“Well we were watching this scary movie in the theater and Ryu was so scared he kept clinging to me he looked so cute and I couldn't help myself so I grabbed him and kissed him.”

 

“Haven't I taught you anything? You're not supposed to just grab the person, you need to use some finesse so as not to frighten them,” Yuki said disapprovingly.

 

“Let's be serious from now on. What am I going to do? I want to see him, but he said he never wants to see me ever again. I don't know what I'm going to do. Now that I've met him I want him even more. Please help me Eiri,” Tatsuha begged.

 

“All right, but only because you're my little brother otherwise I'd be shoving your ass out the door. I'll try my best, it's not like I know much either. I'm more of the one-nightstand kind of person after all. Except somehow I've obtained this little annoying brat along the way that just won't go away! How about you…”

 

 

 

Knock knock. “Shuichi may I come in?” came a voice from the studio door.

 

“I'll be right there, just a sec!” Shuichi yelled from the bathroom, where he'd been changing his clothes. He ran to the door and was surprised to see Tohma on the other side. “Mr. Seguchi what are you doing here?”

 

“I wanted to talk to you about something,” Tohma said heading for the couch and sitting down. Shuichi got the impression he wasn't getting out of this conversation in any way. He closed the door and sat next to Tohma on the couch.

 

“What's up?”

 

“I've noticed that Ryuichi and Tatsuha are acting a bit strangely lately, and I was just wondering if you had any idea why?” he asked eyeing Shuichi closely.

 

“Um, no I haven't seen or talked to Tatsuha for a few days and I don't get to see Ryu very often with us both being so busy with our CD releases. I'm not sure what could be wrong,” he said lying through his teeth and hoping Seguchi hadn't noticed.

 

“Are you sure about that?”

 

“Y-yes, but I'll tell you if I find out the reason they've both been acting weird.” Shuichi said grabbing his coat and backpack. “I've gotta go Seguchi-san I told Yuki I'd be home for dinner tonight, see you tomorrow!” he yelled as he left the room. He ran out of the NG building as fast as he could hoping Seguchi wasn't going to come after him. Tatsuha when I get my hands on you I'm going to kill you. You've hurt Ryuichi and now you've got Tohma all suspicious. Guess I'll need to have a little talk with him. Time to go home and form a plan.

 

“Thanks Eiri, I'll try that. Hopefully Ryuichi won't push me away this time,” Tatsuha thanked his brother as he left the apartment building. Hopefully Eiri's advice will work. He wasn't exactly the best with relationships but you never know maybe this would work, he thought clutching a piece of paper in his hands. As he exited the elevator he bumped into something. He looked up and realized it was Shuichi who recognized Tatsuha right away and was shooting a killing look at him. Oh shit, I think Shuichi knows what happened. Of course he does Ryuichi and him are good friends he probably confided in him, great now I'm in big trouble!

 

“Hey Shu-“,” Shuichi cut him off not even giving him a chance to finish.

 

“Talk. Upstairs. Now,” Shuichi said sounding very pissed. Tatsuha hadn't seen the young singer look like this before; he must have really pissed him off. Shuichi was usually so easy going and always in a happy mood, well unless Eiri had been mean to him again then he'd be in a depressed mood. Shuichi only had two moods; the insane happy go lucky Shu and the annoying depressed always crying Shu. I don't want to see this other side of him. Isn't it usually the quieter ones that don't get mad, explode when they do? Tatsuha followed him upstairs not wanting to argue and prayed he'd survive. When they arrived at the apartment Shuichi jerked the door open and waited for him to enter before he slammed the door behind them then headed down the hall for his room he thought.

 

“What the hell was that? Hey brat don't slam the door I'm trying to work here!” Yuki yelled from his study.

 

“Yuki I'm going to be doing some yelling for the next few minutes so if you don't want to hear it you'd better leave.”

 

Yuki came out of his study staring at Shuichi as if he'd grown ten more heads. He'd never talked to Yuki like that before. Yuki looked towards the door and noticed Tatsuha standing there. He smirked realizing why Shuichi must be in such a bad mood.

 

“All right I'll go for a drive or something but were going to have a little talk about respecting your elders later brat,” Yuki grabbed his coat and car keys then headed for the door. As he passed his brother he whispered, “Good luck bro, when Shuichi's in a mood like this there's no arguing with him, see you later hope your still in one piece when I get back.” He left with a little laugh, worrying Tatsuha even more.

 

“Sit,” Shuichi said pointing to the couch. He did what he was told without any argument. They sat in silence for a few minutes so when Shuichi did speak he nearly scared him half to death.

 

“How could you Tatsuha?! I trusted you when I set you up with Ryuichi. If I would have known what you'd do I would never have suggested you two meet. Ryu came crying to me earlier because of what you did! I don't know if I can ever trust you again, let alone with Ryuichi!”

 

“I know saying I'm sorry isn't going to do much, but I am sorry.

 

“I'm not the one you should be saying that to am I?” Shuichi said glaring at him.

 

“How am I supposed to apologize if he doesn't want to talk to me again?” he whined.

 

“I'm very upset with you, but I'm going to help you two.”

 

Tatsuha looked up at him surprised, he wasn't expecting this. He figured he'd be covered with blood and bruises by now, not Shuichi agreeing to help him. “Y-you want to help me get back Ryu? But I thought you were going to kill me. Why would you want to help me?”

 

“I should kill you, but you're also one of my friends. So I've decided to help both you and Ryuichi.”

 

“But Ryuichi doesn't want to see me so how can you help?” he asked curiously.

 

“You really like Ryu right?” Shuichi asked looking towards him for confirmation.

 

“Yes. I've liked him and wanted him since the first day I saw him,” he admitted.

 

“All right. As long as you promise you won't do something that stupid again I'll help you win Ryu back.”

 

“Do you mean it Shuichi? I might be able to see him again without him pushing me away?”

 

“I don't know about that, I guess it depends on how you act and make Ryuichi feel. I'll give you his address, try talking to him and apologize. Also try asking him out yourself this time; you never know he might just say yes. But I wouldn't be surprised if his answer was no with the way you treated him last time. Just be careful Tatsuha and treat Ryu right or you'll be on quite a few hit lists. So reign in those hormones of yours,” Shuichi said giving him a firm look.

 

“Thanks Shuichi, I'll promise to be on my best behavior next time and treat Ryu right.”

 

“What did Yuki tell you any ways? I doubt he'd have any good dating advice with how much of a bastard he is to me all the time,” Shuichi said pouting a little.

“That's not important. Where do you think I should take Ryu on our next date?” Tatsuha said trying to change the subject from Eiri's dating advice, he was still clutching the piece of paper in his hand.

 

“That's the spirit, keep thinking positive. Why don't you take him…”

 

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Ryuichi was sitting in his living room watching Bad Luck's latest music video when his doorbell rang. I wonder who that could be at this hour? He walked through his living room and kitchen to get to the front door looking through the peephole before he opened it. What's Tatsuha doing here?! He started to panic; he wasn't ready to see him yet! The doorbell rang again signaling that his new suitor was getting impatient and probably realized he was home. Okay, think, think. Should I just ignore him or should I open the door and let him in? I don't know if letting him in the house is such a great idea. The damn annoying doorbell rang once more; Ryu decided to face his fears and opened the door.

 

“Tatsuha what are you do-“ he was cut off when Tatsuha barged through the front door. He went straight for the living room and started pacing back and forth. Ryu stood there stunned for a few minutes and realized he wasn't getting rid of Tatsuha anytime soon, he had come here with a mission and that mission involved Ryu. He closed the front door and headed for the living room taking a seat on his favorite recliner.

 

“What are you doing here Tatsuha? I told you I didn't want to see you again. Did Shuichi tell you where I live?” Ryu said breaking the uncomfortable silence.

 

“Ryu please-,”

 

“You have no right to call me Ryu anymore,” he spat glaring at Tatsuha.

 

“I'm sorry Ryuichi. Will you please forgive me? Can I have a second chance? I'll make it up to you I promise and we'll do whatever you want. Take things nice and slow and if you decide you really don't like me then I promise you I won't bother you ever again. Will you forgive me please?” Tatsuha pleaded, he was even on his hands and knees.

 

“I don't know if I should trust you after what you did to me on our first date,” he said eying him skeptically.

 

“Can we just forget that first date even happened and start all over? I promise I won't attack you again without your permission.” At this Ryu found himself blushing slightly, remembering his dream from earlier.

 

“N-not like there's going to be a next time. But okay I guess I'll give you a second chance, but there won't be a third okay Tatsuha?”

 

“Thank you Ryu I mean Ryuichi!” Tatsuha yelled as he grabbed Ryu in a giant hug. It took him a moment to realize what he done and he started to apologize profusely. “I'm sorry! And I promised you I wouldn't attack you again. So stupid!” Tatsuha yelled at himself.

 

“It's okay it was just a friendly hug you didn't do anything wrong, just warn me next time when your going to do that,” he said trying to calm his pounding heart. They both sat in awkward silence for a while waiting for the other to say something. Tatsuha broke the silence first.

 

“So where would you like to go on our first date?”

 

“I'm not sure, what would you like to do?”

 

“Well there is this festival in town that I'd love to take you to. Do you like festivals? It's got great food, games and even fireworks!” Tatsuha said excitedly.

 

“Sure that sounds like fun, I like festivals and fireworks. When should we go?”

 

“How about this Friday night at six? How about we meet at the koi pond in the park?” Tatsuha asked.

 

“Sure, sounds fine to me. I'll see you then,” Ryu said as he walked Tatsuha to the front door. “Good night.”

 

“Good night! See you Friday,” Tatsuha said as he grabbed Ryu into a kiss. Realizing what he'd done he smacked himself in the head. “I'm sorry I did it again didn't I?” Ryu was just staring at him with his hand touching his lips. To Tatsuha's surprise and Ryu's as well he leaned forward and lightly brushed his lips against Tatsuha's in a brief kiss.

 

“Until Friday then, good night,” he whispered huskily nearly slamming the door. “Oh my god! What did I just do?! Why did I just kiss him? I mean the other day I couldn't get away from him fast enough!” he yelled at himself. I hope I'm not digging my own grave by agreeing to let Tatsuha take me out again. Especially now that I've developed some `feelings', I'm not sure what kind of feelings yet, but I'm afraid to find out. He looked towards the calendar counting how many days it was till Friday. “One, two, three. Three days until D day,” he sighed hoping he was ready for the biggest date of his life. He knew he'd be spending the next three days looking forward to and dreading his big date. Well at least I've got three days to prepare myself; hopefully I won't have anymore-weird dreams.

 

 

End Chapter 3

 

A/N: Thank you for the reviews, hopefully you're still enjoying the story. I was on my break at work when the idea for this chapter just hit me, nearly smacked me right in the face! This chapter, I think is a little more interesting and longer then the last, hopefully I can keep that up. I keep trying to write chapters that are about 3,000 words each but for some reason with some of my stories I just can't do it. I'm sorry it takes me so long to update my stories but I get really bad writers block and I've been so busy with work, I've also been trying to find time to spend with my boyfriend, we haven't really seen each other for almost two weeks now! It's so depressing. I miss you Gobstopper! (Starts bawling like crazy) I also moved so I was busy packing and I had to unpack too. I also lost my kitty who was like my baby. He got really sick and he had to be put to sleep, so I've been trying not to get too depressed about it, I had him for over 8 years so it was hard. Until next time, which will hopefully be soon! Review!

 

 

Side note: The song in this chapter is from Gravitation episode 2; Ryuichi sings it at Bad Luck's first concert, where they're opening for ASK. In other chapters I might add other songs too. I got the lyrics from the Gravitation DVD's so hopefully there correct. Gravitation music is the best; I own almost all of Bad Luck and Nittle Grasper's music (I downloaded them from the internet, HA HA HA HA).