Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Don't fear the time of change ❯ Don't fear the time of change ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimers: I do not own Gravitation or any of the characters…

Warnings: This might be really sad and there is a lot of blood and death in the end.. and also yaoi ^-^

Author: Sley

Information: I am writing this, because I have m own thoughts about Ryuichi's past… and now I am going to write them down *smiles*

Cursive- dreams

Don't fear the time of change

The sun shone, the birds sang, the wind played with the leafs and the big house was standing peacefully in the middle of a bright and colourful garden. The silent sound of a piano echoed through the great hall, but then this perfect thing was interrupted by the cries of a small child.

In the middle of the hall, there was a piano and a woman sitting in front of it. At her side was a young boy with eyes red from crying.

"Please mama… talk with me.. onegai…"

"Shhh… Ryu-chan… mother is busy!" was his only answer.

The boy lowered his head and sniffed again. Some strands of his brown hair fell into his face. But it was a special colour, because they were a mixture of green and brown. His eyes were also not normal.. blue with purple. Everyone told him that he was beautiful and intelligent.. but his parents never really talked to him. They never had time for him. Why did his parents act that way? Was it his own fault? Had he done something wrong?

"I'll be a good child, mother… but please talk with me!" he pleaded again.

But the woman never stirred or blinked- she just kept playing the piano. She just seemed like one of those ancient statues.. they also never move or talk.

The door to the hall was opened and the small boy blinked. Then he smiled as he noticed who had entered the room. He wiped the tears away and hugged his brother as he came nearer to the piano.

"Onii-chan… mother is.." he started, but his brother silenced him with shaking his head. Then the older one glared at his mother and his expression became emotionless. And again the woman remained in front of the piano, playing it and never stirred or reacted in some kind of way. Then the older one sighed and returned his attention back to his younger brother. He smiled again and took the hand of the smaller one, then he led him out of the room.

"Never bother to talk to them again!" the older brother said and hugged his younger companion, as soon as they were alone.

"Listen, Ryu-kun… "

The smaller one smiled- only his brother was allowed to call him "Ryu-kun". But he also had a different opinion than his older brother… he himself wanted to talk to his parents… only because his brother had given up, that did not mean that he had to do the same…

Only because you are in the middle of a dark room… does that mean not to search for a source of light…?

Ryuichi opened his eyes and blinked. That had been a dream… not only that… a memory…

Why did he have to dream that…now.. after all this time

He hugged his pet Kuma-chan and sighed. He kept some minutes staring out of the window. Absently in his mind he had to laugh.. if some of the others would see him right now, that serious, they might wonder if he was all right.. in fact.. he was not..

Finally he decided to stand up. Some minutes later he went out of the door, laughing as usual but with sorrow in his heart…

TBC…