Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Loving you till it kills me ❯ Shuichi shindou ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer:

i do not own gravitation nor it's characters, i just want to borrow them for this story.

Warning: in future chapters. But for now: yaoi, D/s, rape, spanking. Though this will not be writen in here.

All my stories are rated T, not suitable for readers younger than sixteen.

A/N: This is my first gravitation fic so be nice and review. Thanks!

Story Setting: yuki kitazawa is alive, shuichi shindou is a student.


CHAPTER ONE:
shuichi shindou

I came out of my bathroom singing along with the voice in my mp3 player, it was my favourite song from the latest album of the band nittle grasper, actually everything ryuchi sakuma sings is my favourite, the guy is practically the sole reason for my determination to become a rock star, he is my idol and i am his biggest fan.


I pulled on my black booth and started looking for my red jacket, i remember leaving it down stairs last night when i came home very late. My mum was so freaked out, it's a surprise i still have my mp3 player, all six of my magazines of ryuchi sakuma and all twelve of his album with my laptop and cd recorder and camera and guitar are gone. My mum ransacked the whole place last night telling me i didn't deserve it, now my room just looked empty.

I heard my bestfriend honk at me outside and i open my window to wave madly at him, then i rushed out my door and down the stairs.

Ever since my dad grounded my car, hiro has been coming to pick me up for school.
Though i have my driving licence, my dad insisted that i had only managed to pass the driving school because i had lured the teacher with my charms, after i almost ran an old woman over with my car, my dad took my keys. I was more than happy to let him have it because taking care of a car was too much work for me.

I saw maiko, my sister eating breakfast as i rushed past the dimen room to the door.

"shuichi " my mother called and i froze at the door, my hand on the knob.

' please don't tell me she wants to scold me again' i cried mentally.

"you are leaving without breakfast"
she asked, now behind me carrying a plate of waffles.

"um i will grab something on my way" i said without turning.

"shuichi you know what you did last night was wrong, and you deserved what you got, if your father was at home you know he would have done much worst, and i was only worried about you"

my mother stated, there was a tinge of apology within reason behind her words.
I turned and smiled at her.

" i know mum, i stepped out of line and you punished me, it's okay im sorry."

i said, that seem to satisfy her so she smiled and said cheerfully

"that's very mature shuichi, im so proud of you, to be able to see your mistake and take correction? that is so unlike you shuichi. Maybe if you come home on record time you might have your stuff back "


"really" i asked excitedly.
I really wanted my stuff back and will do anything to get it. I couldn't explain to my mum why i came home late because though my mum supported me on almost everything i did she did not like it when im exposed to too much publicity, which was what i was doing last night till midnight.

"why, of course shuichi. Here have some waffles and make sure you eat them"

she said and pushed the plate into my hand.
"thanks mum gotta to go" i said and gave her a quick peck on her cheek before running outside to meet my friend.

Said friend was in his BMW smiling at me.

"hey hiro!" i greeted happily before getting in the car. threw my bagpack in the backseat and offered him waffles he shook his head and i started to munch down the delicious waffles alone.

"i thought you would be grounded for sure"

hiro said, eyebrow raised in askance.

"i did get grounded, all my stuff are in my mum's room as i speak. It was a disaster, my mum flipped out when i refused to tell her the truth about where i was all night, i hate lying to her you know and i just made a vow never to do that again"

i explained between chewing and swallowing my waffles, i needed a coke.

"but it was fun right? I never dreamt those guys would ask us to perform in their club, despite the fact that we are under age. "

"yeah! Do you think we ill be like in tv or something" i said jumping in the seat.

"im not sure, maybe"

"what about you, did your brother try to strangle you again"

i smiled when hiro tensed.
"yushi? He wouldn't dare"
he said.

Yeah right, i thought.
Hiro lives alone with his older brother yushi while their parents are in canada doing cuisod. Yushi being older acts like he was the boss of hiro, and hiro refused to be controlled by him. So last week when hiro throw a party in the house without yushi's permission, they ended up fighting and i was caught somewhere in the middle trying to separate them.

After twenty minutes drive we arrived at our school, tokyo royal high. It is the best school in tokyo, it used to be a boarding school but three years ago it was changed to both boarding and day school.

The school was huge, painted blue and cream, it had a theatre hall and to me that's the best part of the school because it's were i hold my show.

I came down from the car and just then a grade 4 or something student saw me and squealed "shuichi-kun"
before i could react the parking lot was crowded with my fangirls and boys.

It has always been my dream to become a rock star so when i got my hands on the theatre hall and some of it's instruments me and hiro formed the band bad luck and today it's the best band in our school and in the street.

So basically im a star, they say im the number three sexiest guy in school, i don't heally care much about it but, everyday i recieve bunch of love letters from my fans. It's a bit disturbing, hiro on the other hand was the number four hotest guy, he really enjoys the attention, i can tell by the silly grin on his face.

Smiling and saying 'hi' a couple of times we finally made it out of the crowd and head for the back exit.

One rule hiro and i invented and abide in was to never ever use the front entrance unless we want to be crushed to death by fans. Sometimes i wonder if my life would always be like this when i become a real rock star and start appearing on tv, i hope not, i seriously can't stand it.

After sneaking in through the back exit, hiro and i went straight to the roof, it was our secret hide out and were we hang out during school hours.

My dads dream for me is to become a decent doctor, have a wife and three or four kids. That's why i ende up in the science class, most of the time i don't know what they are talking about so i don't attend only english class.

The first period was chemistry so me and hiro went up to the roof to hide out until english.
The roof was huge with benches by it's side. Hiro and i took one to seat on, hiro brought out a cigarette and started to smoke.

Hiro's smoking habit was becoming too much lately and i have been thinking of mentioning it but i forgot.

"hiro" i said
" you 've been smoking a lot lately is something wrong"

i always assume something was wrong when people smoke , they say the nicotine in cigarette helps to calm the nerve and the only thing that can unnerve a person is problems but as far as i know hiro doesn't has a problem in the world.
He doesn't have parents who nag on him or a girlfriend who worries him nor is he in debt.

"no" he said simply.

I sighed " i hope you are not going to make this into some sort of habit, people get addicted to this thing you know" i stated cleverly.

Hiro shook his head and sat back enjoying the early morning sun and his smoke, i took out my ear plug and insected it into my mp3 player and started to dose off with it playing in my ear.

I was awoken by the sound of the school bell ringing, i got off from hiro's lap were i rested my head and looked at the time on my watch, it was lunch time.

"hiro!" i said pushing him, he started awake looking around.

"what" he asked.

"it's time for lunch, we missed english class" i told him a bit distraught

hiro sighed and got up.
"does it matter" he asked

"mrs tanaka is going to detain me again" i cried

that woman is always looking for me in class, she is the reason why i don't miss english altogether.
For some reason the woman absolutely hates me and was always looking forward to punishing me for any little offence.

"oh i forgot, anyway im hungry lets go grab something to eat from the cafeteria" hiro said calmly.

I nodded bleakly, it doesn't matter anymore tanaka-san is going to be looking for me now, anyway.

The cafeteria was noisy as always but when hiro and i walked into the room the noise increased.

I sighed as i entered the large hall that was the cafeteria.
People started squealing my name and telling me how great my performance last night was.

As i looked from faces to faces trying to be nice and attentive my eyes fell on my ex-girlfriend sakura, seating with her friends she gave me a murderous glare but i did not let my smile faulter.

Ever since i broke up with her she has been giving me the cold shoulder, i had thought we could try and be friends but she developed this sudden hatred for me and spent her time conceiving ways to get to me or hurt me.

As i moved forward i came crashing into hard chest. The noise in the room suddenly hushed and it was like the desert.

I turned and my gaze met blue silk smug against hard chest, my eyes traveled up wards and met hard golden gaze, i gasped at the sight. There was an angel in front of me.

The trance state i was in was interrupted by the angel as he spoke.
"watch were you are going brat" he said and left with just that.

I stared after him with wonder. Who is he, i wondered, i have never seen him around before.

A hand clasped my shoulder and looked up to see hiro.
"are you okay shuichi" he asked.

I nodded and looked back at the exit door even though the angel in man form was already gone from view.

"who is he" i asked.

"who is he?" a girl asked giving me an incredible look.
"he is only the hotest, coolest guy alive!" she squealed
"the great eiri usegi! The sexiest teacher in the universe ..."

all her other words were lost to me
"teacher?" i asked
"what does he teach"

"literature, you ought to see him teach. He makes teaching look like an enticing profession...." the girl responded.

But i could not hear her, my head was swimming, i was in cloud nine, my heart beat erratic. What is this feeling, why do i feel like i need to know him, like i need to be with him, like... I need him. But that's insane i just met him.

I didn't realize my mouth was hanging open until hiro closed it.

"i see that one has caught your eye" he said without looking at me directly
"mataku " he said with a sigh and then patted my head.
"don't get any ideas though, he is a teacher and you know the rules" he said and started to leave.

I smiled wondering how he knew me so well, but he should know that rules have never really been able to stop me from getting what i want, and i do want eiri usegi.

A/N: Thanks for reading please review, anything will be fine.