Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Seven Days ❯ Gone ( Chapter 1 )

Idiot. Moron. Damn brat. Every one of those words stung like dipping your paper cut fingers into lemon water. Shuichi Shindou had enough of his lover's constant name calling, but who knew that today would be the day he finally expressed those feelings.

 

Shuichi snuggled closer to his lover's warm and slumbering body. It was early in the morning and he'd had barely any sleep that night. His mind continued to wander, as it had for the past three days, over to… “that.”

 

Shuichi had just gotten home from the studio after practicing with Hiro and Fujisaki, when he heard the phone ring. He ran towards it but arrived just as it clicked onto the answering machine. A seductive female voice came on. “Yuki baby. Are you there? It's me. I think I may have left my panties over there. I kinda need them back okay? All right well see ya! Call me, you've got my number.”

 

“That” was the fact that Eiri Yuki was cheating on him. He'd considered leaving him the second he heard the message, but it was impossible. He considered throwing the answering machine over the balcony, waiting till it got repeatedly run over by a car, then jump on it's itty bitty pieces. Instead, he just deleted the message and for the past three days ignored the churning; sickening feeling that something awful was going to happen. He was afraid of the truth. He was afraid that Yuki really didn't love him, or have any attachment to him at all. He didn't want to lose Eiri Yuki, but he didn't want to be left behind by someone that didn't love him either.

 

“Yuki.” Shuichi whispered softly into his lover's arm. Yuki moaned and ignored him. “Yuki.” Shuichi called a little louder. Yuki just buried his head under the pillow in attempt to drown out his lover's voice. “Yuukki!” Shuichi whined. “I need to talk to you!”

Yuki lifted his head from underneath the pillow. “Shut up would you? I'm trying to sleep you moron. Damn brat.” Eiri muttered putting his head back down on the pillow. “You- - you JERK!” Shuichi yelled shoving Eiri off the bed with his feet.

“Goddamn brat!” Yuki bellowed from the floor. “What the hell was that for?” He demanded getting up from the floor.

“For…for…” The words wouldn't come. If he confronted Yuki about the message then Yuki might confess, then dump him, or confess and expect him to just accept that he slept with someone else. Or he might deny it completely and shrug it off by calling him and idiot. Either way, he couldn't say it. Could he? He couldn't say the words, “for cheating on me.” He also couldn't stop the flow of tears falling from his violet orbs. Shuichi fell on his knees and began sobbing into his hands.

 

“What the hell's wrong with you now?” Yuki asked standing behind the pink-haired rock star. He tried to sound concerned, worried. He was, really he was. He wanted to know why his lover suddenly burst into tears…Well he was always crying over something, but this time was different, he seemed really distraught. He put his hand on Shuichi's shoulder but Shuichi shifted away quickly. “Dammit tell me what's wrong!” Yuki demanded crouching down to Shuichi's level.

Shuichi sniffled, “You… you…” He looked up into Yuki's golden orbs. “ YOU CHEATED ON ME YOU BASTARD!” Shuichi yelled jumping off the floor and bolting out of Yuki's room.

 

`What? Why would he think something like that?' Yuki thought running a hand through his hair. Sure there have been lots of offers from very desperate girls, but Eiri wasn't exactly in the mood for women nowadays. They would bitch and whine all the time. “It's too early in the morning for this shit.” Yuki said aloud and to himself. `Any second now he'll come bouncing back through the door all happy and chirpy.' Yuki thought plopping down on the bed. Seconds turned into minutes, the minutes grew increasingly along with the frown on Yuki's face.

 

Yuki looked at the clock and tried to get back to sleep, but it was inevitable to try and tell himself that he didn't need Shuichi, but he knew that he did. He needed Shuichi. He hated to admit that he needed anyone in his life, but he knew that no matter how much he tried to deny it, he knew that deep down he needed Shuichi to be with him always. Yuki got up off the bed. “Shuichi! Shuichi! Where are you hiding you damn brat?” `Where could he have gone?' Shoes missing from the front door meant that he went out, probably to Nakano's, but something was different this time. Not only were his shoes and jacket gone, but…everything.

 

Hiroshi Nakano was flagged out sitting in front of the television, tuning the strings of his guitar when the doorbell rang. Running a hand through his auburn coloured hair he open the door to a teary-eyed Shuichi. “Shuichi, what is it? It's eight in the morning your lucky I'm up. What happened?” Shuichi just stared at his shoes and Hiro immediately knew what was wrong. “Did you have another fight with Yuki?” Shuichi nodded. “That bastard! What did he say? What did he do?” Hiro demanded getting ready to jump on his bike and beat the living shit out of Eiri Yuki. “Hiro.” Shuichi said softly raising his head to look at his best friend. “I left him… I left Yuki.”

 

 

A/N: Hello! I don't know if this fic has been done before, I don't think it has but if it has cut me some slack okie :P Reviews appreciated! ^.^