Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Shuichi's Bored Writings ❯ Day Time / Yuki's Office ( Chapter 1 )

Author's Opening Notes: Hey Everyone!! It's me Joshie... Bella is still missing in action... I want to thank everyone who read the story My Beautiful Love... We... Me and Bella really love the fact that it has had over 200 visits... Though really depressed we only got 5 reviews... This is our first Gravitation Fic... It's all Shuichi ranting and raving about different things... kinda a curse for the writers block that I've been suffering... the third chapter of My Beautiful Lovetook a lot out of me... sense I was the one who wrote the lemon... Oh and you'll notice that the muses aren't hear... They all ran away once Bella didn't come back... I'll have to find a new one... I'm thinking someone like Fujisaki from Gravitation... he's small and wont be missed much... Anyways... I don't own Gravitation, it belongs to the wonderful Maki Murakami... if I owned it I would be very rich... anyways... some of the things talked about in this fic are from the Managa, OVA, and anime... it's kinda all mixed... if you get confused just tell me... Oh and I don't know how many chapters this will have... it started as just a one shot and has gotten to the point where... Well it still doesn't have a plot... I'm thinking it's just going to be nonsense... Oh well... please Review... I love reviews... But doesn't everyone? Oh and I'm sorry for any spelling errors I don't have word on my computer any longer so this is all done in WordPad... Bare with me... Now... On with the story! ACK I almost forgot... this will contain Spoilers for the WHOLE series... if you haven't seen the series please don't E-mail me or review that you don't understand what something meant... cause I wont tell you... to bad =P OKAY... NOW... READ THE STORY!

Story Summery: Writer's block can bring out the weirdest thoughts from people and Shuichi is no exception. Listen to his rants and raves, some crazy mathcing making, and even some hot and juicy details about some of his hot nights with his lover Yuki.

Chapter Summery: Shuichi's bored, and has writer's block... unable to start on a new song he starts to just type hoping something will come of it... Sadly... that's not what happens... ^_^

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Shuichi's Bored Writings

Chapter One

Time: Day Time

Setting: Yuki's Office, Yuki's at his desk typeing and Shuichi is sitting by the chair with his new lap top in his lap.

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The case of writer's block I have seems to have gotten much much worse... Then what it started out as... I can't even write a note let alone a song... Why does this always happen to me... Can I even call it writers block? I'm not really a writer... I'm a singer... Oh I might want to introduce myself before I continue to ramble on and on... My name is Shuichi Shindou, I'm 19 years old and I'm the lead singer of Bad Luck. That's my band... My best friend Hiroshi Nakano is the guitarist, but he likes to be called Hiro... Something about not liking his full name. Then our last member is Suguru Fujisaki... he's a real bosy kid... and I mean kid he's only 16... but besides his age he's like a genious behind that synthesizer... I think it runs in his family... wanna know why? Cause his cousin is THE Tohma Seguchi, who just so happens to be the one of the synthesizer players for Nittle Grasper... who is the best band in the world... well besides Bad Luck ^_^ I can really consider him one of my friends though. He can be a bit bosy but he's a good kid... he would kill me though if he knew I was one slacking off, and two calling him a kid. He hates that... Oh well... He is just a kid...

Anyways... I was complaning about my writers block... Yuki's giving me werid looks... You see I bought this lap top the other day to help with my writing lyrics and cause well I needed a new computer, so now I can sit on the floor by his desk and write while he does and I can still be near him. Oh yeah you don't know who Yuki is... Eiri Yuki... he's a romance writer... he's really popular among the young ladies like my sister... and I think my mom... which is kinda scary... oh well he's all mine girls... and guys... I like spending time with him... he's had a hard life... being betrayed by the one who you trust most in the world at a young age... yeah I'd be fucked up too... But Yuki is still Yuki to me... I love him cause of the way he is, it's hard to explain... he's tried to push me away so many times, he thought telling me about his messed up past would make me run away... it didn't... why do I care if he killed some guy for rapeing him... I probably would have done the same thing to Tachi Aizawa had I had a gun at the time... him and those three bastrads he hired... but sadly I didn't... but Tohma kinda scared the crap out of him anyways by pushing him in front of a car... and Yuki beat up one of his members of his stupid band...

Oh you don't know who Aizawa is... he's the lead singer of this band ASK... or was... he was fired from NG... and kicked out of his band... all in the same day mind you... he's a real gerk and he thought that I was to blame for it all... cause I stole the show at his first concert... it was my first concert too you know... And did he really think that he would be able to stand up again a God like Ryuichi Sakuma... My idol... my god... he's also my friend... but yeah Aizawa would have never stood a chance against Ryuichi... as Ryuichi would say... he doesn't shine... ^_^

Enough on him... lets talk Ryuichi... I've been a fan of his sense.... FOREVER... he's the lead singer of Nittle Grasper... Who is the best band in the world... Besides Bad Luck!... but I've said that too... Not much else to say about Ryuichi other then he's a god... he does carry around a pink bunny named Kuma... and if you don't say hi to Kuma and him he gets upset... he acts like a little 5 year old or something... but on stage... whoa... watch out... that look in his eyes can be scary... it's even made me lose my voice... which I got back thanks to my Yuki... who is now glaring at me... I guess I'm typeing to loud... oh no... he's just wondering what I'm doing... he seen the lenght this thing has become and was wondering cause it's suppose to be a song... song smung... I got into this...

Lets see what's next... How about Mika... she's Tohma's wife, and Yuki's older sister... she can be really nice and she cares so much about Yuki and her youngest brother Tatsuha. You can tell she really loves Tohma too... I think she might be a little over careing at points... and even though she told me to stay away from Yuki a few times, and even got me kicked out of the house a few times, and can be a tottal bitch... she's not so bad... I made Yuki smile... he read my line about his sister... he says it's true she is a bitch... Oh and that brings another topic... I love how each person I talk about brings about another topic...

Tatsuha Uesugi... he's Yuki's and Mika's younger brother but I swear to you he could be Yuki's twin... He's really... well semi mature for his age... again he's a kid... he's only 16... and he's already tried to rape me... well molest me... I don't think he would actually rape anyone... he's got this BIG BIG thing for Ryuichi... so it's like a chore to keep the two apart... well not so much... Tatsuha hasn't yet followed me to work which is a good thing... I think Tohma would get REALLY mad... I've never seen him mad but I bet if Tatsuha showed up he's be beyond mad... and if he doesn't get mad then I know for a fact that Noriko Ukai would be beyond pissed off... she's like the mother to Ryuichi... even though she's only 28... she also has a kid named Saki... never met her though... even though she talks a lot about her... Noriko is also in Nittle Grasper... she's the final member... she backs up Tohma on the keyboards, and you know what... Noriko can be a REAL bitch at times... she's a bit of a... well she's insane... I have seen her get really made at Ryuichi cause he was acting so childish but that's just Ryuichi and he turned on those puppy dog eyes and she was like butter... And from what I've seen there is only one person who can resist those eyes...

That would be Crawd Winchester... but everyone calls him K... he's Bad Luck's manager and he's a bit crazy... well okay he's insane... he cares a gun around with him everywhere I don't know if it's really louded or not... but I for one don't want to find out... having that thing pointed at you is one thing... He was Ryuichi's manager at one point... but now he's Bad Luck's... I don't know if I'm happy about it or not... I kinda liked haveing Sakano as our manager... Sakano was fun to mess around with... he's so on edge... he's always freaking out and he's a complete nervous wreck... But he kept work interesting... for me anyways... seeing how far we could push him... to the point he would faint or attempt to jump out of the first story window... that's a memory I'll never forget... it was back in the beginning before Fujisaki entered the band, before K, before our first single "The Rage Beat" was even finished... it's why he tried to jump out the window... He thought Tohma would fire him... though Tohma didn't cause I finished the song the next day... after confronting Yuki and getting my first kiss from him... I finished the song and then broke Tohma's door getting it to him... All in all it turned out fine and we put up with our nervous wreck of a manager for just about maybe a week more... before Tohma brought K in... Sakano is still with the band though... but he's only the producer... I think he's happier that K's the manager... he makes things easier on poor Mr. Sakano...

I haven't really mentioned much about Tohma... even though he's a part of my favorite band and he's my boss... I don't really like him... and he doesn't like me either... it's cause of Yuki... well that's the reason he doesn't like me.. you see he's been in love with Yuki sense... well Yuki was a kid... and he doesn't think I'm good enough for him... or something like that... I don't like him because I think he's to full of himself... and he can seem to pop up ANYWHERE at ANYTIME... like in the afternoon when me and Yuki are laying in bed and just.. well we just finished making love... and he just SHOWS up... It's really annoying... we've even locked the doors and changed the locks... I think Mika give him the keys... Yuki doesn't have a clue cause he doesn't give keys to Mika... Tohma's just... a freak... yeah a freak... Weirdo freak who has WAY to much power... Someone needs to put him right... I know Mika doesn't have the heart... and to tell you the trust... neither do I... I'm all talk really... no one knows that cept Hiro and Yuki though... Even if I could hold my own in a fight... bet no one knows that either... I couldn't take Tohma though... even if he is a tottal asshole to me... When we aren't working... he's still one of the people I look up too... yeah... it hurt when I first realised that Tohma hated me... I mean for as long as I could remember he's been one of the only people I looked up too... him and Ryuichi... my father wasn't so great when I was going up... cause I had werid things wrong with me... more about that in a moment... anyways... I have never told anyone this... not even Hiro... though I think he knows... Tohma's the reason why I started to play the synthesizer... Ryuichi made me want to sing but I would never have actually got very far with writing with out my synth... It still pains me to know Tohma will never truely like me... unless he suddnely forgets EVERYTHING... doubt that... and it's not like I'd want that to happen... like I said I don't hate him completely... I really hate his attitude... Okay... enough of Tohma...

Lets talk about my family... My mom is okay... she's a bit over protective but she understand that I was never meant to be a normal person... My sister is cool too... she really cares for me and some say we can even be twins... Hiro normally only says that cause it gets on Maiko's nerves... I love my sister dearly... she's one of the ones who really pushed me to so on with my music... when I wanted to give up after deleteing one of my songs I had worked on for months... I was about ready to just quit... but she pushed me forward... She's great... Now for my big problem in my life... my father... I don't get along with him at all... he never hit me or anything like that but he never really told me I was good or said anything along the lines of "I love you son..." he normally just called me stupid and a freak... which is why when Yuki says that I'm a idiot I don't get so upset... I'm used to it... There is a big reason why my dad did that too... You see my mom was young when she had Maiko... and was still young when she had me... though she never dropped out of school or anything like that... no my mom's a trooper... she's a working mom... she works at a resturant as a cook... she's a great cook... anyways... when she was younger she liked to party... just like most young people... even though she was under age... yes my mother was under 18 when she had become a mom for both Maiko and me... but anyways... she never drank during her time carring Maiko... but she didn't know she was ever pregnate with me untill like her 5 month... so she drank and did some drugs and stuff... so anyways... I was born 2 moths early... which wasn't good... and to top it all off... I was born with discolored eyes... they are more of a blue/purple... though they seem to be completely purple now... and my hair was a bit lightly shade of a pink... the doctors said considering what my mother did while she was carring me that she was lucky I lived at all...

This is also why I'm so thin... even if Mika and Tohma... be surprised he does sometimes show he cares... and even Judy... who's K's wife... I only met her once... but they all try to get me to eat... and trust me... put good food in front of me... or candy... or nasty food... and I'll eat it... for god's sake I can eat a whole large pizza, a dozen chicken wings, and a order of six breadsticks, with out a problem... though I try not too... Yuki says it's unhealthy... but so is smoking and drinking... HA... I get him all the time like that... I told him once that I would stop eating all the greasy foods and sweets if he stopped drinking and smoking... he said no way... so we both will die early... him from lung problem and probably heart problems... and my heart will probably just explode...

I got off the topic of my father... So even though everyone thinks that I dye me hair and wear contacts I don't... I'm deformed... PITY ME! Not... I don't like pity... at least not from normal everyday people... I like pity from Yuki... cause most of the time it's pity sex... I like pity sex almost as much as I like make up sex... sometimes I annoy him enough to get him to kick me out just so I can come back appologize and we can have hot and sweaty make up sex... Hiro is on to me... so is Fujisaki... who spends a lot of time over at Hiro's apartment lately... Now I know everyone thinks I'm stupid... which was proved as I BARELY graduated... But I know somethings going on with those two... I just don't know what... I mean I know Hiro likes Ayaka... but could it be he has feeling for our little keyboardist too? I need to ask Hiro about this... Oh a person I haven't talked about yet...

Ayaka Usami... she's Yuki's ex fiancee... He didn't really want to marry her anyways... and I don't think she understood him at all... she thought he was all romantic and just like his characters in his books... Boy was she ever wrong... She doesn't really like me... mostly cause I took her love away... to bad... she's kinda a bitch anyways...

I need something more to talk about... how about what's around me... um... Yuki's at his desk typeing up his new book... I'm sitting by his chair... like a puppy... I wonder where my puppy costum is... I haven't seen it sense... well a while... I think Yuki threw out all of my costums... he doesn't like them... I find some of my things so missing... mostly the ones that are to bright or make noise... But surpriseingly I find new concert outfits... don't know if those are from Yuki or Tatsuha... Tatsuha is kinda weird like that so yeha I could bet some of the more... how could I put this... skany clothes... There is like nothing to some of those things... I don't even know where one would buy some of those things... Whores-R-Us? But if I find out Yuki got them... well... that would be a VERY hot night... I'd have to give him a little show all his own... I just might do that...

My phone is ringing and I don't know where I put it... I know it's my cell phone though cause it plays "The Rage Beat" whenever someone calls... I'm being glared at so I'm going to go and find it... Write more later... This has just become addicting!

~Shuichi Shindou~

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Author's Ending Notes: Again please review... I want some reviews... PLEASE PEOPLE.... have pitty on a poor artist... *looks around* Is writing smut an art form? *shrugs and goes back to his bean bag chair eating some popcorn and starting on the next chapter*