Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Something Else ❯ Chapter 1

You are inconsistent. You don't realize it; that is my theory. One moment you are oblivious, the next you are angry, the next, you are blushing. Eiri. My Eiri. You make me wonder who you are, every time we meet.

 

Who were you, tonight?

 

I didn't recognize the smile, when the door opened. The voice had a stranger's lilt. That touch? It was new. My shoulder tingled when you squeezed. I... I didn't even recognize Shindo. He was smiling, too. Smiling at me. I can't believe you two let me in your home, then your bed.

 

I can't believe...

 

What was it you said? Let's skip the preliminaries. I know what you want. You want me. We can give you something else. Something close.

 

Just this once, Shindo looked serious for a moment. And just with me. You can watch; you can't touch him.

 

Alright. I nodded. I took off my clothes, like a marionette in a dream. They nodded, too. Together, we floated on a dream into the bedroom. The bed was a cloud. The night was the sky. We were stars exploding. We were so bright. We were so high.

 

He made me keep that promise. Shindo, that Shindo. He held me down. Eiri whispered to him: Filthy suggestions. He guided Shindo, taught him how to be a man, by taking me. By making me take it. It was so hard. So painful. I saw lights under my eyelids when he did it. I saw stars- exploding stars- when Eiri took Shindo and set the rhythm.

 

It was like you were inside of me. Every thrust brought me closer to you. Closer, closer, until my soul dripped out of my cock, when I came. You pushed my face down into it.

 

Lick it up, you said. Every drop of that come you made for me. Love the taste of it.

 

Oh, I did.

 

Then, it was over. You had Shindo shove me back into my clothes. Then he shoved me through the front door. I was standing there, for so long, shaking, wondering how, wondering why. I still don't understand it. I still don't....

 

I was insane. I lost myself. I still, somewhere, somehow can't find me. I am still in that sky, a ghost in the night, wondering who this Eiri was. This sick, crazy man who pimped me to his lover. Oh. I might never see him again. If that is true, I will never fall from this sky. I will always be hanging on the stars, waiting for you.