Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Sorrowful sins ❯ chapter six ( Chapter 6 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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Chapter six
Shuichi's pov
Wearily walking down the street I thought of him again, this was now a common and daily happening. 'Damn that bastard for being so god damn irresistible'. Every second of the day he is on my mind even when I sleep or sing, which is supposed to steer any thoughts away. Even though I hate his guts he is still dented in to my thoughts like a tire track in mud. No matter if my thoughts are good or bad he is still in them. 'Can’t I go one day without him on my mind’? Surprisingly the attack had not really left much of an impact on my mind, yet he knew that wasn’t normal. Yes he was still in pain but he tried not to let it affect his work, his day his life in general.
"Hey Shuichi, your early" came Hiro's worried voice, he had been immensely worried since the few days before when Shuichi came in with bruises over his neck and face, he had say he got into a bar fight and lost as an excuse but his friend knew better.
"Yes I agree usually you show up late what's wrong Mr. Shindou?" this came from a formal Fujusaki who was quite close to Hiro now I mention it he was smiling which is rare for Suguru. "Hey guy's I just umm... 'couldn't get that blonde bastard out of my mind so I needed to keep busy' ...I was bored" 'good save, goal for me'. I said this all the while putting a hand on the back of my head laughing until a pain shot through my jaw and I couldn't help the gasp that escaped my lips. "Huh, something wrong Shuichi" Asked a concerned Hiro. "I'm fine... I just...remembered something is all...see ya" with that I ran off in the direction of the exit, not knowing what else to say, having felt a creeping shadow feeling over my mind, my heart. I ran because I knew I would have been cornered, I know I wouldn’t have been able to handle talking about it, I would have broken down. So I was currently looking for somewhere along the street, the same street where the NG building was mind you and instantly felt relieved seeing a cake shop on the corner.
'Damn that was close; maybe I should just buy myself makeup to cover these bruises up'. I usually drown my sorrows in strawberry pokey or bury my self in a pile of my favourite cakes and magazines but right now this little cafe would do. That was when I saw him. He was outside the cake shop at one of the tables with a drink sipping it preciously like you only imagine an angel would but he is no angel. He didn’t seem to even notice the girl’s swooning over him from a distance or the guy’s jealously glaring at him. Either that or he was choosing to ignore them.
With the train of thought I was stuck in I didn’t register the blinding pain searing through my side and a little in my jaw, skull and wrists. Then I remembered how angry I was with him for being such a jerk to me at his place. I worked my way over to the table opposite him trying hard to completely ignore his presence but not doing a very good job at it, my eyes showing a half hearted glare since I wasn’t very hateful and had a lousy poker face.
“Still sulking brat” Through all my concentration to ignore him, the blonde getting up and walking to stand next to me went unnoticed so when he spoke I was surprised enough to jump, wincing at the sudden pain. “Hey I have a right to sulk so if you don’t mind I am going to eat my cake in peace”. I felt smug about my remark. I was slightly smiling but due to the pain of my jaw I only managed a small barely noticeable smile. But he thought hopefully that the blonde noticed. “Cake? What cake you moron?”.
“Huh, um...I...uh...there was...I was...I uh...” I could have died in embarrassment, so much for my smug comment. I am so stupid sometimes, I mean who forgets to buy a cake then says they have one they can eat, and that is just idiotic. I swear that the colour of my face matched that of a bright red cherry. Almost as bright as my bubble gum pink hair.
It was Yuki’s turn to smirk “Don’t be embarrassed I thought it was kind of adorable until your earlier whining brought me back to reality” the biting comment made me frown before shaking her my head, again despite the pain.
“What, adorable...r..really” My blush darkened at his comment, as I quickly focused on his nicer words rather than the insult. At this point I was darn well confused. Is this guy all there? I can’t tell if this guy is coming or going, damn he is confusing me. I was going to go insane if he kept confusing me like this, I can not understand him. But why was I blushing more after his comment, maybe I am gay after all but that didn’t mean I was going to sit here and listen to his bloody foul comments.
Trying to get up my side had other ideas and went into sudden shocks of pain. Wincing again I squeezed my eyes closed waiting for the pain to subside. Then Yuki started to talk sounding concerned like Hiro had been doing all week. Maybe if I got to know Yuki a bit better he might turn out to be really nice, ‘Yeah right!’. “Brat, you ok?, It’s a stupid idea to be out with those bruises you know”. “Well I couldn’t worry everyone at work so I had to go in” was my reply. Then he had a look on his face that seemed like he was concentrating until he asked “Get in the car brat” his gruff voice made me feel shivers run up my spine but I understood he was concerned no matter how much he tried to hide it, I looked to the car his hand motioned to and simply answered “o...ok”.
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