Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ The Boy in my Heart ❯ The Visitor ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation, I probably never will, I wish I could, but, then what would Maki Murakami do?

Author Notes: I don't know, It started out good, but, I think I kinda lost it in the end. Please review or e-mail me you guys! It makes me feel special to know I am loved!

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Ryuichi sat, staring out the window into the long and cold night. He had never felt this alone. It seemed as though, he was to always be alone, with never anyone to love or care for him.

He started to cry and he felt a hand on his shoulder, a warm comforting hand. "Ryuichi, what's wrong?" A sweet sincere Soprano voice rang out in concern. Ryuichi only cried harder. The one person he desired most was the one who had come to comfort him about the thing he could never have.

"You didn't lose Kuma did you?" he asked to the silence the still wouldn't turn to face him.

"No, that's not it. I want something, someone actually, someone I can never have." He responded after a moment's hesitation.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Ryuichi, can I help?" The voice asked and climbed into Ryuichi's lap, as though to let him know he was there to help.

"No, I'm sorry, you can't help me." He said wrapping his arms around the small boys waist and pulled him close to his chest.

"Mmm… Ryuichi, you smell good." Said the boy, taking deep breaths and breathing in the essence that was Ryuichi.

Ryuichi picked the boys head up from where it was on his chest. One little kiss couldn't hurt, could it? He brought the boys tiny lips to his mouth and brushed them lightly together, pausing only a second before pulling away. He felt the slight shudder of surprise before being pulled back into another, longer, deeper kiss.

There tongues collided, sweeping, whisking and smoldering one another. Until Ryuichi broke away for a much needed breath.

"Should we be doing this?" He asked out loud, but was silenced by another passionate longing kiss.

The feel of the boy in his lap, the grinding of the hips that had started between the two. It was almost too much for Ryuichi to take. He had waited long for this moment, when he could take the withering, squirming, angel in his arms and make him his. Mark him as his own.

He felt the boy moan as he slid a hand up he shirt, over the sensitive skin. Ryuichi laughed at how easily sensitive the boy got. He decided to play it a little further and try to find Shuichi's sweet spot, the one spot guaranteed to turn on the boy even more.

He cat licked the stomach, which caused a moan, but not the moan that Ryuichi was looking for. He played with the stomach a little more, licking and nibbling. Making tiny little marks on the stomach, he heard a small giggle "Ryuichi marks." He said, stroking Ryuichi's head lovingly.

Ryuichi felt the touch and it was a sensational feeling a feeling of warmth and want, something he hadn't ever felt before.

He felt the little boy in his lap and pressed himself against him, "Do you see how much I want you? You little angle, do you see how much power you have over me?" he whispered in a tone the boy only heard once and awhile. Mostly when he was on stage, singing in his beautiful voice.

The boy pressed him self-back, trying to copy his idols voice, "The feeling is mutual." He said before kissing Ryuichi's neck tenderly. Then nipping at it suddenly, leaving a mark of his own.

"Angel kisses," Ryuichi sighed, he hadn't realized he had done it out loud until the young boy pulled back looking at him with orbs in his eyes.

"Is an angel aloud to kiss a God?" He asked, clearly concerned about the happenings that had just occurred.

"Oh, I'm no God, I am the man who wants what he shouldn't have, the one who is willing to steal to get the one he wants, go to any length, pay any cost." Ryuichi responded to the boy. "Yet, you're the angel who can save me." He breathed when he felt soft lips meet the nape of his neck.

The lips caressed and kissed for a moment, before moving to the shoulders. He was taking his sweet time, moving those luscious lips along Ryuichi's body. Wanting to hear every moan the older man was making.

By the time they had finished what they had started, the boy was still in Ryuichi's lap. Pulling playfully at Ryuichi's hair.

Ryuichi pulled them onto the couch and held him close.

"This person you love, do they mean a lot to you?" he asked, closing his eyes and snuggling closer to Ryuichi, still playing with the locks of hair.

" I would give my life for them, I would do anything to have a night like this with them…again." Ryuichi responded to the boy in his arms.

Before the boy could say another word, Ryuichi had pulled the covers up around him and was holding him close, murmuring soft words in his ear to calm him to sleep.

"I love you, Shuichi." Ryuichi replied to the now sleeping boy in his arms.