Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ The Road not Taken ❯ The Road not Taken ( Prologue )

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation, unfortunately.

Authors note: Sweet love. This so happens to be my first Yaoi and also Gravitation fic. I really haven’t read to many gravitation fics and I figured that hey, what the heck right? Consider that I’ve seen the whole DVD series of it and had fallen madly in love with Mr. Uesugi! (Sighs) Anyway, time for me to quit rambling on and let you read! I hope you enjoy and please, review when you finish!

Coupling: Shindo X Yuki

Summary: Getting into a fight leaves Yuki sulk, and hate himself for allowing his lover, Shindo, walk out the door one day. Now, his main goal is to get the Pink hair boy to come back. Will he succeed or will his lover not be able to ever forgive him? A new Twist in Gravitation! With Romance, Action, and Adventure all locked into one story! The Road Not Taken   Prologue

“Yuuuki!” Suichi Shindo sung, knocking softly on the bedroom door of Eiri “Yuki” Uesugi door. Hearing the sound of a chair on wheels move across the hardwood floor, the sound of the computer humming filled the area but in a low sound. “Are you ignoring me Yuki? You know it hurts my feelings that you do this to me.” the boy hesitantly blinked his soft violet eyes, waiting for the door to be open and Yuki in front of him.

Nothing. No sound was being made an no door was yet to be opened. Shindo’s smile soon became a frown, “Yuki.” He paused, reaching for the door knob but brought it to his hand to his chest. Opening the door would only make Yuki mad and that’s the last thing Shindo wants to do. Tilting his head down, the pink hair covered his facial expression. “D-d-do you really not like me?” Shindo softly mumbled clutching two large fists at the side of his body, gritting his teeth to hold back from yelling but that was no use…

“DO YOU REALLY HATE ME YUKI?!” Tears filled the young boys eyes. The slow sound of the door knob made Shindo face quickly jolt up and watch the door slowly open…

There he stood, the golden blonde hair man, with golden eyes, god. Wearing a pair of gray sweatpants and a long-sleeve button up blue shirt. His eyes seemed more blank than ever. Heartless if that’s the word you could use. Not caring for the action or attention Shindo seems to praise him on. “No, I do not.” Yuki announced stepping out in the hallway and closed the door behind him.

Shindo’s mouth parted open, but no words made their way out at the time. Was he being serious? Does he really not like Shindo? Questions that even the heavenly god standing before him, could not answer in his own praising words.

Reaching down into his shirt pocket on his chest he pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lighter. Popping the cigarette in his mouth he closed his eyes and lit the bud of it with his lighter. “Your always getting on my nerves every time I turn around. I don’t know how to handle a kid like yourself.”

“Your just saying that… aren’t you, Yuki?” Shindo asked innocently peering at the blonde who leaned against the wall, inhaling a large amount of smoke into his lungs. His right hand took the cigarette out of his mouth and exhaled a ball of smoke, his eyes quickly glanced away. Shindo’s mouth drop slightly open, “Y-Yuki.”

“I’m sorry Shindo, but we are two different people. We have nothing in common and you’re a brat kid that’ll never listen to me. The only reason why your staying here is so you’ll leave me the hell alone. You have a lot to learn and I doubt, if I can be of any help.” Yuki announced in his rough- I don’t care- voice. His body became tense.

Tears filled the boys eyes. His heart felt as though it’s being torn in two his saliva in his mouth see hard to swallow from a knot forming in his throat. “FINE!” He shouted.

Yuki’s eyes quickly widen, turning his head starring deeply into shindo’s eyes he could see the pain, the hurt that he has caused and with that no words of comfort could escape his mouth.

“If you hate me so much, why didn’t you tell me?” Shindo asked, tears creasing down his cheeks.

Because I can’t, I couldn’t. Yuki answered in the back of his mind to himself, making him drown in the pool of misery that he was causing for himself and Shindo.

“If you hated me why let me live with you?”

I had no choice.

“IF YOU HATED ME WHY DID YOU BOTHER SAYING I’M YOUR LOVER?!”

because… Yuki’s voice in his mind paused, making his own heart ache with hatred for himself. You are, and you always will be.

A hiccup escaped the pink hair boy’s mouth, wiping the tears from his eyes away with his long sleeve-orange pullover shirt. “I hate you Yuki-Sama! I hate you!” Shindo cried out, landing on his knees cradling himself as a whining noise flee that mouth of his. Yuki walked in front of him, gazing down at the shaken boy who acts as though he’s lost, lost in the world of hatred, and mankind. He felt…alone. The feeling, even Yuki knows all about.

Bending down, Yuki started to reach out but Shindo smacked his hand away. “L-leave me alone.” He muffled gritting his teeth. Yuki leaned their in front of Shindo, his face expressionless.

“Foolish boy.” Yuki gritted, “If one person really so happens to hate you, will you cry?” His words, harsh. “If the whole world hates you, will you kill yourself?”

Shindo hiccupped one last time, looking up into his lovers eyes, “Why Yuki? Why do you treat me this way?” Shindo asked, not sure if he truly wants to hear the answer to his own question but he has to know. He just has to!

Yuki sighed, “Because, I love you, but I also… hate you.”

“That doesn’t make sense Yuki!” Shindo shacked a fist in front of his face, gritting his teeth massively.

Yuki smirked, running his finger tips through his hair, “It doesn’t. It never will make sense.”

“Is it because… I’m a guy Yuki?” Shindo asked, watching Yuki plop down on the floor and exhaled another ball of smoke.

“No. it’s not that at all.”

“Then what is it?!”

Shaking his head Yuki explained: “Remember the story I told you? The story of when I was a teenager. I’m afraid that if I get close to someone else, that maybe, just maybe that will happen again.”

“None sense Yuki! Are you just dragging your past out because your afraid to have a relationship? Are you afraid of what people might say? Yuki, if you really do love someone don’t you try explicit that feeling out? Even if we are both famous and reporters speak? Does it really matter Yuki?” Shindo’s questions brought Yuki’s eyes upon his own. Starring deeply within the soul of the young, pink hair boys, eyes.

“It does.” Yuki spat out, butting the cigarette back into his mouth and closed his eyes. Is this going to be the right thing? Yuki’s mind asked exhaling a ball of smoke. Even if it’s not, It’s going to have to be. At least, for the time. No matter how much you love this boy… he doesn’t change the past.

“It’s the past. Your still drowning in that past. Well the hell with the past!” Shindo quickly gotten to his feet. “If that’s all you care about, then suit yourself! You’ll die a very painful life Yuki. No one will ever be able to get close to you will they?” Shindo turned his back. He took a step and stopped…

A deep sigh escaped Yuki’s mouth, “It’s not that I don’t care. It’s that I’m afraid.” Yuki muttered.

Without looking back Shindo managed to choke out, “When your not afraid tell me. I’ll be waiting for you when that day comes.”

With that the boy made his way to the door that exits from the apartment room. His eyes slowly darted to Yuki who leaned his body against the wall and barred his face deeply within his knees. “I love you…” The last words that came from Shindo’s mouth as he exited out the door, not looking back for an instant.

Yuki felt the tears stream down his cheek, It’s not suppose to happen like this. It’s always me, walking from him…

TBC…

Authors note: Yes, short I know. Please, forgive me on that part. I’ll make sure the next chapters following this will be much longer. I know this really doesn’t show much of anything. Just them getting into their “every-so-often argument” But please, do try and give this story a shot. You’ll like it when it all comes down to it! It’ll be a complete fluff fic! ^.^

Well review if you wish to see me carry on my little story here!