Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Voiceless ❯ Consequences ( Chapter 2 )

Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation unfortunately. I still hope that there is a sequel in the future though!

 

Title: Voiceless

 

Rating: M (for rape and maybe cutting later on)

 

Summary:

 

Disaster strikes Shuichi. Broken once more by the hands of his enemy he finds himself in a worst situation. Will Yuki's love be enough to help him overcome his new battle scars?

What would happen if Shuichi lost his voice? (Rape, maybe cutting)

 

Warning:

 

English is not my first language and I don't have a beta for this story. Some characters may be OOC even if it's not on purpose.

Description:

“…” talking

`…' thought

#…# Change of Point of view

- Flashback- = Flash back

(a/n…) - Author's notes

 

(nnn) - Stressed words

 

 

 

Chapter 2: Consequences

 

 

# Yuki #

 

Blood. He didn't think there had been another time in his life where he had seen so much blood coming from one single person.

 

After Shuichi had practically collapse in his front door he had try over and over to get a response from him until he notice that his lover's lips were turning blue.

 

`Kami he's chocking!!'

 

After doing CPR, since the boy had stop breathing, he turn the boy sideways so that the blood would not block his air way.

 

He reached for his phone and called 911.

 

Even though they were already in the hospital, his mind kept bringing up these same images and torturing him. He had been waiting for two hours and not even a single doctor had come to tell him what was happening.

 

Getting scared and anxious, about the lack of information being provided, he got up to look for the doctor. Enough was enough! He was getting answers one way or another.

 

That is when the doctor decided to make his appearance.

 

“Yuki-san?”

 

Trying to not snap at the man he took a deep breath and said “yes?”

 

“Follow me.”

 

They walked toward a door in the end of the hall when the doctor stopped in front of it.

 

“Shidou-san suffered multiple internal injuries caused by the two different ways in which he was attacked…physically and sexually. He was raped brutally unfortunately there was no essence with which we could track his attacker down.”

 

Yuki looked at the man while he started to recite the extent of Shuichi's injuries fully, with a horrified expression.

 

“Three of his ribs where broken and one of them puncture his right lung which was one of the reason of why he had so much blood coming through his mouth.”

 

“The other reason is that he received a very hard blow on his neck which impaired his breathing and vocals. He may not be able to speak. It might be temporary but at the moment is hard to tell with how bruised his throat is.”

 

“He is still in critical condition but we are confident on his recovery. He might need some counseling to deal with what has happened to him and also his new speech disability.”

 

After hearing all the doctor had to say Yuki was shaken to the core. This was a major blow that would affect mostly his lover's mental stability.

 

That is when his rage came. `How dare they!! I'll kill who ever did this and in a slow, excruciating, painful way.' He had started to get agitated and the doctor tried to calm him. That's when he heard a familiar voice.

 

“Eiri…” The blond man ran towards him. “What happen? Why are you here? I just got your message”

 

He whisper, “…Tohma… it happened again” He could not hold it any longer. The tears and pain he had been holding back came at full speed. His lover had suffered so much since they had met. `Am I jinxed?' The older blond was holding him in a loose hug.

 

“Eiri what ever it is we can deal with it. Calm down, tell me what happen”

 

For a moment he felt angry “It's not me…Shuichi…” he could not say it, his throat had contracted leaving him barely able to breath.

 

“ I see…I understand. You need to rest Eiri”

 

He was already falling asleep from how exhausted he felt. He didn't even care that he was still in Tohma's embrace.

 

 

# Tohma #

 

His first thoughts had been that something had happen to Eiri when he had retrieved his messages from his answering machine. He had been woken up by the phone but had not being fast enough to pick it up in time.

 

After that he had driven like a mad man towards the hospital only to find out that it had something to do with Shuichi not Eiri. Still, seeing how torn up his wife's brother was he couldn't help but feeling that his suspicions were correct.

 

After moving Eiri to a bed in the same room as Shuichi he had talked to the doctor in charge. His suspicions where not only correct but worst.

 

`For Eiri I will find who did this to the person he loves most. I hope Shuichi is strong enough to get better from this ordeal once again.'

 

Everyone believed he didn't like the singer but in reality he was just worry about the negative effect he could have on the writer.

 

With these thoughts in his mind he left the hospital to begin his investigations. He called everyone that knew Shuichi, and inform them of the situation, so that he could determent who had been the last one to see Shuichi the day before.

 

That was how everyone else found out that something had happen to the genki singer and why they had then all rush to the hospital.

 

 

# Taki #

 

Little Bastard! He had woken up in the alley way with a dog licking his face.

 

`I will find you no matter how far you run'

 

Getting up, making his vow to destroy the singer in one way or another he left with a sadistic smile on his face.

 

 

# Shuichi # - 2 weeks later

 

Beet…beet…beet…beet…beet…beet

 

He could hear a sound in the distance but didn't know what to make of it. He tried to open his eyes and that's when the intense, piercing, pain came. He could not hold back the tears.

 

Every piece of his body hurt in one form or the other. He tried to remember how it had happen but his concentration was in not moving even an inch from where he laid. He knew he was in a hospital now. The smell of the place made it obvious though for some reason even breathing hurt.

 

He heard the opening and closing of a door but decided not to open his eyes.

 

There were two people in the room having a conversation in whispers.

 

“Do the doctors know why he's not waking up?” ok that sounded like Tatsuha

 

“Well it's difficult to tell when he will wake up, after all he did go through a traumatic experience. Hopefully he will be able to tell us who it was.” and that sounded like Hiro.

 

`Why did he sound so sad?'

 

“Hiro…don't be so hard on your self. I know your blaming this on yourself and that is not the case.”

 

“I should have notice something was not right”

 

“You're not Kami-sama so that eliminates the possibility of being all knowing. We will find the person responsible for this and when we d…did you see that?”

 

“What?”

 

“Something is wrong, call the doctor!”

 

`Oh Kami I remember. I remember it all' He had started hyperventilating. Little air was coming into his body.

 

At the moment though all he could think about was what had happened. He had been raped `Nooooooooooo'.

 

That's when he notice another problem there was not sound coming from him other than hard breathing. He started to cry. `What did he do to me? WHAT DID HE DO!!!!!!!'

 

“Shuichi can you hear me? Please don't cry, calm down, you will get better but we need you to breath.”, said Tatsuha

 

The doctors came rushing in to stabilize him and gave him a sedative. He was drugged and falling quickly at sleep when he saw his blond lover running into the room.

 

Yuki came to his side in a rush, and kneeled beside his bed. A hand went up to touch the side of his face and he leaned into the touch.

 

“I…I love you ..Shuichi….Shuchi? Can you hear me?”

 

He could not answer back. The only answer he could give his lover was letting a tear run down his face and falling at sleep.

 

 

# Yuki #

 

Shuichi had finally awoken. Where he had been? Using the fucking restroom.

 

`I should have ignore my brother in taking a break'

 

At the moment he was sitting beside the hospital bed watching his lover sleep. How many days has it been? He had lost track by the third day. A lot of people had come by to visit Shuichi but they had gotten no response from the singer.

 

He remembered waking up the day after his lover's attack to find Hiro in the room crying his eyes out. The red head had almost lost it when he had heard the extent of his friend's injuries.

 

After that, he had been every night and day there beside his lover, who had not moved at all.

 

He started to look back at the man of his life. `Shuichi my baka' He leaned over to touch his lover's cheek.

 

After the incident earlier the doctors had told him that Shuichi was in shock but would be fine with some rest.

He then started to reminisce about the events that took place the day he had come back from New York.

 

- Flashback-

 

He had just arrived from the airport and was putting his bags down when he heard the front door opening.

 

From inside the room, he could hear someone say in a small voice “tadaima…Yuki” It was as if the person believed that no answer would come for this small greeting.

 

He walked out of his room toward the door where he could now see Shuichi closing it slowly. He noticed how different his lover seemed. The smaller man looked tired and depressed; then Shuichi leaned against the door and sled slowly to the floor.

 

Yuki didn't know what to say. This was the first time he had ever seen the pink haired boy look so miserable for real. Sure he had seen him cry many times. He had known the hurt he caused the boy every time he threw him out of the house or ended their relationship. He had even seen Shuichi the day after the boy had been raped and the only worry the boy had was whether he would want him back.

 

Now, for the first time since he had met the boy, he saw his lover look completely defeated.

 

He was about to make his presence known to the singer to see what had happened when he heard Shuichi whispered.

 

“Yuki…why didn't you come back?”

 

At first he thought Shuichi had seen him but that was not it. Shuichi was questioning not Yuki but himself.

 

He walked toward the smaller man and engulfed him in an embraced. Hearing the gasp of surprise and sensing the boy's apprehension at not knowing who it was, he spoke.

 

“I'm sorry for not coming sooner”

 

He felt wetness on his shoulder and turn Shuichi's face to face him.

 

“I…I love you”

 

There. He had finally said it. He could see all the different feelings crossing the younger man's face and hoped that this time around he could make the boy happy.

 

Shuichi had suffer enough in their relationship and in the end had been the one to save him from ending it all and taking the `easy' way out from his pain. In Yuki's mind, Shuichi was a strong person both inside and out. The boy had managed to stay sane through all of this and Yuki could not help but feel pried at the strength his lover possessed.

 

Removing the lingering tears from the young man's face he kissed him.

 

- End of flashback-

 

Coming back to reality Yuki leaned in and kissed his lovers lips.

 

“I love you Shuichi. I know I don't say it much but its true.”

 

Suddenly there was a fluttering of eyelids and Shuichi opened his eyes.

 

`Yuki'

 

TBC…

 

Author's Notes: Hmmmmm those that constitute as a cliffy? Hehe. Sorry about Yuki being soooooo OOC but come on guys no one is their usual self when their love one is hurt. Well guys I'm sorry I am doing this to you but this will be my last chapter for some time. I will try to do some writing and post a new chapter later. Don't forget to review Please?! Oh and I want to thank all of those that have been supportive.