Resting his head against the headrest of his seat, Kira let in a deep sigh. The plane had already reached it's destination for at least 30 minutes, it was just flying around until they were ready. `Damn, I really hate to fly…' Kira thought sourly as he waved to one of the flight attendance.
“What can I get you sir?” the man asked.
“We've been flying around Japan for the passed 30 minutes, is there something wrong?” Kira asked. He was really anxious to get out. He was isolated in his home for the past 2 years, he was just feeling anxious, that's all. Right at that moment the pilot went on the P.A and announced that they were ready to start descending, that was all Kira needed to hear.
“Well, I guess that settles you're concerns.” The man replied. Kira just sighed. He was really starting to feel paranoid.
`…I wonder if she'll remember who I am. I just don't want to lose her again'
Then Kira's thoughts began to trail off. Kira had felt nothing but miserable for the passed 2 years, he wasn't able to forgive himself for blowing up on his sister like that. Just like that, Kira had told Cagalli what he tried so hard to keep a secret. Why is it that when he gets angry, everything escapes from his mind, no matter what it is.
`I'm such an idiot' Kira thought, glancing out side of his window. Kira already had his seat belt on as the plane finally began to descend. Thinking of what he had said to Cagalli, darkness and hatred clouded his mind.
Flashback
“Kira, Kira!” Cagalli cried. Cagalli had found Kira lying in his bed, unable to get up. Cagalli had disappeared during dinner last night. Kira was told to look for her, but when he came home empty-handed, he was beaten by his father. It had always been like this, always. There was no way of getting through Cagalli at the age of 10, she was way too stubborn. Ulen beat Kira the night before until he became unconscious. His bed hadspecksof blood, there was nothing Kira'scurrent self could do.How much longer was this going to last? It's just a matter of time before Kira is beaten to death.
Kira's eyes were open, but he didn't even try to move. He could feel Cagalli trying to shake him, but he didn't respond. It was as though he had lost all the senses in his body.
“Kira, I'll go call dad, I'll be right back” Cagalli said, running out of his bed room. Cagalli ran downstairs and looked for her father. Once she saw him on the sofa, sleeping. She woke him up.
“What is it Cagalli?” Ulen said, as if nothing was wrong.
“It's Kira, I think he was beaten up by someone, but I-” Cagalli was interrupted by her father.
“Cagalli don't worry, I'll look after him. Why don't you go play outside for a while? Kira needs some rest” Ulen said, getting himself off the sofa. Cagalli nodded, walking towards the front door. Ulen quickly made his way upstairs into Kira's room.
Ulen entered Kira's room, he stood over Kira's body. Without any facial expression, Kira looked at his dad, slowly he shut his eyes.He was expecting the worse, and that was exactly what he got…
End Flashback
`God, I'm so grateful you're dead old man, if you didn't kill yourself, I definitely would have' Kira thought
Fidgeting in her bed, Cagalli moved around a lot. She had a phone in front of her, she wanted to talk to her brother, but she didn't know what to say to him, things had ended so badly between the two, she didn't know what to say if she were to call.
Cagalli tried to fight off her hesitation, but eventually, it took over and she never ended up calling. Slowly, Cagalli placed the phone to her night table; she clutched the blanket to her body. She had felt so miserable about everything, the life she had growing up... how she didn't notice what was going on was a mystery to her. It was so obvious. How could she be so stupid…?
“What, Kira left already!?” Andrew yelled. Mwu sighed.
“Yea, he left soon after your mission to take Rau out was accomplished” Mwu said, resting his back against his chair.
“I don't understand this guy, why does he have us if he never tells us where he's going? He hasn't even been outside this house in 2 years, what suddenly changed his mind that made him decide to leave?” Andrew asked.
“Well for one, like I said, you guys took out Rau. And also, it seems as though his princess has awakened from her slumber, she had been out of the coma for the passed 2 months.” Mwu said. Andrew shot a confused look.
“…Lacus came out of her coma?” Andrew asked.
“Yea, it would explain why he wanted to leave so suddenly.” Mwu said. “Don't worry; I'm sure Kira will be fine. More importantly, I need you to do something for me. Don't worry, I've already sent someone over to watch Kira, he's on his way there now.”
“Oh, I see. Well that does make me a feel a little better.” Andrew said. “What do you need me to do?”
“I need you to escort me somewhere. Don't worry its nothing big, I'm just feeling very unsecured lately.” Mwu said.
Getting into a cab, Kira immediately told the driver to head to the hospital where Lacus was being held. He never thought how badly he wanted to see her again. Kira couldn't believe how much he had been thinking about her lately, it was as though he had fallen in love with her all over again. Ever since the day they had kissed again, Kira regretted everything evil he had done to her before, the things he said, he felt horrible. When Lacus got shot he felt like apart of him died. He went into hiding to be able to take out the one responsible. But when he had left Japan, he had missed her so much. He was constantly worried about her.
But Lacus' memory had faded. Things might not go as well as he was hoping. For now all he wanted to do was see her blue eyes.
“We're here” the cab driver said. Kira got out of the car and paid the driver.
“Thank you” Kira said, handing the driver some cash. Once that was done, Kira proceeded through the entrance to the hospital.
Kira walked to the front desk and asked for the room of Lacus Clyne.
Clutching the blanket to her chest, Lacus stayed in her bed. All Lacus wanted to do now was to see who this Kira person was. She wanted to see him so badly, but she had no idea how he looked like. Lacus' mind was all over the place, she had so many questions that none could answer. It tore her up so much that she started to cry.
Just as Lacus had pulled herself together, a brunette walked into the door, he had violet eyes. Lacus looked at him with a very curious look. When she saw this man, she didn't feel frightened at all. It was as though she was comfortable around him.
Kira's heart nearly skipped a beat. Lacus looked so different, her hair was longer, and she looked even more beautiful then he remembered. She looked so confused. Walking over to the bed, Kira tried his best to take it easy.
“…Lacus” Kira said.
“Yes” she replied, she had a strong feeling that this person was someone she knew. Kira smiled.
“Do you recognize me?” Kira asked. Lacus nodded, she really couldn't put her finger on it, who is this person is?
“…You look familiar” she said.
“I see. I'm Kira” he said. Lacus eyes widened. That would explain why she didn't feel so frightened when he walked through the door.
“The doctors had told me that you were asking about me” Kira said. Lacus slowly got up, she walked towards Kira, as soon as she got up she fell, but not before Kira caught her.
“What's wrong?” He asked.
"I'm still getting used to walking again. I've been practicing though but it still feels strange" she said.
Kira didn't know what to say. He wanted to clear his thoughts, but he couldn't just say it. She had no memory and even had to learn to walk again; giving her too much info might be too much for her mind to handle.
Lacus inched closer and rested her head on his chest. Kira felt his heart melt right then and then. He didn't know why he was feeling like this, but it was as though he had fallen in love all over again. But he was thinking too ahead of himself.
“…Warm” she whispered. Kira's eyes widened. “Kira, could you tell me, what was our relationship like?” she asked. Kira gulped. Lacus still had her head rested on Kira's chest, right below Kira's chin.
“…Our relationship? Well we a… we were best friends… sort of” Kira said, a hint of hesitation within his words, it was easily noticeable, but not to Lacus. Lacus shot him a smile.
“Really, just friends?” she asked. Kira nodded. Lacus felt a little disappointed, she thought seeing Kira would trigger some of her memory loss, but his presence didn't ring a bell.
“So can you remember anything Lacus?” Kira asked.
“…I remember everything till the day I started high school. Everything after that is just a blur” she said, confusion was easily seen through her eyes. “Where's my father? I remember him quite clearly”
Kira fidgeted to those words. Kira really didn't want to be the one that answered her question.
“…He passed away over three years ago Lacus” Kira said.
Lacus eyes began tear up. “…really? I-I… I can't remember anything” Lacus was once again taken over by her emotions. Kira immediately pulled her into an embrace.
“It'll be okay Lacus. I'll watch over you, I promise. There's going to be a lot of emotions to fight and overcome” Kira said holding her tighter and tighter. Lacus buried her head into Kira's chest.
“…Kira, can I stay with you for awhile? I don't like this place. It makes me feel scared…” Lacus said. Kira gave Lacus a small smile.
“Sure” was his response, he didn't even hesitate. “I have to talk to the nurses and let them know that you want to be checked out” Kira said, getting up from the bed and moved away from Lacus.
Lacus quickly grabbed Kira's arm. “No! Please I don't want to be left alone. Please… don't leave me alone by myself” Lacus said, her eyes pleaded with his. Kira had to admit, he was a little surprised. He had never seen Lacus like this before, it was actually starting to worry him.
`Damn it, this is all my fault…'
“Alright, I'll put you in this wheel chair then” he smiled. Lacus threw on the biggest smile she could give. Kira rolled the wheel chair near Lacus. He gently picked her up and placed her on the wheel chair.
“Don't worry Lacus, I'm just going to roll you from behind” Kira said, Lacus nodded as Kira rolled her out of her room.
`I told her we were just friends… so why is she acting like this?What am I saying? She isn't acting like anything special, she's just confused'
Packing up the rest of her things, Lacus left her room with Kira rolling her of course. Kira smiled as they began to proceed down the hall to the doors that lead to the outer wall. Lacus could feel Kira's eyes on her. She turned her head and looked up at him.
“…What is it?” she asked. Kira smiled.
“Even though you lost you're memories, you're still the exactly same person you had always been” Kira said.
“What makes you say that?” Lacus asked. Kira smiled.
“Well for one, you don't like to be left alone. Even when we were together you didn't like to be alone” Kira said. Lacus gasped.
“…We were together?” Lacus asked. Kira' quickly jerked.
“Ummm no, no, sorry, I didn't mean it in that way…” Kira said, trying to hide the fact that they were once together.
Lacus giggled. “I see. I don't know why, but I feel calm when I see you.” Lacus said.
“Is that so?” Kira said. “I wonder why that is?” Kira said, being sarcastic, but Lacus didn't seem to notice.
It was just a matter of minutes before they were out the doors. Lacus grabbed Kira's hand as he pushed outside. He could tell she felt a little scared. The situation was a little awkward.
“…Can I have my hand back? I won't be able to push you like this” Kira said.
Lacus quickly let go of Kira's hand. “…I'm sorry”
“Don't worry Lacus, I'll protect you” Kira said. That only made Lacus tense up. It kind of made Kira feel a little important to her. Kira looked down at her, he watched as the wind pushed her long pink hair, causing it to flutter to her side.
`She's so beautiful; I can't believe I acted the way I did. If I didn't act like that she wouldn't have to feel so insecure about herself.' Kira thought
“Kira where are we going to go?” she asked. Kira smiled
“To unlock some of you're memories” Kira said. “I was told that you're memories would come back eventually, I was also told that if I showed you something that meant a lot to you from before, it would awaken some memories”
“Lacus already checked out?” Cagalli asked. The doctor simply nodded.
“Yea, she checked out with a Mr. Kira Yamato” the doctor said. Cagalli's eyes widened.
“Kira did?” she had to admit she was shocked, she had heard that Kira was in hiding because of a threat, why would he be out? Then it hit her, Kira had a guy looking after Lacus, he worked for Kira. Kira must've rushed for her when he found out she had woken up and thought it was safe to do so.
“Hey Cagalli” a voice called out from behind. Cagalli turned around only to find Athrun.
“…Athrun”
“Did you come here to visit Lacus?” Athrun asked. Cagalli nodded.
“Well I tried, but she had already been checked out” Cagalli said. Athrun took a step closer and put his hand on her face. He gently stroked her head before placing his lips to hers. It was a quick and short kiss. It still managed to make her blush
“I heard, were you able to see her off?” Athrun asked. Cagalli nodded.
“…No, she was already gone when I got here” Cagalli said.
“…Wait, she has no memories and still has troubling walking. Where is she going to go and how is she going to get there?” Athrun asked.
“…She checked out with Kira” Cagalli said.
Athrun's eyes went wide. “Kira was here?” Athrun said. He could quickly notice what Cagalli was feeling.
“…Cagalli don't worry. You're important to him, he doesn't hate you” Athrun said.
Cagalli lowered her head. “…I think I'll go home and get some rest, I didn't get much sleep last night” Cagalli said, ignoring the subject.
Walking down a narrow path, Kira pushed Lacus towards a narrow passage. It was a passage way towards the park. “Remember this?” Kira said, looking towards a giant tree.
Lacus shook her head. “…Sorry, nothing's coming to me” Lacus said, a little depressed. Kira looked down at her and smiled.
“I didn't think it would anyways. It was worth a try at least” Kira said, not the slightest bit worried that Lacus had no memories. Kira looked down at Lacus and smiled. Lacus blushed. Kira walked in front of her and helped her up on her two feet. Lacus tried but she couldn't stand. She wrapped her arms around Kira trying to hold herself up. Kira put his hands on her waist and sort of lifted her off the ground. Their lips were barely touching.
“…You're beautiful Lacus” Kira said stoking her hair while the other hand held her up and tight towards his body. Lacus began to blush like mad. Kira smiled. “Do… you really not remember me?” Kira asked, still caressing her cheeks. Lacus' heart felt like it was exploding.
“…This feels familiar” Lacus whispered, finding herself lost in the moment. Kira gently kissed her lips; it was a soft, yet slow kiss. It was a feeling that had reminded her of something.
Flashback
“Lacus, Lacus” Kira called out. It was back in their high school days, just after Kira and Lacus had started seeing each other. They were in the park right near their school.
Lacus turned around and smiled brightly as Kira walked closer to her.
“Kira I didn't see you first period, are you feeling alright?” Lacus asked.
“I had such a great time at you're house last night, when I got home I collapsed on my bed. Didn't wake up till 11am” Kira smiled. “But seriously Lacus, I never knew you had such a wild inner self. I think I almost broke my hip at the rate I was moving at” Kira smiled. Lacusbegan to blush like crazy. When Lacus blushed, she looked even more beautiful then normally.
“You moved pretty fast considering that it was you're first time” Kira said. “or so you say…”
“…Kira, don't talk about it. Someone might hear us…” Lacus said, trying to suppress herself from blushing more then she already was.“And it was my first…”
“Talk about what again, I forgot” Kira grinned, thinking of an idea.“What first, damn I forgot what we were talking about…”
“…Kira I know what you're trying to do … please don't make me say it…” Lacus said, her heart raced, she knew exactly what Kira was trying to say. Kira smiled at her.
“…Say what Lacus?”Kira asked. Lacus lowered her head. She was really starting to feel embarrassed.
“…Kira”
“I just want to hear you say it, can you say it, just once?” Kira asked. He really loved it when she feels nervous. Lacus slowly looked around, making sure that nobody was around.
“…We” Lacus stuttered. “We… had”
Kira eyed Lacus, he never thought he would ever hear her say it. “Say it Lacus”
Lacus blushed. “…We had s…s…sex” with that Kira grabbed Lacus and shoved her to the ground, he was careful to keep his hands on her till she was let go on the grass. Kira immediately began attacking her neck with his lips. Lacus' eyes widened.
“…Kira no not here!” she said, almost a scream, she really felt embarrassed now. She could feel other people looking atthem.
“…Let's do it right here, right now in front of everyone” Kira grinned. Lacus' entire face turned bright red. “K…Kira why were you acting like this. This isn't the Kira I fell for…”
Kira began to giggle has he kissed her neck a few more times. “No it's not. I'm the Kira you created” Kira got up and gave out his hand. Lacus took his hand and was pulled up.
“Sorry Lacus, but whenever I see you, I feel like I can't get enough of you” Kira said, Lacus blushed again.
Kira looked at her seriously. His eyes gazed into her eyes. “I love you, Lacus”he whispered. “I don't care if we're moving too fast, Iwant to spent more time with you”
Lacus smiled as Kira pulled her into an embrace. “I'm crazy about you Lacus. Last night, was definitely the best night I've ever experienced with you” Kira said, pulling his head back.
“…I feel that same way Kira” Lacus said, looking into his violet eyes. Their lips met in a soft and gentlekiss, which soon turned into a very long passionate kiss.Lacus pulled away
“How about we do it again, but this time at you're house” Lacus whispered. She was devoured into another kiss.
“You just made my day” he smiled. Suddenly a thought entered his mind…
“I can't get over how much you can move, are you sure you've never done it before? I promise I won't get mad” Kira said, looking into her eyes.
“Kira look at me” she said.Hereyes looked deep into his eyes. “I swear on my life, I've never even kissed a man. You're my first in everything we have done”
Kira smiled.He knew she was telling the truth.
“Well then I guess that only leaves one explanation then” Kira said, looking at Lacus. Lacus really didn't expect Kira to what he was about to say.
“And what's that?”
Kira grinned. “Lacus has toys, show them to me next time, we'll play longer” Lacus entire face turned bright red, she was maxed out in embarrassment, it made Kira feel more attracted to her then before.
End Flashback
Slowly Lacus parted from the kiss; her eyes gazed into his violet eyes, those eyes that had brought her so much joy to her life. She remembered Kira, Kira was important to her cause they were in love.
“…I remember you” she whispered. Kira's eyes widened, he couldn't believe what he had just heard. Just from a kiss?
“Why did you lie to me?” she asked causing a hesitant look to cross Kira's face. “…You said we were just friends” she said causing Kira to lower his head. She felt the warmth of his hands on her neck.
“…Sorry, I didn't know how to tell you” Kira said, pulling Lacus into an embrace once again.
Swiping his card, Athrun checked himself out from work for the day. It was a wild day, but he had gone through it all and couldn't wait to go home and see his girlfriend. Just as he went around and exited the building, he ran right into a couple. The guy had black wavy hair and green eyes, and the girl had short purple hair and blue eyes… it was Lunamaria.
“Oh we're so sorry, you came out so fast that we just-” The man was interrupted as Luna recognized that man that stood before her.
“Athrun!” Lacus called out, her eyes were wide. The man looked at Luna.
“You know this guy Luna?” he asked and Luna nodded.
Athrun began to chuckle slightly to himself. “…Oh …Luna long time no see. How have you been?” Athrun asked.
“I'm fine Athrun, how's you're gonorrhea problem? Is it cured yet?!” Luna asked, obviously still not over the way he had left things between them.
“Luna!” the man shouted. Over the past 2 years, Athrun had really developed a soft spot for Cagalli. He knew she had been feeling miserable ever since Kira and snapped at her. He just wanted to go home and comfort her. He really could care less if anything bad happened towards him and Luna, so he spoke honestly.
“I never had it, I just said it so I wouldn't have to go through the whole I don't love you anymore thing” Athrun said.
“Sorry, but I don't have time for this” Athrun said, walking in the other direction. Luna watched as he walked away.
“…What, I'm the one that should be walking away!” Luna yelled. The man beside her just starred at her.
“…Well I can see you used to date him, and I have to say. He made a good choice of picking the right way to dump you. Sorry, but you're attitude is a little off in the loud direction. I understand his actions completely” the man said, Luna only glared at him.
“Even though I had lost my memories, the moment I saw you. My heart began to race.” Lacus said. “Even though I didn't know you, I felt like I fell in love all over again.” just from that kiss, Lacus remembered almost everything about their relationship before and after they started seeing each other. But she didn't remember what happened after high school.
“Tighter, can you hold me tighter?” she asked. Kira held her tight. “Tighter”
Kira held her up in an embrace. He held her close as she rested her head on his chest.
“Kira can you be honest and tell me everything that has happened to me? The doctors didn't tell anything.” Kira's eyes widened.
“It might be too much for you to handle at your current state.” Kira said. Lacus looked into his eyes.
“I don't care, please just tell me.” Her eyes pleaded with him.
“Where do you want me to start?” he asked. He placed a hand over her head and gently stroked her hair behind her head.
“From the first time we kissed, till what put me in that coma” Lacus said.
“Okay, I'll tell you. But after I do this” Kira grabbed her waist and pulled Lacus into a passionate kissed, Lacus immediately felt her heart melt, this kiss was a lot more passionate then the previous one, not to mention that his tongue was in her mouth. Slowly, Kira parted from the kiss.
“Sorry, I don't know what came over me. You're just so beautiful” Kira said. Lacus blushed. “Why don't we go somewhere a little more comfortable to talk?”
Lacus nodded. Kira grabbed her hand and led her out of the park. Looking back at Lacus, he could see her blushing like mad.
“I'm really glad you remember me, even if it is just a brief memory. I wouldn't be able to handle it if I lost you again” Kira said, looking down.
“…Lost me?” she said. “What do you mean?” she asked.
“I'll explain everything once we go somewhere safer to talk” Kira said. Lacus nodded. She walked closer to Kira and locked onto his arm.
