Gundam Wing Fan Fiction / Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Natural Instincts ❯ Chapter 1

A/N: Um, I'm on a role. Another chapter revised and added onto, yay. This part is kind of sweet and sad (IMO). Just to let you know, I'm going to be a bit more evil on bashing Relena and Darien in future parts.

I really hate Relena (Should die for chasing after cutie Heero or even being in his presence), as well as Sora (I don't know I just despise the girl on there. Matt is Tai's I say…Yamachi NOT Sorato or Taiora :::eww:::), Kasumi (Needs to get hit with her own mallet and fall off a cliff. Satoshi is like 10, geez give the Pokemon Master wanna be a break), Akane (Ranma will never end up with her if I had any say in it :::smashes her with own chi mallet::: He actually doesn't deserve anyone on that show. To good for them all.

[Just a thought] Shit, can you imagine a lemon with Ranma in the center and changing genders…dear lord the sex…yummy…^_^;;;…especially if both partners had that curse…^_^;) [Gotta write one for the boy!] MWAAAA_HA_HA_HA_HA!!!

~I'm a baka and damn proud of that fact~

Natural Instincts
Chapter 1

Heero woke dazedly up from the sweetest and most potent dream he has ever had as lights flashed across his handsome features and a warm, tingly feeling entered his being. Not that he was complaining in the slightest, as he was sweetly drawn from the illusion being played out. The only disruption from normal REM was a slight whimper and clutching at sheets with vice grips in the pale moon halo. His lids felt ten times heavier as the dreamscape kept close clutches on his waking conscious and widening horizons. The boy sighed heavily and swallowed in his last remnants of his dream with closed; glazed eyes as blackness still surround him like a cloak.

His fingers gently rose from his taunt grip and rubbed his orbs for relief, a smile weakly graced his face when his vision flurried into the life-like spectrum of the norm. The brown haired pilot wavered slightly in his sleepy demeanor as his surrounding took presence and sounds erupted throughout his head and eardrums. Shaking his head to remove the ringing and haze, letting his short hair wisped about in a cool breeze of brilliance, Heero gulped and looked up only to make a steadfast wall to seal his emotions and to keep control of his raising pulse and fluttering heartbeat.

Mouth wide open, the zero pilot gaped only to stare hypnotically into the most intense and beautiful blue eyes that mere words could not even compare to the true meaning. His own orbs blinked slowly with wondering intensity as he clung valiantly to the sanity in which the goddess before him drove away in a precious second of her presence. All light seemed to blossom from every pore of the woman's body, nearly blinding the cobalt-eyed pilot in utter fascination and bliss. The scent of roses and some indescribable odor glazed his senses; overwhelming and making him taste sounds and hear colors.

Glossy lips smiled upwards in the cutest and pleasantest mixture making him feel drunk and woozy from all the mysterious girls' silent war on his over heating body. Sweat began to drip down his forehead as his chest clutched tightly making him breath in short gasps of the secret women's air in his space. The way the moon blossomed her in a heavenly array of glimmer, giving her almost the most gorgeous and un-imaginable wings of fate and love, if the illumination shone true made the Gundam pilot groan in his growing arousal and lust. Each feather gleamed in there own particles with tingles erupting upon his own skin at seeing the neutrality of the flecks making his body bubble with desire and longing with a need of release at just the lovely gaze she sent his way.

A tongue dashed out of his mouth and gently lapsed at his newly dry lips in steady licks. Heero could feel himself drowning in the moment as every fiber of his being was enveloped in energy and love, by the likes he has never known. Shaky hands clasped together with frightening strength, turning his knuckles sheen white as his continuous gaze upon the erotic beauty entangled him farther and deeper. The boys' body trembled as his voice was caught in his tightening throat with gruffly groans and whimpers. His chest burned and pulse raced in disastrous paces, making the Zero pilot flush and quiver in his slowly drenching sheets.

The dimly glowing woman was startled that the object of her affection had woken while she was still there, ruining her silent quest of his body and scent to photographic memory for later use. Serena's cheeks flushed as her own body trembled with unwavering need, making the tiny hole in her heart and soul refill with deep unrivaled emotion and love. She tried to pull away from all his taunt muscles; tantalizing her a every ripple and rise of chest. Well chiseled frame, exquisite features, cute little nose, kissable lips and burning blue fire of eyes that captured her on the spot with staggering affects moved her deeply.

Once their eyes met, in perfect harmony, she couldn't pull away or move her body in the slightest as the blonde grew into the depths of her wishes for the boy and her on needs for love and comfort. His abstract eyes where so deep in affection that she that she could almost feel the pull of him to her as the blondes legs shakily wobbled and almost crumbled under her weight. Her lips grew in a smile and saw his own begin to form, creating a glittering affect of eyes and teeth in the pale halo of the night. /I always loved his smile…he needs to do that more often…/ The blonde angel swallowed hard while her entire body flushed a bright red.

Serena whirled in the special smile she received just for her, making her tremble and purr in the back of her throat with laughing results. She cocked her head to the side and flashed her long, silky lashes at the bed stowed boy knowing full well what she was doing to Heero as well as herself in the process of seeing her koi getting hard and jumpy. A snicker escaped her pink lips while she daftly licked them clean and leaned forward showing off her ample chest, long tendrils of blonde mane shaping her heart-shaped face, and completely making the 01 pilot gasp and drool. Serena smiled wickedly, raised a finger, and began to suck on it in swave slow suckles with a very proactive and thoughtful position.

In the mist of the playful and utterly arousing moment, she felt the pull of the moon and she desperately tried to refuse it and get back to her soon to be toy. In the corner of her now tear stained eyes she could see Heero move to touch her, making her sob harder as her gravity began to degrade with an ill wind. She rushed at the chance to feel his warm body or touch again, while she still hung in the drift of the alternative universe. While awake and staring at her with that most amusing and satisfying look of love and tear brimmed eyes. Her hand shot out like a viper ready to strike; without any hesitation and grabs a hold of his in a nice, sweet grip never wanting to let go.

Heero was startled while a bit confused at first but then relished that their fingers were now intertwined with one another. Her touch was so soft and gentle that couldn't get enough of her flesh. His thumb unbeknownst to him started to massage her hand in small delicate circles, making goose bumps appear across both their bodies and hair stand on still. The blue-eyed pilot was in emotional bliss as his fingers danced with his dream goddess. He has never to his knowledge felt like this before and the image of this angel in front of him let alone in his embrace was making his mind go into overload.

Finally, recovering from his trance-like world of never-ending heat and hardening flesh one on one, he noticed that she was fading into the darkness and much to fast for his likings. Jumping up from his soft, fluffy bed, not unleashing their tight hold on one another, Heero grabbed her into a tight hug nearly squishing her in his tight grip. While close to her ear, he gently brushed away a long strand of blissfully smelled hair and whispered into the peal of an ear sweet nothings and whimpering begging's.

"Don't go." Heero pleaded with tears threatening to fall for the first time in what seemed like years as he kissed her cheeks briskly and stared deeper into her eyes.

Serena was so startled by his actions that her whole body shivered violently with the delicious touch she received and the violent draw of her home. Her own thoughts seemed to be in a maze never to be solved as the two strived to become one once again and forever. Once Heero pulled her into a hug she felt so warm and safe, she never dreamed it so perfectly.

The Zero pilots' warm body against hers blew her away as tiny nerve ends flooded with need and attraction. She eagerly tightened her grip around him, laying her head on his strong shoulder and sobbed her disgust of having to leave her love. No matter how much she wanted or needed the position they were currently in, the blue-eyed girl could still feel the moons traitorous energy pulling her back. /No, not yet, please!/ She whispered barely audible letting her nails dig into his back, trying to cling to the boy to the very end. More tears fell now from both of the figures, neither one wanting to be the first to let go of the other. She hugged him securely one last time and was pulled brutally away.

"Heero?!" She deeply wept, wringing her fingers in the air down his chest for one last good touch.

Blue eyes stared into blue eyes, lovingly with sad currents. Both straying their glances, as chest heaved and bodies crumpled into themselves with hurt. Both stood perfectly still, holding hands that seemed to speak with unspoken words. Serena still shed tears with heavenly beauty while Heero had to hold back from wiping those precious gems away instantly. Serena sniffed and glanced out the window as Heero regretfully and obediently followed her gaze.

Understanding came instantly, the brown haired child didn't know why or how but he knew she had to go. Tearing his eyes from the peaceful moon, Heero looked at the perfect figure before him with a slight half-grin. Pulling her close he kissed her tears away and then moved to her lips. Serena gladly kissed him back with all the emotion she held within her being. Lips parted, tongues clashed in invigorating euphoria. Both tongues touching and caressing the other in a frenzy of passion, making time still and all thoughts disappear. Heero moved his arms smoothly around her and rubbed her back soothingly. After awhile they pulled away guiltily and stared at each other again, each gasping deeply for loss of breath.

"I'm sorry Heero." She whimpered brushing his longish bangs out of his face. "I have to go. I…I'll see you again I promise." She began to disappear and only a silhouette of her now shone as ghost like hands held his face.

"I know, it doesn't mean I have to like it." He smiled just for her and placed his hands on top of her transparent ones.

"Till next time, my love." The now ghostly figure hugged him one last time sending ripples of foggy air around the room, before Serena vanished in a light blue flash of swirling power and electrical currents.

"No Sere-chan…No!" Heero whispered, bowing his head with tears water-falling down his cheeks and chin.

Blue eyes widened in shock and then his closed tightly as reality droned into him once again. His heart broke into millions of pieces when his angel departed, leaving only a huge hole in his being and a dark part of his self. His eyes changed hue slightly and he fell to his knees, crying softly. Heero's body shook from all the pain and depression that consumed him in triumph.

/Why???/ He questioned himself through blinding tears. Then as fast as the mind blurring and hurting tears started they stopped. His usual emotionless façade came to being once again making him once again his hated perfect soldier/Mechanical image appear. Red eyes where now the only remembrances of his emotional breakdown to any new eyes that dare to pier. The brown haired boys' head throbbed painfully, and his whole body ached from all the new feelings growing and tumbling inside him. He was alone, yet happy, confused, yet not. /This is to weird./ He thought and shook his head letting the dull pulse sooth and coax his normal reserve to return.

The pilot of Zero pulled himself up shakily, walked over to the window and opened it letting the wind cool off his severely hot skin. He placed his hand over his heart and stared at the moon with growing hate and pity. It glowed and pulsated again glorious tremors. Heero could faintly hear a song in the wind and carefully listened to its strange words. They were soothing, yet pleasing while still haunting. Just the sound of it lifted his broken spirit's enough for him to go on, for now. Smiling a little he closed the window until only a tiny crevice appeared to the open air and softly made his way over to his bed on feather-like footsteps. Falling into the clump of sheets and blankets he breathed in deeply. Before he had time to think about it he eyed the clock on his dresser and stared at the green numbers with amazement and disgust.

"Great it's only 2:12 a.m. What am I going to do now? I'm not even tired…" He yawned and scratched his stomach as he continued to practice his patented glares on the clock.

"Guess I'll try and sleep." He dived under the covers once more and stared at the ceiling, thinking of the events that just took place.

"I wonder who she is? She sure was lovely." The blue eyed boy laughed at the thought, drifted off in to the dreamscape thinking of the blonde beauty and willing requested for the girls' presence again and again.

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Serena watched with fretful eyes as she left her one true home…with Heero. Her eyes glowed from the moons light flickering on them in a frightening glare of hurt and anger. Her heart was in turmoil from all the night's events making her edgy and jumpy. She knew she was only sent there to return his memories to him, but once she saw him sleeping there so cozy in his bed, her heart leapt in response never wanting to die down. Heero looked so perfect in her minds eye. She couldn't get enough of his messy, brown hair tickling his nose or the way his blue ocean of eyes always seemed to see right through her. Serena sighed deeply trying to remember and play back the nights events.

"That was so amazing." She said aloud receiving a strange look from Mina.

She was back on the moon in the palace to her dismay. The only other person around was gratefully Mina or she didn't know what she would do. The blonde was her best friend but completely clueless sometimes when it came to her feelings and beliefs. The blonde girl stared at the other blonde and smiled small. The princess just wanted to blurt out and scream how much she loved Heero but thought better of it noticing her mother would never approve as well as make the whole Kingdom think her insane. Mina on the other hand could swear she could see actually hearts in Serena's eyes and raised a nicely shaped eyebrow.

"Um Serena why are you so happy?" She asked not sure she really wanted an answer.

"I saw Heero." The princess dreamily replied dragging a pillow to her chest and hugging the life out of it.

"Who's Heero?" Mina asked simply. She knew most of Serena's friends but this Heero escaped her at the moment.

"Uh…Uh…Uh, just some guy I know that's all." The floor looked like the best place to look just right about now. A nice piece of dirt and dust bunnies were very amusing to stare at in the current conversation. /Can't let her find out. Can't let her know./ She repeated in her mind gripping her pillow tighter.

"Ok?! Serena, Queen Serenity wanted me to tell you that Darien will be arriving soon." Mina told her friend softly, she knew the other blonde didn't really care for the man, putting it very lightly, but she did tolerate his stupidity once in awhile.

"Why?" She simply asked while inside she was screaming at the thought of that leacheress man coming into her home, addressing and courting _her_. She loved Heero with all her being and here was her EX coming to visit. /*Sigh*/

"She didn't say." The other blonde girl stared at her knowingly, placing a small squeeze on the girls shoulder for reassurance and help.

Serena closed her eyes tightly and sighed again for what seemed like the millionth time. Her body shivered in response of the evil dread she was receiving for the soon to be visit by the bastard. Gently she stood up and walked elegantly to a huge stain-glassed window. She lifted her gaze and stared at the Earth as new tears fell to the floor in silent rivers. The girls' heart broke with every pump making her chest ache in sweet pings and burns.

/If I would just tell everyone about him…/ She shook her head at that thought, sending blonde rivets about in a tangling mess. /Not until he remembers, besides once they know and he knows there could be a huge problem./ She half smiled at the thought of Heero clutching her close as warm lips encased and traced every inch of her body. The blonde stared and stared not paying any attention to anything around her letting her dreams and wishes fill her and play about in a cheerful merge. Gently she grabbed a piece of her own hair twirling it about on her thumb and for-finger, while placing the other on the window. It was cold to the touch, but it was the closest she could be to Heero at the moment and that's all that mattered right now.

"Heero." She whispered softly, closing her eyes and letting her head fall. Serena's hand dropped from the cool glass like heavy weight and fell to the ground sobbing. Without Heero with her the moon seemed so dull and lifeless. The stars didn't glimmer as pulse with such beauty, her soul wasn't whole and her life was a obsolete…

TBC…

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