Gundam Wing Fan Fiction / Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ New Hope and a New Future ❯ Hopes and Worries ( Chapter 14 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Authors Note: I'm really sorry it took me so long to update, I just couldn't get over my writers block! It's a hard thing to do when ya got like fifty other things ur trying to write! Lol

Any way, I also wanted to ask you all to maybe read my other fic 'Killing Me Softly' I like it so far, and it may change into an SM fic, though I'm not sure as of yet.

Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon and I don't own Gundam Wing, but I do own you attention for the moment….

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Hopes and Worries

Pain tore through her body again as a whip connected with her back. After all this time, she was still fighting for control over her own body. Gem and Nye had refused to stop torturing her until she fully submitted to their will, but as long as her thoughts stayed on Usagi and the others, she could still hang on to hope. She supposed that was why Usagi had been able to bring Minako and Makoto back, because they had still clung to their hopes too. And right now, she could only hope Ami was doing the same thing.

She held back a scream again as the whip connected with her flesh. She had refused to cry out and let them have the satisfaction of seeing her in unbearable pain. Another voice made its way into her head and she sneered in disgust. 'Darien,' she thought bitterly. The stupid asshole had long ago given up his will to them. 'Not that he ever tried to go against them,' she thought again, her disgust growing. He had never loved Usagi, and all the girls knew it. That was the reason that she had went out with Darien, to keep him away from Usagi. She thought that if she could keep him away long enough, Usagi would move on and hopefully find someone better. Unfortunately, it hadn't gone as planned, and they all had to sit back and watch as he had used their best friend for his own selfish reasons.

Trying to tell her about him wouldn't work, because he would have made up some lie to tell her and get her to believe him. So they sat back trying to figure out a way to get him to leave her alone. Finding out that she was the future ruler of the world ended that dream, seeing as he would definitely not leave her now. Who would pass up an opportunity to rule the world? It sure as hell wouldn't be him. When Haruka had found out about it, she was livid, and it took everything the Inner Senshi had to keep her from attacking Darien. She had conceded after a while but vowed that if anything had happened to her little Koneko, there would be hell to pay.

So after Gem and Nye came along, they held each of the Inner Senshi captive and threatened someone they had cared about to turn them to their side. With Rei, it had been her Grandfather. "You join us, or we'll kill him," they had said simply. She grudgingly allowed her body to be taken over by them, but didn't give up the hope that Usagi could bring her and their friends back. She had already succeeded in two of them, and now all she had was two left.

The voices below her managed to bring her back to reality and she was just about to spit on Darien when he looked up at her with an amused face. "Hello Rei-chan," he said with a smirk. She refrained from lashing out at him and settled for a glare instead.

The sound of Nye's voice made her look towards the other girl in the room. "So, have you decided to join our cause yet?" she asked. Rei just scoffed and looked at them like they were crazy. "No? Aw, that's too bad, because you're going to do what we want whether you like it or not!"

As Nye finished her little speech, Rei could slowly feel herself drift into darkness. Before it totally consumed her, one thought made its way to her mind. 'Help me Usagi.'

*Quatre's Mansion*

'Help me Usagi,' floated through her mind and she sat straight up on Heero's bed with wide eyes. Shifting next to her caused her to look over at Heero as he sat up. It was dark out, but she could still see the worry in his usually unexpressive eyes. She smiled a little and gave him a nod of reassurance that she was alright.

She looked around again and sighed. 'I thought I heard Rei's voice,' she thought sadly. "Are you alright Usagi?" Heero's voice cleared her thoughts and she looked over at him with a sad smile.

"Yeah, I just thought I heard Rei-chan's voice," she said. She felt Heero's arms wrap around her and she relaxed into his hold.

"Don't worry Usagi-chan, we'll get her and Ami back soon." She sighed and nuzzled her face into his chest and felt him sigh. 'I hope you're right Heero,' was all she thought before going back to sleep.

-With Quatre and Minako-

Minako lay in Quatre's arms, smiling at the look on the sleeping teens face. He looked so peaceful just laying there, kind of like a little boy. Shifting a bit, she felt his arms tighten around her and she looked up again to see Quatre's eyes open and staring at her intently. "Hey handsome," she whispered.

"Hey." There was a slight pause before he bent down and kissed her. The feel of his lips on hers made her smile and he pulled away with a confused look on his face. "What's so funny?" he asked poking her. She giggled and started to squirm which caused her to rub up against him, making him moan in the process. "I don't know if that was such a good idea," he said, missing her mischievous grin.

"I don't know about that," she said, slipping her hand down in between their bodies. Before he could register what she was doing, Minako grabbed his length in her hand and started to pump him up and down. His moaning made her grin even bigger and she started to go faster. "Had enough?" she asked.

He suddenly turned them over making her 'eep,' in the process. He grinned at the girl below him and kissed her again. "How much more can you take? I swear you're a machine!" he exclaimed laughing. She giggled in response and just flipped them over again.

"Well, let's test that theory shall we?" He laughed and looked up at her face which held an air of sadness around it.

"What's wrong Mina?" he asked softly. Not expecting the question, her eyes widened and she started to stutter out excuses before he brought his finger up to her lips to silence her. "Please don't lie to me Minako, just tell me what's bothering you."

She sighed again before replying. "Well, I just miss Rei and Ami and the way things used to be. It's really hard right now, especially on Usagi, because she was the one that was all alone in the first place. I know that the other two didn't want to do this just as much as me and Makoto, but it will still be hard to get past the mind barrier that Gem and Nye have put on them. I'm just worried that we might not be able to do it," she said quietly.

Quatre just shook his head and smiled. "I know that its going to be hard Mina-chan, but if anyone can do it, I know that you, Usagi, and Makoto can bring the other two back. From what you've told me already, you were all best friends before this all happened, and I'm sure that will be your biggest ally in bringing them back."

Minako looked at her boyfriend and let out a big smile before kissing him. "Thanks for always being there for me Quarte," she said against his lips.

"I will be forever," he said back before rolling them over again and pushing into her. "Now, where were we?" he asked with a mischievous grin of his own.

~Makoto and Trowa~

With her back against his chest, Makoto lay stroking Trowa's arms with her fingertips as he slept. There was no doubt in her mind that Ami and Rei were fighting against the holds that Gem and Nye had on them. She had remembered how the twins had beaten her and her friends until they had submitted, if only for a short time, into doing their dirty work.

She shivered as she remembered what Gem had almost done to her, and no doubt the other girls as well. If Nye had not caught him the first time with her, he most likely would have gotten away with rape. After that though, Nye had kept a very close eye on her twin and made sure he did not go near the other girls. It was clear she was jealous, but if it would protect them against Gem's wandering hands, then let her be jealous.

The only problem now was to get back Ami and Rei. Getting Ami back was going to be easier considering she was the weakest. Not to say that she wasn't strong, its just that her expertise laid with her computer and finding out weaknesses for the other senshi to get rid of it. Getting Rei back was going to be a lot harder since she was one of the offensive Senshi. She was glad though, that they didn't have to go up against the Outers, or it would have been a lot harder!

Feeling eyes on her, she turned her head to see Trowa looking at her and she smiled. "Hey, what are you doing awake?" she asked him.

"I could ask you the same thing," he replied. It still amazed him that this girl, no, woman, had made her way into his heart within only a few days time. Turning around and kissing him, she smiled before she answered him.

"I was just thinking about some stuff," she said.

"Like what?"

Hesitating for a moment, she answered him, "Well, I know that Ami will be easy to get back on our side, but Rei will be harder. Having them both fighting against Gem and Nye's control will help us a great deal, but we still need to get past Rei's attacks, and that is going to be hard. Ami is going to know out weaknesses and that will help them too, so I don't know how we're going to get to either of them because Rei will be keeping us from getting too close to Ami," she finished.

"I don't see a problem. Usagi got you and Minako back without trouble, so I see no reason in why she can't get the other two back," he said making her sigh and shake her head.

"Yes, but before, Gem and Nye never thought that their mind control could be broken. Now that it has, and twice is going to make them work harder. And now that they only have two people to control, it will be easier to keep a hold on them."

"You said they only have to control two people…what about that Darien guy you mentioned to me before?" he asked. The look on her face was one of complete disgust.

"That jerk didn't have to be controlled, he offered to help them," she spat out. "He never loved Usagi either, but we could never find anything on him to make her leave him. He was very careful about everything, so we never actually caught him cheating on her or anything. But we all decided that we would never tell Usagi, because no matter what she says, it would hurt her too much, even now that she has Heero," she said sadly.

"Everything will turn out ok in the end Makoto, you'll see," Trowa said.

She looked up at him and smiled, "You really think so?"

"I know so," he replied as his lips descended on hers.

*Gem and Nye's*

The lifeless eyes of Sailor Mars and Mercury looked out over the town, behind them was Darien with an evil smirk on his face. 'Soon Serenity, you will be mine again,' he thought.

"Let's go," he said. With that, they all jumped out into the night to set up for another attack.

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SoOo, I know its been a long time since I've updates, but like I said, I had writers block. I still have to update my other fics too.

Oh yeah, I need ur help!!!

Who should I pair Ami with??? Give me ideas because Rei is definitely going with Wufei (that was a dead giveaway haha)

Please R & R and tell me how you liked it! And I'll try to update soon!

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