Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ A Harder Beast to Kill ❯ A Harder Beast to Kill 3 ( Chapter 4 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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HARDER BEAST TO KILLTHREE
oh so carefully, Wufei stood, Treize's sword still at his throat. His body and heart felt suddenly heavy, as if sand raced through his veins instead of blood. He narrowed his black eyes as he glared up the length of the sword at Treize and they gave no hint of the turmoil that raged through him. Silver moonlight caressed the smooth planes of his face and in the soft uncertain light his black eyes were hard and fierce.
a frown, Treize sheathed his sword with smooth ease and casually tossed it aside. The thud as the heavy weapon as it struck the carpeted ground was very loud in the silence of the room. A single step bridged the gap between him and Wufei, who glanced uncomfortably down at his nakedness and took a mincing step backwards. His attempted retreat was foiled when he felt his back press against the wall. Black eyes narrowed further in a haughty display of defiance, but the effect was spoiled by his harsh little gasps as the General closed the distance between them.
both arms out on either side of the boy, palms flat against the wall, fingers splayed, Treize effectively pinned him to that one spot. He knew that if the boy had really wanted to he could have ducked under his arms and made an escape but the Chinese youth only stood and glared at him with cold, unfeeling eyes.
should have killed this intruder the moment I subdued him,) Treize thought, (or at least called for my guards. But I didn't. Why?)
Treize leaned forward until he was eye to eye with the silent teenager and searched his still, proud face for several seconds, needing an answer to this puzzlement. Some emotion flashed through the boy's eyes as he steadily met Treize's gaze, but it was gone before he had a chance to analyze it.
sneak into my private chambers in the dead of night intent upon stealing my life," Treize began, "and yet you make no attempt to carry out your assassination attempt when given the opportunity." His tone was more bewilderment than anger and his eyes hold only open curiosity. "Why?"
Wufei held his silence and turned his head away from those searching eyes when he realized that he wanted nothing more than to kiss Treize and discover for himself if his lips were truly as soft as they looked. Vainly, he struggled to maintain his composure in the face of the enemy, to give away nothing, but the set of his jaw and the rigidity of his body betrayed the maelstrom of emotion raging within him. His hands curled into tight fists at his side, and he dug his nails into the palms of his hands, causing thin pain as red half-moons were imprinted into his flesh.
caught movement from the corner of his eyes then felt Treize's hand gripping his chin gently but firmly. He turned Wufei's face until he once more looking into eyes as blue and as deep as the ocean. Treize brushed the ball of his thumb along the smooth line of his jaw and this gentle touch ignited a raging heat in the young man's blood. The thundering of his heart drowned out any rational thoughts or protests he might have uttered. His lips parted as if to speak but no sound came forth.
Treize repeated, his warm moist breath puffing against Wufei's flesh. Tiny shivers cascading over his body.
he could stop himself, Wufei's mouth opened again and he blurted out the truth in a vexed tone that was half snarl, and all anguish. "I want you out of my dreams!"
Treize pulled back but didn't break away from the boy. Silently he stared at Wufei with such intensity that the Chinese pilot had to suppress the urge to squirm. The older man's lips spread suddenly in a crooked smile and his eyes glistened in the pale moonlight.
am I doing in your dreams?" He asked, voice low and husky.
Wufei stammered, adverting his gaze from the man before him. Bright slashes of heat warmed his cheeks.
come now," Treize chided gently "A man of your honor shouldn't lie about something as trivial as dreams." A bright flash of white in the dim light as Treize's crooked smile became a very crooked grin when Wufei's blush intensified.
I doing this?"
leaned closer and traced his tongue along the curved shell of Wufei's ear then took the plump earlobe between his lips and suckled eagerly. The youth gasped raggedly as a world of unexpected sensations were suddenly opened up to him. Fine tremors worked their way through his body but he made no effort to break away, instead he instinctively turned his head to allow better access. Treize smiled and released the lobe and began to press soft, feathery kisses down the smooth line of Wufei's throat, working his way along his collarbone. A soft humming moan escaped the boy's throat as he turned his face back towards his tormentor.
perhaps this ?"
brought his head up and his lips meet Wufei's, urging the boy to open up, to accept his advances with tongue and lips and gentle, knowledgeable hands that slid effortlessly beneath the cool navy silk of the tank top, gliding along the boy's chest. He broke away from Wufei's lips with some reluctance and softly kissed his earlobe again. His hands pushed Wufei's shirt up, then he ducked his head and ran his tongue over one dusky nipple. The skin pebbled, becoming erect under his administrations. He smiled as he took the nub of flesh into the hot moist depths of his mouth and sucked strongly, making soft noises of pleasure low in his throat.
another low moan, Wufei succumbed to the fire that erupted in his body, which burned away all thought, all reason, leaving only desire and a terrible aching need. His mind trumpeted protests, but the taste of Treize's kiss still lingered on his lips like heavy gold and the sensations assaulting his body were overwhelming his ability to think rationally. He pushed the warnings away to the darkest corners of his mind where they couldn't interfere.
that moment Wufei's life and the actions and events that had lead up to this particular moment became meaningless things, useless flotsam floating on the surface of the ocean. Nothing held any real meaning to him now except need and desire and the feel of Treize's lips as they roamed, and the hot flow of his hands as they explored his trembling body with slow maddening care.
he found himself allowing Treize's tongue eager entrance into the heated recesses of his mouth, and then he was kissing back, a bit awkwardly at first - their teeth clashed briefly- but with just as much passion as was shown to him by the older gentleman. His arms entwined themselves around Treize's broad back and he pressed his lower body against the firm, strong heat of his passion. The feel of his arousal against Wufei's belly added fuel to a fire that was already burning out of control. A small shaky sigh eased past his lips.
was lifted effortlessly into the arms of the OZ general. He pressed his face against the smooth expanse of the older man's chest, smelling the clean soapy scent of his skin as it mixed with the faintest traces of cologne and fine leather that lingered in the still air of the bedroom as he was carried like a child towards the large rumpled bed. Treize laid him down upon the smooth silken sheets and they slid along his flushed copper skin like flowing water, cool and slippery. The springs of the mattress squeaked faintly as it accepted the weight of their bodies.
"We shouldn't be doing this." Wufei's voice was low and shaky.
smiled and nodded his head in agreement, "You're right, of course." And he pressed his lips against Wufei's and kissed him slowly, with great care and enthusiasm.
thick fog of longing that rolled over Wufei was rapidly obliterating his inhibitions as he struggled to remember how to breathe. And still his thoughts broke free and tried to take control of the situation before it was too late.
"We'd better stop." He insisted, but without much force.
reclined gracefully alongside him, a study in perfection, and his eyes were upon Wufei and they were so beautiful, so sincere. The moonlight danced along the rippling planes of his body, and the very sight of him took Wufei's breath away.
"Do you want to stop?" Treize asked, his voice whisper soft.
was silent for a long while, trying to force his mind to work properly. Did he want to stop? His mind trumpeted yes, but his physical body let its desires be felt as raging passion set his blood boiling.
"No," Wufei whispered finally. "I don't."
shifted his body, drawing closer. He slid the elastic tie from Wufei's raven black hair and combed his fingers through the thick mass before turning his attention to other matters that demanded attention.
and cold shivers raced along his body as Wufei's clothes were removed, one by one, until he lay upon the silky sheets clad only in his white cotton briefs, trembling and feeling terribly exposed. He made no effort to stop Treize's hand as it slid down the front of his underwear and gripped his most private flesh. Instead he closed his eyes, arched his back, and pressed against the intruding hand in silent supplication. It was an admission of his unspoken need and he was shocked at this overpowering wave of desire, ashamed and scared at once.
didn't resist as his briefs were peeled down his legs and discarded. But when Treize caressed the line of his body boldly a startled sound escaped his lips. He hadn't struggled as he was undressed but now, extremely conscious of Treize's eyes as the greedily roamed over his body, his squirmed uncomfortably and his arms moved to cover his nakedness. Treize took hold of his wrists and with a shake of his head, lifted them and stretched them out along the small mountain of pillows.
still." Treize murmured, and Wufei immediately complied, though he couldn't help the trembling that shook his body from head to toe.
that his order was being obeyed, Treize proceeded to tutor the boy's inexperienced body in the ways of desire, guiding him skillfully along the thin line that separated pleasure and pain as he carefully prepared him for loving.
tunelessly, Treize lowered his head and took one nipple between his lips. The nub of flesh contracted again, hardened beneath his caress and his actions were rewarded by a low throaty moan. His tongue danced along the peak, teasingly, and then he nipped the flesh sharply causing Wufei to yip in startled surprise. As if in apology, Treize once more suckled gently at the erect flesh, then switched sides to lavish attention on its companion knowing that during the heights of sexual arousal the lines that divided pleasure and pain became blurred like so much chalk in a child's blackboard.
so in this manner he continued to skillfully tease and torture Wufei into submission, alternating slow and passionate kisses, firm, knowing caresses, and sharp little bites, pulling the soft pliable flesh into his mouth, tasting it, enjoying its smooth firm texture as he licked and sucked. White teeth bit down again and again, hard enough to draw soft moans and sharp cries from his young partner but not hard enough to break the surface. He left behind perfect indentions of his teeth and though he made no lasting marks on the unblemished flesh of the young man, there was no doubt that Treize was staking a claim to his body, showing proof of possession.
are mine, young dragon, and mine alone." Treize murmured fiercely between kisses that trailed ever lower.
Wufei arched his body as pleasure and pain intermixed and surged up from deep within him and he could only cry out his acceptance between harsh breathless pants. Treize kissed his throat and he threw back his head as soft lips moved over his collarbone. Wufei allowed his enemy to kiss him but a tide of hopeless defeat welled up from the darkest reaches of his soul and began to consume him. He tentatively reached up and stroked his hands through Treize's hair.
"Treize." He whispered, and his voice was thick with emotions he was unable to give voice to, conflicting feelings that clashed and swirled violently within his mind, body, and soul.
traced the pads of his fingers along the lightly muscled torso, down the long length of Wufei's legs, to tickle the backs of his knees and the tender flesh of his inner thighs. Wufei writhed helplessly under his skillful caresses, his face flushed, his parted lips, swollen from Treize's fierce kisses, trembling as he tried unsuccessfully to suppress his moans. While Treize's hands explored every inch of his young lover's body, he began to slide his own body lower down along the taut stomach until he was between the slightly parted legs. With a wicked glint in his eyes he lovingly grazed the hollow of Wufei's hip with his tongue and smiled at the small desperate whimpers that escaped Wufei's throat.
each slender ankle Treize simultaneously raised and opened Wufei's legs so that his knees were bent, his narrow feet planted wide apart on the mattress. Wufei uttered another soft cry and extremely embarrassed, attempted to close his parted thighs. The sound stirred the burning coals of Treize's passion and beads of perspiration glimmered along his forehead as he struggled to maintain control as his eyes devoured every angle and plane of the body before him.
"I want to see you, Wufei, all of you." He murmured and gently pressed the boy's thighs apart again. A building heat thudded inside of his body, aching for release but he reined his desires ruthlessly, determined to make the most of this night. Panting lightly he placed his fore and middle fingers of his right hand into his mouth to moisten them.
strong hand cupped the boy's straining erection and squeezed slightly as it pumped the flesh while the other hand traced the curve of his buttocks and slipped between the mounds of flesh to brush lightly in slow circles along the rosy pucker of his untried entrance. Wufei gasped as mind-numbing sensations rolled over him. Pleasure soared through his body, taking him to new and unimaginable heights, but at the same time a scared sort of feeling tingled inside his guts as he was skillfully coerced into sweet unconditional surrender.
rose, dark and forbidding, and tainted his first sweet taste of passion for he knew he didn't love Treize, not in the truest sense of the word. Their relationship, for lack of a better word, was based, not on love, but on the physical, the sexual. There was no real connection between them, no emotional investment that would enrich their lives and make their inevitable separation more bearable. On or off of the battlefield they would always be enemies. This one night of unbridled passion couldn't change that one indisputable fact. They lusted after each other, but it wasn't enough. It would never be enough.
tears welled behind Wufei's eyelids, his throat squeezed tight, and each breath became a struggle as his emotions, usually kept so rigidly in check, overwhelmed him. He pressed against Treize, feeling the raw power of his body, and cried in a secret and silent way as he buried his face against Treize's throat, shakily inhaling the scent of him.
"Stay with me, Wufei." Treize whispered.
words startled the boy. It wasn't what he had expected and he couldn't find it in his heart to trust those words or the feelings that they evoked within his heart. He knew that he should push Treize away, physically, emotionally, and flee, never to return. But he couldn't. There was no escape from the crushing loneliness that dogged his every step or his deepest, darkest desires that haunted him night after night. It would be so much easier to give in, to surrender to this fleeting illusion of love, to find comfort and pleasure in the arms of the enemy, even if for only one night. A single tear escaped from behind his clenched eyelids and slid slowly down his cheek.
one moist finger eased its way into Wufei's body followed shortly by the second and his breath caught in his throat and a small, tight sound escaped past his clenched teeth as his inner muscles tightened against the sudden intrusion. An intense burning erupted within the depths of his body and his head fell back against the soft pillows, his dark eyes now wide open and staring as hot tears spilled out over black spiky lashes. His breath came in harsh pants as the fingers surged inside of him, repeatedly, in rhythm with the workings of Treize's other hand so that pleasure and pain, guilt and shame, love and hatred melded together to become one mind-blowing force that consumed his entire world.
's breath caught raggedly in his throat as his body abruptly tensed. The pressure building within him spiked suddenly to the razor sharp edge of ecstasy as his approaching release decimated his unraveling control.
Wufei cried out in a shocked and trembling voice, as his first pleasure began to peak and shatter the known world like brittle glass. "Treize! Ah! Ah!"
hips bucked frantically as his climax threatened to overtake him completely but just before he was able to find that ultimate release the hand that gripped him stopped moving abruptly and gripped his throbbing organ agonizingly tight before letting go. Wufei cried out in desperation as his pleasure was pushed back a few notches.
me, Wufei."
" Wufei whimpered, hating himself anew for the weakness he heard in his voice. "Please!" Molten lava roared through his veins and he would burn to ash if his blazing passions weren't quenched soon. His head fell back again and his tears trickled towards the hollow behind his ears.
"I want to hear you say it."
can't!" Blindly, Wufei's arms reached towards the other man, long fingers shaking uncontrollably.
's fingers were slowly withdrawn from his body and never before in his young life had Wufei ever experience such an intense feeling of emptiness as he did at that moment. He cried out again in mounting frustration, torn in two directions, as his desire and his hatred for his enemy battled one another for domination within his heart. In the end it was passion that won the day, lust, if not exactly love, which overthrew, at least temporarily, Wufei's deeply seeded sense of failure and self-loathing.
harshly, Wufei's lips moved as he strained to find his voice. "Until death, Treize." He finally rasped his words heavy with defeat. "I swear."
satisfied, Treize murmured soft unintelligible words of gratitude and passion and then his lips were upon Wufei's, crushing, demanding, eagerly exploring with lips and tongue. After what seemed like an eternity, they broke the kiss, breathless and flushed.
's hands slid up along Wufei's thighs to rest on his narrow hips then with a low growl he pulled the boy roughly against his swollen member. Wufei felt his hips being lifted as the OZ general shifted between his leg then he first gasped then moaned helplessly as he felt how hard Treize was. The tip of Treize's erection nudged him and in that moment a wave of blinding terror ripped through him.
"No." He whispered fiercely, panic blossoming within his heart. He couldn't do this. It was wrong, what they were about to do, and he knew it.
's strong arms banding around the slender boy and his lips claimed Wufei's, cutting off his belated protests but Wufei pulled his head back, breaking the kiss as desperation spurred him to resist. A small line of saliva glittered between them, stretched and broke away as he thrashed helplessly against the man pinning him to the bed.
"No, Treize!" Wufei gasped and he found he couldn't move within the circle of Treize's arms and still he struggled against him, breathless. One arm slid free and he tried to find his voice, to order the other man to stop, to let him go, but one instant later Treize was pushing himself inside of his body, filling him, and there was no turning back.
"AHH!"
deeper pain than any he had previously felt sizzled through Wufei as his enemy, his lover, finally took possession of his body, pushing his engorged shaft into his tight opening until Treize was fully and painfully embedded within his rigid body.
"N-ngh! Ahh!"
white teeth bit into the meat of his raised forearm as Wufei fought to muffle his first agonized cries but they were too large to be contained. His body felt like it was being split in two and his breath hitched in his throat as he struggled to suppress his sobs.
held himself perfectly still, giving the boy time to adjust and he patiently soothed away his hot tears and whimpers with tender kisses and soft caresses until the boy's pains finally eased. Pressing his lips against Wufei's wet cheek, Treize began to move slowly, powerfully inside him and above him, murmuring words of desire, of admiration, and finally of love as they rocked together in the throes of their fierce passion.
"You are magnificent, Wufei." Treize crooned softly, relishing the feel of their bodies as they moved against each other, the sharp gasps and cries as his young lover first learned to relax beneath him and accept him, then to move with him. He gripped Wufei's straining erection, urging him towards release, matching his hand's rhythm with that of his thrusting body.
lay beneath Treize and resigned himself to the moment, casting aside his fears and doubts as fiery desire clouded his mind. Never in his wildest imagination could he have guessed that such wondrous sensations resided deep within his body, feelings brought to life by the one man in the entire galaxy he had sworn to destroy. The pulsing rhythm of their bodies' sped up and intensified, as Treize drove himself deeper, harder while at the same time Wufei, despite his pain, guilt and shame, rose to meet him, again and again, with each upward thrust of his hips. Beads of sweat glistened along their skin and their panting breaths mingled and filled the night as together they reached for the fulfillment that danced just beyond their reach.
"Treize!" Wufei sobbed out as his body twisted and writhed, caught up in a tidal wave of intense feelings that utterly overwhelmed him.
frantic slap of flesh against flesh escalated and Treize gritted his teeth as he fought for control as Wufei's body clenched around his shaft as the young boy caught the tantalizing taste of pleasure and made it his own. He closed his eyes and heard his ragged breathing as he moved his hips, moving inside of Wufei. How pleasurable the sensations were, the tight heat of him. It was almost overwhelming. Moments later he lost the battle and a cry ripped past his throat as he felt Wufei's pleasure erupt in a wave of white fire. With one final thrust he came inside Wufei hard as he sent them both plunging fully over the edge and into the realm of completion.
Treize withdrew before collapsing next to his young lover, panting for breath. He pulled the unresisting youth into his arms and simply held him, his hands playing idly across the smooth, glistening body and the fading love bites he had inflicted. He was supremely conscious of the tears that glistened down Wufei's smooth face, of the hitching sobs that wracked his body. He wished to grant some word of comfort to him, but he was mute in the face of such anguish.
first traces of guilt threaded their way through his consciousness as he held the boy; giving him what comfort he was able with the gentle workings of his hands and the soft press of his lips. Treize had heard the boy's pleas to stop but overwhelmed by his own flaming desires, he had ignored them, attributing Wufei's denials to his uncertainty and fear of surrendering to the obvious needs of his body. With carnal knowledge and calculating cunning he had maneuvered Wufei into total surrender, using his body's natural instincts against him, knowing that his wakening sexual desire would ultimately prove stronger than his willpower.
tightened his grip on the slender boy, murmuring low against his ear. "I'm sorry, Wufei."
shivered violently and without speaking, nestled himself more firmly against the solid expanse of Treize's chest. Powerful arms wrapped around him, surrounding him with their heat and strength. He lay passively against Treize's body and the silence stretched out between them. His body ached and his heart ached and a vast emptiness unlike anything he had ever experienced filled him until he was cold and numb. He wanted to stop thinking, stop feeling, to forget everything. He wanted to run away but he knew that once he left the warmth of Treize's embrace, he would be alone again.
mind began to slip away and a heavy lassitude filled him. As his dreaming consciousness faded his memories broke apart and lost their sharpness he realized that he could never be the same again. Having now filled his cup with desire and sipped the first bittersweet draughts of passion, he could never return to his self-inflicted isolation for it would destroy something deep inside him.
then he would be truly lost.
BE CONTINUED
HARDER BEAST TO KILLTHREE
oh so carefully, Wufei stood, Treize's sword still at his throat. His body and heart felt suddenly heavy, as if sand raced through his veins instead of blood. He narrowed his black eyes as he glared up the length of the sword at Treize and they gave no hint of the turmoil that raged through him. Silver moonlight caressed the smooth planes of his face and in the soft uncertain light his black eyes were hard and fierce.
a frown, Treize sheathed his sword with smooth ease and casually tossed it aside. The thud as the heavy weapon as it struck the carpeted ground was very loud in the silence of the room. A single step bridged the gap between him and Wufei, who glanced uncomfortably down at his nakedness and took a mincing step backwards. His attempted retreat was foiled when he felt his back press against the wall. Black eyes narrowed further in a haughty display of defiance, but the effect was spoiled by his harsh little gasps as the General closed the distance between them.
both arms out on either side of the boy, palms flat against the wall, fingers splayed, Treize effectively pinned him to that one spot. He knew that if the boy had really wanted to he could have ducked under his arms and made an escape but the Chinese youth only stood and glared at him with cold, unfeeling eyes.
should have killed this intruder the moment I subdued him,) Treize thought, (or at least called for my guards. But I didn't. Why?)
Treize leaned forward until he was eye to eye with the silent teenager and searched his still, proud face for several seconds, needing an answer to this puzzlement. Some emotion flashed through the boy's eyes as he steadily met Treize's gaze, but it was gone before he had a chance to analyze it.
sneak into my private chambers in the dead of night intent upon stealing my life," Treize began, "and yet you make no attempt to carry out your assassination attempt when given the opportunity." His tone was more bewilderment than anger and his eyes hold only open curiosity. "Why?"
Wufei held his silence and turned his head away from those searching eyes when he realized that he wanted nothing more than to kiss Treize and discover for himself if his lips were truly as soft as they looked. Vainly, he struggled to maintain his composure in the face of the enemy, to give away nothing, but the set of his jaw and the rigidity of his body betrayed the maelstrom of emotion raging within him. His hands curled into tight fists at his side, and he dug his nails into the palms of his hands, causing thin pain as red half-moons were imprinted into his flesh.
caught movement from the corner of his eyes then felt Treize's hand gripping his chin gently but firmly. He turned Wufei's face until he once more looking into eyes as blue and as deep as the ocean. Treize brushed the ball of his thumb along the smooth line of his jaw and this gentle touch ignited a raging heat in the young man's blood. The thundering of his heart drowned out any rational thoughts or protests he might have uttered. His lips parted as if to speak but no sound came forth.
Treize repeated, his warm moist breath puffing against Wufei's flesh. Tiny shivers cascading over his body.
he could stop himself, Wufei's mouth opened again and he blurted out the truth in a vexed tone that was half snarl, and all anguish. "I want you out of my dreams!"
Treize pulled back but didn't break away from the boy. Silently he stared at Wufei with such intensity that the Chinese pilot had to suppress the urge to squirm. The older man's lips spread suddenly in a crooked smile and his eyes glistened in the pale moonlight.
am I doing in your dreams?" He asked, voice low and husky.
Wufei stammered, adverting his gaze from the man before him. Bright slashes of heat warmed his cheeks.
come now," Treize chided gently "A man of your honor shouldn't lie about something as trivial as dreams." A bright flash of white in the dim light as Treize's crooked smile became a very crooked grin when Wufei's blush intensified.
I doing this?"
leaned closer and traced his tongue along the curved shell of Wufei's ear then took the plump earlobe between his lips and suckled eagerly. The youth gasped raggedly as a world of unexpected sensations were suddenly opened up to him. Fine tremors worked their way through his body but he made no effort to break away, instead he instinctively turned his head to allow better access. Treize smiled and released the lobe and began to press soft, feathery kisses down the smooth line of Wufei's throat, working his way along his collarbone. A soft humming moan escaped the boy's throat as he turned his face back towards his tormentor.
perhaps this ?"
brought his head up and his lips meet Wufei's, urging the boy to open up, to accept his advances with tongue and lips and gentle, knowledgeable hands that slid effortlessly beneath the cool navy silk of the tank top, gliding along the boy's chest. He broke away from Wufei's lips with some reluctance and softly kissed his earlobe again. His hands pushed Wufei's shirt up, then he ducked his head and ran his tongue over one dusky nipple. The skin pebbled, becoming erect under his administrations. He smiled as he took the nub of flesh into the hot moist depths of his mouth and sucked strongly, making soft noises of pleasure low in his throat.
another low moan, Wufei succumbed to the fire that erupted in his body, which burned away all thought, all reason, leaving only desire and a terrible aching need. His mind trumpeted protests, but the taste of Treize's kiss still lingered on his lips like heavy gold and the sensations assaulting his body were overwhelming his ability to think rationally. He pushed the warnings away to the darkest corners of his mind where they couldn't interfere.
that moment Wufei's life and the actions and events that had lead up to this particular moment became meaningless things, useless flotsam floating on the surface of the ocean. Nothing held any real meaning to him now except need and desire and the feel of Treize's lips as they roamed, and the hot flow of his hands as they explored his trembling body with slow maddening care.
he found himself allowing Treize's tongue eager entrance into the heated recesses of his mouth, and then he was kissing back, a bit awkwardly at first - their teeth clashed briefly- but with just as much passion as was shown to him by the older gentleman. His arms entwined themselves around Treize's broad back and he pressed his lower body against the firm, strong heat of his passion. The feel of his arousal against Wufei's belly added fuel to a fire that was already burning out of control. A small shaky sigh eased past his lips.
was lifted effortlessly into the arms of the OZ general. He pressed his face against the smooth expanse of the older man's chest, smelling the clean soapy scent of his skin as it mixed with the faintest traces of cologne and fine leather that lingered in the still air of the bedroom as he was carried like a child towards the large rumpled bed. Treize laid him down upon the smooth silken sheets and they slid along his flushed copper skin like flowing water, cool and slippery. The springs of the mattress squeaked faintly as it accepted the weight of their bodies.
"We shouldn't be doing this." Wufei's voice was low and shaky.
smiled and nodded his head in agreement, "You're right, of course." And he pressed his lips against Wufei's and kissed him slowly, with great care and enthusiasm.
thick fog of longing that rolled over Wufei was rapidly obliterating his inhibitions as he struggled to remember how to breathe. And still his thoughts broke free and tried to take control of the situation before it was too late.
"We'd better stop." He insisted, but without much force.
reclined gracefully alongside him, a study in perfection, and his eyes were upon Wufei and they were so beautiful, so sincere. The moonlight danced along the rippling planes of his body, and the very sight of him took Wufei's breath away.
"Do you want to stop?" Treize asked, his voice whisper soft.
was silent for a long while, trying to force his mind to work properly. Did he want to stop? His mind trumpeted yes, but his physical body let its desires be felt as raging passion set his blood boiling.
"No," Wufei whispered finally. "I don't."
shifted his body, drawing closer. He slid the elastic tie from Wufei's raven black hair and combed his fingers through the thick mass before turning his attention to other matters that demanded attention.
and cold shivers raced along his body as Wufei's clothes were removed, one by one, until he lay upon the silky sheets clad only in his white cotton briefs, trembling and feeling terribly exposed. He made no effort to stop Treize's hand as it slid down the front of his underwear and gripped his most private flesh. Instead he closed his eyes, arched his back, and pressed against the intruding hand in silent supplication. It was an admission of his unspoken need and he was shocked at this overpowering wave of desire, ashamed and scared at once.
didn't resist as his briefs were peeled down his legs and discarded. But when Treize caressed the line of his body boldly a startled sound escaped his lips. He hadn't struggled as he was undressed but now, extremely conscious of Treize's eyes as the greedily roamed over his body, his squirmed uncomfortably and his arms moved to cover his nakedness. Treize took hold of his wrists and with a shake of his head, lifted them and stretched them out along the small mountain of pillows.
still." Treize murmured, and Wufei immediately complied, though he couldn't help the trembling that shook his body from head to toe.
that his order was being obeyed, Treize proceeded to tutor the boy's inexperienced body in the ways of desire, guiding him skillfully along the thin line that separated pleasure and pain as he carefully prepared him for loving.
tunelessly, Treize lowered his head and took one nipple between his lips. The nub of flesh contracted again, hardened beneath his caress and his actions were rewarded by a low throaty moan. His tongue danced along the peak, teasingly, and then he nipped the flesh sharply causing Wufei to yip in startled surprise. As if in apology, Treize once more suckled gently at the erect flesh, then switched sides to lavish attention on its companion knowing that during the heights of sexual arousal the lines that divided pleasure and pain became blurred like so much chalk in a child's blackboard.
so in this manner he continued to skillfully tease and torture Wufei into submission, alternating slow and passionate kisses, firm, knowing caresses, and sharp little bites, pulling the soft pliable flesh into his mouth, tasting it, enjoying its smooth firm texture as he licked and sucked. White teeth bit down again and again, hard enough to draw soft moans and sharp cries from his young partner but not hard enough to break the surface. He left behind perfect indentions of his teeth and though he made no lasting marks on the unblemished flesh of the young man, there was no doubt that Treize was staking a claim to his body, showing proof of possession.
are mine, young dragon, and mine alone." Treize murmured fiercely between kisses that trailed ever lower.
Wufei arched his body as pleasure and pain intermixed and surged up from deep within him and he could only cry out his acceptance between harsh breathless pants. Treize kissed his throat and he threw back his head as soft lips moved over his collarbone. Wufei allowed his enemy to kiss him but a tide of hopeless defeat welled up from the darkest reaches of his soul and began to consume him. He tentatively reached up and stroked his hands through Treize's hair.
"Treize." He whispered, and his voice was thick with emotions he was unable to give voice to, conflicting feelings that clashed and swirled violently within his mind, body, and soul.
traced the pads of his fingers along the lightly muscled torso, down the long length of Wufei's legs, to tickle the backs of his knees and the tender flesh of his inner thighs. Wufei writhed helplessly under his skillful caresses, his face flushed, his parted lips, swollen from Treize's fierce kisses, trembling as he tried unsuccessfully to suppress his moans. While Treize's hands explored every inch of his young lover's body, he began to slide his own body lower down along the taut stomach until he was between the slightly parted legs. With a wicked glint in his eyes he lovingly grazed the hollow of Wufei's hip with his tongue and smiled at the small desperate whimpers that escaped Wufei's throat.
each slender ankle Treize simultaneously raised and opened Wufei's legs so that his knees were bent, his narrow feet planted wide apart on the mattress. Wufei uttered another soft cry and extremely embarrassed, attempted to close his parted thighs. The sound stirred the burning coals of Treize's passion and beads of perspiration glimmered along his forehead as he struggled to maintain control as his eyes devoured every angle and plane of the body before him.
"I want to see you, Wufei, all of you." He murmured and gently pressed the boy's thighs apart again. A building heat thudded inside of his body, aching for release but he reined his desires ruthlessly, determined to make the most of this night. Panting lightly he placed his fore and middle fingers of his right hand into his mouth to moisten them.
strong hand cupped the boy's straining erection and squeezed slightly as it pumped the flesh while the other hand traced the curve of his buttocks and slipped between the mounds of flesh to brush lightly in slow circles along the rosy pucker of his untried entrance. Wufei gasped as mind-numbing sensations rolled over him. Pleasure soared through his body, taking him to new and unimaginable heights, but at the same time a scared sort of feeling tingled inside his guts as he was skillfully coerced into sweet unconditional surrender.
rose, dark and forbidding, and tainted his first sweet taste of passion for he knew he didn't love Treize, not in the truest sense of the word. Their relationship, for lack of a better word, was based, not on love, but on the physical, the sexual. There was no real connection between them, no emotional investment that would enrich their lives and make their inevitable separation more bearable. On or off of the battlefield they would always be enemies. This one night of unbridled passion couldn't change that one indisputable fact. They lusted after each other, but it wasn't enough. It would never be enough.
tears welled behind Wufei's eyelids, his throat squeezed tight, and each breath became a struggle as his emotions, usually kept so rigidly in check, overwhelmed him. He pressed against Treize, feeling the raw power of his body, and cried in a secret and silent way as he buried his face against Treize's throat, shakily inhaling the scent of him.
"Stay with me, Wufei." Treize whispered.
words startled the boy. It wasn't what he had expected and he couldn't find it in his heart to trust those words or the feelings that they evoked within his heart. He knew that he should push Treize away, physically, emotionally, and flee, never to return. But he couldn't. There was no escape from the crushing loneliness that dogged his every step or his deepest, darkest desires that haunted him night after night. It would be so much easier to give in, to surrender to this fleeting illusion of love, to find comfort and pleasure in the arms of the enemy, even if for only one night. A single tear escaped from behind his clenched eyelids and slid slowly down his cheek.
one moist finger eased its way into Wufei's body followed shortly by the second and his breath caught in his throat and a small, tight sound escaped past his clenched teeth as his inner muscles tightened against the sudden intrusion. An intense burning erupted within the depths of his body and his head fell back against the soft pillows, his dark eyes now wide open and staring as hot tears spilled out over black spiky lashes. His breath came in harsh pants as the fingers surged inside of him, repeatedly, in rhythm with the workings of Treize's other hand so that pleasure and pain, guilt and shame, love and hatred melded together to become one mind-blowing force that consumed his entire world.
's breath caught raggedly in his throat as his body abruptly tensed. The pressure building within him spiked suddenly to the razor sharp edge of ecstasy as his approaching release decimated his unraveling control.
Wufei cried out in a shocked and trembling voice, as his first pleasure began to peak and shatter the known world like brittle glass. "Treize! Ah! Ah!"
hips bucked frantically as his climax threatened to overtake him completely but just before he was able to find that ultimate release the hand that gripped him stopped moving abruptly and gripped his throbbing organ agonizingly tight before letting go. Wufei cried out in desperation as his pleasure was pushed back a few notches.
me, Wufei."
" Wufei whimpered, hating himself anew for the weakness he heard in his voice. "Please!" Molten lava roared through his veins and he would burn to ash if his blazing passions weren't quenched soon. His head fell back again and his tears trickled towards the hollow behind his ears.
"I want to hear you say it."
can't!" Blindly, Wufei's arms reached towards the other man, long fingers shaking uncontrollably.
's fingers were slowly withdrawn from his body and never before in his young life had Wufei ever experience such an intense feeling of emptiness as he did at that moment. He cried out again in mounting frustration, torn in two directions, as his desire and his hatred for his enemy battled one another for domination within his heart. In the end it was passion that won the day, lust, if not exactly love, which overthrew, at least temporarily, Wufei's deeply seeded sense of failure and self-loathing.
harshly, Wufei's lips moved as he strained to find his voice. "Until death, Treize." He finally rasped his words heavy with defeat. "I swear."
satisfied, Treize murmured soft unintelligible words of gratitude and passion and then his lips were upon Wufei's, crushing, demanding, eagerly exploring with lips and tongue. After what seemed like an eternity, they broke the kiss, breathless and flushed.
's hands slid up along Wufei's thighs to rest on his narrow hips then with a low growl he pulled the boy roughly against his swollen member. Wufei felt his hips being lifted as the OZ general shifted between his leg then he first gasped then moaned helplessly as he felt how hard Treize was. The tip of Treize's erection nudged him and in that moment a wave of blinding terror ripped through him.
"No." He whispered fiercely, panic blossoming within his heart. He couldn't do this. It was wrong, what they were about to do, and he knew it.
's strong arms banding around the slender boy and his lips claimed Wufei's, cutting off his belated protests but Wufei pulled his head back, breaking the kiss as desperation spurred him to resist. A small line of saliva glittered between them, stretched and broke away as he thrashed helplessly against the man pinning him to the bed.
"No, Treize!" Wufei gasped and he found he couldn't move within the circle of Treize's arms and still he struggled against him, breathless. One arm slid free and he tried to find his voice, to order the other man to stop, to let him go, but one instant later Treize was pushing himself inside of his body, filling him, and there was no turning back.
"AHH!"
deeper pain than any he had previously felt sizzled through Wufei as his enemy, his lover, finally took possession of his body, pushing his engorged shaft into his tight opening until Treize was fully and painfully embedded within his rigid body.
"N-ngh! Ahh!"
white teeth bit into the meat of his raised forearm as Wufei fought to muffle his first agonized cries but they were too large to be contained. His body felt like it was being split in two and his breath hitched in his throat as he struggled to suppress his sobs.
held himself perfectly still, giving the boy time to adjust and he patiently soothed away his hot tears and whimpers with tender kisses and soft caresses until the boy's pains finally eased. Pressing his lips against Wufei's wet cheek, Treize began to move slowly, powerfully inside him and above him, murmuring words of desire, of admiration, and finally of love as they rocked together in the throes of their fierce passion.
"You are magnificent, Wufei." Treize crooned softly, relishing the feel of their bodies as they moved against each other, the sharp gasps and cries as his young lover first learned to relax beneath him and accept him, then to move with him. He gripped Wufei's straining erection, urging him towards release, matching his hand's rhythm with that of his thrusting body.
lay beneath Treize and resigned himself to the moment, casting aside his fears and doubts as fiery desire clouded his mind. Never in his wildest imagination could he have guessed that such wondrous sensations resided deep within his body, feelings brought to life by the one man in the entire galaxy he had sworn to destroy. The pulsing rhythm of their bodies' sped up and intensified, as Treize drove himself deeper, harder while at the same time Wufei, despite his pain, guilt and shame, rose to meet him, again and again, with each upward thrust of his hips. Beads of sweat glistened along their skin and their panting breaths mingled and filled the night as together they reached for the fulfillment that danced just beyond their reach.
"Treize!" Wufei sobbed out as his body twisted and writhed, caught up in a tidal wave of intense feelings that utterly overwhelmed him.
frantic slap of flesh against flesh escalated and Treize gritted his teeth as he fought for control as Wufei's body clenched around his shaft as the young boy caught the tantalizing taste of pleasure and made it his own. He closed his eyes and heard his ragged breathing as he moved his hips, moving inside of Wufei. How pleasurable the sensations were, the tight heat of him. It was almost overwhelming. Moments later he lost the battle and a cry ripped past his throat as he felt Wufei's pleasure erupt in a wave of white fire. With one final thrust he came inside Wufei hard as he sent them both plunging fully over the edge and into the realm of completion.
Treize withdrew before collapsing next to his young lover, panting for breath. He pulled the unresisting youth into his arms and simply held him, his hands playing idly across the smooth, glistening body and the fading love bites he had inflicted. He was supremely conscious of the tears that glistened down Wufei's smooth face, of the hitching sobs that wracked his body. He wished to grant some word of comfort to him, but he was mute in the face of such anguish.
first traces of guilt threaded their way through his consciousness as he held the boy; giving him what comfort he was able with the gentle workings of his hands and the soft press of his lips. Treize had heard the boy's pleas to stop but overwhelmed by his own flaming desires, he had ignored them, attributing Wufei's denials to his uncertainty and fear of surrendering to the obvious needs of his body. With carnal knowledge and calculating cunning he had maneuvered Wufei into total surrender, using his body's natural instincts against him, knowing that his wakening sexual desire would ultimately prove stronger than his willpower.
tightened his grip on the slender boy, murmuring low against his ear. "I'm sorry, Wufei."
shivered violently and without speaking, nestled himself more firmly against the solid expanse of Treize's chest. Powerful arms wrapped around him, surrounding him with their heat and strength. He lay passively against Treize's body and the silence stretched out between them. His body ached and his heart ached and a vast emptiness unlike anything he had ever experienced filled him until he was cold and numb. He wanted to stop thinking, stop feeling, to forget everything. He wanted to run away but he knew that once he left the warmth of Treize's embrace, he would be alone again.
mind began to slip away and a heavy lassitude filled him. As his dreaming consciousness faded his memories broke apart and lost their sharpness he realized that he could never be the same again. Having now filled his cup with desire and sipped the first bittersweet draughts of passion, he could never return to his self-inflicted isolation for it would destroy something deep inside him.
then he would be truly lost.
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