Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ A Lesson Learned ❯ A Lesson Learned ( One-Shot )

Gundam Wing and its characters are not mine...they belong to Sunrise/SOTSU Agency etc. etc.

This was my first real H/R lemon where I began to experiment with dark, angsty and intense sex scenes. The sex in this fic yes is violent but consensual. NC-17 definitely-YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

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"You should have never have come here Relena." Heero was standing in front of the girl, who was incredibly close to him now, having him pinned up against the wall.

"You don't understand Heero." She spoke in silky tones. "I've made up my mind about this and I'm not going to change it. I can be as stubborn and determined as you."

He closed his eyes trying to ignore her fingers that were under his shirt, gingerly caressing his shoulders, his chest, his stomach, his... He gripped her wrists with his hands and brought them up between them. "You're in over your head you stupid girl."

She almost wanted to laugh. "So you keep telling me."

He shook her once, quite fiercely. His voice was a growl. "Don't tempt me Relena. I'm just going to end up destroying you."

This time a little laugh did escape her lips. "You're sounding like a broken record. Besides, I thought Duo was the great destroyer."

Heero found no humor in her sarcasm; he closed his eyes. No one ever seemed to listen to him. No one would seem to understand that when it came to sex with Heero he was going to be as intense, complete and unmerciful as he was on the battlefield. When he told them to leave him alone in that way they never did. He had to teach Trowa the consequences for not listening, and Duo too, now it was Relena's turn to learn the lesson.

He cursed himself and Relena as he grabbed locks of golden hair in his fist dragging her across the room; with a spin of his wrist he released her and she slammed down onto the bed. She was too startled to cry out, yet somehow enthralled at the same time. She tried to steady her breathing as he was atop her now, crushing her in such a harsh and demanding kiss that she thought she could taste her own blood. The buttons of her blouse and skirt were gone, ripped from their very fibers as Heero began to accost her body with biting kisses and rough caresses that kneaded and bruised her body. She closed her eyes, feeling tears well up, but she swallowed them, she wanted this from Heero Yuy and she was not going to allow him to think that she feared him, although part of her right now was unsure of what extent he might harm her; though this was part of the danger that entranced her with him.

The Heero Yuy she desired was a man, that, when he latched onto a passion, he took it to extremes stopping at nothing until he got the results he desired. And, even now, when he was being crude and harsh she loved being with him, and so she was with him now, even under such vile circumstances. She reached up to touch him but he gabbed her wrists again with his strong grip. "Don't touch me." She heard him growl and looked into his eyes they were cold and emotionless, yet smoldered with lust and sex. He returned her gaze and strangely noticed no fear in her eyes. Just the same determined confidence that was always there. Could she actually be enjoying this? His eyes narrowed and a side smile drew across his lips. If she wanted to play, he was ready to play.

He had never been one to use much foreplay so his fingers went directly inside of her slick wetness, halted only by her thin barrier. He had guessed right about her being a virgin. A little girl in over her head playing a woman's game with a dangerous man/boy who could kill her with one snap of the neck. Of course by her actions and speech one would not think of her, as being only an eighteen year-old girl-but deep down she was quite the child in so many ways. He felt her stiffen underneath him as if preparing for the worse. His hardness was beginning to grow painful and he didn't know how much longer he could hold himself off of her.

She had closed her eyes waiting for pain to overtake her but it had not. What was he waiting for? She tried to speak his name but his bent elbow and forearm were pressed against her larynx. The same bent arm that pressed against her throat also had her bent leg pinned by the side of her head. His other hand had her wrists pinned under the small of her back forcing her to lift her own hips up to meet his. He hovered over her and she could feel his breathe on his face, his voice raspy. "This is your last chance princess. There's no turning back from here."

He began to see tears in her eyes but resolve at the same time. Just as Trowa and Duo had done she was preparing herself for the worst, unwilling to back down from her desires, her needs. But this was different. Duo and Trowa had had prior experience. Relena, she had no idea. An eternal battle began inside of him, as it always seemed to when he was confronted with Relena. Why was he hesitating? Waiting for her words?

Somehow, she managed to find her voice. "Heero. Please do this for me. I want this. I want you." With her words he gave into his insane lust and brought his lips down to her lips. She accepted his open mouth and braced herself as he rammed inside of her, while at the same time he bit the inside of her lip.

The pain in her mouth distracted her mind from the pain in her groin, so much so, that she had not even realized he had entered her. Then her body began to jolt from his violent thrusts as he sucked the blood from her lip. He was in her, possessing her, she was his, if even for this one time. His forearm was still pressed against her throat and she tried desperately to breath, the panic only adding to her pleasure. He was releasing grunts and moans, loving the feeling of dominance and control he had over her. But, he loved the feel of her as well and continued to pound inside of her tightness, faster and harder until he came with hoarse, his release flooding deep inside of her. He growled as he thrust himself inside of her two more times, and when he was completely empty, it was over.

Relena could only barely whisper his name in her own explosion of passion and heat. She felt her legs go numb and her body cold. She couldn't stop her involuntarily shaking. He slid himself out of her and rolled into a sitting position on the bed. She rolled away from him on her side, still cold but no longer shivering.

He felt an overwhelming urge to lye down beside her and pull her close against him, to comfort her and apologize for hurting her in anyway. But would that not show weakness on his part? He specifically told her what to expect, warned her what would happen, and still she continued, even begging. He looked back at her and noticed the sheets stained with blood and seaman. He was nothing more than a monster, a trained killer, and a taker of innocent souls. "There are some clean towels in the bathroom if you wish to take a shower." He turned his face away from her. "There's also a gun in the bedside table so if you want to kill me my life is in your hands." He heard her sniffle a little.

"And what makes you think I won't use it on myself?"

"I don't know that you won't." He rose from the bed. "If you don't care to take me up on my offer than I'm going to shower myself. Do whatever you want."

She sat up in the bed and pulled her knees to her chin. Hugging her legs she closed her eyes and smiled. It had not been exactly how she had imagined her first time to be, but it had happened and it had happened with the man she had wanted it to happen with. She winced a little as her tongue caressed the pain in her lip, surprisingly it was the only pain she felt through her whole body. She understood why he had done what he did. And it only made her more determined.

Heero allowed the scalding hot water to stream down his body. He banged his forehead on the shower wall and kept it there. She was probably gone by now. Far away from him, where she needed to be. He felt his stomach beginning to churn and a lump grow in the back of his throat. Was he so sickened with himself for how he had treated her he was going to puke? He jumped a little feeling slender arms wrap around him and soft lips brushing against his shoulder blade.

"Thank you Heero."

"Relena?"

"Hush." She snuggled up against him, her body now slick from the water that was now covering them both.

"But why? What I did…"

She wanted to laugh at him, but didn't. "There's nothing wrong with violent sex, Heero, as long as it's consensual, and, I chose to consent. I wanted it. You did nothing wrong." She slid to his side and for some reason he turned to her.

"You're to forgiving for your own good, Relena."

He was taken aback when she started to smooth away his drenched hair. "You've shown me how much power you can have over me, how much control you are able to wield. So you have nothing more to prove to me." It was one of the few moments the perfect soldier did not have a plan, did not have a response. He did not even noticed until her lips touched his that she had drawn him into a kiss. She whispered against his lips. "Just because you fight one way does not mean that you must love the same. Don't you understand that the battle must not control your entire life?"

He pulled her to him as their kiss deepened. He slid his hand down between their bodies and opened up her vaginal folds, allowing the water to gush over his hand, washing away anything that would have remained from his previous violent conquest. He felt her go a little limp as a moan escaped her lips. He pulled her to him even closer. He did have something more to prove to her, that he could be the man and lover she wanted, she needed.

He would make it happen, though he wasn't sure how, but could he give up the power and allow her to show him? He lifted her up in his arms; she reached behind him and turned off the shower. Though still drenched, they did not seem to notice the coolness of the open room as he carried her back to the bed, lowering her down ever so carefully. As he began to love her again he felt himself loosing control...no he would not allow himself to give into his animal side. He began to shake. "Relena. You have to leave. Now."

She said nothing but only pushed against him until he was on his back and she was straddled atop him. "I'm not giving up on you because I know you're stronger than your programming." Her wet hair clung to both of their bodies and her eyes had turned a smoldering dark blue. "Please. Let me show you how love can be." She leaned over him then, and began to kiss his body and caress all of his sensitive areas. He drew in a breath and regained his control, her belief in him giving him a new power, but then, he knew she had always believed in him. And so the student was becoming the teacher.

THE END