Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ A light at the end of the route ❯ chap 1 ( Chapter 1 )

A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE ROUTE

 

BY MILHARU

 

Parings 2x1

 

Disclaimers: Ok, I don't own GW, but OMG I dream about it, but sadly it's not true,

 

Warnings- NC17-AU-Angst, Attempt of suicide….mmm and more ^^

 

A/N- Well as you may be able to tell, English isn't my first language XD, I mean look, I am from Argentina, and even if I love English well I can't write it fluently, I try!!! I swear I try but I don't know how it will turn out!

 

So, I had NatsuTsuki edit it for me!!!!

 

Cya~~

 

E/N- I luff you Fyte*hugs Fyte! * I Love editing your stories because you are the S&M Queen.*puts crown on your head* Can't wait for the rest of it to come out, even if I am not a Gundam Wing fangirl xx;, I can still get into your stories >/////<(Maybe a Little To Much -.-;)

Ja!

 

CHAPTER 1

 

 

I hate days like this, I really, really hate them! Days that no matter what hour, the heat is the same, so intense, you end the day all sweaty and sticky. Even if I have been living in this city all my life, I can never get used to it. But I know I can't change the weather, okay?

 

So, here I am, at 12 in the afternoon, the worst time of the day because of fact that the sun is directly above the city, but this is the damned hour when I have to begin my shift at work; damn it all!!! The little break that I have during my working hours doesn't feel like a break because of this DAMN HEAT…I can feel my shirt all wet with sweat, my hair plastered to my forehead and my brain, the one thing that I can control, is sizzling away…only one word can describe how I feel right now. Atrocious.

 

The worst part is that I've been working 12 hours straight, and this damn heat is like a punch in me…well you know…down there. I am torn between two choices, to go back inside again and work some more & survive the heat, or walk the 6 blocks to my back to my flat, and possibly pass out from the heat. I think I may just start to live at work. I know I sound a lazy, but believe me, if you were here you would think the same; finally the thought of a fresh shower and a big bed over power the heat, and I make my way back to my home.

 

I had walked two blocks, when already I had uttered an uncountable amount of curses when something caught my attention. There is something in the hallway, at first sight it looked like an animal. Then I looked at it again. It is a small thing, covered with a tick black blazer; the size of it made me think it was a dog or something like that. It is so hot out here I think I may be hallucinating.

 

I have always had a soft spot for animals, and it seems so sick for someone to leave a dog out in this heat with a blazer on. I am sitting down by its side right now, so I can see the form of the thing, it's way too big to be a cat. If it's a dog, I hope that don't bite because it looks, by its size, that it is as big as me and thanks to this heat I don't have the strength to fight it off.

 

The blazer had seen better days, one half of it has is torn, and other side really doesn't even exist. In one of the holes I can see a mop of brown hair, my breath is caught in my throat as I gasp! That it isn't a dog!! It's a boy!! Oh my God!

 

Quickly I stood up, he seems to be asleep, and at least I hope he is! Suddenly the importance of him being to hot in that damn blazer has faded. I ripped off the blazer with one fluid movement, and as soon as I did two incredible cobalt eyes looked at me. He made a quick movement and grabbed my arm, very weakly I might add, but the sudden movement made me jump back.

 

The boy is slowly, as if it was hard to do even that, standing up, and I can't avoid the sound that I made at the sight of the poor kid…he is a kid! He has to be between 10 to 13 years old, his face shows that he has Japanese blood in him. He has is wearing is running through my spine at the mere sight of this beautiful boy. But his eyes are the best part; those inconceivable blue eyes, and that face! My god, I am almost drooling jut by looking at him, well I suppose you could say I was gawking, but something isn't right here. I actually look at the boy, and not at his clothes or facial features, but really look at him. I am utterly shocked to see how thin he is!!! It is latterly to the point that I can see all his ribs and the bones of his pelvis! This is the cause of him having to make an effort to stand!

 

Now I have to worry now for the health of the boy! I moved to help him, but in the same moment that my hand made contact to his shoulder the boy jerked away, and now is glaring at me. He seems to have the strength to do this. Oh if glares could kill! Ouch!

 

I am trying to look cool, but under a glare like this, I have to say it's really hard to do. “Who the hell are you?” I heard his slightly nasal voice say. It's nice a nice voice, but his tone is so harsh, the kid doesn't want help that's obvious. But it is also clear that he needs it.

 

“Ok kid, calm down. I am not gonna hurt you ok? All I wanted to was help you.” at that the boy snorted. Ok I wasn't really expecting the boy the run to my arms, but at least I expected some reaction other than that sarcastic snort.

 

“Well I don't need your help. So, what do you want? I'm sure you don't have the money to be able to do anything with me.” Whoa, where the hell that came from? The money, what money? My mind has finally made the connection, damn it all!! How can this be!! He is just kid!!! Suddenly memories from my childhood appear in my mind, living in the lower parts of the colony. I am still attempting to suppress those awful memories, I wont' allow my psyche to bring back such horrid things.

 

“I am NOT here for THAT sort of thing boy!” I am trying to hide the anger in my voice, but some of it still emerges. I don't want to scare him. I went back to my place by his side, and I notice that I am a head taller than him and that he seems afraid. Now I realize that the way he was acting was just a front to hide his fear. I can see all of his emotions through those gorgeous cobalt eyes. His face may no show any emotion but his eyes tell all. “I saw you sitting out here with that blazer on, out in this heat and thought you were sick or something. Nothing more ok?” Those eyes show me that he is full of distrust. But there is something else, a sort of shine, as if, no one else has ever worried for him, and he is truly hoping, wishing even, that this is genuine.

 

The boy hasn't said anything for a while and I am starting to feel uncomfortable, he seems to be looking for some trace of lies behind my words, but I know he isn't finding anything. “Hey kid stop looking at me like that, I told you I don't want to hurt you.” I am repeating myself, which is making me a little annoyed.

 

“I am not a kid,” he finally said. A funny thing to say, only a child would say that when being called a kid.

 

“Then tell me, how old are you?” something told me by his attitude that he isn't the age that I thought he was earlier.

 

“16,” he said simply, and my jaw almost hit the floor. Kami! The kid looked like he was 10 years old! His weight must have thrown me off!

 

“Now that you see I'm ok, just leave me alone!” Damn that tone of his and that damned glare should be forbidden! After that was said, he is going back to the initial position I had found him in! I am just stunned!

 

“Go away.” Was all he murmured, after I stood there a amazed by what had just happened.

 

I am just going to turn around and continue my way to home, but it is bothering me too much! Damn I can't leave that boy like this, I just can't!

 

“Hey” I finally say, with a sigh.

 

“…” Was all the reply he gave me.

 

“ What would you say if I took you to get something to eat?”

 

“…”He won't give me answer! I just can win with him! I am just about to turn to take my leave, when I finally heard a reply. “I wont let you fuck me for a plate of food…”

 

Must not snap! Keep calm! “I never said you had to.” I have to be patient with this boy, if he is doing what I think he is, I WILL help him.

 

“ I just want you to eat something ok?”

 

He is getting up again, folding the blazer on his slim arm, his eyes made contact with mine.

 

I don't know why he accepted my invitation, but I am glad he did. I really do want to help him, because I maybe know what he is going through. I've never felt a connection with someone like I feel with him. I want know why. I want to know him.

 

“Great! Then it's settled. Oh, I almost forgot! My name is Duo Maxwell. And you are?…” I said cheerfully

 

He never broke eye contact with me. I feel like I am downing in his eyes. Finally decided to reply.

 

“Heero Yuy”

 

I decided that should be our last word, I could tell already that he didn't want to have a conversation. Besides it was still hot! I am walking back over to his side, so we can begin our way to the restaurant. I can feel that this may be a long & silent journey.