Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ A Place To Belong ❯ Chapter 8 ( Chapter 8 )
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By: Queen_Dark 
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 09.04.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.3K | Visits: 216 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Angst | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 09.04.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.3K | Visits: 216 | Status: Completed
Heero sighed as he continued to bang the back of his head on the thick metal barrier in the middle of the colony. “How could I have done something like that?! It was just a stupid stupid move Yuy!” the young man scolded himself, since no one was around to hear him talking to himself. Slowly he slid down the wall in a silent sign of defeat, his knees were pulled close with his head bowed, and his arms were tightly wrapped around his head.
The feeling of a light tap on his shoulder broke him from his thoughts, a small boy with large blue eyes and fluffy blonde hair looked at him a bit scared. “Mr. Heero, can I sleep with you?” Cloud asked softly pulling at his plain white shirt.
“Whatever for Cloud?” he asked looking at the child with a slight sadness still hanging over him.
“I don't want the monsters getting me, and you felt really sad. I think...” the boy said with a slight pout that made him that much more irresistible. Heero shook his head and lifted the small child in his arms after he got up.
“Cloud there aren't any monsters here, all friends, some just look a little weird is all. I will introduce you to some tomorrow in the light so you know what I am talking about ok?” he asked getting a slight nod as the child clung to him like a lifeline. “Hey would you like it more if I woke up Duo and asked him if you could sleep with him instead?” he asked softly getting a sad look in return from the child.
Cloud shook his head cutely the pout still firmly on his face as he stared at Heero, “No, he's fun, but you feel safe.” the boy said finally hearing a small sigh and fearing that he might get a rejection.
“Fine, but just tonight ok? I can't let you do this every night 'cause if all the kids thought that they could get away with it then I would have no time to myself ever.” Heero replied watching a huge grin flash across the blonde's features as the moved slowly into Heero's room. Picking out some clothes Heero moved into his private bathroom and changed into pajama bottoms, seeing as he owned no tops.
Once that was done and over with he re-entered the room he saw wide eyes staring up at him expectantly, as he made his way to the bed and crawled under the covers. Hesitantly he reached out and wrapped his arms around the slim boy and pulled him close. The sounds of light breathing filled the air after a moment signaling that the child was asleep and that Heero could do the same without fearing that Cloud would wander.
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The Next Day
Duo sat under the willow tree; the same willow tree that he had caught Solo and Caleb under, but he didn't want to think of that; the kiss he had received had shocked him, to say the least. Yet in his shock he couldn't help further shock at the small jolts of pleasure that he had felt hit his body. He was so caught up with staring at the artificial sky, Duo didn't sense Solo approaching him cautiously giving him an odd kind of stare.
“Duo what are you doing all the way over here?” Solo asked after a moment of realizing that the man was either paying no mind to him, or didn't realize he was there.
Duo look up quickly at his long haired clone and sighed softly, the boy lived and loved with no abandon, and he wished that he could do the same. Although the few more years that Duo had of being on the colony kept him from acting out on his heart's desires anymore, since prior knowledge showed that no good came from following his heart and not his head.
“Hello? Colony to Duo, report for landing.” the boy said again getting frustrated at the minimal response he was getting from the man, so Solo began to wave his hand in front of the man's face.
“I am sorry, I'm just lost in my thoughts is all. When being faced with a difficult decision you can do nothing but think on it right?” Duo said not really asking just talking out loud to himself.
“What decision? Maybe I can help, you wouldn't even have to tell me. You just open up your mind and allow me to see and assess, apparently I could have very therapeutic abilities if I didn't have a temper.” Solo explained watching the man as he looked at the boy with a look of confusion.
“Are you actually being civil now? What are you sick or something?” Duo asked raising an eyebrow at the boy who just scowled in return.
“Shut up! Do you want help or not?!” Solo growled glaring at the man.
“Well with you glaring so viciously I'm not really sure.” he replied leaning back against the tree, feeling a thin body straddle his hips and a warm forehead pressed against his own. “What are you doing?!” Duo yelled in surprise realizing he had no where to run.
“Open your thoughts to me, I am going to help out of the kindness of my heart whether you like it or not!” Solo yelled in replied feeling the man reluctantly relax under him before the boy closed his eyes to concentrate. Slowly he pressed through the dark folds of Duo's mind, Solo caught glimpses of horrid scenes every now and again before he came to more recent thoughts and images.
The thought seemed to be being blocked from Duo's thoughts which made it hard for Solo to enter, and he was afraid that this was what was upsetting Duo so much. In Solo's mind he appeared to be standing in a hallway faced with a very large door that was encased in chains and locks. The feelings emitting from it though were so strong so sure, Love, Hate, Sadness... so much sadness Solo placed a hand to the door willing it to open as hard as he could but could only see a few tiny chains snap before he fell into abyss being thrown out of Duo's mind.
Duo opened his eyes immediately when he felt the boy on top of him begin to sway and trembled. Quickly the long haired man wrapped his arms around the thin frame, a line of blood trickled from the boy's nose as he was out cold. He had felt pressure prior to the boy's swaying but he didn't know what it was.
Scooping up Solo, Duo took off running toward the metal wall of the colony looking for anyone who could help him. Venus happened to be standing at the entrance of a hidden door before he had even called for help. “Solo... he... I don't know what happened.” Duo said quickly in defense watching as the woman smiled and shook her head holding her hand up to silence him. She turned calmly and led Duo down a few corridors to a small hospital like room for him to lay Solo onto the bed.
After he was on the bed, Venus began to quickly and efficiently hook the machines up to the boy lying motionless on the bed. A few sticky monitors were stuck to the boy's forehead to monitor brainwave patterns. The whole time Duo watched with a slight fear gripping at his heart, he hadn't meant to hurt the boy on the bed. “He'll be fine, he should just need a bit of rest. The machines are just to make sure I am not wrong and no serious damage has been done to him.” she said softly, answering Duo's question without the man having to ask it.
“I didn't mean t--”
“I know.” she said curtly cutting off his words dismissively allowing to leave the basement like part of the colony. Once he re-entered the the part with the children he saw Heero slightly in the distance. He was standing with Cloud hiding behind him, and two other children about the same age were in front of him. One had long silver hair and the other had spiky black hair that land just under his shoulders.
With a soft smile Duo moved quickly to the scene to see what was going on with them and smiled as Heero couldn't seem to move. “What's going on here?” Duo asked with humor in his voice as Heero looked at him wearily.
“Cloud refuses to talk to the other children, and Zack and Sephiroth here decided to chase him down 'cause they thought that he was just being shy. Which is partially true...” Heero trailed off as the blonde boy behind him clung tighter and Duo laughed quickly scooping him up.
“Aw, well what's wrong with these two? They don't seem too terribly bad.” Duo cooed looking at the two standing there, the one with the inky black spiky hair smiled and waved. While the other stood with a confused look.
“They're weird.” the small boy mumbled hiding his face in Duo's neck with a blush.
“Well I hate to tell you this kiddo but you're not the most normal thing in the world either. Not that it's a bad thing, it just makes you that much more special to everyone around you. So you can't really judge them so quickly y'know you have to get to know them before you make an opinion like that.” Duo reprimanded sitting the shy child on the ground getting an unsure look from the blonde.
“I'm not sure.” Cloud said chewing the tip of his thumb in a bit of a nervous habit that was absolutely adorable in Duo's opinion. Duo shook his head and laughed before turning the boy gently and pushing the child slightly toward the others.
“Hi! I'm Zack, Zack Fair! Your cute!” the spiky haired one with the bright blue eyes announced happily after a few moments of neither Sephiroth or Cloud saying a word. Cloud blushed at the compliment before looking back at Duo with that unsureness again getting a comforting smile before the blonde introduced himself.
Duo slowly stood as he watched Zack run off happily the other two following behind him slowly. His insides felt all warm and gooey at the sight, “Thank you for your help.” Heero said looking at Duo with actual relief on his features. “Why were you in the basement though?” Heero asked suddenly, making Duo react nervously.
“Solo passed out, Venus had me follow her there to put him a type of hospital room.” Duo replied watching as Heero was about to bolt nervously toward said basement, before being stopped by a firm hand on his upper arm. “She said he will be fine, just probably needed a bit of rest.” Heero shook his head though trying weakly to pull from Duo's grasp.
“I can't... I can't deal with all this anymore.” Heero said falling to his knees, his arm was being held up I the air slightly by Duo's hand. Heero's head was bowed so that his messy chocolate hair fell all around his face.
“Heero.” Duo said softly kneeling to help his friend up only to have himself roughly shoved off.
“I am so sick of this shit! I am always the one who has to do everything perfectly, and by myself! And I'm always forced to be alone, 'cause no one wants to bothered with someone who is only good at being a soldier! 'Cause I'm cold hearted right? And socially inept, and I just don't belong here, or anywhere!” Heero yelled looking up at Duo with an amount of anger he had never seen on the young man's face before, even through the anger though his eyes were misting with tears.
“Heero that's not true, none of it is.” the long haired man whispered so only they could hear, his voice held a bit of sadness to it.
“Yeah well it feels pretty damned true!” he replied before feeling himself being roughly yanked toward Duo, and he just let it happen as the long haired man simultaneously fell back on his ass so that he was sitting while he held the japanese man close to him.
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A/N
Alright it's probably gonna be crossovers from whatever comes to mind since, I need to fill in the blanks of extra children in the place y'know. I really hope you all like this and I hope it didn't take too long for me to post up a new chap. And I really mean to make them alot longer it's just... I dont know I loose interest if I wait too long to do it. I just hope my writer's block doesn't hit me again. F'ing blocks people!! Well review and enjoy. So sorry it's taking so long for my mediaminer fans, but I have to fix these in a different format to get them to come out right and even then their a little screwy so yeah enjoy.
The feeling of a light tap on his shoulder broke him from his thoughts, a small boy with large blue eyes and fluffy blonde hair looked at him a bit scared. “Mr. Heero, can I sleep with you?” Cloud asked softly pulling at his plain white shirt.
“Whatever for Cloud?” he asked looking at the child with a slight sadness still hanging over him.
“I don't want the monsters getting me, and you felt really sad. I think...” the boy said with a slight pout that made him that much more irresistible. Heero shook his head and lifted the small child in his arms after he got up.
“Cloud there aren't any monsters here, all friends, some just look a little weird is all. I will introduce you to some tomorrow in the light so you know what I am talking about ok?” he asked getting a slight nod as the child clung to him like a lifeline. “Hey would you like it more if I woke up Duo and asked him if you could sleep with him instead?” he asked softly getting a sad look in return from the child.
Cloud shook his head cutely the pout still firmly on his face as he stared at Heero, “No, he's fun, but you feel safe.” the boy said finally hearing a small sigh and fearing that he might get a rejection.
“Fine, but just tonight ok? I can't let you do this every night 'cause if all the kids thought that they could get away with it then I would have no time to myself ever.” Heero replied watching a huge grin flash across the blonde's features as the moved slowly into Heero's room. Picking out some clothes Heero moved into his private bathroom and changed into pajama bottoms, seeing as he owned no tops.
Once that was done and over with he re-entered the room he saw wide eyes staring up at him expectantly, as he made his way to the bed and crawled under the covers. Hesitantly he reached out and wrapped his arms around the slim boy and pulled him close. The sounds of light breathing filled the air after a moment signaling that the child was asleep and that Heero could do the same without fearing that Cloud would wander.
Duo sat under the willow tree; the same willow tree that he had caught Solo and Caleb under, but he didn't want to think of that; the kiss he had received had shocked him, to say the least. Yet in his shock he couldn't help further shock at the small jolts of pleasure that he had felt hit his body. He was so caught up with staring at the artificial sky, Duo didn't sense Solo approaching him cautiously giving him an odd kind of stare.
“Duo what are you doing all the way over here?” Solo asked after a moment of realizing that the man was either paying no mind to him, or didn't realize he was there.
Duo look up quickly at his long haired clone and sighed softly, the boy lived and loved with no abandon, and he wished that he could do the same. Although the few more years that Duo had of being on the colony kept him from acting out on his heart's desires anymore, since prior knowledge showed that no good came from following his heart and not his head.
“Hello? Colony to Duo, report for landing.” the boy said again getting frustrated at the minimal response he was getting from the man, so Solo began to wave his hand in front of the man's face.
“I am sorry, I'm just lost in my thoughts is all. When being faced with a difficult decision you can do nothing but think on it right?” Duo said not really asking just talking out loud to himself.
“What decision? Maybe I can help, you wouldn't even have to tell me. You just open up your mind and allow me to see and assess, apparently I could have very therapeutic abilities if I didn't have a temper.” Solo explained watching the man as he looked at the boy with a look of confusion.
“Are you actually being civil now? What are you sick or something?” Duo asked raising an eyebrow at the boy who just scowled in return.
“Shut up! Do you want help or not?!” Solo growled glaring at the man.
“Well with you glaring so viciously I'm not really sure.” he replied leaning back against the tree, feeling a thin body straddle his hips and a warm forehead pressed against his own. “What are you doing?!” Duo yelled in surprise realizing he had no where to run.
“Open your thoughts to me, I am going to help out of the kindness of my heart whether you like it or not!” Solo yelled in replied feeling the man reluctantly relax under him before the boy closed his eyes to concentrate. Slowly he pressed through the dark folds of Duo's mind, Solo caught glimpses of horrid scenes every now and again before he came to more recent thoughts and images.
The thought seemed to be being blocked from Duo's thoughts which made it hard for Solo to enter, and he was afraid that this was what was upsetting Duo so much. In Solo's mind he appeared to be standing in a hallway faced with a very large door that was encased in chains and locks. The feelings emitting from it though were so strong so sure, Love, Hate, Sadness... so much sadness Solo placed a hand to the door willing it to open as hard as he could but could only see a few tiny chains snap before he fell into abyss being thrown out of Duo's mind.
Duo opened his eyes immediately when he felt the boy on top of him begin to sway and trembled. Quickly the long haired man wrapped his arms around the thin frame, a line of blood trickled from the boy's nose as he was out cold. He had felt pressure prior to the boy's swaying but he didn't know what it was.
Scooping up Solo, Duo took off running toward the metal wall of the colony looking for anyone who could help him. Venus happened to be standing at the entrance of a hidden door before he had even called for help. “Solo... he... I don't know what happened.” Duo said quickly in defense watching as the woman smiled and shook her head holding her hand up to silence him. She turned calmly and led Duo down a few corridors to a small hospital like room for him to lay Solo onto the bed.
After he was on the bed, Venus began to quickly and efficiently hook the machines up to the boy lying motionless on the bed. A few sticky monitors were stuck to the boy's forehead to monitor brainwave patterns. The whole time Duo watched with a slight fear gripping at his heart, he hadn't meant to hurt the boy on the bed. “He'll be fine, he should just need a bit of rest. The machines are just to make sure I am not wrong and no serious damage has been done to him.” she said softly, answering Duo's question without the man having to ask it.
“I didn't mean t--”
“I know.” she said curtly cutting off his words dismissively allowing to leave the basement like part of the colony. Once he re-entered the the part with the children he saw Heero slightly in the distance. He was standing with Cloud hiding behind him, and two other children about the same age were in front of him. One had long silver hair and the other had spiky black hair that land just under his shoulders.
With a soft smile Duo moved quickly to the scene to see what was going on with them and smiled as Heero couldn't seem to move. “What's going on here?” Duo asked with humor in his voice as Heero looked at him wearily.
“Cloud refuses to talk to the other children, and Zack and Sephiroth here decided to chase him down 'cause they thought that he was just being shy. Which is partially true...” Heero trailed off as the blonde boy behind him clung tighter and Duo laughed quickly scooping him up.
“Aw, well what's wrong with these two? They don't seem too terribly bad.” Duo cooed looking at the two standing there, the one with the inky black spiky hair smiled and waved. While the other stood with a confused look.
“They're weird.” the small boy mumbled hiding his face in Duo's neck with a blush.
“Well I hate to tell you this kiddo but you're not the most normal thing in the world either. Not that it's a bad thing, it just makes you that much more special to everyone around you. So you can't really judge them so quickly y'know you have to get to know them before you make an opinion like that.” Duo reprimanded sitting the shy child on the ground getting an unsure look from the blonde.
“I'm not sure.” Cloud said chewing the tip of his thumb in a bit of a nervous habit that was absolutely adorable in Duo's opinion. Duo shook his head and laughed before turning the boy gently and pushing the child slightly toward the others.
“Hi! I'm Zack, Zack Fair! Your cute!” the spiky haired one with the bright blue eyes announced happily after a few moments of neither Sephiroth or Cloud saying a word. Cloud blushed at the compliment before looking back at Duo with that unsureness again getting a comforting smile before the blonde introduced himself.
Duo slowly stood as he watched Zack run off happily the other two following behind him slowly. His insides felt all warm and gooey at the sight, “Thank you for your help.” Heero said looking at Duo with actual relief on his features. “Why were you in the basement though?” Heero asked suddenly, making Duo react nervously.
“Solo passed out, Venus had me follow her there to put him a type of hospital room.” Duo replied watching as Heero was about to bolt nervously toward said basement, before being stopped by a firm hand on his upper arm. “She said he will be fine, just probably needed a bit of rest.” Heero shook his head though trying weakly to pull from Duo's grasp.
“I can't... I can't deal with all this anymore.” Heero said falling to his knees, his arm was being held up I the air slightly by Duo's hand. Heero's head was bowed so that his messy chocolate hair fell all around his face.
“Heero.” Duo said softly kneeling to help his friend up only to have himself roughly shoved off.
“I am so sick of this shit! I am always the one who has to do everything perfectly, and by myself! And I'm always forced to be alone, 'cause no one wants to bothered with someone who is only good at being a soldier! 'Cause I'm cold hearted right? And socially inept, and I just don't belong here, or anywhere!” Heero yelled looking up at Duo with an amount of anger he had never seen on the young man's face before, even through the anger though his eyes were misting with tears.
“Heero that's not true, none of it is.” the long haired man whispered so only they could hear, his voice held a bit of sadness to it.
“Yeah well it feels pretty damned true!” he replied before feeling himself being roughly yanked toward Duo, and he just let it happen as the long haired man simultaneously fell back on his ass so that he was sitting while he held the japanese man close to him.
A/N
Alright it's probably gonna be crossovers from whatever comes to mind since, I need to fill in the blanks of extra children in the place y'know. I really hope you all like this and I hope it didn't take too long for me to post up a new chap. And I really mean to make them alot longer it's just... I dont know I loose interest if I wait too long to do it. I just hope my writer's block doesn't hit me again. F'ing blocks people!! Well review and enjoy. So sorry it's taking so long for my mediaminer fans, but I have to fix these in a different format to get them to come out right and even then their a little screwy so yeah enjoy.