Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Addicted to You ❯ Addicted to You ( One-Shot )

Nihao! This is my first Gundam fic and my first one using a character's point of view. This is sort of an experiment before I can write original or continuation fics because until now, self-insertion (using my own character as heroine) fics are my specialty. This fic is actually also a songfic based on Utada Hikaru's song Addicted to You. I really love that song (or any song by Utada for that matter) and I thought it fits Heero's love for Relena. So please review this one. Xie xie! On with the fic!

DISCLAIMER: The owner of Gundam W is a man named Yoshiyuki Tomino and according to my birth certificate that is not my name and I'm a female. I'm also not Utada Hikaru (though I wish!) and I want to thank Koto-chawan <NikkiLenai@yahoo.com> for the translation of the song and the whole animelyrics.com for the inspiration. GW and Addicted to you belong to their respective owners, but I do own this fic and this e-mail add <aya_mei_16@hotmail.com>

Addicted to You

A Gundam Wing- Heero Yuy POV fic

I lurk in the shadows, not wanting to disturb her peaceful sleep or her peaceful life for that matter. I waltz back and forth into her life. Not because I want to hurt her, but because I want to protect her. A nameless soldier, a man without a past, who am I to love her as I do? I'm not worthy. That's the reason why I can't tell her my feelings directly, wishing and hoping that she'd understand me, and wait for me… why not just leave her? One might ask. It is one of the many questions I have in my mind. I was trained to not feel any emotions, but I have emotions, ones that only she could unleash. I approach her bed and behold her beauty. Her golden hair is spread on her pillow; it's radiance as highlighted by the moonlight alluring. I touch her cheek, hesitating to do more. Finally, I kiss her forehead. She stirs and moans. I wonder if it's me she's dreaming about. I got my answer when she said my name, still fast asleep. Not wanting to reveal my presence if ever she wakes up, I hide behind the curtains. I start to leave, but not for long. I stand by her bed to take a last look at her, sleeping innocently. I go back the way I came in, through the balcony. I stay there for a few moments, thinking about everything that had transpired between us for the past year before leaping. I promise I'll be back tomorrow night and the next nights until I can prove myself to you. Why? Because Relena, I'm addicted to you…

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That's it peeps! A little short since it's only an experiment. But if you read my other fics, you'll be surprise at the length! Thank you very much! Please review! I need moral support to build my self-esteem!! Help!! Til next time!! Mwah!!

Yours truly,

Siberian_angel