Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Alive ❯ Alive ( Chapter 1 )

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Disclamers: I don't own Gundam Wing and I don't own Ces, Lin-jay,
Tiff, Li-an, or Liz, so don't sue. You would make me feel bad because
I can't give you anything.

Alive

Chapter 1: Runaway

"I wish he was still here."

"I know, I know he was the first guy you could count on. You've got to
face it though, he's gone and its unknown when he's coming back."

"Yeah, I should accept it but I don't know if I can. I wish I would've
told him before he left, and not to you now."

"Don't worry about it, you'll see your love again. I can feel it
Lin-jay." he told her.

"You don't know that, wait a minute, how the hell would you know if I
was in love with him or not?"

He just smiled and told her "No I don't know. Did he promise you that
he would come back?"

"Well, yeah, but promises don't mean anything to me anymore." she
replied bitterly.

"Yeah? Well they mean everything to him, he'll come back."

"I don't believe you."

"Then don't, I know Duo will come back though, no matter what."

"Quatre, how can you be so sure?"

"Because I know he loves you, and its the real thing not just lust,
its true love."

"How do you know its the forever kind and not just temporary?"

"I can see it in his eyes when he looks at you. I see the same thing
in yours when you look at him. There is one thing I've been wondering
though."

"Yeah, what is that?"

"Why you haven't told him how you feel yet."

"I don't want to get hurt again. I was in love with Zechs and I
thought he was in love with me, but obviously I was wrong. I don't
need another person to use me like that, I don't think I could handle
another broken heart, especially from a fellow pilot. I think I'll
keep him as the big brother type."

"In other words you're scared." he plainly stated.

"Just a little shaken up from the last relationship. It had love, not
enough though."

"But he was there for you from the start, or, in this case the end."

"So were Ces and Tiffy, as soon as they got back from their mission."
she protested.

"You're scared, just admit it."

"What am I scared of?"

"I don't know you tell me."

"I'm not scared of anything."

"Yes you are stop denying it."

"Fine!I'M FUCKING SCARED OF GETTING MY DAMNED HEART BROKEN AGAIN!!!!!"
she yelled getting up and running to the forest nearby.

"Lin-jay! Lin-jay come back!" he yelled after her.

"Hey what's all the yelling about?!" a voice came from the window
above him.

"Lin-jay ran off into the woods." he said looking up at Tiff.

"Kuso! Why didn't you run after her? She could stay in there for
weeks, even months before she comes out."

"She's faster than me, you know that Tiff."

"Fine I'll go get Heero, he might be able to catch up with her yet."
"No, leave her. I think she just needs some time alone right now."

"Fine, but if you're wrong expect us to kick your ass." a different
voice said.

"You guys, its about Duo so...." he trailed off.

"Oh." they said together.

"I still don't like her being out there Quatre."

"Yeah, me either, Trowa's not here to find her."

"And you think I like her being out there!?! She's my little sister, I
don't want anything to happen to her! I love her more than anything!"

"Whats with all the yelling? Some of us are trying to sleep here." he
said arrogantly.

"Fuck off Zechs!"

"Don't talk to me like that you ungrateful orphan!"

"If you ever call me that again I'll kick your ass so hard you wont be
able to sit on it for a month, you long haired two faced jack ass!"
Tiffy said.

"I think you went a little overboard." Ces said looking up at a red
faced Zechs.

"I don't care, its basically his fault!"

"Whats my fault brat?"

"None of your damn business!" Tiff yelled flicking Zechs off.

"Tiffy, I think you should calm down." Quatre suggested.

"I don't think she should Quatre, Zechs deserves it. I'm so sick of
him getting to do and say whatever the hell he wants. Right now
Lin-jay isn't here to stand up for that jerk so I say go ahead and
tell him off while you can." Ces said sticking up for her friend.

"Tell me what the hell is my fault!"

"No." Ces plainly stated as they walked into the house.

"B, but I wanna kno~w." Zechs whined as they shut the door.

-inside-

"You guys?"

"What is it now Quatre?"

"Well I was wondering, should we tell Heero and Wufei?"

"Of course we should, they are her friends too ya know." Tiff said.

"Should we call Trowa and Duo then, and tell them?"

"Ummmm....probably not seeing as when Duo finds out he might rush
through the rest of the mission and maybe mess something up." Tiff
told him.

"Yeah, I guess you're right. I still fell bad for not telling him
though."

"Will you toughen up Quatre. You're acting like its this majorly
important thing and its not. The thing is that Lin-jay can taki care
of herself and we all know it so stop worrying so much." Ces told him.

"C'mon you guys lets just tell Heero and Wufei so we can get it over
with." Tiff said crossing her arms.

"Fine." Ces said and started towards Heero's room.

-15 minutes later-

"So we just wanted to let you know so you wouldn't wonder where she
was." Tiff finished taking a deep breath. Heero just sat there with
the same expression on his face that he had when they walked through
the door.

"Heero?" Ces asked.

"Hn."

"Say something God damnit! And I don't mean hn or anything like that,
I mean real words!" she yelled at him.'ok so that wasn't the smartest
thing I've ever done, but his lack of words is starting to get on my
nerves.' she thought.

Heero stood up, walked over to where Ces was and calmly asked, "how
long do you think she'll be out there?" Everyone stared at him in
shock and Tiffy fell over. Ces snaps out of her daze and starts
yelling at Heero.

"Don't ever scare me like that again! You looked like you were a
psychotic bum coming to kill me or something!!!"

"Well excuse me! You tld me to say something and I did!" he yelled
back at her.

"I didn't mean for you to look at me that way you baka!"

"Uhh, you guys?" asked Tiff.

"Yeah"

"Will you two please shut up!?! We still have to tell Wufei ya know."

"You guys haven't told him yet?"

"Well no." Quatre said with a sweatdrop.

"Don't you think you would've heard him when we did tell him?" Ces
said with a look on her face that said you should've known this
already.

"Don't look at me like that." Heero said glaring at Ces.

She just stuck her tongue out at him and turned to face Tiff,
"shouldn't we tell Wufei now?" she asked.

"Yeah, sure." she said turning to Quatre and Heero, "are you guys
coming?"

"If they are, they can follow us out the door." Ces said,"they're not
two year olds, we don't need to hold their hands." she fineshed
walking out the door Tiffy following.

Heero looked questioningly at Quatre with an eyebrow raised. "Shes
nervous about Lin-jay, I think." he said and walked out the door after
the two girls. Heero shrugged his shoulders and followed Quatre.

-in Wufei's room-

"Why did you come and disturb my peace?"

"Oh shut up." Tiff said annoyed.

"It's my room I can say anything I want."

"It's Liz's room too. Now listen to us!" Ces yelled at him, "We have
something important to say and you're going to listen wether you want
to or not!" Wufei turned around and crossed his arms in silent protest
but let her finish what she was saying.

"After you're done I have something important to say also."

"Fine, but listen now." Heero said in the usual monotone.

"Hmph, go ahead." Wufei replied.

"Are you gonna tell him or should I?" Tiff asked.

"I will since you told Heero." Ces answered.

"Ok, he's all yours." Tiff said with a smirk.

Authors Notes: The title is kinda messed up but hey what do you
expect? So what do you think so far? Its my first fanfic so if its
kinda choppy thats why. C+C are welcome. Stay tuned for the next
chapter that wont be done for a while because I wont have any time
with school and swimming practice.