Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Amber and Amethyst ❯ Apologies ( Chapter 2 )
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Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 10.08.2004 | Updated On: 10.11.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 489 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 10.08.2004 | Updated On: 10.11.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.2K | Visits: 489 | Status: Completed
Amber and Amethyst
by Seven7
Disclaimer: See chapter one
Chapter Two
D-Pov
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Whoa I didn't even realize when I fell asleep, I was getting pretty comfortable too. But what was it that woke me up.......Oh someone's knocking on the door.
Someone musta've finally gotten the balls to come up here. Three guesses as to who and the first two are wrong.
I swing my legs over the side of the bed and stand up, shit I feel weak I guess all the adrenaline of my anger musta've worn off by know leaving me feeling drained. I hate when it does that.
The knocking doesn't stop so I guess I'd better answer before they think I killed myself and decide to break down the door.
Unlocking the door I open it to reveal guess number three who is.....Heero. He looks haggard, good.
Heero walks in calmly and looks at me, probably wants to make sure I didn't hurt myself. He nods his head as he deems me 'fine' and takes a seat on his bed facing the door and me. I sigh and close the door. I walk back to my bed and lay down facing the wall so my back is to him.
I hear him sigh and can't help a little smirk as I know this is annoying him. My not ranting and raving I mean.
"Duo can you look at me for a moment please" he says
He said please, he must really feel guilty. Good two points for me.
I roll over and look at him just like he wanted. But that's all I did was look, I refuse to show him any emotion until I hear why he decided to trample my heart.
His hands grip the sheets he's sitting on and his face frowned as he thought of what it was he was going to say.
"Duo before I apologize I need to explain what is...was going on between me and Wufei and Quatre and Trowa." He stops and stares at me. I guess my confusion broke through my mask at the mention of Quatre and Trowa. I thought them as just accomplices in keeping the secret not affiliates in the crime.
I don't want to do this right now. What do you think Solo? Should I just walk out or should I stay and listen to what I know is something that I'm going to regret hearing later. But if I leave right now Mr. perfect soldier here will never try this again. He'll give me one chance and one chance only. It's now or never.
You're right I'll stay. I nod to inform him I'm listening.
He nods in confirmation and continues.
"Duo I know that you've suspected something was going on for about two weeks now right?"
I nod
"Well when you were gone for your mission Quatre, Trowa and more specifically Wufei convinced me to join them in something a little intimate, I was hesitant at first but when I started to relax and join in things just got better and.......What I'm trying to say Duo is that we became a foursome and we were hoping that you would join us in the group. That is if you want to." Heero looks at me and I really don't know what face I have on but he drops his gaze to the floor and grips the sheets tighter.
He continues though much to my emotional dismay.
"Duo I'm sorry you had to find out like this we were planning on telling you but I guess the timing was off and we just didn't seem to find the right.....atmosphere I guess.....in which to tell you..." he cut off and looked at me more seriously.
Damn I must have a really scary face on if I can cut him off that sharply what do you think Solo?
"Duo" Heero asks hesitantly
I sit up and mirror his position 'cept I'm on my bed opposite him. I look at him and let a little of my weariness show on my face. Heero visibly relaxes now that I'm showing a little emotion, there's not much left that he can do now. He and
the others betrayed my trust and he's gonna have to earn it back if he still wants to be with me. I can forgive him easily, that's no problem, but I doubt I'll ever forget the hurt he caused when I caught him kissing 'Fei. The pain of betrayal is a bitch to forget.
He looks at me like he's expecting me to blow up any minute now. Maybe I should but then I'll be doing them the favor of getting everything out in the open and over with. They hurt me so I want them to hurt. I know it's childish but I'm what? Fifteen? What would you do So'?
Heero's still looking at me, waiting, I bet what he's expecting me to do is the exact opposite of what I'm about to do.
I open my arms out in a 'come here' gesture. And I was right his face just seemed to fall and he lunges at me throwing his arms around me as I wrap my arms around him. I told you So' I can forgive easily, mistakes happen, but I'll never forget.
We stay wrapped up in each other's arms for what seems like hours but was probably just a few minutes or so. Heero lifts his head off my chest and opens his mouth to say something but I put a finger to his lips in a 'shush' motion. Whatever he has to say I really don't want to hear right now.
"Heero" I whisper softly looking straight into his cobalt blue eyes. My fingers still on his lips so he nods slightly to confirm he's listening to me.
"I love you Heero, I can forgive the mistakes you made. You are human after all and so naturally you're gonna have certain....curiosities but.....I don't think I'll ever forget...." I tell him in my softest whisper.
He lowers his eyes in defeat and.....disappointment I guess. I hug him tightly to me and lower my chin on top of his head. I close my eyes and inhale his scent through his messy chocolate hair. At least the hardest part of this is done now. All that's left is dealing with the others. I try to be a nice guy and give everyone a chance no matter how much it hurts me so I'll give them today to make up to me. Heero's already confronted me and apologized to me and I didn't have to really say much. So if the guys want to apologize to me now's the time and I'll forgive 'em. If they don't come and talk to me today then I won't talk to them.
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tsuzuku...
by Seven7
Disclaimer: See chapter one
Chapter Two
D-Pov
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Whoa I didn't even realize when I fell asleep, I was getting pretty comfortable too. But what was it that woke me up.......Oh someone's knocking on the door.
Someone musta've finally gotten the balls to come up here. Three guesses as to who and the first two are wrong.
I swing my legs over the side of the bed and stand up, shit I feel weak I guess all the adrenaline of my anger musta've worn off by know leaving me feeling drained. I hate when it does that.
The knocking doesn't stop so I guess I'd better answer before they think I killed myself and decide to break down the door.
Unlocking the door I open it to reveal guess number three who is.....Heero. He looks haggard, good.
Heero walks in calmly and looks at me, probably wants to make sure I didn't hurt myself. He nods his head as he deems me 'fine' and takes a seat on his bed facing the door and me. I sigh and close the door. I walk back to my bed and lay down facing the wall so my back is to him.
I hear him sigh and can't help a little smirk as I know this is annoying him. My not ranting and raving I mean.
"Duo can you look at me for a moment please" he says
He said please, he must really feel guilty. Good two points for me.
I roll over and look at him just like he wanted. But that's all I did was look, I refuse to show him any emotion until I hear why he decided to trample my heart.
His hands grip the sheets he's sitting on and his face frowned as he thought of what it was he was going to say.
"Duo before I apologize I need to explain what is...was going on between me and Wufei and Quatre and Trowa." He stops and stares at me. I guess my confusion broke through my mask at the mention of Quatre and Trowa. I thought them as just accomplices in keeping the secret not affiliates in the crime.
I don't want to do this right now. What do you think Solo? Should I just walk out or should I stay and listen to what I know is something that I'm going to regret hearing later. But if I leave right now Mr. perfect soldier here will never try this again. He'll give me one chance and one chance only. It's now or never.
You're right I'll stay. I nod to inform him I'm listening.
He nods in confirmation and continues.
"Duo I know that you've suspected something was going on for about two weeks now right?"
I nod
"Well when you were gone for your mission Quatre, Trowa and more specifically Wufei convinced me to join them in something a little intimate, I was hesitant at first but when I started to relax and join in things just got better and.......What I'm trying to say Duo is that we became a foursome and we were hoping that you would join us in the group. That is if you want to." Heero looks at me and I really don't know what face I have on but he drops his gaze to the floor and grips the sheets tighter.
He continues though much to my emotional dismay.
"Duo I'm sorry you had to find out like this we were planning on telling you but I guess the timing was off and we just didn't seem to find the right.....atmosphere I guess.....in which to tell you..." he cut off and looked at me more seriously.
Damn I must have a really scary face on if I can cut him off that sharply what do you think Solo?
"Duo" Heero asks hesitantly
I sit up and mirror his position 'cept I'm on my bed opposite him. I look at him and let a little of my weariness show on my face. Heero visibly relaxes now that I'm showing a little emotion, there's not much left that he can do now. He and
the others betrayed my trust and he's gonna have to earn it back if he still wants to be with me. I can forgive him easily, that's no problem, but I doubt I'll ever forget the hurt he caused when I caught him kissing 'Fei. The pain of betrayal is a bitch to forget.
He looks at me like he's expecting me to blow up any minute now. Maybe I should but then I'll be doing them the favor of getting everything out in the open and over with. They hurt me so I want them to hurt. I know it's childish but I'm what? Fifteen? What would you do So'?
Heero's still looking at me, waiting, I bet what he's expecting me to do is the exact opposite of what I'm about to do.
I open my arms out in a 'come here' gesture. And I was right his face just seemed to fall and he lunges at me throwing his arms around me as I wrap my arms around him. I told you So' I can forgive easily, mistakes happen, but I'll never forget.
We stay wrapped up in each other's arms for what seems like hours but was probably just a few minutes or so. Heero lifts his head off my chest and opens his mouth to say something but I put a finger to his lips in a 'shush' motion. Whatever he has to say I really don't want to hear right now.
"Heero" I whisper softly looking straight into his cobalt blue eyes. My fingers still on his lips so he nods slightly to confirm he's listening to me.
"I love you Heero, I can forgive the mistakes you made. You are human after all and so naturally you're gonna have certain....curiosities but.....I don't think I'll ever forget...." I tell him in my softest whisper.
He lowers his eyes in defeat and.....disappointment I guess. I hug him tightly to me and lower my chin on top of his head. I close my eyes and inhale his scent through his messy chocolate hair. At least the hardest part of this is done now. All that's left is dealing with the others. I try to be a nice guy and give everyone a chance no matter how much it hurts me so I'll give them today to make up to me. Heero's already confronted me and apologized to me and I didn't have to really say much. So if the guys want to apologize to me now's the time and I'll forgive 'em. If they don't come and talk to me today then I won't talk to them.
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tsuzuku...