Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Best for Last ❯ Dancing For Love ( Chapter 4 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
This chapter is like.... attack of the random song lyrics... All of them are either a comical or a serious look at the boys relationship in this story.. or what may be later. This isn't really a song fic per say... but it fit with the chapters events so I thought I would use the opportunity to make the music fit the theme. Lemme know what ya'll think. Alrighty..... first things first... this chapter.. full of songs that I don't own the rights too...also full of gundam boys that I wish I owned the rights too.. Well... here goes nothing.Heero awoke to Wufei yelling something in Chinese. Judging by Duo's laughter, it was directed at the braided boy. As Heero made his way down the staircase, he came face to face with one of the more amusing pictures he had seen recently. There, at the table, was what he assumed was Wufei, covered in either flour or powdered sugar. He didn't know how the Chinese pilot had ended up that way, but he didnt know that he wanted to be informed either. Either way, a small smile crept across his lips. "You need a sense of humor Fei," Duo grinned."You need a hobby other than tormenting me," Wufei grumbled. Duo grinned."I need a Heero," he said mischievously. "What?" Wufei's eyes widened. He returned to the glare he had been flashing the braided boy when Duo broke into song.Where have all the good men gone And where are all the gods? Where's the street-wise hercules To fight the rising odds? Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed? Late at night toss and turn and dream of what i need Duo danced across the floor, also covered in flour or powdered sugar, leaving foot prints and slidy marks on the tile. His voice was not unpleasant, surprizingly good actually, Heero thought. I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night He's gotta be strong And he's gotta be fast And he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light He's gotta be sure And it's gotta be soonAnd he's gotta be larger than lifeDuo flashed a semi crazy grin at the 'perfect soldier' before going back to his singing. Somewhere after midnight In my wildest fantasy Somewhere just beyond my reach There's someone reaching back for me Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet Heero watched in awe as Duo's hips moved in rythym with the music. He had perfect rythym and his movements were liquid. He was still entranced when Duo grabbed him by the waist and pulled him into his dance.I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night He's gotta be strong And he's gotta be fast And he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light He's gotta be sure And it's gotta be soonAnd he's gotta be larger than lifeHeero's heart raced as Duo's body pressed ever closer. He could feel the braided boy's heartbeat against his own. Up where the mountains meet the heavens above Out where the lightning splits the sea I would swear that there's someone somewhere Watching me Through the wind and the chill and the rain And the storm and the flood I can feel his approach Like the fire in my blood Duo's lips brushed dangerously close to Heero's and the shorter haired boy was tempted to pin him against the wall and kiss him. That would have stopped the music though and the dancing. There was something hypnotic about the way Duo moved. Heero lost all coherent thought but that of the boy in front of him as he watched. I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night He's gotta be strong And he's gotta be fast And he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light He's gotta be sure And it's gotta be soonAnd he's gotta be larger than lifeDuo looked around when he finished the song to make sure no one was in earshot."You need to learn how to dance. I'll have to teach you. Then you can take Holly dancing. Girls love that," amazingly, Duo had all that out in one breath. "You'd do that?" Heero was taken aback by just how much Duo had been willing to help him. Normally, he wouldn't have noticed, but everything seemed to be changing lately. Duo grabbed his wrist and ran up the stairs, past a very startled Quatre, who was almost knocked flat on his ass and past Trowa, who was just coming out of his and Quatre's room.When they finally reached the room, Duo let go of Heero and immediately started tearing through a cd case. He grinned, apparently finding what he wanted, and threw it into the cd player. "It's a bunch of old old music.... but it's got all sorts of different stuff. You need to learn how to slow dance first i think," he answered, all in one breath, in response to the questioning look Heero gave to the music starting up. He didn't recognize it.. and it sounded sorta girly. Heero didn't fight though when Duo grabbed him, Taking Heero's hands and placing them on his own waist and shoulder and doing the same with his own. Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you everHeero listened with interest to the song as Duo guided him around the room. He showed him patiently where to put his feet and which way to move. Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get to their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to startDuo pulled Heero closer to him, softly instructing him as they danced to the music. Heero closed his eyes and let out a soft sigh, immediately regretting it when he opened his eyes to find questioning amythyst orbs staring at him. "You ok?""Hn.""Ok then..." Duo trailed off, not pushing the issue.Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you everHeero was completely lost in the music, he leaned into Duo, his head nuzzling the braided boy's shoulder. Duo smelled like apples, probably the shampoo he used. It didn't seem odd to Heero that he would notice, didnt even find his present position odd. Maybe when the song was over and he thought with his head instead of his heart. But right this second, it all felt right. Have you ever found that one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do anything to look into her eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed you eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care Duo smiled softly. If he couldn't keep Heero for always, at least he had this moment. Just for an instant, he could pretend the boy was his to love and hold for all of eternity. Tears welled up in his eyes, just thinking of not having this. He quickly blinked them back.'STOP IT!' he screamed inwardly. 'Gundam pilots DO NOT cry! Boys in general don't cry. Why the fuck are you crying?'He forced his train of thought to the music and back to instructing Heero.Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you everHeero continued to fight the urge to kiss his friend. Their lips were so close... and he smelled so good.. and his body was so warm against his own.... 'Stop it. Duo doesn't feel that way. He is just helping you,' he reminded himself sadly. He pushed the attraction he felt to his friend deep down and nuzzled closer.What I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What I gotta do to to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you into my world 'Coz baby I can't sleep Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you everThey stood in silence, arms still around each other for a moment. THeir reverie was broken by the beginning of the next song though. "How the hell do I slow dance to this?" Heero asked as the beat coursed through him. Duo grinned and stepped back. Baby it's the way you make meKinda get me go crazyNever wanna stopIt's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)"You don't," Duo's hips swayed gracefully to the music, enticing Heero to step forward. Heero attempted to replicate the graceful movements of his friend, but to no avail. I can't control it anymoreI've never felt like this beforeMmm, you really make me lose my headMy hungry heart must be fed (uh huh, uh huh)Duo watched Heero's attempts for a moment before reacting. He giggled softly, making his way up to a furiously blushing Heero. Baby it's the way you make meKinda get me go crazy Never wanna stopIt's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)All the wayIt's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)EverydayI promise you I will be true, yeahIt's only you"Just feel the music," Duo whispered coaxingly. His hands rested on Heero's arms and slid slowly down his sides to his waist. He pulled Heero up against him and moved him in time with his own body. Now I know why I was bornYou fuel my feelings one by oneCan't see the world I'm walking throughCuz baby I see only you, oh yeahHeero held back a moan. It was getting to be too much. He was starting to feel the rythym in his body though, and before he knew it, Duo's hands were gone and he was dancing alone. Baby it's the way you make meKinda get me go crazyNever wanna stopIt's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)All the wayIt's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)EverydayI promise you I will be true, yeahIt's only youHeero was almost disappointed, but then he felt Duo's body move against him again. No longer guiding him, just adding movements of his own. His warm body slidd against Heero's just short of grinding against him. Heero tensed, trying desperately to control his impulses that screamed to take this boy here and now. And you knowI can't see the world I'm walking throughCuz of you, yeah...It's gotta be you, all the wayAll that I ever wantedIt's gotta be you, I will be true, yeahIt's only youIt's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)All the wayIt's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)EverydayI promise you I will be true, yeahIt's only youThe songs alternated between fast and slow and throughout the day, Heero actually came to be quite a good dancer. After dinner, Heero made his way back to their room. The music was still playing and he found his way out to the balcony, where Duo sat on the futon he insisted on keeping out there. The music drifted out onto the balcony, just loud enough to create a background without bothering anyone. Heero came out and sat beside his friend. They both stared silently for a while at the starry sky. The wind blew softly over their skin, cooling it ever so gently. Heero listened absently to the song playing in the background. I try but I cant seem to get myself To think of anything But you Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth I taste the truth We know what I came here for So I won`t ask for more The soft melody rang so true to him. He only wished he could tell Duo the truth as he was finally seeing it for himself. I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There`s nothing more to say There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way I wanna be with you (yeah) "Do you ever miss it?" Duo finally broke the silence. His violet eyes seemed as dark as the sky, and sparkled like the stars themselves. "Miss what?""Being up there," Duo gestured at the sky. He sighed a little sadly as he waited for an answer."I guess so. I don't really think about it though. I mean, my life is here now that the war is over.""I miss it. I don't miss the fighting. I don't miss the killing. But we always had eachother, we had friends who understood, we had someone to lean on, ya know? I miss that. I mean. Even with us all together, we aren't so close, except maybe Quatre and Trowa, because we think we don't need that same support I think. I miss space too, the freedom of it all.""Duo, that wasn't freedom. All we were doing was following orders," Heero ran a hand through his hair. He never really understood Duo's logic about such thngs. He did have a point about their friendships though. So I`ll hold you tonite Like I would if you were mine to hold forever more And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted So much to feel before (to feel before) How beautiful it is Just to be like this Heero silently imagined what it would be like to hold Duo in his arms, to kiss him in earnest, to love him and be loved back. Tht could never be though, and he sighed a bit forlornly. The sound was covered by the singers breathy voice.I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There`s nothing more to say There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way (I wanna be) I wanna be with you "Thank you," Heero tried to break the surrounding silence once more. "For what?""For all your help. I'd be lost without you," Heero admitted."Well, you are so emotionally constipated... someone needed to help you," Duo giggled slightly at his own word useage before continuing. "I mean, that girl never woulda realized how great you were if you didn't learn how to show it. Also, you really need to work on the whole kissing thing... but I just can't see any of the other guys helping you out with any of that... I mean, Quatre maybe, just because he's a sweet guy, but Trowa would porbably be just as confused as you were and Wu man.... if you tried to get him to teach you to kiss... he'd rant for hours about the injuctice of it all,"even Heero was laughing by this point, just imagining Wufei in Duo's place."Still, thanks." "Anytime Hee-chan," Duo grinned and the pair were silent for a moment.Oh baby I can`t fight this feeling anymore It drives me crazy when I try to So call my name Take my hand Make my wish Baby, your command? "Am I really that bad a kisser?""Heehee.. No, just inexperienced."oh..." Heero was silent, unsure of how to ask what he wanted to. "I don't mean this to sound as wrong as it does, but, do you want some help?" Duo smiled softly, friendship and something else lurking in his eyes. Heero halfway nodded, sighing deeply as he stared at his friend. "Well, I guess since it's just you, there is no harm in that," Duo leaned forward, letting his lips softly brush against Heero's. There was something so warm and tender, like true love, in his kisses. Heero closed his eyes, giving into the sensations that washed over his body. Duo's teeth found his lip and nibbled lightly on it, the kiss quickly becoming more urgent. Heero let his arms wrap around Duo and pulled him against his chest, feeling two hands running idly through his hair. As quickly as it had started, it was over. Both boys were panting slightly. Duo blushed slightly."You are getting much better at that.""Hn." I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There`s nothing more to say There`s nothing else I want more than to feel this way (I wanna be) I wanna be with youHeero was surprized when Duo leaned on him, even more when the braided boy fell asleep. Heero just wanted to hold him forever, but he was sure that Duo wouldn't have it. For now, for this moment though, they were together. Heero slid from under Duo's head, gently lifting the boy into his arms. He laid him in his bed and sat besides him, watching him sleep. Before he knew it, he was laying beside Duo, his arms cradling the ex-02 pilot. Duo barely stirred, and only enough to roll over and snuggle closer to his chest. His heart raced, though he told himself he would just stay here for a little while and be gone way before Duo awoke. He layed his head on the soft pilows, leaning up to kiss Duo's cheek."I think I love you Duo Maxwell," he whispered. His eyes slipped closed and he drifted off, still holding Duo in his arms.
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