Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Break Away ❯ Drunk ( Chapter 1 )

Title: Break away

AUTHOR: *Yaoi Angel*

PAIRING: 2X1(In conclusion), 2XH, 3X4, 5+1+5(Friendship)

RATING: PG-13 for non-graphical sexual matters and graphical violence.

GENRE: Romance, Hilde bashing, Angst, angst and some more Angst if there's time, Heero torture/abuse/torment/emotional Anguish (call it what you want, it's still the same! ^_^) Bitchy Hilde (I don't think that's OOC)

FEEDBACK: Meh, review if you want, I write fiction to express myself so if you flame, you'll be ignore, if you compliment then things will go a lot smoother and faster.

SUMMARY: After a drunken night with Hilde Duo discovers that she's pregnant and goes to live with her. Unfortunately Heero discovers that he too was impregnated by Duo, but it's too late because all he has left now is a note as the last remains of his child's father. He comes to a decision to let Duo have the family he wants with Hilde, but Hilde doesn't want a child and her best option is abortion. After killing his unborn child, Duo leaves her in search of his previous lover only to find him years later. Will the new Heero Yuy, rich actor and perfect father accept him? 2X1, HX2

ENJOY!

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Chapter 1- Alone

He opened his eyes groggily at the sound of loud footsteps. That was the tenth time it had happened in the last two weeks. Duo would go to some club with Hilde and stumble back into the group's safe house at midnight as if nothing had happened. That's not what made him angry though, it was the fact that they were in middle of a war, and there simply wasn't time to fool around at such a dangerous point. OZ already knew what the braided boy looked like, he couldn't hide his identity forever, they'd eventually catch him again and kill him one time.

"Where'd you go this time baka?" The other figure stiffened momentarily then turned to face him. Duo's usually neat hair was completely messed up and held in a low ponytail, his violet eyes with clouded with intoxication and his skin looked paler than ever, but the wide grin was, as always, present.

"Oh, Hey Hee-chan, I was just clubbing with Hilde. Man, we got wasted and had some wild sex, you should have been there." He slurred and stumbled towards his partner, standing mere inches away. Heero could already smell the strong alcohol on his breath, and uncharacteristically felt a twig of fear. Nobody had ever come this close to him with out the intension of causing him harm, and as much as he knew Duo's kindness, there was something strange going on.

"Hn, go to bed ba-hmphh" The brunet's mouth was suddenly covered with duo's own. Heero didn't dare move at that moment, completely paralyzed with terror. Yes, the perfect soldier was afraid. He could faintly remember things Dr J had told him about kisses, the fact that they always lead to rape or pain, and that if he fought it would no doubt be even worse, because people like that craved struggling and screaming. Submit, that was what he was told to do in such a situation, and that's what he did for the rest of the night.

)()()()()()()() Next Morning, 11:00am()()()()()()()( (meh… didn't feel like putting a lemon in. I might do that later on.)

A searing pain was what he woke up to. His entire body ached but the pain was mainly from his lower reagents, that really confused him for a few minutes…then he suddenly remembered last night. The braided American thrusting in and out of him continuously while he just lay there on his bed, completely motionless, and if he recalled, Duo hadn't ones asked if he was ok, just kept thrusting, stealing pleasure that should have been returned, but never was. Awkwardly, the 16 year old sat up and glanced at the alarm on his nightstand. 11:00 am. Shit! He was due to go on a mission half an hour ago, but that wasn't his fault, right?

God, he was going to be late. Carefully as to not further irritate his burning injuries, the pilot of Wing stood and limped ungracefully to the small dingy bathroom. He grabbed an old towel from the rack and began the agonizing job of cleaning himself. His thighs were covered with a deep coat of blood and semen and he was sure that beneath that was an array of horrific bruises and scars.

Once he was completely cleaned, Heero again limped back to the living room. He spotted his jeans and tank top o different sides of the room, but that was not what caught his attention. With a gasp of surprise, the pilot snatched a folded piece or paper left on the couch.

[Heero,

I can't apologize enough for what I have done, please understand that I wasn't myself and would do anything to turn back time. I'm so sorry.

I know I deserve nothing more than death but I am not selfish enough to get killed in middle of a war. To assure that nothing like this ever happens again, I'll leave. I've already requested to receive separate missions.

You'll probably never forgive me but know that I will always care for you with all my heart…. And to prove that, I want you to have something that I hold very precious to me. Do what you like with it, as it is a symbol of my love. I'll understand if you don't want it, but remember that you will always be in my heart.

-Duo]

Heero re-read the scribbled words in shock. Duo loved him? That was impossible… but the letter…

"Baka…. I-I forgive you," the young soldier mumbled dully. He dejectedly looked down again only to have another object catch his attention. A familiar gold cross; glimmered in what little light shone into the apartment. `I run, I hide, but I never lie…' A faint smile appeared on his passive features as he remembered the older boy's motto. He would willingly forgive Duo, but he'd never forget, even if he wanted to.

Sighing deeply, he picked up the dangling gift, clenching his fingers firmly around it.

TBC

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I know it's a short chapter and extremely boring but it's the beginning…… I hate beginnings. Anyway, tell me what you think.

Oh and I also realize that there is some MAJOR OOC and the chapter moved very quickly. What can I say, I'm saving the effort for better chapters! ^_^ REVIEW PLEASE!