Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Change of Heart ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )

Change of Heart

By Shinigamiinochii

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: 1x2, 6x2, unrequited R+1, mention of 3+4.

Warnings: PWP (it's long, but it's still smutty), lemon, kink, bondage, BSDM, NCS (kind of), maybe squick depending on what you're into, slight angst, bitchy Relena, language, toys, food sex, cross-dressing.

Note: I've been going through my hentai and reading bitchy Relena fics when this idea popped into my head. It's got tons of sex. Don't let the NCS scare you, I promise things will turn out good.

Summary: Relena wants Heero all for herself. However, she must first deal with his best friend, Duo. Fed up with having Duo constantly in her way, she makes a deal with her brother to get rid of Duo for good.

 

Prologue

 

Whoever said `it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all' was a complete and total asshole, Duo decided. It also didn't take all of the couples around him to make him realize how lonely he was, though it sure wasn't helping any. Everyday was the same: he got up, got ready for work, ate a bland breakfast, fed his cat, went to work, came home to an empty house, ate a bland dinner, watched tv, went to bed. His weekends were the same except for work. Shiva, his cat, kept him company, but it wasn't the same. For an entire year after the war, he drifted around aimlessly. Then, he joined the Preventers, hoping that it would quenched his desire for purpose, but it made him feel even more miserable as now he had to deal with his fellow pilots everyday. And here was the proof right in front of him: he had gone to Trowa's office to deliver him reports Une wanted filed when he found Trowa leaning against his desk with Quatre practically on top of him, his tongue down Trowa's throat. Duo was hit with a painful throb of both sexual desire and loneliness. It was bad enough to be partnered with Heero, whom he still loved and lusted after, but to see his fellow pilots in romantic relationships was doing a number on his self-esteem and libido. He had always known that Trowa and Quatre would end up together, but now Wufei had Sally, and Heero had Relena. It was that last pairing that confused Duo. Heero had spent all of the war complaining about the stubborn and obsessive girl, but now they were constantly together. It hurt. The only thing that made that pain lessen was that Duo knew as much as Heero was with Relena, Duo was Heero's best friend and there was nothing the blonde bitch could do about it. But still, he longed for someone to love him like that. To look at him like he was someone important and beautiful, but that was never going to happen. Yes, he had his fair share of interested people, but no one he could connect with. After living on the streets and fighting in the war, Duo found that he had a very hard time connecting with and trusting other people. With the other Gundam pilots and comrades like Sally, Noin, Hilde, and even Dorothy, it was easy. But anyone that he hadn't known during the war, he felt nothing for. He felt that none of them could understand what he had been through. There was a time, a couple of months ago, when he had just wanted to get laid. He wasn't a virgin, he had had to use sex as a weapon during the war and before that, on the streets. No, he hadn't been a prostitute, but sometimes the only way to get out of certain sticky situations was through a bribe and when you were dirt poor, your body was all you had. Duo regretted those moments more than anything, feeling ashamed and dirt of his own body. True, he had been a child, but really, it had been a very long time since he had considered himself a child. But, a couple of months ago, he felt the need to be intimate, with anyone. He went to a couple of clubs, but didn't get too far. He felt cold inside, undesirable and alone. He just couldn't bring himself to seek anyone out, even for a one-night stand. He was so immersed in his thoughts that he did not notice Zechs standing behind him, staring at him.

“Duo, you ok?” Duo turned and blinked up at him. The older man had grown even more since the war while Duo was still much the shortest Gundam pilot. He should have felt nervous being dwarfed by his former enemy, but he felt no such thing. In the past year, he had been paired with Zechs many times and found the ex-Oz soldier a good person, He had changed a lot and had become a stable friend to the pilots. Duo nodded, embarrassed. He closed Trowa's door behind him so Zechs wouldn't see him and Quatre making out on the desk.

“Yeah, I just caught Trowa and Quatre breaking the rules again.” Zechs smirked and patted Duo on the shoulder, secretly admiring how Duo's long legs looked in the pants the Preventers made them wear.

“Rules are made to be broken. Haven't you ever thought of doing it here? Don't you think that that would be exciting?” Duo blushed slightly as an image of Heero bending his naked body over his wide desk burst into his head. He shook off the thought, not quite as quickly as he wanted to, as another pang of loneliness hit him as he realized that the fantasy was just that, a fantasy.

“Yeah, I wish,” Duo grumbled, “I'm afraid romantic partners have been coming up rather short for me.” Zechs raised one white eyebrow.

“Duo Maxwell in a dry spell?” He asked, unbelieving.

“Zechs, I haven't gotten laid in two years and it's been four since I've actually enjoyed it,” Duo admitted. Zechs did the math on that, but wisely said nothing. If Duo wanted to talk about the events of his sordid youth, he would. Still, he felt sad for the younger boy, not only should sex be a joyous event, one as hot as Duo should have a serious partner. With all that he had been through during the war, he deserved someone to make him happy. Secretly, Zechs wished that someone was him. Ever since the two had met starting to work for the Preventers, Zechs had been having very kinky fantasies about the Gundam pilot. The idea of nailing someone that had once been his enemy, not to mention four years younger and over a foot shorter than him, was strangely erotic. Because of this, he often tried to not be alone with Duo lest he end up tying up the younger boy and fucking his brains out to fulfill these fantasies. He knew that Duo had a very intense thing for Heero, though the other boy was as oblivious to this as anything else. Heero had also changed since the war, for the better. He was more emotional and less goal oriented, though his behavior was still far from normal and he was never social outside of the group of pilots and close friends. When he met new people, he would often shut himself off and act like the perfect soldier once more. Still, Zechs was not jealous of Duo's feelings for Heero, if anything, he felt sad that the two of them seemed to be running circles around each other as he was sure that Heero felt more for him than just friendship. It was in the way Heero looked at his partner and bought him lunch and other things on ordinary days. And when it was a special day, the antisocial boy went out of his way to make Duo as happy as possible. Heero also seemed the most relaxed and open when Duo was around. Zechs blamed their current position of their relationship on his meddlesome sister. Relena always seemed to butt in at the worst times. Duo and Heero would be eating dinner in a restaurant when she would just show up out of the blue and sit down with them. Zechs knew it frustrated Duo to no end, just as much as Duo and Heero's friendship frustrated Relena. Relena actually believed that Duo was a bad influence on her `prince'. Zechs may be her brother, but even he could see how obsessive and immature she was. Heero seemed oblivious to what was really going on, though he did seem irritated as well when Relena would ruin their plans. He would go out with her once a week to try to keep her from doing just that, but it seldom worked. Zechs could also see how little Heero enjoyed spending time with Relena and thought that if things didn't change, he might just have to do something about it. But, after spending most of his life fighting and putting his life on hold for revenge and battles, he felt selfish. If Heero and Relena spending time together meant Zechs getting Duo to himself, he would gladly put up with his sister's fanaticism.

“In that case, would you mind me treating you to dinner?”

“Are you asking me out on a date?” Duo asked jokingly. Zechs felt that if Duo had asked seriously, he might have blurted out the affirmative.

“Unless you have something planned…”

“Nah,” Duo said in slight disdain, “Heero's got another date with Relena tonight,” the brunette looked disgusted, “so I'm gonna be all alone tonight.” Zechs smiled.

“My sister can be a bitch, can't she?” Duo smirked.

“You have no idea.”

 

 

End Prologue

 

I know, it's a slow start for a PWP, but in reality, I think this is gonna be a mix of plot and smut, so I don't really know what to call it. I love the thought of Duo and Zechs together though it's a pairing that not many write on. Still, I'm a Heero/Duo lover at heart, so there's gonna be that as well. Sorry if I offend any Relena lovers… oh, wait, no I don't, I hate her! *lol* Anyway, if there's some kink or sexual position or squicky, sexual thing you want to see in this fic, please tell me, my email's thorperin@pmc.edu I will not, however, take any pairing suggestions. It's just gonna be Zechs and Heero nailing Duo the entire time, `cause Duo's my favorite uke, that will never change.