Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Circus Oasis ❯ Heero's Lonliness ( Chapter 3 )
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By: Goddess Shinigami 
Heero thinks about what he did.
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.12.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 949 | Visits: 203 | Status: Work In Progress
Heero thinks about what he did.
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 06.12.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 949 | Visits: 203 | Status: Work In Progress
Title: Circus Oasis
Chapter Title: Heero's Loneliness
Author: Goddess Shinigami
Disclaimer: I don't own the G Wing boys, but I do however, own the plot to this story! So lay off!
Notes: Uhm. . sorry it has taken so long to get out anything new for any of my gundam fics, but I've been sort of preoccupied with Harry Potter fics. So Here I am finally writing a new chapter to Circus Oasis. Oh and by the way my writing style has changed quite a bit, but I promise this will be easier to read than the other was. I won't be fixing the first two chapters, but from here on it will be the same writing style as all my Harry Potter fics.
sat in his, no their, room, alone. The darkness surrounded him and it made him feel better. It reminded him of Duo. It made him think of Duo and what he had done to him. "I'm a horrible person for what I did to him. I shouldn't have lost my temper. I shouldn't have ever touched him like that. I should die. I should just take myself away so I can never hurt him again." He was telling himself. It was so hard without Duo. Without Duo everything was darkness, the sunshine, the moonshine, his laptop, his heart. It was all so unbearably dark. crossed to the window to look into the dark night. "I bet he's out there, looking at the same moon that's outside my window. Maybe he's wishing he'd never met me. Maybe he shouldn't have." Heero said, a single tear slipping down his cheek. He never could feel before, but now that Duo was gone he felt and it hurt so bad. The pain was more than anything he had ever felt before. walked away from the window and sat down on the bed. "I will go and find him and beg for him to forgive me or a least bestow mercy on me when he kills me. At least he has already taken my heart all that's left is my soul." Heero said putting on his shoes, tying them, and walking out the door. walked on the sidewalk for some miles and into downtown. It was going to be hard to find the braided angel, but he was going to use every skill he had to find him. Jesus, I haven't even thought this through. What if Duo refuses to come back with me. What if he completely hates me for what I did to him? I'll die if he won't come back. Heero thought miserably. This was just going to be a horrid reunion, if he ever found Duo in the first place. continued to walk down the street. He kept on walking right into the bad part of town. Heero didn't know if he was ever going to find Duo again and if he did what would happen? It was going to be a long search. He kept on walking and came to an alley. Heero looked down it and he saw that a bar lay off to one side. He decided to go in and have a drink to calm his nerves.walked in and strode up to the bar. He took a seat and waited for the bartender to come to him. He sat there for a few minutes, drumming his fingers on the bar, and casting glances around the place. It was taking the bartender a long time to come over, but what he was going to order was beyond him anyway. bartender finally came his way. " 'Ey, What would you like?" He asked in a gruff, unused voice. It sounded almost as if he had never spoken before that moment. It startled Heero and he gave a little half jump.looked at the man who was cleaning a glass. He didn't look very sanitary. He thought for a minute, about what he wanted to drink, and then decided, on a whim, to have whatever drink that came out of his mouth. "I'll have a. . .Dark and Stormy. Thanks." He told the man and the bartender looked at him sort of funny. bartender cocked his head to the side slightly. "Ya, know you are the second person in the past week that has order that drink. I think that's the only time I've ever had to make it before. Quite interesting." He told Heero with that same unused, gruff voice. He then walked away to make the Dark and Stormy. the man returned Heero looked at him, silently inquiring. "Who was the other person who ordered this drink? If you could tell me, please?" He asked, his eyes downcast, looking into his drink. man smiled. "Oh he was a pretty one. He had long chestnut hair, in a braid, nice body, dressed all in black, and violet eyes. He didn't give a name, but to some men, two to be exact, he was their 'pretty prince'." The man finished and walked over to another customer, not knowing what kind of information he had actually given out to this boy in spandex. glared into his drink. Duo was here! He had been here and ordered this same drink, but two men? Did he already forget about me? Am I already that far from his beautiful mind? Heero asked himself. He couldn't find answers unless he found Duo and he couldn't find Duo if he was sitting here in this bar. He downed his Dark and Stormy and staled out of the bar. He would find Duo and apologize for his behavior no matter what the cost. He had to. Duo was his mission now. His sole mission.
Chapter Title: Heero's Loneliness
Author: Goddess Shinigami
Disclaimer: I don't own the G Wing boys, but I do however, own the plot to this story! So lay off!
Notes: Uhm. . sorry it has taken so long to get out anything new for any of my gundam fics, but I've been sort of preoccupied with Harry Potter fics. So Here I am finally writing a new chapter to Circus Oasis. Oh and by the way my writing style has changed quite a bit, but I promise this will be easier to read than the other was. I won't be fixing the first two chapters, but from here on it will be the same writing style as all my Harry Potter fics.
sat in his, no their, room, alone. The darkness surrounded him and it made him feel better. It reminded him of Duo. It made him think of Duo and what he had done to him. "I'm a horrible person for what I did to him. I shouldn't have lost my temper. I shouldn't have ever touched him like that. I should die. I should just take myself away so I can never hurt him again." He was telling himself. It was so hard without Duo. Without Duo everything was darkness, the sunshine, the moonshine, his laptop, his heart. It was all so unbearably dark. crossed to the window to look into the dark night. "I bet he's out there, looking at the same moon that's outside my window. Maybe he's wishing he'd never met me. Maybe he shouldn't have." Heero said, a single tear slipping down his cheek. He never could feel before, but now that Duo was gone he felt and it hurt so bad. The pain was more than anything he had ever felt before. walked away from the window and sat down on the bed. "I will go and find him and beg for him to forgive me or a least bestow mercy on me when he kills me. At least he has already taken my heart all that's left is my soul." Heero said putting on his shoes, tying them, and walking out the door. walked on the sidewalk for some miles and into downtown. It was going to be hard to find the braided angel, but he was going to use every skill he had to find him. Jesus, I haven't even thought this through. What if Duo refuses to come back with me. What if he completely hates me for what I did to him? I'll die if he won't come back. Heero thought miserably. This was just going to be a horrid reunion, if he ever found Duo in the first place. continued to walk down the street. He kept on walking right into the bad part of town. Heero didn't know if he was ever going to find Duo again and if he did what would happen? It was going to be a long search. He kept on walking and came to an alley. Heero looked down it and he saw that a bar lay off to one side. He decided to go in and have a drink to calm his nerves.walked in and strode up to the bar. He took a seat and waited for the bartender to come to him. He sat there for a few minutes, drumming his fingers on the bar, and casting glances around the place. It was taking the bartender a long time to come over, but what he was going to order was beyond him anyway. bartender finally came his way. " 'Ey, What would you like?" He asked in a gruff, unused voice. It sounded almost as if he had never spoken before that moment. It startled Heero and he gave a little half jump.looked at the man who was cleaning a glass. He didn't look very sanitary. He thought for a minute, about what he wanted to drink, and then decided, on a whim, to have whatever drink that came out of his mouth. "I'll have a. . .Dark and Stormy. Thanks." He told the man and the bartender looked at him sort of funny. bartender cocked his head to the side slightly. "Ya, know you are the second person in the past week that has order that drink. I think that's the only time I've ever had to make it before. Quite interesting." He told Heero with that same unused, gruff voice. He then walked away to make the Dark and Stormy. the man returned Heero looked at him, silently inquiring. "Who was the other person who ordered this drink? If you could tell me, please?" He asked, his eyes downcast, looking into his drink. man smiled. "Oh he was a pretty one. He had long chestnut hair, in a braid, nice body, dressed all in black, and violet eyes. He didn't give a name, but to some men, two to be exact, he was their 'pretty prince'." The man finished and walked over to another customer, not knowing what kind of information he had actually given out to this boy in spandex. glared into his drink. Duo was here! He had been here and ordered this same drink, but two men? Did he already forget about me? Am I already that far from his beautiful mind? Heero asked himself. He couldn't find answers unless he found Duo and he couldn't find Duo if he was sitting here in this bar. He downed his Dark and Stormy and staled out of the bar. He would find Duo and apologize for his behavior no matter what the cost. He had to. Duo was his mission now. His sole mission.