Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Even In Death ❯ Even In Death ( One-Shot )

::Even In Death::

By: lil Angel

Rated: Undecided

Warnings: Male+male relationships.

Authors Notes: As soon as I find where I left my mind, I'll try and think of some.

Disclaimers: I do not own Gundam Wing or `Even In Death' By: Evanescence

"Spoken Words"

{Song Lyrics}

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{Give me a reason to believe that you're gone}

I know you didn't abandon me. You promised you would be with me until the end of time. I can still hear you whispering to me. Still see your shadow just slip from a room as I enter. The fragrance of your shampoo still lingers. Yes, my darling, you are still here. I glance down at the table beside me and pick up a picture of the two of us and run my finger over your sweet face. You are the very thing that makes me live. My soul.

{I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong}

Yes, they are mistaken. They told me you where gone, that you would never be in my arms again, never be there to whisper sweet words to me after we make love, never be there to sing to me in the moment of the night when the nightmares seem to much to for me to take. Even after that, I still know you are here. I can sense it. They will see it in time. I will find you and bring you home. I sit the picture back down and go to find my jacket and a few other things I would need. Taking one last look at our small apartment, I leave, shutting and locking the door behind me.

{Moonlight on the soft brown earth}
{It leads me to where you lay}

The cool autumn breeze sent a chill through me as I walked down the earthen path. I knew where it was leading me. And I couldn't wait to see my lover again. A smile graced my lips. I know I must look insane to others, but the world just didn't seem to understand us.

{They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home}

I let your name slip past my lips, calling you. I knew you wouldn't here me, not yet. But it wouldn't be long before we would be together again. I would be taking you home, to our home. The thing I was carrying slapped against my leg. My grin grew. Yes, you would be coming home with me tonight.

{I will stay forever here with you}
{My love}

I worked long into the evening, but soon enough my exertion paid off. As I felt my tools hit something hard. Not long now. I knock on wood, and hurriedly finish. I sigh softly as I gaze at your ashen face. You're still as lovely as ever. I take your pale hand into mine and kiss the inside of your wrist. I can hear you talking to me, in hushed whispers. I'm tired, but I don't let stop me from carrying you the rest of the way home. I knew you would protest I just don't care at the moment.

{The softly spoken words you gave me}
{Even in death our love goes on}

We reach the apartment building after a while, I'm panting from the workout. I'm just happy to have you back. I kiss your forehead lovingly and make my way to our door carefully move to open the door still holding you. I gaze down at you lovingly and sit you down on the couch, brushing a few stray hairs away from your face. I would do anything for you, you know. Anything.

{Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love}
{But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love}

Am I truly crazy to love you this much? I let my eyes take in the site before me. No, I'm not crazy. You are worth every second of it. More so than I can ever say. Nothing will keep me from your side. Our love is too strong to ever be destroyed. I love you, just as I know you love me.

{They don't know you can't leave me}
{They don't hear you singing to me}

It's peaceful, the silence. For once I think we both agree. I hear a soft hum, it's of a song I heard you listen to once. Beautiful melody, but eerily haunting in its own right. I'm drained, sleep threatening to take me. I sit on the couch next to you and pull you into my lap. Holding you close.

{I will stay forever here with you}
{My love}

I slipped into a dream like state. My breathing calm and my thought serene. I could stay like this forever. You and me here like this. It seems too good to be true. I wake to your up turned face. Your smooth skins soft against mine. I smile and peck you on the lips, enjoying this moment together.

{The softly spoken words you gave me}
{Even in death our love goes on}

It's around noon now, and I glance at the clock to confirm it. Eleven-thirty. Not to off the mark. I stretch I hear a noise from the hall. Someone's coming, probably just one of the other people who live in the building. I lay you down as I stand up. But there's a knock on the door. Hmmm…who would come to visit us love? As I near the door, I get a good idea of which it is. And I'm not sure if I should answer it. Thou if I don't they would just break the door down to get in.

{And I can't love you, anymore than I do}

I unlock the door and I'm not surprised to see our friends. They where always there for us. I know the worry about you and me. I let them and perceive an uneasy feeling in the air. They were here to take you away from me again I just know it. I turn and glare. I tell them that you and I are meant to be together forever. Nothing would change that. I can see one of them start to cry and look at me with sorrowful eyes. One of the others moves to comfort him, but he too has a look of grief about him. The last one left standing alone steps towards me, but I move back a step. Caution him not to. I can tell he feels remorse for what he has to do. But I can't let him take you again. I won't let them again.

{I will stay forever here with you}
{My love}

The sorrowful one leaves the weeping one and stands closer to me as well. They try to reason with me but I won't have any of it. He lunges at me and I try to move to get away, but he's faster than I am. He has me in a tight grip, I can't move. Tears come to my own eyes as I watch the dark haired one move to your side, love. No, I can't live with out you.

I jerk in his arms trying to get away. I can't break his hold. I smile as I feel a lump pressing into my side. We will be together love, just wait. He tries to stop me but by the time he figures out what I've done, I'm already across the room. They all step back, trying to reason with me. I've made up my mind though and they won't change it. I tell them how much I cared for them. And that I knew you would have appreciated it too.

{The softly spoken words you gave me}
{Even in death our love goes on}

I'm standing by the couch your lying on, by that time. I look at you and touch your cheek with my unoccupied hand. I tell you I love you and that we would be together soon. I lift the gun to my head and smile at our friends. The one is sobbing harder pleading with me not to do this. I just smile kindly at them and say goodbye. I reach for your hand and the sound of a gun thunders through the apartment.

{And I can't love you, anymore than I do}

"People die, but our love is forever, we are in this forever……" Trowa said with his last whispered breath. The following week was one of grief. They buried another war hero. One of the savories of the colonies and earth. And a good friend. Duo looked over at Heero with sad eyes. "Do you think their together now Heero?" Duo's voice was soft. Heero stared down at the fresh grave of one of his closest friends and nodded. "When Quatre died, Trowa lost a part of himself, a part of his soul. His sanity suffered for it. And I think some where out there they found each other again." Duo sighed and reached out for Heero's hand. The two lovers held each other close as they walked to meet up with Wufie and away from the cemetery where two of their friends lay in never-ending sleep.

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