Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Fallen ❯ Ch 10 ( Chapter 11 )
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By: lissabeth 
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 12.10.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.7K | Visits: 433 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 12.10.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.7K | Visits: 433 | Status: Work In Progress
Hi everyone, thanks so much for all the reviews I just about died when I saw that many people had read this. Thanks for all the encouragement. After all of that I just had to tear my apartment apart to see if I could find the disk my work was saved on. And lo and behold I found it… after mass destruction! Any way so here’s the next part I hope it’s worth the wait. (Just as a warning I’ll let y’all know I’m not too good at the happy sappy shit.)
Ch. 10
Duo and Wufei were sitting in the living room not know what to expect next.
Wufei looked up to Duo tears in his eyes. “Are you sure that was wise?”
Violet eyes looked up from his hands, a lost look now on the face that was full of fury, “No, I’m not. But I just snapped. I can’t let him do that to himself, ‘Fei. I just can’t.” he leaned his head into his hands.
They were brought out of their silent thoughts when they heard Heero come into the room. Both jumped to their feet.
“No, sit down.” Heero said as he pushed himself in front of them. “I don’t really know what to say.” He sighed and moved over towards the window and looked out at the falling snow. “It’s at times like these when you’ve spent so long wanting something so bad and then all of the sudden it seems to have dropped into your lap, that you sit back and realize what a spoiled and selfish brat you’ve been.” When he saw them about to protest he raised his hand to stop them. “I know what I’ve been feeling and thinking whether you two did or not. I was being selfish. I was also being selfish when I let myself get to this point without talking to someone about the problems I was having. I didn’t even tell my best friends when I was having some pretty serious problems. And that was a messed up thing to do to both of you. I’m sorry. I feel as if I can never make it up to you.” he looked back to the window.
When he said nothing more, Wufei stood and walked to him. “You were hurting. No one can blame you for that. No one can hold that against you. As for you not coming to us, yes you were wrong. But if you can come to us now and talk to us then this won’t have to happen again and all is forgiven.” He looked into blue eyes and smiled. “It’s not like you’ve never done anything for us. Consider this house, we wouldn’t have it if it weren’t for you.” seeing surprise on Heero’s face he laughed. “Yes I know that you helped us get this house, which will now be your house; if you chose to accept it.”
Duo was now over next to them nodding his head in agreement with the Chinese man. “So what do you say?”
Heero looked back and forth between the two before letting a small smile come to his face. “Yes.” Was all he said before his lap was full of a very excited Duo.
A.C. 199 January
After accepting Wufei and Duo’s offer to be with them, things slowed down to a comfortable pace. Heero still stayed in his room because none of them wanted to jump into anything, especially until Heero was healed. They went out a lot together on dates and sat up watching movies. The Japanese man didn’t mind taking time in the relationship he never thought he would have. He just wanted to get himself put back together and spend time with his best-friends and new boyfriends.
He spent the days by himself reading and working out without having someone hanging over him telling him he was working too hard.
He was reading when Relena came into his room almost jumping with excitement. He looked up into her smiling face and couldn’t help but smile as well.
“So what’s this all about?” he asked as he moved his wheelchair out of the way of the extra chair in the room.
She sat down and immediately jumped into her news. “Well, we’ve decided on a date.”
“That’s great! So when is it?”
“May 11.”
Heero heard the front door open and set down the book he had been reading and took the brakes off the wheelchair. “Does everyone else know or shall we go and tell them?” he said reaching for the wheels.
“You truly don’t mind?” she said hanging back for a moment.
Blue eyes widened. It had been a worry she had been holding onto about him not wanting to escort her down the aisle in a wheelchair. Despite how many times he had told her it was fine. “Rel’, how could I let you wait to get married just because I’m in this dumb chair? And besides we don’t know how long or if I’ll even get out of this chair. If it doesn’t bother you, then it’s fine with me.” he smiled reassuringly at her.
“Ok, if you’re sure?”
“I’m sure, let’s go.”
Wufei and Duo were coming around the corner as Relena and Heero were and the blonde bundle of excitement jumped right in and told them her news. Heero sat back and watched as the news was given with a small, content smile on his face.
He had a secret that no one knew about yet.
A.C. 199 February 5
“Come on Heero, you can make it.” One of the trainers from the gym had been helping him in his efforts to walk again.
“I’m working on it, Jim. I have to be able to do this in 9 days.” He said as he moved himself along the bars. He hadn’t told anyone yet that he was so close to walking with braces on his legs. He was hoping that by the time of the wedding he would be walking without any aid. But he had a surprise for the special men in his life that would be on Valentines Day. Making it to the end he sat down in his chair that was waiting on the end and finished off his water. “Damn that still sucked.” He said running a towel across his forehead.
Jim sat down beside him. “Man you’ve got to be the craziest mother fucker I’ve ever seen. We’ve been working all day and for the past month and a half. You’ve progressed so much that I feel weak and pathetic. And I’m a fitness trainer. You’ll at least be fine with the braces and I’m sure you’ll be out of those in no time. Don’t beat yourself up so much, alright man?”
Smiling Heero nodded. “I got ya. Well I better get going. See ya.” He said heading to the door. It was a gym not far from the house he found one day just getting out to think for himself. Even though he was cold he loved getting out.
Valentine’s Day
They were at the karaoke bar they had gone to a lot before the whole mess had started. Just the three of them. They had asked Heero what he wanted to do and this was it. Now he sat at the table nervous as to what was about to happen.
“Earth to Heero, you alright over there?” Duo asked waving a hand in the Japanese mans face.
He smiled and came out of his worries. “Yeah I’m fine. It’s just been awhile since I’ve been to karaoke to sing.” He said hoping they would accept that.
“Ok but we’re here to have fun, not get ulcers from stressing.”
“Ok Duo.” He said and then his name was called and he smiled. “Ok let the fun begin.” He said to himself when he left to go sing.
Watching him go up to the stage Wufei had a feeling something was up. Then he realized that Heero had gone to the side that had steps and no ramp. “Duo.” He said tapping him on the arm to see if he was watching, which he had been. “He’s going up the wrong side.”
Then they saw him stand up and walk to the mic. Silence was everywhere as the two watched Heero walk to the center of the stage. They knew he had been wearing braces but they didn’t think he had progressed to walking yet. So they sat stunned.
Then when the beautiful voice carried through the club no one could make a sound move as the song was sung in passion and emotion that seemed to have no limits.
As Heero sang he never took his eyes off of Wufei and Duo. And he put all of the love he felt for them come through.
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You could hear a pin drop as the last notes played out and Heero walked to his chair and sat back down with a sigh of relief. Putting that much effort into singing and standing had made him more tired than he thought it would.
When he got back to the table he saw tears on both his loves faces. He smiled at them, “Surprise. Happy Valentine’s Day” He said.
They both looked so happy he couldn’t peel his eyes away from them. He leaned up out of his chair and kissed them both and then sat back down.
“When did this happen?” Wufei asked the shock finally wearing off.
“I’ve been working out at the gym down the street. I found a guy who’s been helping me.” He smiled shyly. “I wanted to do something special for you two after all you’ve done for me. I know that may not seem like a lot. But I’m working hard and will be up to speed before you know it.”
“Doesn’t seem like a lot?! Are you insane Heero?” Duo asked leaning on the table. “I think you’ve just given me about the best gift a person can get.”
Heero ducked his head with a smile still on his face. He looked up and then an almost pleading look crossed his face. “Could you do me a favor and not tell anyone else? I want it to be a surprise for the wedding.”
“Sure thing.”
“That’s fine.”
They both agreed and all three were walking on cloud nine for the rest of the night. The anticipation Heero had been feeling faded to the purest joy he had ever known.
Once the got back to the house, his boyfriends were acting nervous about something so he finally asked what it was about after the car ride home that was in silence or nervous small talk.
Duo looked to Wufei and after receiving a nod turned back to Heero to tell him what was on their minds. “Well we would like to know if you…” he hesitated for a moment and then went off at full speed. “Wellwewerejustwonderingifyouwouldlikeyouknowifyouwouldwantto…” he stopped and laughed at himself and then slowed down his pace. “This is silly. We would like to know if you want two bodies to keep you warm tonight?”
Heero’s eyes bugged out of his head. “Well umm… I uh…”
“Heero you don’t have to. We would like for you to, but we understand if you don’t” he was cut off by the sputtering Japanese man.
“No! I mean I would love to.” he said finally getting his brain to function again. “I was just surprised. But I would love to have some company and…” he looked up blushing. “and the two most beautiful souls in the world to sleep next too.”
Duo picked Heero up out of the chair before the blue eyed man knew what was going on. After laying a dizzying kiss on the man in his arms he held him tight. “Thank you. You have given us more joy then you could possibly know.”
Once settled in the bed between his two boyfriends he looked back and forth between the two, his heart about to thud through his chest.
“We don’t have to do anything Heero, it’s up to you. You won’t hurt us if you want to wait.” Wufei said brushing the messy hair out of Heero’s face.
“I just…” he paused trying to thing of how to say anything at this point without sounding stupid.
Fingers were pressed to his lips. “Don’t worry love,” Duo said. “Just let us show you how much you are loved.” He leaned forward and kissed Heero in a long passionate and tender kiss.
With a smile Heero nodded his head not trusting his voice to work right now, and not wanting to ruin the moment.
Heero had never known such love. He had never felt so loved and cherished. They did just as they said they would and showed him a world that shattered the last of the barriers on his heart. Once they were lying still, Wufei noticed Heero’s shoulders began to shake and he rolled him over to see tears coming to the others eye’s.
“What’s wrong Heero?” he asked panic in his voice.
Duo looked on with worried eyes.
“Nothing.” Heero said a smile on his lips and tears streaming from his eyes. “Nothing, I’ve just never felt so much before; so much good that I don’t know how to contain it.”
Smiles grew on Duo and Wufei’s mouths.
“Well,” said Duo as he leaned down over Heero, “I guess will just have to make you feel so much that you’ll never again remember what it’s like to not have it.” Then they kissed goodnight and Heero slept better that he ever had.
Tbc…
Ch. 10
Duo and Wufei were sitting in the living room not know what to expect next.
Wufei looked up to Duo tears in his eyes. “Are you sure that was wise?”
Violet eyes looked up from his hands, a lost look now on the face that was full of fury, “No, I’m not. But I just snapped. I can’t let him do that to himself, ‘Fei. I just can’t.” he leaned his head into his hands.
They were brought out of their silent thoughts when they heard Heero come into the room. Both jumped to their feet.
“No, sit down.” Heero said as he pushed himself in front of them. “I don’t really know what to say.” He sighed and moved over towards the window and looked out at the falling snow. “It’s at times like these when you’ve spent so long wanting something so bad and then all of the sudden it seems to have dropped into your lap, that you sit back and realize what a spoiled and selfish brat you’ve been.” When he saw them about to protest he raised his hand to stop them. “I know what I’ve been feeling and thinking whether you two did or not. I was being selfish. I was also being selfish when I let myself get to this point without talking to someone about the problems I was having. I didn’t even tell my best friends when I was having some pretty serious problems. And that was a messed up thing to do to both of you. I’m sorry. I feel as if I can never make it up to you.” he looked back to the window.
When he said nothing more, Wufei stood and walked to him. “You were hurting. No one can blame you for that. No one can hold that against you. As for you not coming to us, yes you were wrong. But if you can come to us now and talk to us then this won’t have to happen again and all is forgiven.” He looked into blue eyes and smiled. “It’s not like you’ve never done anything for us. Consider this house, we wouldn’t have it if it weren’t for you.” seeing surprise on Heero’s face he laughed. “Yes I know that you helped us get this house, which will now be your house; if you chose to accept it.”
Duo was now over next to them nodding his head in agreement with the Chinese man. “So what do you say?”
Heero looked back and forth between the two before letting a small smile come to his face. “Yes.” Was all he said before his lap was full of a very excited Duo.
A.C. 199 January
After accepting Wufei and Duo’s offer to be with them, things slowed down to a comfortable pace. Heero still stayed in his room because none of them wanted to jump into anything, especially until Heero was healed. They went out a lot together on dates and sat up watching movies. The Japanese man didn’t mind taking time in the relationship he never thought he would have. He just wanted to get himself put back together and spend time with his best-friends and new boyfriends.
He spent the days by himself reading and working out without having someone hanging over him telling him he was working too hard.
He was reading when Relena came into his room almost jumping with excitement. He looked up into her smiling face and couldn’t help but smile as well.
“So what’s this all about?” he asked as he moved his wheelchair out of the way of the extra chair in the room.
She sat down and immediately jumped into her news. “Well, we’ve decided on a date.”
“That’s great! So when is it?”
“May 11.”
Heero heard the front door open and set down the book he had been reading and took the brakes off the wheelchair. “Does everyone else know or shall we go and tell them?” he said reaching for the wheels.
“You truly don’t mind?” she said hanging back for a moment.
Blue eyes widened. It had been a worry she had been holding onto about him not wanting to escort her down the aisle in a wheelchair. Despite how many times he had told her it was fine. “Rel’, how could I let you wait to get married just because I’m in this dumb chair? And besides we don’t know how long or if I’ll even get out of this chair. If it doesn’t bother you, then it’s fine with me.” he smiled reassuringly at her.
“Ok, if you’re sure?”
“I’m sure, let’s go.”
Wufei and Duo were coming around the corner as Relena and Heero were and the blonde bundle of excitement jumped right in and told them her news. Heero sat back and watched as the news was given with a small, content smile on his face.
He had a secret that no one knew about yet.
A.C. 199 February 5
“Come on Heero, you can make it.” One of the trainers from the gym had been helping him in his efforts to walk again.
“I’m working on it, Jim. I have to be able to do this in 9 days.” He said as he moved himself along the bars. He hadn’t told anyone yet that he was so close to walking with braces on his legs. He was hoping that by the time of the wedding he would be walking without any aid. But he had a surprise for the special men in his life that would be on Valentines Day. Making it to the end he sat down in his chair that was waiting on the end and finished off his water. “Damn that still sucked.” He said running a towel across his forehead.
Jim sat down beside him. “Man you’ve got to be the craziest mother fucker I’ve ever seen. We’ve been working all day and for the past month and a half. You’ve progressed so much that I feel weak and pathetic. And I’m a fitness trainer. You’ll at least be fine with the braces and I’m sure you’ll be out of those in no time. Don’t beat yourself up so much, alright man?”
Smiling Heero nodded. “I got ya. Well I better get going. See ya.” He said heading to the door. It was a gym not far from the house he found one day just getting out to think for himself. Even though he was cold he loved getting out.
Valentine’s Day
They were at the karaoke bar they had gone to a lot before the whole mess had started. Just the three of them. They had asked Heero what he wanted to do and this was it. Now he sat at the table nervous as to what was about to happen.
“Earth to Heero, you alright over there?” Duo asked waving a hand in the Japanese mans face.
He smiled and came out of his worries. “Yeah I’m fine. It’s just been awhile since I’ve been to karaoke to sing.” He said hoping they would accept that.
“Ok but we’re here to have fun, not get ulcers from stressing.”
“Ok Duo.” He said and then his name was called and he smiled. “Ok let the fun begin.” He said to himself when he left to go sing.
Watching him go up to the stage Wufei had a feeling something was up. Then he realized that Heero had gone to the side that had steps and no ramp. “Duo.” He said tapping him on the arm to see if he was watching, which he had been. “He’s going up the wrong side.”
Then they saw him stand up and walk to the mic. Silence was everywhere as the two watched Heero walk to the center of the stage. They knew he had been wearing braces but they didn’t think he had progressed to walking yet. So they sat stunned.
Then when the beautiful voice carried through the club no one could make a sound move as the song was sung in passion and emotion that seemed to have no limits.
As Heero sang he never took his eyes off of Wufei and Duo. And he put all of the love he felt for them come through.
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You could hear a pin drop as the last notes played out and Heero walked to his chair and sat back down with a sigh of relief. Putting that much effort into singing and standing had made him more tired than he thought it would.
When he got back to the table he saw tears on both his loves faces. He smiled at them, “Surprise. Happy Valentine’s Day” He said.
They both looked so happy he couldn’t peel his eyes away from them. He leaned up out of his chair and kissed them both and then sat back down.
“When did this happen?” Wufei asked the shock finally wearing off.
“I’ve been working out at the gym down the street. I found a guy who’s been helping me.” He smiled shyly. “I wanted to do something special for you two after all you’ve done for me. I know that may not seem like a lot. But I’m working hard and will be up to speed before you know it.”
“Doesn’t seem like a lot?! Are you insane Heero?” Duo asked leaning on the table. “I think you’ve just given me about the best gift a person can get.”
Heero ducked his head with a smile still on his face. He looked up and then an almost pleading look crossed his face. “Could you do me a favor and not tell anyone else? I want it to be a surprise for the wedding.”
“Sure thing.”
“That’s fine.”
They both agreed and all three were walking on cloud nine for the rest of the night. The anticipation Heero had been feeling faded to the purest joy he had ever known.
Once the got back to the house, his boyfriends were acting nervous about something so he finally asked what it was about after the car ride home that was in silence or nervous small talk.
Duo looked to Wufei and after receiving a nod turned back to Heero to tell him what was on their minds. “Well we would like to know if you…” he hesitated for a moment and then went off at full speed. “Wellwewerejustwonderingifyouwouldlikeyouknowifyouwouldwantto…” he stopped and laughed at himself and then slowed down his pace. “This is silly. We would like to know if you want two bodies to keep you warm tonight?”
Heero’s eyes bugged out of his head. “Well umm… I uh…”
“Heero you don’t have to. We would like for you to, but we understand if you don’t” he was cut off by the sputtering Japanese man.
“No! I mean I would love to.” he said finally getting his brain to function again. “I was just surprised. But I would love to have some company and…” he looked up blushing. “and the two most beautiful souls in the world to sleep next too.”
Duo picked Heero up out of the chair before the blue eyed man knew what was going on. After laying a dizzying kiss on the man in his arms he held him tight. “Thank you. You have given us more joy then you could possibly know.”
Once settled in the bed between his two boyfriends he looked back and forth between the two, his heart about to thud through his chest.
“We don’t have to do anything Heero, it’s up to you. You won’t hurt us if you want to wait.” Wufei said brushing the messy hair out of Heero’s face.
“I just…” he paused trying to thing of how to say anything at this point without sounding stupid.
Fingers were pressed to his lips. “Don’t worry love,” Duo said. “Just let us show you how much you are loved.” He leaned forward and kissed Heero in a long passionate and tender kiss.
With a smile Heero nodded his head not trusting his voice to work right now, and not wanting to ruin the moment.
Heero had never known such love. He had never felt so loved and cherished. They did just as they said they would and showed him a world that shattered the last of the barriers on his heart. Once they were lying still, Wufei noticed Heero’s shoulders began to shake and he rolled him over to see tears coming to the others eye’s.
“What’s wrong Heero?” he asked panic in his voice.
Duo looked on with worried eyes.
“Nothing.” Heero said a smile on his lips and tears streaming from his eyes. “Nothing, I’ve just never felt so much before; so much good that I don’t know how to contain it.”
Smiles grew on Duo and Wufei’s mouths.
“Well,” said Duo as he leaned down over Heero, “I guess will just have to make you feel so much that you’ll never again remember what it’s like to not have it.” Then they kissed goodnight and Heero slept better that he ever had.
Tbc…