Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Finding Truth Behind Time Lost ❯ Beginnings ( Chapter 1 )

Finding Truth Behind Lost Time by Hells-angel8

 

Summery: Heero and Duo have just discovered their feelings for each other. But a turn of events and the worst type of betrayal might separate them before they even have much time together.

 

Warning: This fic contains yaoi and adult situations. Anyone who is underage or doesn't know what yaoi is please don't read or if you still do don't say I didn't warn you.

 

Pairing: 1x2x1 3x4(mentioned)

 

Disclaimer: I do not own GW. I only write about them to give others and myself the joy of reading them. So anyone who tries to sue me I'm afraid you'll get squat since I have to pay my tuition for college that makes me very poor indeed.

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Chapter 1: Beginnings

 

 

Heero had finally come to terms with how he felt toward that lovable loud-mouthed braided baka. He never thought he could feel for someone as much as he felt for Duo. This warm feeling tingled through his entire body whenever he was near the longhaired youth. Fire would replace his blood his breathing would become erratic or he would end up holding his breath without even realizing it. His heart rate intensified and everything else around him didn't matter while he was in the love of his life's presence.

 

 

The love of his life is what he thought Duo was to him. A beautiful body that seemed androgynous since he had both traits of masculinity and femininity. Long flowing chestnut hair that fell to his mid-thigh, and how Heero wanted to glide his fingers through that long mane for so long that he wanted to beg Duo to just let him play with the beauty's hair. It took everything Heero had when he finally got the courage to tell Duo what he felt for him.

 

“Duo? Can I talk to you a minute?” Heero suddenly spoke from his side of the room, watching the fey boy brush his hair and getting ready for bed. Duo was in a pair of his silky black boxers and dark colored t-shirt, while Heero was wearing a pair of dark green boxers only. Duo looked up and stopped his ministrations. Putting the brush down on the bed he regarded Heero with large questioning violet eyes.

 

 

“Sure Heero. What do you want to talk about? What's on your mind?” Duo asked. He noticed that Heero was looking at the floor as if it was the most interesting thing in the world. Duo found this a little odd since Heero was the one to initiate the conversation but didn't want to keep eye contact with him. `Something must be wrong' Duo thought to himself. “Heero? What's the matter? Tell me.”

 

 

Duo got up off his bed and came over to sit next to Heero on the Japanese boy's bed. Heero watched him as he sat right next to him, staring intently at Heero's face waiting for the boy to begin to speak. Heero found that he was having a hard time forming his thoughts to say the words he wanted to say. Taking a deep breath to calm his nerves he looked up at Duo. Innocent eyes stared back at his own, the colors so intense. `He has such beautiful eyes' thought Heero.

 

 

“Uh thanks Heero, your eyes are beautiful too. They're such an intense blue, they really lighten up your face when you're not glaring at something or someone.” Duo remarked still staring into Heero's blue pools.

 

 

“I said that out loud?” Heero asked shocked that he had actually spoken his thoughts aloud. He blushed giving a pink tinge to his cheeks in embarrassment.

 

 

“Yes you said it out loud. Is that what you had to tell me Heero? That you think my eyes are beautiful? I really don't think that's the only thing you had to say to me. So why don't you tell me what you want to say to me? I promise I won't laugh or anything if you want to share some big secret with me. I'll keep it to myself if you want to say something to me privately, I promise.” Duo smiled at Heero trying to give him the courage to say what he wanted.

 

 

“Duo. Please don't get mad. I just need to tell you that I. That I…I …I love you Duo. So much that I just want to be by you forever…” Heero trailed off. Turning his face away from Duo's since he didn't know if the boy would slap him or look at him disgusted. Heero waited for the reaction he knew Duo might give him. He didn't know if the reaction would be good or bad but he knew he would get a reaction out of Duo nonetheless.

 

 

Duo's jaw dropped. `Wow! I wasn't expecting that!' Duo thought and looked at Heero. His head was hung and he stared at the air in front of his nose it seemed. Duo didn't know what to say. Several minutes passed by between them. Both boys still silent, both waiting for the other to speak. Heero suddenly shook his head and got off the bed. Duo looked up at him shocked.

 

 

“Just. Just forget what I said Duo. I should have known you were straight and that you would hate me after I told you what I did. Just forget it.” Heero started to tremble as he stood in the middle of the room. He brought his right hand up to his forehead and rubbed it. Tears were threatening to spill from his eyes. `How could I be so stupid? I've just lost the only friend I've ever had. Dr. J was right. I should of never let emotions rule over me. They make me weak and now I won't be able to look at Duo the same way again.' Heero was about to start to walk out of the room when a pair of arms wrapped themselves around Heero's waist and pulled him to a warm chest. Duo leaned his chin on the crook between Heero's neck and shoulder. Then turned his face to Heero's neck and kissed his racing pulse.

 

 

Heero froze not knowing what to do or how to react to the sensations Duo was creating with his lips. Lips that were soft and gently kissing his neck and slowly making their way to Heero's ear. Taking Heero's earlobe into his mouth Duo gently suckled on it, then let it go and whispered into Heero's ear.

 

 

“I love you too Heero. You just shocked me with your words. I never would've guessed you would feel anything for me. I'm gay Heero. I'm not straight and I don't hate you for telling me what you feel. I'm actually relieved to know what you feel for me. I have been noticing you for a long time, but I didn't think you would ever say the words you just said to me a few moments ago. I love you Heero. So much that it hurts. Don't turn away from me. Please let me show you I love you.” Duo's arms tightened and slowly Heero brought his own arms by Duo's and stroked them lovingly. Heero turned his head to look at Duo, his eyes brimming with tears of joy at Duo's words. It was true that Heero hardly ever showed emotions, but Duo was the one who Heero had every intention of showing them to. A smile slowly formed on Heero's lips as he realized what Duo had said. He loved him back. Duo brought his lips closer to Heero's and Heero let him. Closing their eyes, Duo gently pressed his lips against Heero's in a feather light kiss. Butterflies began to flutter in Heero's stomach as the kiss ended. It was such a sweet kiss and it felt nothing like Heero had ever felt before. He wanted more and started to move towards Duo's mouth. Duo happily allowed Heero to kiss him. Parting his lips, Duo's tongue flickered out and caressed Heero's bottom lip.

 

 

Heero pulled back startled. He felt an electric shock pass through his entire body at the sensation. Duo smirked at Heero's expression. “You've never been kissed before have you Heero?” Heero shook his head looking a bit embarrassed as well. Duo gently smiled at him. “Neither have I Heero. I've never kissed anyone before the way I just kissed you. Just relax. We'll figure things out soon enough, together. Come on it's late and I'm tired and I still have to brush and braid my hair before I can hit the sack.” Heero nodded. Duo released Heero from his embrace and went over to his bed and picked up his brush and started to work through the knots in his hair. Heero remained where he stood and watched Duo for a few seconds then walked directly in front of Duo. The fey boy smiled up at his love and then gave him a questioning look.

 

 

“Duo may I brush and braid your hair for you?” Heero asked softly. Duo smiled again and handed over the brush to Heero. Heero took it from him then sat on the bed and began to gently brush Duo's hair. Duo practically purred under Heero's ministrations and then felt the brush leave to be replaced by Heero's long fingers. Gently sliding his fingers through the silken mass of Duo's hair, Heero reveled in its feel. He was finally able to do what he had only dreamed about and was thoroughly enjoying himself. He noticed when Duo's head began to jerk a little and could tell that the youth was falling asleep. Heero quickly set to work parting the hair into three sections and started to braid Duo's long, longhair.

 

 

Duo was about fall over in a few minutes time, he was so relaxed from Heero fingers that he just wanted to doze off and sleep until late in morning. He started to lie down only to notice that Heero hadn't gotten off the bed. Smiling Heero's way, Duo reached out to the Japanese youth and held his hand. Caressing the back of it with his thumb and then pulling Heero out of his seated position to lay flush against him in one quick jerk. Surprised at his sudden position Heero didn't know what to do, so he just lay there on top of Duo, blushing a pretty pink. Duo's arms came around Heero's waist once more and then peered into Heero's cobalt depths.

 

 

“Do you want to sleep in my bed tonight Heero?” Duo asked huskily. Heero's blush intensified as he nodded. “Okay then.” Duo then reached down and grasped the covers. Depositing Heero on the side of him he pulled the covers up and over both of their bodies then wrapped his arms around Heero and let the dark haired boy snuggle into his chest wrapping his own arms around Duo slim waist. It felt so right as they both drifted off to dreamland safe within each other's embrace.

 

 

 

 

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