Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ For Your Love ❯ For Your Love ( One-Shot )

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For your love

Anime: Gundam Wing

Rating: NC-17 could be R. But just to be carful.

Pairing: Quatre/Heero, implied Trowa/Wufei/Duo

Summary: Quatre wanted his love, but could the love of his life every see him. He had almost lost
him and had never told him. Could he love him? Quatre needed to know, what would happen when he
told the love of his life, when the love of his life seemed so cold all the time.

Note:
This was a challenge from Melissa on my yahoo group. I hope I did it justice. I know I didn`t get to
keep them character that much. But I hope you like it. I`ll try again with this pairing soon.

Warning: None unless you don`t like yaoi.

Review please. So I know how bad it is.







He felt like he was on fire, he knew he had a fever. He felt cold and hot at the same time. He slowly
forced his eyes open, blinking. He looked around the white room. Where was he? He shut his eyes and
tried to remember. He knew that they were in a battle. The others were in danger and his instincts to
protect his own had taken over. What had happened? It seemed to be a blur. Where were the others? He
couldn’t think. He could tell he had been medicated. He hated that it made his senses blurry and that
was unaccepted. He slowly opened his eyes again. He moved his fingers slightly and felt someone there.
He turned his head slowly; he was very sore and stiff. He looked down and found Quatre there. The
boy seemed to have fallen asleep. 'No, he`s not a boy.' His mind told him. He blinked wondering where
the others where. He couldn’t see any other bed and he was sure that they would all be placed together.
'Does this mean we were the only survivors? It can`t be, can it?' he moved his hand again and nudged
Quatre. He couldn’t put much force in it and his throat felt raw and sore. 'How long have I been out?' He
nudged Quatre again and this time he moved.

Quatre opened his eyes slowly and blinked a couple of times until he felt the touch that had woken him.
He looked up and his eyes filled with tears. "H..Heero?"

Heero looked at him and tried to say something, but all that came out was a crook.

Quatre moved quickly and got him some water, helping him drink it. "Stay still. I`ll get the doctor and
call the others."

Heero watched as Quatre disappeared. 'So the others are fine. But what happened to me?'

Quatre came back in quickly. "The doc is on his way and the others will be here soon."

"Duo, I saw...what happened?"

Quatre felt a stab of jealousy. "Duo is fine. A couple of bruises and cuts, but fine. So is everyone
else. If you were wondering?" he barely whispered the last part.

Heero looked at him. He couldn’t see his eyes, but he knew that he heard something in his voice. "They
are all-fine. Even you?" He whispered.

Quatre seemed to beam at that. "Yeah, we`re all fine."

Heero was going to ask something but the doctor came in then and ordered Quatre out. Heero could see
the sadness in the boys` eyes this time. It was directed at him. Had he been injured that badly?

"You`re very lucky to be alive young man. That one there has been here the whole time watching over you.
He and the others brought you in. But, that one seemed to be very concerned. I couldn’t get him to leave
no matter what. He`s very loyal to you."

"How long...how long have I been here?"

"About a week. 6 days to be exact. You lost a lot of blood and we had to do emergency surgery. You
had broken ribs that had punctured your lung and there was an extensive wound to your lower abdomen.
You have a broken arm and leg, a fractured collar bone and several lacerations and smaller wounds. I
have a complete list compiled for you. I was told you want to know. But first, I need to check your
wounds and you need to tell me where the pain is."

As the doctor checked him he kept going back to the one piece of information that bothered him. Quatre
had stayed by his side the whole time. 'Why?' Something in the back of his mind seemed to bother him
about that. He needed this fog to clear from his mind. He needed the medications to wear off so that he
could think.

After the doctor was done he left a compiled list of his injuries on the table. Heero read them over
quickly and then put them aside. 'No wonder I feel so out of it. All the medications they gave me would
do that.' He went back to pondering over Quatre. Which didn`t last to long as the one he was thinking
about came back in.

"Hey, the doc said that I could stay. Well, actually I persuaded him to let me stay. The others should
be here soon."

"Water."

"Sure." Quatre quickly got him the water and helped him again with it.

When Quatre touched him he felt something flutter in his chest, this had happened before. When Quatre
had knocked him over and landed on him one day when he and Duo had been playing around. It was pleasant
but also distracting and disturbing. He wasn`t sure what this was. He knew that he wanted more of it.

Quatre smiled at Heero. "You okay? I know they gave you a lot of meds. I told them not to. They just
wouldn`t listen to a `kid` like me though. I`m not a kid." He grumbled.

Heero let a light smile play on his lips. "You’re acting like one."

Quatre was going to defend himself until he saw the smile, then he smiled back. "Okay, I guess I am."

Heero closed his eyes and sighed. "What happened? I remember the explosion and then the next thing I know
I`m waking up here."

"You were at the brunt of the explosion. The rest of us got away in time, thanks to you." He said sadly.

Heero didn`t open his eyes, even when he felt Quatre touch his hand. He let it happen. He could tell
without looking that Quatre was beaming again. He did that a lot around him. He just didn`t understand
why. He let himself hold Quatre`s hand for a moment.

Quatre nearly had a heart attack when Heero held onto his hand. He never thought that Heero would do
something like that. But he was doped up on lots of meds, maybe that was it. He wouldn`t let that take
away from the fact that Heero was holding his hand though. He smiled and reached out to touch Heero`s
face.

"Don`t."

"Sorry." Quatre whispered.

"I just don`t like to be touched."

"Oh." Quatre looked down. He should have remembered that. It was stupid. He let go of Heero`s hand as
his eyes filled with tears. He couldn`t take much more. He loved Heero so much and nearly lost him. He
had to tell him and he had to do it soon.

They both looked up when they heard someone open the door. It was Duo, Trowa and Wufei.

"Hey Heero, good to see you finally awake, you had us all scared shitless. You could`ve been killed.
Don`t you ever do that again."

"Yes mother."

Duo gapped at him, completely losing his train of thought. "D..did you just make a joke? What did you
with Heero?"

"I`m right here, I just feel good."

"It`s the drugs, he was even smiling." Quatre whispered. His heart was breaking, realizing what he just
said was true and that Heero hadn`t meant what he had done. He got up and ran from the room. He couldn`t
take it. He just coudn`t stop the hurt and ache in his chest, knowing that Heero hadn`t meant to touch
him like that. He went to the bathroom and curled up in one of the stalls and cried. He just had to. He
couldn`t hold it in any longer.

Heero`s eyes showed pain and they realized that he hadn`t meant to hurt Quatre, but what had happened?

"Please, Duo go to him."

"Yeah, sure."

Duo found Quatre in the bathroom on the floor. "Hey Q, what`s wrong?"

"Nothing, nothing at all."

"Come on, people don`t cry over nothing."

"I just, I just thought I lost him. I thought I wouldn`t get the chance to say what is in my heart. But,
I can`t tell him, he wouldn`t feel the same. It just hurt so much, knowing that he let me hold his hand
because he was drugged up."

"Hey, I know, I thought Trowa and Wufei wouldn`t want me, but they did."

"You three are together?"

"Yeah." Duo grinned. "Never thought Fei would want this, he`s suppose to be so loyal to what his people
want, but he loves me and he wanted to be with me. He even agreed that he wanted Trowa and we seduced him,
not that he wasn`t willing." Duo giggled.

"I really don`t want to hear that."

"Sorry, but that was one amazing night." Duo sighed dreamily.

"Why are you here?"

"Oh, Heero told me to find you. It was weird, it looked like he would cry."

"Huh?"

"Yeah, kinda creepy."

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back in the hospital room.

"You all right, you look weird?"

"I`m fine. He is just...I don`t know, but he makes me happy. He was crying."

Trowa looked at Wufei and they shared a knowing look. "Maybe you love him."

"I don`t know Trowa, I just don`t want him hurt. I don`t like to hurt him. Is that love?"

"Yeah."

"Then I guess I love him. I wish he would come back. I miss having him close."

"Heero are the drugs making you all tipsy? I mean you usually don`t talk much."

"I always talk a lot when I am doped up. That`s why Dr. J never gave me anything and made sure no one
else did. I can feel when I have drugs in me." he whispered the last part with a hint of regret or sadness.

They looked at Heero and then each other. They decided to wait for Duo to bring Quatre back.

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With Duo and Quatre

"Do you think that Heero could care for me?"

"Yeah he seems to really care. I think the drugs just loosen him up and make it easier for him to feel."

"Yeah, maybe your right. I just want to be with him."

"Hey," Duo`s eyes lit up with a mischievous smile, "he could stay with you while he`s recovering. That
would work perfectly, then you could be near him and maybe when the drugs wear off you`ll be able to see if
there is something there. You can see it in his eyes when he has feelings."

"How do you know?"

"I`ve been his partner for awhile, and when he has a strong emotion you can see it in his eyes."

"All right. If he will agree to it."

"Why wouldn’t he, he`ll be with one of us and you have all those guards and enough money to have any security
that he wants installed. He should feel safe."

"Yeah, thanks for reminding me."

"Hey, live a little, that`s what money is for. And if you can get with Heero it would be worth it, Right?"

"Yeah, right."

They made it back to the room and Quatre stopped. He could feel his heart beating in his chest. He was
nervous and wasn`t sure what to do.

Duo fixed that by grabbing his hand and bursting in the room. "Hey, we`re back."

Heero looked up and a light smile played on his lips when he saw Quatre.

Trowa and Wufei grabbed Duo and pulled him with the excuse that the hospital food was awful and they thought
that Heero needed better food to get well.

"What was that for?" huffed Duo.

"They should be alone."

"OH!"

Quatre moved over to the seat by Heero`s bed and sat down. "H..Heero, if you want you can come stay with me
while you get better. You don`t have to. I just thought that with me you might feel safer. I don`t mean
that you can`t take care of yourself or anything..."

"Quatre, shut up."

Quatre shut up and looked down.

"I would rather be with you than here. Find out when I can leave."

"Sure."

Quatre left to talk to the doctor and make some arrangements to get Heero out today. He had enough people
that would help him.

Heero watched Quatre`s face light up before he darted from the room and let a small smile play on his lips.
'He`s really beautiful. I have to stop this.' He frowned, how was he suppose to stop loving him, he had never
let on before. It must be the drugs that were letting him show and feel this much emotion toward Quatre. He
needed to do this more often, it was nice to see Quatre smile like that. He knew he was suppose to be
emotionless, but he couldn`t help how he felt for Quatre and he needed to show him or loose him and he knew
it.

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Some time later at Quatre`s house, Heero was recovering well and seemed to be back to his old self. However,
he was spending a lot of time listening to Quatre talk and sing. It was amazing how well Quatre could sing,
and Heero could feel all the emotion he had going into the songs. Most of them where love songs and Heero
had a feeling that Quatre thought of him when he sang those songs. He had to smile slightly when he would
here Quatre singing, it was really nice to hear him, but the last few days Quatre`s songs had been very sad
and Heero knew that he was the cause of them. He needed to find a way to show Quatre that he returned those
feelings, but he wasn`t good with dealing with his feelings, he had always suppressed them, if he didn`t
figure out something soon he wouldn`t be able to live with himself knowing that Quatre was hurting because
of him. That night while listening to Quatre sing an idea hit him. He should make love to him, but he was in
no condition to do much. He would just have to let Quatre take him. That was something that he knew he would
never allow anyone else to do, but this was Quatre and he loved him.

That night Heero invited Quatre to sit with him while they ate. He would need to approach this carefully.

"Quatre?"

"Yes Heero."

"Do you love me?"

Quatre gulped but he nodded his head, not looking at Heero.

"Quatre, look at me."

Quatre looked up at Heero with fear in his eyes.

"Tell me."

"I love you Heero." Quatre whispered.

"Good, because I love you as well and I think it`s time that I showed you how much."

Quatre was even more nervous now, Heero wasn`t really fully healed and he didn`t want him to get hurt, but he
couldn`t imagine Heero letting him the role of seme.

"Quatre, look at me."

Quatre looked back into Heero`s eyes.

"I want you to take me Quatre. No protests. Just take me."

Heero got up and limped over the bed and sat down, taking his robe off to reveal that he was naked. He laid
down and motioned for Quatre to come over.

Quatre nervously got up and went over to the bed.

"Take your clothes off." Heero ordered.

Quatre slowly slid off his clothes and laid them on the chair next to the bed.

Heero watched every move that Quatre made. Loving the way he moved slowly. It was very erotic to Heero, though
he knew that Quatre was nervous it only heightened the sense of being sensual and erotic.

When Quatre was done he blushed and looked down.

"Don`t look down. You`re beautiful. Come here. I have something that you`ll need."

Quatre slowly climbed on the bed and next to Heero. Heero handed him a bottle of lubricant and Quatre turned
even redder. He couldn`t believe that Heero was really going to let him take him. This was way too good.

Heero pulled Quatre on top of him. He pressed his lips to Quatre`s, being as easy as he could. He took the
lube and put some on Quatre`s fingers. He pulled back from the kiss and looked into Quatre`s eyes. "Go on."

Quatre moved down Heero`s body and pressed his fingers gently at his entrance.

Heero pressed down, urging his soon to be lover to go ahead.

Quatre pressed his fingers slowly into Heero. His heart was racing and he knew it.

Heero watched as Quatre went slowly, he smiled lightly. It was cute watching Quatre do this. He could sense
the others nervousness and made sure to be as vocal as possible to encourage him. After all he didn`t plan
on being uke very often, however he was sure that he wouldn`t mind for his love.

Quatre pressed a second finger into Heero and began a slow scissoring motion. He watched in fascination as
Heero squirmed under him. He had never done this before. He had one lover before, but he was uke all the time
and never got to do this. This was a whole new thing for him and was going to take in every detail. He was
pretty sure that he wouldn`t get to do this often. Heero didn`t look like the type to be uke very often and
he was looking forward to Heero getting well so that he could take him. He lost his train of thought when
Heero pressed down and moaned out loud. He pressed a third into his lover and stretched him more.

Heero looked up when Quatre pulled his fingers from and took some more lube and rubbed it on Quatre`s manhood.
He loved the moans that were coming from his soon to be lover. He spread his legs farther when he was finished
and waited as Quatre positioned himself and slowly impaled him.

Quatre had to shut his eyes tight to keep himself under control. Heero was so hot and tight and he knew
he would loose it if he didn`t concentrate. Once he was fully seated he panted and opened his eyes, looking
at his lover.

Heero was watching Quatre with a small smile on his face. Quatre was beautiful above him and he couldn`t wait
until he was healed enough to take him and give him what he was getting.

They locked eyes and Heero pressed back against Quatre. Quatre smiled and began pumping into and out of Heero.
He went slowly at first and then he bagan to speed up until they could hear the springs squeaking under them.

It didn`t take long for Heero to reach his climax and scream his release. When that happened Quatre went over
the edge and released into Heero calling his name. Quatre collapsed on top of Heero, panting.

Heero held Quatre as they came down from their highs. He couldn`t believe how good that had felt.

Quatre whimpered slightly and pulled out of Heero. He really didn`t want move put he didn`t want to hurt Heero
any more than he already was. He was sure that he had hurt him already. But Heero was smiling slightly as they
looked at each other.

"That was amazing Quatre. I love you." Heero whispered as he closed his eyes and pulled him close.

Quatre smiled and whispered. "I love you too."

They fell asleep in comfortable silence.


THE END.