Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Gods Be With My Love ❯ Mission ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Me: This is my first fan fic, SO BE NICE!!! Yeah! Be nice to us short people!!(Hikarus only 5'3 & 1/3)Giggle.....snicker.........*falls on ass laughing* Angel,its not nice to laugh us alone!You better listen to both of them Duo. Remember who has the magic keyboard..........?!*evil grin* Fei help!!!!!*hides behind Fei* not helping you, you started it by laughing Trowa, are we the only sane ones?? *looks around* Me? Sane?! No. help........ i don,t own the GW boys, wish i did but i dont. i have no money so don't sue(please). im doin this cuz i love it Be With My Love<> he is, walking in like he's some kind of god. But then again he is some kind of God, he's the God of death. Most people fear him but I don't. I love him. Yes, love. I decided it was love a while ago, but I never told him. Now I wish I had taken the time to tell him I love him. But could he love me? No. I can see that now ,for he is already in love. In love with who could you ask? In love with him, the perfect boy, the perfect solder. It disgusts me to sit here and watch them. The man I love, loving someone else. Loving someone who shows nothing, who feels nothing, who loves nothing.Yet you still love him, how can this be?! Here I am drinking my morning tea after my workout. Watching you, dreaming of you, longing for you. Then i see you hug him.......it! I can't take it any more! I walk out of the kitchen, no words said. Everyone watches me but does nothing. I go to the woods where I practice my katas, venting my anger,excorcising my grief, trying to forget my desire. I didn't even notice you, sitting there under the tree watching me. I am too choked with emotions to hear you come up behind me. But I see Heero staring at me through the window, with what.........anger in his eyes? What caused this? I'm not sure....but I can tell you one thing. If looks could kill I would be dead a thousand times over. Why is he giving me this look? Thats when I feel your hand on my shoulder. wrong Wu-man?" "Nothing" I say. Nothing?! Like hell nothing's wrong. But there I go again, me and my mask. Then you look at me with such sadness in your eyes, eyes with so much pain in them. Thats when "I" know something is wrong, very wrong. I look at you and I know that somethings going to happen, something I don't even want to know about. "What is it Maxwell?" I ask. "There's......" I watch a tear fall from his cheek. Now I know something's truly wrong. "Duo, what is it?" I ask in a kinder voice. Right now he needs comfort, and if it damns me to hell I'm going to give him that comfort. "Duo.....?" "There's a suicide........" There more tears. I take him in my arms, not caring that Heero is watching. "Duo, tell me." He clings to me like there's not tomorrow and sobs into my chest. "Theres a suicide mission*sob*and you're........." "Shhhhhh" I say. I know what he's going to say next so I just stand there holding the one I love so much yet can not have. "Its all ok, you'll live without me, you have Heero." Yeah, Heero, that good for nothing boy. Yes, I say boy because he hasn't earned enough of my respect for me to even consider him a man. give him a kiss on the lips, only a quick one though, oh gods how I wish it could have gone on forever. But its couldn't, no gods were with me today, not even one. Then I walk away. I go inside with Duo trailing me like a lost puppy. Oh if only he could be my puppy, if only. But no, hes that damn Heero's puppy. The one who chose me for this mission. The one who thought since "I" was a loner and loved no one that "I" wouldn't mind dying. Damn him, I can't wait to see him in Hell. But it's the same Heero I walk up to and ask for the mission report. The same Heero that wishes me good luck. The same damn Heero that holds Duo's heart in the palm of his hands. I can hear Quatre crying in the background. When I turn around and look I see a single tear fall from Trowa's eye. "Thank you my friend for crying for me but I don't need it" walk to my room packing the last of my things, the things I won't need ever again. But I notice somethings missing, my katana. Thats when I hear you crying, I turn around seeing you hold my katana like its the most presious object in the world. Holding it the same way I wish you were holding me. You come in and help me pack. When we're done I leave you in the room, holding my katana. I'm sorry I can't say goodbye. No, I'm not sorry. Because I'm not saying goodbye. I promise I'll see you again. Then you'll really be my angel, and only my angel. I'm about to hit the self-destruct button I call you up. I'm sorry, I couldn't help it. I touch the screen with your tear- stained face on it and tell you the thing I've been wanting to say for ages"Wo Ai Ni Duo-chan,Wo Ai Ni". Then when I hit the button. I hear you scream at me not to, but I do anyway. It's my mission. I ever see you again? Is that a question to remain unanswered for all time? Or are the gods finally with me? Will they let me live to see your angelic face, your eyes the color of violets? Will they let me live to tell you I love you one more time? Only the gods know, but they aren't telling me. At least not yet anyway...............ALL!!!!!!!!!! YOU CANT END IT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes I can, but its up to pplz if they want me to finish here or add more chapters. can't end it there onna! what WuFei says*I'm not sane, I'm not sane..........lalala.........I'm not sane................. Hikaru did you let Trowa drink again *looks at Quatre*me?!!? maybe...............not sane, I'm not sane, I'm not sane, I'm not sane, I'm not sane, I'm not sane...............lalalawriting, don't stop! Listen up onna, keep writing or I'm gonna kill someoneme! Kill Herro! He is the one who kept you from Duo......Hum.........not a bad idea*looks at Heero* fast, very, very fast* Muahahahaha..............*evil grin*(i made Heero a big chiken shit....Muahaha)Tell me what you think. This is my first fan fic so give me some credit for being a newbe. I hope you like it and email me at Duo_02_Fei_05@hotmail.com and tell me if I should do a Duo POV or if WuFei should live and be with Duo or if he should die and Duo leaves Heero, or if he lives but Duo stays with Heero, ect. ^_^ thanx for even reading it! ^_^ Tell me what you think the rating on this should be