Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Going On ❯ Rejected ( Chapter 1 )

Going On

Chapter One

Disclaimer: Dont own anything.

Pairings: 2x1, 3x4, 5xs.

Warning: Much angst, mpreg, yaoi.

"Heero, I don't love you. See, it was just a phase. Why cant you understand? Please don't be difficult" came Duo's voice floating through the thin door of the bathroom.

Heero had locked himself in for the last three hours not wanting to listen to Duo's reasons. Duo loved him. He knew it. He believed it. It was one of those truths that just was. Why was he saying otherwise.

One year after the evewars found Heero and Duo living together in a small modern apartment. Though the place was rather expensive, their salaries from their jobs at preventers and the 50% profits from the salvage yard that Hilde managed and Duo owned half of allowed them to live comfortable lives. Heero and Duo had gotten together a month after the war around the same time as Trowa and Quatre. Wufei still lived a solitary life yet dated moderately much to the amusement of Quatre and Duo.

A few months back Hilde had returned from L2 and settled in Earthsphere. Heero being away on a mission, Duo had spent time with her and was convinced he had found the love of his life.

"Listen, did you ever see our relationship going anywhere? I mean, we're guys only 17 and we have our entire lives in front of us."

The door flung open and Heero stood at the entrance. "So how did you decide the Hilde was `the one'? You didn't even give a consideration about us?"

Duo had had enough. "First of all there is and was no `us'. Secondly, everything we did together I was the one who initiated it. Hell, Heero, you never in the time we stayed together you never even said you loved me. So here it is. `We' are breaking up. If you want I'll leave the apartment. If you want to leave it's fine with me." With those final words, Duo spun on his heels and stormed out of the apartment.

Heero stared at Duo's retreating back. A silent single tear slid down his cheek. Again the thought that he had done something wrong and Duo was only mad and would come back soon flitted through his mind. Then a small cruel voice reminded him that Duo was the one who was right. Who would, could love someone like him. He should be thankful that Duo had given him memories that he could keep. He would leave. No point in staying here and making Duo as well as himself miserable. He had not even liked his job tremendously. He would leave and try make a new life somewhere else. It would be best for everyone. Now that Duo hated him, he had nothing else to stay for here. With these last thoughts, the soldier in him took over. He strode into the bedroom and began gathering his meager belongings. Most of the stuff had been bought jointly with Duo. He did not want to take them. They belonged to Duo as well as him. Besides, he could not carry out the furniture and implements with him. Gathering his clothes, a few necessities he would need and his wallet and laptop Heero looked around the place of which he had such fond memories. Turning around he left.

"Duo, did you sort it out properly. You know, Heero is-"

"Yes, yes I know. You don't get it. I tried reasoning with him. I mean I found the one I love, and he was not even happy for me. How could he be so selfish."

Quarte looked at Duo and frowned "Duo, Heero has no experience in these matters. Of course he was mad. He's away for 2 months and when he returns his lover has found another."

Duo looked at Quatre sourly. "Taking his side?"

"No Duo, I'm not taking anyone' s side. Both of you have a point." Inwardly Quatre was wondering what voodoo Hilde had cast over Duo to make him `love' her so much, but this was a bad time to ask such questions. "Ok, fine. It's your decision. But you had better have been nice to Heero. He is just like a child at times. Jumps to such farfetched and unreasonable conclusion."

Duo groaned "Oh man, I don't know what I said to him. He made me so mad being so unreasonable, stuff just spilled out of my mouth. Come on, I have to talk to him."

Quatre looked at Duo for a few seconds and then quickly donned his coat. Both left the mansion in a hurry. They reached the apartment. Duo and to pick the lock because in his hurry and anger he'd left his keys in the apartment. The looked around, Duo calling Heero's name. They found no signs of Heero, all of Heero's belongings gone and a note on the mantelpiece.

Duo,

I realize I was being selfish. Please forgive me. I understand you have found true love and I give you my beat wishes. Please don't try find me. I will always love you.

Heero

P.S- Can you apologize to anyone if I caused them any pain. Please submit my resignation to Une which is on the table.

Quatre looked at Duo. "Don't look at me like that. We'll find him" Do cried out in response. Then, looking at his watch he exclaimed "Oh, I have a date with Hilde in half an hour!" Making an indistinct noise in his throat Quatre turned and left.

Heero looked at the clouds as he flew to a new destination on earthsphere. His past was behind him, the soldier reminded, he was moving on.

T.B.C

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