Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Gundam Wing Hentai ❯ Fighting Urges ( Chapter 14 )

Fighting Urges

 

Gundam Wing Hentai #14

 

Pairings: 1x2, 1+R, mentions of slight 1+4

Warnings: slight, possible NCS, PWP, AU, school fic, bondage, OOC.

Summary: Heero has been in wonderful relationship with his girlfriend since middle school. However, lately he has been noticing men more than her and goes to the school nurse for guidance.

 

Responses to reviewers: I love you guys! *glomp* (please note that I am high on sugar so don't be scared off by hyper I am) No, there will be no 2x1 in any of my fics since I suck at it and I really like Duo as a uke. Once again, thank you so much for reviewing. Gundam Wing Hentai is one of those fics that I am shocked has been so popular. It makes me proud to see that so many of you are as perverted as I am. =)

 

`How did my life get so complicated?' Heero wondered as he walked down the hallway of his school, hand in hand with his girlfriend, Relena. His life had been perfect for so long that when something finally stressed it, it consumed his thoughts. Since he was thirteen, he had loved Relena who was his best friend since he was five. But since last year when they had started high school, his feelings had started to change. It wasn't that he didn't love her anymore as she was still his best friend and she would always have a special place in his heart, but now that they were both sixteen and Relena was pressuring him for sex, Heero had found that he had no desire to that with her. He loved Relena a lot, but when it came to sex, he found himself in a near panic with the thought of so much as seeing her naked. At the same time that he realized that he had no sexual attraction to his girlfriend he also realized that he wasn't attracted to any of the girls in his school or out of it. The boys, however… a blonde freshman with sea-green eyes passed him and his eyes lingered on the boy's ass contained in tight blue jeans. Heero swallowed hard, trying not to drool. What the hell was wrong with him?! Here he was holding hands with a beautiful, rich girl whom he had her unconditional love and he was looking at other guys! He shook his head. He had to do something about this. He would be a good boyfriend for once and ignore his most inner urges no matter what. Relena kissed his cheek as they parted ways. She had political science while Heero had a free block, which he planned to take advantage of.

“I'll see you after school, ok?” She said sweetly. Heero nodded, off in his own little world he only barely heard her. She sighed as she walked away from him, worried. She had seen the way her boyfriend had looked at that other boy. But, as much as she realized that their relationship couldn't continue like this, she just wasn't brave enough to do anything about it.

 

Heero walked the hallways with no real destination, not paying attention to where he was going, lost in his thoughts. How could he be a good boyfriend to Relena when he doubted every little thing he had ever done? Had he always been attracted to guys but had been too ignorant to notice?

“Waa!” Someone cried out and Heero grunted as he walked into someone slightly shorter than him and knocked them to the ground. Heero picked himself up and looked at who he had hit. A boy, older than Heero by ten years, with long brown hair and violet eyes, wearing a white lab coat over a red sweater and a pair of black slacks sat on the ground, still dazed from their collision. He wore a badge on the right side of his coat that read `Duo Maxwell' and below that `Nurse'. Violet eyes stared up at him from behind slim glasses that made the boy look incredibly cute and shy. Heero blushed as he felt his body respond to the sight of the boy's disheveled clothes and pose.

`Please, not now!' He pleaded his body. It was true that Maxwell was gorgeous and if there was anyone in this town that made Heero consider succumbing to his homosexual urges, it was the school nurse, but considering that he was a student, it was beyond inappropriate.

“I'm so sorry, sensei!” Duo smiled and accepted Heero's outstretched hand to help him up.

“I'm fine, Heero, you just hit me on the shoulder and I told you, don't be so formal! This is America and you can just call me Duo.” Heero nodded, but knew he could never bring himself to be disrespectful to the other man. He lowered his eyes as his thoughts turned to Relena once more. How could all of his attention be on Duo when he had such a wonderful girlfriend? Heero flinched as Duo brushed his bangs out of his eyes.

“You look depressed. You know a part of my job is also as a personal counselor(1). If you need to talk, come to my office with me.”

“Ok,” Heero murmured, lost in Duo's deep eyes. He completely forgot how Duo made him feel and how bad it was for his relationship, he just desperately needed to talk with someone. So, he followed the older man downstairs to the nurse's office. Duo sighed, closing the door behind him and rapping a fist against the heater. The room was quite warm and Heero could understand when Duo took off his long, white coat. Still, the move made heat flare up in his gut and groin. Here he was, all alone with this beautiful man… it was taking all of his self-control not to do something or say something stupid. They sat down and Heero found the story pouring out of him. If it were anyone else he would have been ashamed and nervous, but there was something about Duo that was so trusting and soft that he didn't mind him knowing.

Duo sat and listened quietly, not interrupting or speaking his take on what was going on with the student. Of course, he did know what was wrong. The Yuy's had lived in this town longer than Duo's family ever had and they were a very conservative family. Heero was probably expected to marry with his childhood sweetheart, but now that he was realizing he was gay, his world was turned upside down. This was going to haunt the poor boy for the rest of his life unless he also realized that you couldn't force yourself into a certain sexuality. Duo knew all about it. He had been younger than Heero when he had found about his own homosexuality and for awhile he had also tried to deny it and it had almost broken him. He wouldn't let something like that happen to Heero. The boy was so beautiful and strong and if Duo had to resort to dirty tactics to show him that you couldn't hide from your true self, then so be it. Besides, if what Heero's gazes were telling him were true, if his plan worked something beautiful could happen between them.

“I understand your problem, Heero,” Duo said when Heero had finished. “You need to have more self confidence. Part of the problem is that you have no control over your sexual urges. So, I'm going to help you fight it.” Duo stood up and kneeled between Heero's legs, unzipping his jeans.

“W-what are you doing?” Heero stammered, alarmed. Duo's scent and warmth so near him was giving his body ideas.

“You have to learn to resist the lure of men. I'll help you do that. No matter what I do, you're not allowed to feel good. This is for yours and Relena's sakes.” Heero moaned as he felt Duo's firm hand on his hardening penis. This was like some sort of strange dream. All thoughts of Relena and women flew from his mind as Duo wrapped his lips around the tip of his cock and sucked lightly. His cock hardened fully in seconds, a little trickle of precum trailing down his length. Duo moved his lips up and down, reveling in Heero's unique taste. Surrounded by sweet warmth, it took all of Heero's self control not to cum inside Duo's mouth. How was he supposed to not feel good when the other boy was doing such wonderful things to him? Duo popped his heavy member out of his mouth and licked it fully from base to tip. Heero gasped, clutching at Duo's silky hair as his slim, pink tongue caressed him and his cock was soon slick with saliva and precum. He cried out as he felt Duo leave him. But, the nurse quickly returned, this time naked except for his glasses. Duo turned around, presenting his ass to Heero, spreading his ass cheeks wide with his slender fingers. Heero was enthralled with the sight of Duo's hole, it was a lovely shade of pink and small and puckered… it was beautiful and he wanted more than anything to know what it would feel like with his cock in it. But, when Duo tried to lower himself on his length, Heero flinched away.

“No!” He cried out. Duo looked over his shoulder in confusion.

“What?” They had come this far, were they really going to quit. If Heero was having second thoughts now he had more control than Duo had thought.

“I want to see you… and I don't want to hurt you.” Duo turned around and smiled softly. Heero's hurt melted at that smile. Duo really was so beautiful.

“Ok, but you won't hurt me,” he gave Heero's straining cock another soft pump, making the younger boy cry out again, “you're cocks wet enough that we don't need lube. Don't worry, I can handle it.” Duo sat in Heero lap and let his student take control. Heero grabbed Duo's slim hips, forcing himself to not squeeze too hard, and lowered Duo onto his erection. Duo squeezed his eyes shut as he felt Heero's length press against his tight hole. He winced a little as it took a little effort for Heero to fit without prep, but Duo was crying in happiness as the thick cock finally slipped deep inside of him. The feeling of the firm, rod-like organ massaging his inner passage was almost too much and when Heero started to thrust in and out, Duo grabbed his shoulders hard.

“I need… to cum,” Heero gritted out. Duo's sheath was soft like flower petals and tight and hot. He felt his cock pulsate and knew that he wasn't going to be able to keep his orgasm off for long. This was so wrong… but it felt so good!

“N-no!” Duo stammered, “Hold it in! I want to feel more!” Duo begged. Heero complied, thrusting harder in and out. Duo felt him hit something inside of him and he screamed in pleasure. Heero mimed the action, wanting to see how loud he could make him scream.

“But it feels so good!” Heero moaned.

“Then why do you want to fight it?” Duo managed to say in between his cries. Heero was startled, but his body was still in control, thrusting harder and harder into Duo's body. Duo pressed down on the member, meeting with Heero's thrusts perfectly. Heero felt Duo's hot cum hit his chest, but wasn't disgusted, he thought it was a wonderful feeling. Heero forced Duo onto his back and thrust down into him. Duo's inner muscles clutched him intimately and Heero couldn't hold it off anymore; he came hard, his juices coating Duo's passage. Thick cum dripped from Duo's stretched hole as Heero withdrew his wilting cock from him. He had to struggle not to fall onto Duo who was trying to regain his strength. Duo's words came to him once more. That was the most incredible feeling he had ever had, so why was he fighting so hard. After all of that, he finally thought of Relena. How could he have done this to her? She deserved a good boyfriend and Heero had to prove to her that he could be one. He hastily zipped his pants back up. Duo watched him in alarm.

“I'm sorry, sensei,” Heero bowed lowly, “This was a mistake,” he ran out of the room. Duo watched him go sadly. He wiped at his eyes just in case tears were forming there.

`Oh, Heero, why do you have to be so stubborn?'

 

“What the hell do you mean she's moving away?!” Heero snarled at Dorothy Catalonia, one of Relena's female friends. She smirked cruelly at him.

“You mean she never told you? I mean, she's been considering the move for years!” Heero glared at her, a newspaper clipping clutched in his hand.

Relena was moving away. It was two weeks since Heero had had sex in the Nurse's office and he had tried to do everything he could to prove to Relena that he was a good boyfriend. He took her to expensive restaurants and movies and all sorts of fun places. He had even kissed her, though he had to force himself to do it, especially after the joy of having sex with Duo. Still, it seemed as though they were slowly drifting apart. When Heero opened the newspaper this morning, he knew why. Relena's father was the vice minister of Britain and anything about him or his family made the papers. Still, when he saw his girlfriend's face smiling up at him from the newspaper, he was shocked; especially when he read the article. According to the paper, she was moving back to England to go to some sort of rich boarding school. Why hadn't she told him when she had obviously told Dorothy?! He couldn't lose her, he just couldn't! She was his only chance at a normal life!

“Where is she?” Heero growled. Dorothy pointed at the ceiling.

“Probably on the roof. She figured that you would have read the article and wants to talk to you.”

 

“Relena!” Heero called to her as he saw her standing by the railing on the roof, looking out into the horizon. She smiled when she saw him, but it didn't reach her eyes.

“Heero, how are you?” She said almost cordially. He gritted his teeth and grabbed her arms.

“Tell me it's a lie,” Heero demanded. Relena frowned, but didn't say anything.

“You're not quitting school,” Heero said heatedly, “you're not leaving me.”

“It's true,” Relena said, “I've had it in mind to go back home and go to school there. It's a business school, you know. I'll be taking over from my father when I graduate there. I've wanted the job for a very long time. This is something I need to do, Heero.”

Heero glared at her.

“Why now? If you've had this in your head for so long, why wait until now?!”

“Do you really want to know that, Heero?” Relena's voice was suddenly cold and business like.

“Of course I do!”

“It's all because of you, Heero,” she jabbed him in his chest with her finger, “I didn't want to leave because of you. I like you Heero, a lot. But, after the last couple weeks, I've realized that I have no claim over you and there is nothing holding me here anymore.” Heero saw red. This was all Duo's fault. If that bastard hadn't showed him what sex could be like, he wouldn't have doubted his relationship and Relena wouldn't be moving away! In his fury, Heero conveniently forgot that he had been looking at men before that incident and that Relena had noticed it.

“I guess you never cared about me at all then,” Heero snarled, turning quickly and putting his back to her.

“I hate you!” He yelled back as he fled. Relena watched him go sadly. She loved him, that was true, and that was also why she had to do this.

`I'm sorry, Heero, but I can't love a lie.'

 

`She never cared about me!' Heero thought as he ran as far away from the roof as he could. If she had cared about him she never would have considered breaking up.

`This is all that bastard, Duo's fault! If it weren't for him, my life would be perfect again!' Before Heero realized what he was doing, he was standing in the Nurse's office. Duo looked up at his work and smiled worriedly at Heero's pale face.

“What's wrong, Heero?” He asked softly, “You don't look well, do you need to lie down?” Duo felt his heart breaking as he saw Heero. He had thought that he had gotten through to the youth, but he was still so unhappy and Duo didn't know how to help him anymore.

“Is something wrong?” Duo asked nervously as Heero continued to stare at him.

“No, not anymore,” Heero said darkly, “I don't care about Relena anymore.” Duo took a step back, shuddering at the dead, angry look in Heero's blue eyes. Heero closed and locked the door behind him.

“I see now what you meant,” Heero continued, “I don't deserve her. Men like as evil, sex is all we're good for.” Heero advanced on Duo, shoving him onto one of the sick beds.

“Heero, stop it!” Duo cried, trying to get up. Heero grabbed some medical tape from Duo's desk drawer and shoved him back down, wrapping the tape around his wrists behind his back.

“What are you doing?” Duo demanded, struggling against the tape, but it held strong.

“Shut up, fag,” Heero snarled, rage swelling inside of his chest. He had no right to enjoy Duo, but he would prove to himself that and to Duo that he was evil, that he did not deserve happiness. He ripped off more tape and gagged him with it.

“I know the truth now,” Heero murmured, “Relena never cared about me. She just wanted a boyfriend, any boyfriend. And I could have been hers, but I was too sick to love her. And you, Duo, you're the same aren't you? You just want dick!” Heero yelled, pulling up Duo's sweater and pinching one of his nipples, marveling at how it hardened.

“You love seducing men, don't you?” Heero demanded, his cock hardening at the sight of Duo's bare chest. He continued to pinch his nipples, loving how they turned dark and erect.

“See? You're nipples are hard already and look at your cock,” Heero gripped Duo's erection through his slacks. Duo cried out in shock at the rough treatment, “You really are a slut, aren't you?” Heero jeered even as he felt more and more turned on by Duo. Duo glared at him.

“Don't look at me like that,” Heero snapped, “It won't change anything.” Heero ripped off Duo's slacks leaving him in only his underwear. He quickly moved behind Duo, grabbing his legs and pulling them back, exposing his tightly clothed crotch.

“Your body can't lie to me,” Heero hissed in Duo's ear. He moved his hands over Duo's soft thighs, down onto ass cheeks, pinching and rubbing them. He watched as Duo's erection grew against his underwear.

“If you really don't want to have sex with me, then stop yourself from feeling good,” Heero said, remembering what Duo had told him two weeks ago, but he was in control now. He pressed his fingers against Duo's underwear, following the outline of his cock and testicles which were drawing closer and closer to his body. He poked Duo's asshole harshly through the cloth. Duo cried out against the gag. Heero smirked as Duo's underwear became wet with precum. He grabbed the underwear and pulled it up, rubbing it against Duo's sensitive balls and snapped it back. Duo screamed as the cloth snapped against the head of his cock, which was peaking through his underwear.

“How do you feel, sensei?” Heero asked condescendingly. He let go of Duo's legs and flipped him onto his stomach. He pulled again at the underwear until it tore off. Duo's balls were incredibly tight against his body, his cock drooling out a large amount of precum. As Heero spread Duo's ass cheeks, he saw that his asshole was twitching in anticipation. He licked his lips at the sight.

“I know you want this,” Heero grabbed his cock and nudged it against Duo's entrance. Duo groaned as he felt the large organ pressed against him. Heero gathered up the juices from Duo's cock and slathered them on his own erection. Duo squirmed as he felt Heero's hand on him and Heero's cock pressed itself harder against him this time.

“Stop struggling,” Heero demanded. He wanted to get inside that wonderful as soon as he could. He grabbed Duo's hips and entered him in one swift thrust. Duo screamed against the gag, but Heero discovered that there was no pain in that scream. Duo thrust back against him, trying to get more and more of Heero inside of him. Heero thrust in and out of him brutally. A deep flush spread across Duo's cheeks as he felt his insides being roughly rubbed by Heero's thick organ. It felt so good. Heero struck Duo's prostate hard and so suddenly that Duo came out of shock of the intense jolt of pleasure that hit him. Heero felt Duo's ring of muscle clench him, but didn't care, continually moving in and out of the other man. Tears fell from Duo's eyes, but Heero didn't see them as he pounded his ass from behind. Finally, Heero couldn't take the pressure and heat on his cock anymore and exploded inside of the nurse. He pulled out, his cock softening, and thick cum dripped out of Duo's twitching hole, pooling on the white sheets. Duo lay limp on the bed. Heero finally came to his senses, his anger ebbing away as he had worked it off through their rough coupling. With a shaky hand, he gently moved Duo onto his back and took off the tape from his mouth and hands.

“Duo, I'm so sorry,” he muttered, too late in his opinion. He had raped him! It had felt so good, both the sex and the venting his anger, but no matter what mistakes he had made, Duo didn't deserve to be a part of it! Duo grabbed his wrist to keep him from running. Duo sighed.

“You're so troublesome, you know that, Heero?” Heero blushed.

“I'm so sorry!” He pleaded.

“Do you understand, now?” Duo asked softly. Heero shook his head.

“I don't know what you're talking about!” Duo smiled.

“Relena did love you. It was you who couldn't love her. You're gay, Heero. And it doesn't matter how much you try to fight and deny it, you will always be gay. But by fighting it, you're only hurting yourself and those that love you. Like me,” Heero stared at him in shock. Love… that thought had never occurred to him; to fall in love with another boy instead of a girl. He had been so obsessed with trying to make his relationship with Relena work, he had never considered just giving up and trying something new, something that would make him happy. Duo sat up and winced as his inner muscles throbbed and more cum slid out of him.

“I-I understand now,” Heero murmured. Duo leaned in and kissed him on the cheek.

“Good. Now, help me clean up, ok? Then we can start all over again. I'm Duo Maxwell and you are?” Heero smiled.

“I'm Heero Yuy and I think that I love you.”

 

 

 

End Chapter 14