Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Happily Ever After ❯ The Letter ( Prologue )
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Title: Happily Ever After
Genre: drama/romance/angst
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing character. This is a FanFic. Enjoy!
Summary: Do you believe in happily ever after? Duo Maxwell did until a terrible break up with his boyfriend of two years pushes him over the edge. Duo finds a reason to live and love in the most unlikely place.
Pairings: 1x2 (main), 3x4, 5x13 other pairing later (maybe)
Genre: drama/romance/angst
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing character. This is a FanFic. Enjoy!
Summary: Do you believe in happily ever after? Duo Maxwell did until a terrible break up with his boyfriend of two years pushes him over the edge. Duo finds a reason to live and love in the most unlikely place.
Pairings: 1x2 (main), 3x4, 5x13 other pairing later (maybe)
Warnings: Language, lemons, attempted suicide, attempted rape, childhood angst, mild violence, m/m relationship and parenthood, and serious illness.
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Prologue-The Letter
Q,
Yesterday all I thought I knew was a lie. I thought that Bradley love me, I thought that when we finish school we would get married and live happily ever after. I should have known that my past would never aloud me my happily ever after. No there aren't any happily ever after, not for someone like me. I was cursed before I even took my first breath. My mother was a whore and my father could have been any Tom, Dick or Harry that was living on, visiting, or passing by colony L2 during the time of my conception.
I don't know how Brad found out but he did. He was horrible; he said so many spiteful and hateful things to me that felt my heart shatter into a million pieces with every word out of his mouth, and I know I'll never be whole again. He made me believe that he didn't care that I wasn't as rich or sophisticated as him or the rest of his friends. When he asked me over to his place tonight I thought that he was ready to ask me to commit, but he just set me up. He had all his frat buddies there and he tossing my past in face. He even accuse me of be just like my mother, that I was holding on to my virginity for cash and then he offer me money to fuck him and his friend.
Could he not see that I would have worship the ground at his feet? I would have loved him into his next life. I would have died so that he could live.
I can't believe I wanted give myself to him, mind, body and heart. I was so sure he was the one; the prince I had been waiting for the one who would love me in spite of where I came from or what I was. I want him to see past the prejudices and see me. Damn him; damn him and all his friends. They all betrayed me and I betrayed you by not telling you the truth about my past and for that I'm sorry, so very sorry.
I may have been born from the womb of a whore, I may be a bastard but I don't deserve to be spit upon or tossed away. I deserve to be love; I deserve a happily ever after. But that was not meant for me in this life. I can't go on like this. I have nothing to live for; no one to love me, no one but you and I won't burden you any longer.
Live long my soul brother, live wise, live for me and find your-happily ever after.
Duo
The letter had been left sitting on Quatre desk when he returned home for his last class of the day. He stood there frozen holding the tear-stained letter; he was shock, confused and deeply troubled by the confessions of his best friend heart breaking words. He didn't know what to make of the note but he knew it was disturbing. Duo had never shared his passed with him. They had met four years ago during freshman year as assigned roommates and were best friends before the end of month's time. He had known that Duo was in school on a full scholarship, he was originally from L2, and an orphan, but that was all he knew about his past. He understood that his friend had secrets that he wasn't ready to share and he accepted that, hell he had his own secrets he hadn't yet share with his long haired roommate.
“Shit!” Was the only word running through his head as he stared at the distressing letter in his hand. He didn't know were to look for Duo. He was going to kill Bradley `The Asshole' Sinclair III, the arrogant prick. He had been play with Duo heart for the past two years; always trying to change Duo into someone as superficial and conceited as the rest of worthless friends and now he finally broke his heart. If any harm came to Duo, because of that low life son of bitch Quatre would make sure he paid for with his balls.
“Where are you Duo?” Quatre asked the empty room as if it would answer or give him a clue. He closed his eye, opened his mind and concentrated on his best friend. After a long moment his senses were assaulted with strong emotions: pain, depression, loneliness and fear. Then he got strange feel of mist and cold breeze rolling against his skin and he could smell the ocean. “The beach?” Duo was at the beach and he had to get to him soon. Without a second thought Quatre grabbed his keys and headed out the door.
TBC
Authors note: This is my first fan fic. So what do you think so far? I'd love a review or two. Please don't be cruel if you don't like it. I'm looking for helpful criticism not flames. I'm just trying to express some thoughts running around in my head.
I'm working on the next chapter and will post if someone shows interest in my continuing, so please review.