Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Heero Yuy and Duo Maxwell ❯ It's not easy ( One-Shot )

It's not easy

Being the jokester in the group

I feel happy

But there is some thing missing

The memories of past friends burn my mind

I forbidden myself to love and care for someone

Because that person will eventually die

Death follows me

No one understands

No one understands my pain

The memories of Sister Helen and Father Maxwell

Haunt me in my sleep

The memory of Solo dying

Rips my heart to shreds

Quat tries to cheer my up when I'm depressed

It doesn't help

Trowa just stares

I don't care

Wufei tells me I'm weak

I don't care about that either

Heero...

Heero understands me

I know he does

I love him

I know he loves me

He is the one who makes the nightmares go away

~ Duo Maxwell