Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Hidden Secrets ❯ Interlude- Everlasting ( Chapter 9 )

Be grateful the one you love, loves you back
I'd thought mine did, but he turned his back
Left without a word, and never came back.

I see him now, he sees right through me
Greets me, teases me, never suspecting
Or realizing that it is me he sees.

Watch as he leaves, beloved at his side
Or is it I that leave the two be?
Going on my way, never interfering
Other than to bring the two together.

My job is done, my use complete
Have no reason to stay, as my will leaves,
My desires as one, separate from me.

Few places to go, none desirable
One favorable, denied am I
The arms of my love, my soul shattered three.

A new home, not far
Welcomed, or dragged more like,
In their presence I relax and enjoy
life as I pretended to before.

From this distance, though you know not
I watch and hide, sheltered from the hurt
and pain you two cause, yet I willingly inflict.

No desire to forget, to leave completely
Unwilling to reveal myself directly
I stay put, and you forget

Leave my memory behind
as you did before, this time
With two pieces of me,
Never will I be whole.