Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Human Touch ❯ Human Touch ( One-Shot )

Disclaimer: I do not own the Gundam boys or any other character from the series. The song Human touch is from Gundam X Lyrics by Susan Marie Edgren. Music and arrangement by Tom Keane. Sung by Warren Wiebe. All rights are reserved and ownership of this song belongs to the above people.

Warnings: Lemon, Song fic, Heero's POV

Pairings: 1x2

Rating: NC 17.

Author: Ryouga

Summary: Heero finds that Duo has brought him out of his solace to learn again the beauty of Human touch.

// Indicates song lyrics //

28th December 2003

Human touch 1/1

//Can I find the words to tell you

How I live between the walls of steel and stone

How I close my eyes to find some kind of rapture

In a world where you can feel so all alone//

Rays of sunlight filter through the window of our room as I awake. I glance to my left and there you are beside me as always, the blankets once again on the floor and I smile. You're such a messy sleeper. I raise myself onto my elbow, watching the rise and fall of your chest as you continue to slumber peacefully and I can't stop the erratic beating of my heart as I realize how lucky I am. I can't find the right words and I want so much to let you know just how much I love you.

My life before you consisted of walls surrounding my heart and mind. My Gundam was my steel sanctuary, a place where I, at the time, had no control of my destiny. The lack of remorse I felt was the stone barrier I had placed around my heart to keep myself from feeling the hurt and pain I caused to others and in the long term to myself.

The guilt I felt, and still feel, courses through my body and although you've told me to remember that it's over now and not to dwell on the negative things that have been the only past I've known, I still sometimes feel that I will never forgive myself. Even my identity belonged to someone else, then, and still now; my name will never be my own.

So many times I have felt the need to close my eyes just to experience the rapture and beauty of freedom, something that I had never thought possible, until you pulled me from my world of loneliness.

I'm so grateful for that.

//Inside I'm full of light and laughter

There's a flame that burns in me

I need a way to set it free//

On the inside I can feel the fire burning within me and I know that I can feel, love and dream just as much as the next person. You said once that you could see the shining light within me, that I just needed to find it and set it free. I honestly believed that I would never find it. Until I realized after weeks of trying to convince myself otherwise, that I was in love with you.

You had laughed at me and told me that it was a good thing that you felt the same way and I remember standing there dumbfounded. I was so sure you would take my head off with that thermal scythe of yours.

To tell you the truth I was expecting rejection, not acceptance.

//When you find love in your heart

You can believe from the start

Dreams they come true

It all comes to you, oh all at once

If you believe in human touch//

Love. I used to wonder if I would ever know the meaning of the word. You told me to search deep within my heart and soul to find the barriers that prevented the feelings buried deep with in me from surfacing. I was scared at what I finally found and every time I looked at you, whenever you came near, I wanted to run and never look back. My heart was in turmoil my mind so confused by the mixed emotions; yet, I felt as if I had never wanted anything as much as I had wanted to experience this fragile, human emotion.

But you taught me that I had to believe that my dreams could come true, that love would find me, that I would be ready and above all, I would know it, when the time was right. That's when I told you how I felt. It came to me and I knew there and then that the love I felt was for you. You touched my cheek so softly with your hand and pressed your lips to mine.

Human touch rescued me from my solace

//I see wanting in your eyes

And I wonder will I always think of you

Do we simply find ourselves awakening

As angels touched the heartstrings of our souls//

Your eyes flutter open and I see the smirk on your face as you look over at me with those beautiful blue-violet orbs. I see the underlying emotions coming to the fore; and the wanting is deep. I often wonder how I'd cope on single away missions now that we have been together for so long. I guess there'd not be a day go by where I wouldn't think of you.

We kiss and it's as if the angels have delved their hands deep into our souls and intertwined our heartstrings, bringing us even closer together with each day that comes and goes. I guess you could say that love to us was like an awaking that gradually eased itself into our lives and gave us both something real to work towards..... Something that we both deem very special.

A second chance at life; together.

//We can find a way to break the madness

Take my hand and come with me

To a place where we can feel//

I gently brush your hair from your face and kiss your forehead as you wrap your arms around me, rolling me up onto you and taking my lips in a fevered kiss. It's becoming evident that you need release from the madness that has surrounded us the past few weeks just as much as I. Meetings and missions and no time for us has left us both deprived of the feelings and emotions we have only just begun to share.

We both were too exhausted last night to share even a loving moment, but somehow I think that's about to change. You grasp my hand in yours and pull me to you and I am suddenly made very aware of my nakedness as you wrap your leg around mine and gently raise it up under my groin, rubbing my already half hard arousal with your knee. I can't help the moan that softly escapes my lips and your smirk has turned into a wicked grin.

"Make love to me?"

//When you find love in your heart

The light in your eye is a star

Change that you feel

Helps you to heal from all the rest

if you believe in human touch//

My heart is suddenly filled with a rush of overwhelming love. How could I not want to make love to something this beautiful? As the sunlight catches the color of your eyes it makes them seem as if the stars are shining through them, that the lights of the heavens are dancing with happiness for two wayward souls who found love and happiness, even though the darkness had once captured them both

The changes we have gone through since we've been together are starting to shine through, and our pasts, although still very unpleasantly picturesque in our minds, are beginning to seem like less of a burden. I'd say because we talk about things and share our inner most thoughts and desires with each other that in time we both know that all of our open wounds will finally close over and heal.

We both realize that there will be no overnight miracles.

//Tell me that your love will live forever

Take your hand and touch my face

Oh, the warmth of your sweet embrace//

Your hands gently whisper over my body, softly feathering my buttocks, then I feel your body shift and watch as you reach under the pillow. You hold up the tube of lube proudly and I laugh as I remember that's as far as we had managed to get last night. You unscrew the cap and hand it to me, rolling me off you and onto my back. The look in your eyes changes momentarily as you gaze over my nakedness, a soft smile on your face

I'm swept up in a loving embrace and it radiates a warmth much stronger than I have ever felt from you before and you kiss me again. The touch of your lips against mine this time is different than moments before. It feels lighter, softer, and more meaningful and I feel a strange tingling sensation sweep through my heart and soul

It's a powerful feeling of emotional rapture like I have never felt before and It's then that I realize that you, Duo Maxwell are my soul mate; the one whom I want to spend the rest of my life with

Your hand reaches down to gently caress my face and you grin at me cheekily."I think I could love you forever."

"I think I'd like that," I return with a wink.

//When you find love in your heart

Nothing can tear it apart

Not man or steel

Nothing is real except for love//

I feel that the love we hold for each other in our hearts is a true love. A love that neither man nor Gundam, can take away or tear apart. You have taught me that the only thing in life that is real; is love. It's not something you can just buy or sell and even now as you take the lube from my hand and coat my stiff length thoroughly I know that this lovemaking session is just not about sex; It's about bonding. The more we make love the better we get at it, learning new things from each other.

//If you believe in human touch//

I moan as your hand continues to caress my manhood making sure that I am well prepared and then I in turn coat my fingers turning you around and easing two of them into you. You press back against them trying to draw them further into your sacred realm and I grin as you moan your complaint because I'm taking too long.

Wickedly, I prolong the moment a little more, deciding to tease you. I set myself underneath your body, which is kneeling before me, and I, to your surprise take your cock into my mouth, while thrusting my fingers inside of you. The moan that greets me is delightful and your hips buck sending your hardened length deeper into my mouth and my fingers deeper into your back passage.

"Oh god I need you; please!"

You beg me and I stop my tormenting. Rolling you onto your back, I position my pulsating demon behind the entrance to the ultimate paradise. I want to see the pleasured look on your face as I make love to you. Slowly I begin my entrance pushing myself carefully into you. You moan my name loudly and I ease up for a moment for you to adjust. I feel your arms wrap around my waist and we both cry out with pleasure as my cock is forced into your tightness to the brim.

The feeling of ecstasy is overwhelming and I begin to thrust in and out of you, your moans urging me on. I love the feel of your tightness wrapped around my manhood as we make love, the closeness we share though, cannot be described by any word written by man. We know that we love each other.

That's good enough for us.

//If you believe in human touch//

It's been way too long since we've shared a passionate moment like this and I note that even your control is a little out of sorts as you struggle to keep control of your emotions. I reach down, grasping your throbbing erection in my hand and begin to pump, keeping a steady rhythm. You thrust your hips up hard as I thrust down and you cry out aloud as I hit your delicate spot time and time again. It's not long before I feel my cock stiffen and my hand has now gained a non-conforming rhythm of it's own.

I thrust hard and deep into you and you scream my name as your eyes flicker, your back arches and your hot seed streams out in tiny spurts covering us both with it's creamy substance. I thrust again and this time I feel myself let go of my control and cry out, my body shuddering involuntarily as the moment overtakes my senses and I fall onto you, my cock throbbing and jerking as my passion spills out in your channel, seeping down onto the sheets. With the last of my seed emptying itself from its sanctuary, I look into your eyes and kiss you softly as we lay there, holding each other tightly.

Ai Shiteru Duo.

You came into my life and gave me a new hope for the future. You set me straight and returned to me something that I had thought I had lost forever.

Belief in human touch.

OWARI