Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ I Want You but I Don't Know if I Need You ❯ I Wish I Was a Girl.... ( Chapter 3 )

I Want You but Do I Need You?

Heero came over early to Quatre's house not surprise that Trowa beat him to it. The blonde had told Heero to wear anything sexy. Being new to this...feeling...Heero wore black spandex and a green tank top. He now stood on the porch to Quatre's mansion with the blonde and his koi shaking their heads at him. Meeting Heero's confused eyes Quatre sighed.

Dragging his friend in his house, shutting the door behind them, the blonde stood with his chin resting on his hand. He eyed his chocolate haired friend up and down. Finally shaking his hand, Quatre sighed. "Come on Heero I said to dress sexy. This is sexy if the person already notices you in that way. In this situation your outfit will not work."

Trowa which was standing behind Quatre nodded his approval. Suddenly something flashed in the blonde's eyes. "Oh come here I've got something for you!!" he screamed in joy, wrapping an arm around Heero's and running upstairs Trowa close behind them. In Quatre's room Heero and Trowa stood near the giant bed as the blonde was in the huge walk in closet.

"Quatre I really don't..." Heero was abruptly stopped by the blonde's smile as he walked out of the closet *grins* holding a brown and black garment. Heero eyed the clothing then stepped back, accidentally bumping into Trowa. "I'm not putting that on."

Trowa grinned down at the slightly shorter male. "Yes you are."

Twenty minutes later Heero stared at himself in the mirror in the closet which he had changed into. The black leather pants hugged his slim hips, thighs and legs. His chest was covered by a high collar brown tank top that hugged his chest, showing every line and curve of his muscular top. He had two stud earrings pierced in his ears on both sides. Black eye liner darkened his amazing cobalt blue eyes.

"Okay I'm coming out."

Trowa and Quatre couldn't help but giggle at the inside joke. As Heero walked out of the closet Trowa smiled at him. "Ne, Heero I thought you were already out of the closet?"

Heero sighed then looked at the blonde, which licked his lips. "You look hot!" he smiled flashing him a "V" for victory as the doorbell rang, announcing the first guest.

Trowa looked back at Quatre and Heero. Excusing himself the male walked down the hall and downstairs to answer the door. Heero looked back at Quatre, with a look that seemed to say, `what now? ` The blonde smiled, "I want you to stay here until Duo comes. When he does I'll come up here and get you. K?"

Heero nodded but kept quiet as Quatre walked out of the room. Wondering what he could do to past the time since he knew Duo like to come late, some sort of wanting to make an entrance thing; Heero looked around the blonde's giant bookcase. Finding a book hidden behind one that said, "The Dummies Guide to Run an Inc.", he pulled it out gazing confusingly at the wrinkled cover.

"What this?" he asked opening the book to its title page. He blushed as his cobalt blue eyes scanned the title. It read..."The Complete Guide to Gay Sex...Over 48 Moves".

Shrugging to him self Heero spent the last two hours reading, catching up on what he needed to know if he wanted to get Duo into his heart and his bed. Suddenly Heero heard the front door to the room enter and he threw the book under the bed. Quatre raised an eyebrow, taking a glance towards his bookcase and smiled back at Heero. "Does Heero want to be educated?"

The roguishly haired male blushed slightly before he glared daggers towards his friend. For some reason his glares don't work on any of his friends unless he really is pissed off. Quatre smiled, "I just wanted to know that you can come out of hiding, Duo's downstairs looking for you."

Though nobody could see threw the loner, Heero was bursting with joy. He let a small smile past before he walked over to his friend and down the stairs. Turning back once to look at Quatre, Heero proceeded to find his love hoping future lover.

Trowa smiled as Heero walked past asking if he had seen Duo. He told the male that he was somewhere next to the kitchen. Trowa laughed as Heero rolled his eyes. Another smile but only for one person plastered itself onto Trowa's face as Quatre came down the stairs wearing on of his sexy outfits. The blonde had on a red leather cat suit with a long slipper from his neck to his hips to get out of. Black fake highlights surrounded his blonde hair. Light black eyeliner brought out his sea green eyes that seemed to dark a little. Trowa smiled as Quatre found him and started to walk over.

"I think you're happy to see me?" asked Quatre as "something" hard pressed up against his thigh.

Trowa grinned. "You know that is one of my favorite outfits." A teasing finger slipped its way down feminine muscular arms down to slim enticing hips. "But my favorite outfit is Quatre and whipped cream."

Quatre let out a little laugh, grabbing Trowa's hand in his and whispered. "Alright...but just a little quickie...then we have to come back down."

Trowa nodded while his blonde lover dragged him upstairs. Not even when Quatre's bedroom door opened their mouths latched onto each other as their hormones took over. The back of Quatre's knees hit the bed. Falling down he pulled Trowa onto him, not breaking their lips lock. Hands begun to wander, searching for an opening so flesh could meet with flesh. Suddenly a hand came up to stop the Latin boy's journey.

Trowa looked down at the smiling lover of his. "What?"

Quatre's smile grew. "Didn't we forget something?"

Taking time to realize what the male under him was talking about, Trowa smiled as realization dawned on him. "Let's go together."

Nodding his approval the two exited the room trying hard to keep their hands to themselves. Walking towards the kitchen while passing many drunken teens, Quatre got as far as the entrance to the kitchen before he stopped. "Heero..." he called out.

In front of the two lovers was Heero. He stood still in shock. Eyes wide in amazement but not liking what they saw. Trowa gasped as he looked over Heero's shoulder, seeing what was making the Japanese boy so upset. Poor Quatre given his height was confused, so he moved over...wishing he hadn't.

Next to the refrigerator was Duo lip locked with a brunette. Hands on her waist Duo pulled her closer into his grasp, not noticing at all about their little audience. There was defiantly tongue on both parts but you could actually see the American's tongue crawling down her throat trying to seek more addicting wetness.

One of the party guests knocked over a glass cup. As it shattered it broke Duo and the girl's making out session. Smiling at how the teen's shock of breaking the glass Duo was about to turn back when he caught Heero in the corner of his eye.

"Heero hey I was looking all over for you." He greeted, complete dismissing the girl as she walked off to have another pair of lips to kiss.

When Duo didn't get an answer except a pair of intense cobalt blue eyes that showed so much emotion that never had crossed Duo's line of vision before; Duo proceed to his friend in concern. "Heero what's...Heero where are you going?!"

Heero turned sharply, ignoring his best friend's call as tears welled up in his eyes. Not caring about reputation since the whole senior grade level was their, Heero ran out of the house and towards his home.

Duo yelled out the door as his friend left. He felt it useless to chase after him, Heero was much faster than he was if he wanted to be. "How could you?"

Duo turned around and saw an angry Quatre which most of the time wasn't a good thing. "What are you talking about?"

"HOW COULD YOU JUST REJECT HEERO!! HE...." Suddenly the blonde realized that everyone was watching them but that didn't really matter. What he really saw was the utmost confusion plastered on Duo's face.

Trowa was holding Quatre back with his hands around the blonde's arms. "He doesn't know Quatre..." the silent boy spoke, shaking his head sadly. "He doesn't know..."

Once Heero got home he thanked what ever God was listening that his parents were gone to some country to find a cure for some disease or something like that. Locking the door behind him Heero ran to his room. Jumping on the bed he couldn't help but cry onto his dark blue cotton pillow case.

The tears and emotions just poured out. He never had fallen in love before. This new emotion was confusing. Was it suppose to hurt this much? Was it supposed to be this hard? Heero thought the answer to be yes. "Why couldn't I have been a girl? Why couldn't I have been the girl kissing Duo? I'm I meant to be alone?"

After hours of questions that left unanswered tears left unstoppable, Heero felt emotionally drained he fell asleep with one thought on his mind. `I wish I was a girl...`

Hours after Heero had fallen asleep somewhere up in the sky past heaven where ever it was stood a sad guardian named Wing.(1)

"Poor Heero..." He sadly stated, but then an evil but generous in the guardian's mind idea popped into Wing's head. Looking down at the sleeping teen Wing whispered before he vanished, "Your wish shall be my command..."

KJ:

(1) Hey I couldn't resist...hehehe