Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ In The Mind Of A Princess ❯ chapter 4 ( Chapter 4 )

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In The Mind Of A Princess part 4

By Sio-san

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A.N.: Thank you to all those who have responded…you've been so encouraging and it really helps. I hope you continue to read and enjoy! J
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Relena turned to face Heero, knowing her displeasure was clear on her face.

"I'm going no where that is of any business to you," She replied.

"And I think you're lying, so where does that bring us?" Heero asked, arching a brow.

"What does it matter anyways? I don't report to you."

"Now that's where you're wrong Princess, I know about everything you do. I know when you sleep, and when you don't. I know where you're going and what you're about to do next. I know everything."

Relena glared at him, knowing that a lot of it was probably true, and that she couldn't do a thing about it. Finally, she sighed. "What do you want Heero?"

"I've already told you what I want. I want to know where you're going. Is that so hard to answer?"

"For your information, I'm going back inside."

"Oh really, doesn't look like it. It looks like you were about to go out again. Do you really want a repeat performance of the other night?"

"Gods, you can be such a bastard!" She turned and began to walk away with furious, angry steps.

Heero stopped her. He grabbed her arm and pulled her close. "Is that what you think?"

Relena rolled her eyes as she unsuccessfully tried to pry her arm from his grip. "Gee, what do you think?"

Their faces were so close, almost touching, their lips just inches from each other. It was nerve-racking. It made Relena want to squirm. Her eyes dropped to his grip on her arm. It was a tight grip but not hurting her. His fingers brushed her breasts as she tried to pull away, sending shots of awareness through her like lightening. He was going to kiss her. She could see it in his eyes.

And she wanted it to happen.

She felt that hunger again, that crazy feeling. The feeling that told her, that, even though he had the power to hurt her, it would be well worth it in the long run.

His lips slowly brushed over her, a light, chaste kiss that had a damning effect.

It made her want to throw caution to the wind. It made her want to do something like completely throw herself at him and storm his mouth with her own. Or completely submit to his will and let him take her with out an argument in mind.

Yet, even as all these things ran through her mind, he was the first to pull back. A look of shock in his eyes, letting her know that he had felt it too. There was also desire in his eyes, clouding them over with a deep smoke.

He did what she had wanted to do. He stormed her mouth, pressing his tongue to her closed lips to gain access, and when her had it, he took for all it was worth. Relena groaned and pressed closer, letting all practicality flee as she felt the evidence of his desire pressed against her pelvis. It was maddening, and completely beyond anything she had ever imagined.

Their tongues dueled a furious, long over-due battle. Heero pulled Relena as close as he could till they felt every inch of each other and still it wasn't close enough. Her arms wrapped tightly around his neck. What they were feeling had taken over.

Heero dropped to his knees, cradling Relena against him, and then pressed her back into the grass. He didn't know what he was doing, everything was blurring together. He just wanted it to continue, it was the single thought running through his mind. Her legs wrapped around his waist, seeking closeness, as he leaned over her and continued to thoroughly explore her mouth. He balanced himself on the hands placed by the sides of her head.

Pulling his lips reluctantly from hers, he shivered at her moan of protest and then again, at her moan of pleasure as his lips found their way down her neck to the base of her throat. He licked the pulse there and felt the sensations rack through her body. It was all so intense. It had gone far beyond their control.

He ripped at her shirt, sending buttons flying with the desperate need for more. Her bra was just a thin lace barrier that was easily disposed of. Her breasts were full and milky wait, the nipples tight with passion. He sat back and let his hands travel downward, felt her arch into his touch. He cupped her breasts, swirling around the nipples with his thumbs, toying with them and driving her crazy. She voiced the madness she felt, her cries driving him further.

He bent his head to her right breast and pulled the tip into the heat of his mouth. It made Relena cry out with shock and clutch his head closer. He teased and taunted and nipped. Driving her further and further into oblivion. The suddenly he stopped.

A cry of despair ripped from her throat, and she opened her eyes, wanting to know why he had stopped the delicious torment. The reached for him, but he pulled back and held a finger to his lips to silence her.

"Have you seen her?"

"Nope, perhaps she's closer to the forest."

"Why is his highness sending us for her anyways?"

"Him and her got in a little sibling quarrel from what I heard. He probably got worried when she didn't show for dinner."

The voices faded as they got farther away.

Heero looked down to see Relena looking up at him with shock. She pushed him off and scrambled to her feet. Hurriedly, she attempted to straighten herself out as best as possible.

"I…I…can't believe…that wasn't suppose...to…I have to go!" Relena exclaimed, shaking with shock.

She walked away, with fumbling steps. Her mind churned in disbelief. Heero had never touched her like that, never really touched her to begin with. Her brain felt foggy, as though drugged and her body could still feel the heat of his hands.

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Heero was feeling his own bout of shock. He looked at his hands, as though expecting to see they were not his own. When he had gone after Relena, it had not been with seduction in mind. He had not planned to ever touch her that way again. Yet there they had been, sprawled on the ground at each other like rabid animals.

Again he was forced to question just what the hell was wrong with him.

If anything, his curiosity had been taken care of. He now knew what it was like to touch her with out causing fear. He now knew what it was like to feel her respond as they were caught up in a crazed passion. And nothing had ever felt better.

It drove him mad knowing she effected him like that. He had no want to give anyone the power of his responses. Yet if she knew the power she had over him, she could have played him like a well-tuned fiddle. Yet, he knew that Relena was very sexually naïve. She had never had time for relationships. Since her fifteenth year, her entire life had been dedicated to politics. Nothing else had been allowed to interfere.

There was just something intoxicating about knowing that you were the first man to ever touch a woman, especially a woman you were, more and more, beginning to consider yours to take.

He realized there was something between them. It was something that was going to explode with possible disastrous outcomes. Yet it was going to happen anyways. There was nothing to stop it because it was now out of their hands. Fate had taken control and was not going to let go.

He needed some serious help. He admitted that for the first time in his life. He didn't know what to do. Half the feelings that were swamping him were alien. He had never felt any of it before. He was never a man to deal with feelings. He ignored them and dealt with things logically. It was his way of life. But now everything was changing before his eyes and he couldn't keep up. He needed some one to talk to that could help him, someone who knew women even if he didn't always deal with them well.

He needed Duo. Duo was the only one who could help.

Quatre and Trowa were to busy with each other, lost in a love that was beyond most people. Wufei had never been good with people, especially women. He and Sally were still an emotional battleground. When one was angry, everyone else had better clear the field.

Duo was his only hope.

***

Relena, now over her shock, was angry. She stormed through the front door and went straight to her room. In need of venting, she went to her desk and turned on the tape recorder once again.

"Ya know what? This is becoming like a bad habit. I hate bad habits. Hate them as much as I hate stupid people. I feel so lost! I hate feeling lost! I want to feel in control again, I need to. Today's been crappy as it is. I just wanted to go out on the town again. I feel better out there, but there was a stupid conference today and security is at it's best. By the time it had all died down it was too late and then that damn Yuy showed up again."

"He got all nosy and in my face and I got mad. I lost my damn temper and like always it came back and hit me in the face. He kissed me again, and my betraying body responded. I was like a bitch in heat! It was that sexual hunger thing back to haunt me. By the time I began to think I was on the ground and then it all went foggy. Thank heavens for those guards. They kept me from making one hell of a mistake. I jus don't know what came over me. We were all over each other, oblivious to anything else. And he ripped my bra! My favorite bra!"

Relena blew out a heavy sigh. "I just don't get it. I thought I was over it, then he touches me and I go crazy. I can still feel his touch all over me, I'm still half aroused and it's sick. He's got the power over me I want no one to have. The kind of power I refuse to relinquish. Gods! He makes me so mad!"

"To top it all off, my brother won't give me my job back. He just ignored me pretty much when I practically licked his damn leather boots. He's pulling that big brother protective bit again and it's driving me nuts. What does he want me to do all day? Twiddle my thumbs? Then again I should have known he wouldn't budge, he never has."

"Now Yuy has my panties in a twist and I can't think straight. I've got a week and half left of this force vacation and nothing to do. On top of that, I'm horny as hell and left unsatisfied! The only reason I refuse to even attempt a fling with Yuy is because I have a feeling once will never be enough. I have a feeling I'd just want lots more and finally give him the control over me that I crave so badly."

"Hopefully the damn bastard has a nice case of blue ball."

***

It was three in the morning by the time Heero finally made it to the Maxwell household. He had gotten everything cleared up with Zechs and knew that Relena would now get to enjoy her time with Wufei as her bodyguard till he got back. Maybe Chang would even come back in one peace. He had packed the basics and his computer. He didn't plan to be here long, just long enough to get the help he needed from a long time friend.

He felt bad about knocking on the door. He knew they were probably all sleeping, but it was an emergency.

Not life or death but pretty damn, close for Heero. Life or death was nothing compared to the awaking of a heart that had developed out of nowhere. Knocking on the door, he waited for the footsteps that told him Duo had heard.

He knew he had surprised Duo. Especially when he saw the look of shock on the other man's face.

"Heero-man, what are you doin' here at 3 in the god damn morning. Some of us humans do like sleeping ya know."

"I'm sorry, but I…I need your help."

***

Duo tried hiding the look of shock o his face but knew he failed miserably.

"The perfect Yuy needs my help? Whoa, has a comet struck or something?" he tried to lighten it up but Heero's face just hardened.

"Dude, I was just kidding. Come on in and sit on the couch. I'll grab some beers."

Heero followed in after Duo and settled himself on the couch while Duo headed toward the kitchen.

Duo was wondering what the hell could be so important at three in the morning. He was also wondered why Heero had turned to him for help, let alone anyone.

With a shake of his head he just grabbed the beers and got ready for a long night as he once again joined Heero in the living room.

"Now, Heero, explain to me just what the problem is."

Heero was silent for a moment as he accepted the beer and took a swig. "You were right," he said,

"Right about what?"

"I need to feel human, and it's starting. Everything's changing. I'm changing, Relena's changing, everything is changing around us and I can't seem to make a lot of sense out of it."

"What do you mean everything's changing?" Duo asked.

"I want her. I mean I've wanted women before, usually that would just turn out to be a small fling ending with no hard feelings, but this damn woman is driving me crazy."

"Well, we all knew you wanted her but what do you mean about things changing? I don't get it."

"I feel something right here," Heero said, motioning toward where his heart beat in his chest. "Every time I think of her, it feels tight. I'm feeling all these crazy things and it doesn't make any sense. I'm not supposed to feel anything. I don't allow myself to. But she's ruining everything. Everything is just falling apart around me and I can't do anything about it."

Duo was now officially shocked. Heero had woman trouble, imagine that. Even scarier was that Heero was showing he just might be human after all.

"Buddy, you're being normal for he first time in life. It's about fucking time too. It sounds to me that Relena's finally crumbling all the walls around your heart and reminding you it's there. Maybe now you can change what's been happening with her. You know how hard she's become. I remember when all she used to wear was a smile that would make anyone's day. Now, everything like that is faked with her. She doesn't smile just to smile. She does it for appearance and nothing more. It's a sad day when a person with lots of love to give throws it away and that's what she has done. A girl once beautiful inside and out had become a hard female politician. I've never seen some one crying out so much for love."

"Her family loves her," Heero pointed out.

"Yeah, but her family isn't a man. In all honesty, that girl needs to be fucked, and she needs it bad. It needs to be more than that too."

"Damn it Duo! I don't know how to handle this!"

Duo almost laughed. "You've got to open up man, you got to let yourself feel. Live by the moment."

"What exactly does that mean?"

"It means that when you get an urge you need to go for it instead of listening to your head. You have to learn to listen to your heart."

"I don't have a heart," Heero denied. Doubt instantly overcoming him.

"Well, my friend, I think you're beginning to learn you do."

***

Well this is fun, Relena thought to herself, as she stood outside, Wufei not more than three feet from her.

Heero had gone off on a little trip and she was now stuck with Mr. Stick-up-his-ass himself. She didn't know which one was worse. Was it Heero, with his never-ending surveillance or perhaps Wufei, with his woman-hating attitude?

"Is there a point in standing out here, Relena?" Wufei asked, annoyance edging his voice.

"Nope, absolutely none, I just feel like annoying the hell out of you," She answered with mock cheerfulness.

Wufei sneered. "What is it with women and wasting time?"

"What? You and Sally get in another tiff?"

"Well, the woman has no sense at all," Wufei replied.

"Yeah, well wither do you most of the time."

"And just what the hell does that mean Princess?"

Relena smirked. "Well, since I don't feel like telling you, you're just going to have to figure it out for yourself," she replied, walking away.

Wufei growled and followed after, hating this job more and more by the minute. "Women!"

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