Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ in till death ❯ black angel ( Chapter 1 )

In till death:

Warning: GW ficlet rated R for rape/incest and suicidal tendencies also for something we all know and love the citrus

Authors note:

Kit: well this is my first chappie

Fie: why did u Wright this smut?

Kit:2 words sugar high

Hero: oh no I'm going to die aren't I

Kit: Maybe I'm not too sure yet any ways on with the chappie enjoy

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the gw boys though I do own the crappie song sadly

Black angel

Hero walked in to his room and turned on his cd player

// just incase don't want anyone hearing me// he thought as he walked in to the adjoining bath room and grabbed one of his razor blades

(`Black wings red stains white

floor and I'm back for more')

//hn this'll be….well ….//

(I cut my wrists so deep

And I let it bleed)

He sits on his bed and makes the first cut tears leak out of his eyes as he does it over and over again

//I guess I am alive at least I can feel pain//he looks at the flowing blood

//I'm so weak god why do I feel so weak//

(I let it soak in to the very soul of me

I feel it puddle round my feet)

Now hero had thought of every thing well almost he had forgotten to lock his door and he was so in to his music and pain that he never noticed the slight knock or when one wufie chang opened his bedroom door

"What the hell are you doing"

(I… I don't wanna die

I just wanna feel

Something anything)

//kinda self explanatory aint it//

"How did you get in?"

"The door was unlocked"

//oh good going hero let the object of your affection think you're a total nut job//

Hero looked up at wufie from where he sat but his eyes dropped be for they met the other teens they sat in silence that wufie finally broke

"is this what you do in here all day"

//why should he care//

"Not always why?"

"How long have you been……..mutilating your self?"

//good god why should he care its not like I can't be replaced if I do kill my self one of these times//

"It's non of your business what I do I'm not on a mission at the moment so just leave me alone"

"Fuck the mission is that all u think about I wanna know how long you have been fucking trying to commit suicide"

// fine he wants to know I'll tell him maybe then he'll leave//

"……..a few years"

"What"

` you asked how long and I said a few years ever since I met you guys you can all show so much emotion feel so much and I…. just I cant" he said tears slipping from his Prussian depths

(I…I don't wanna die

I just wanna feel that I'm alive)

// good going hero now he must really think your loony//

Hero looked up and strait in to black eyes

"Fie?"

"Shh"

//he's kissing me?//

Wufie ran his tongue along heros' lip asking for entrance that was hungrily given to him as hero slowly timidly ran his hands under fie shirt and ghosted over his abs and to his pert nipples when he touched them wufie suddenly became very.. Very vocal.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ;>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>&g t;>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>& gt;>>>>>>>>>

my muse said to stop now so I stopped ha yah im being serious very serious I am stopping even though I have the next 2 chapters on my computer yah I know evil blame it on my muse she says im too nice (she is crazy me nice ha) so if u want the updates any time soon pleas review if u really don't care then I will do so at my own leisure any ways what did you guys think{turns to fie}

Fie- I hated it you cruel onna

Heero: at least she didn't make you suicidal

Fie: good point I was just a dits

Kit: don't worry you'll get a clue…….. maybe

Fie: evil

Kit: surprisingly enough that was not the first time I have heard that

Heero: please review or no never mind. Don't I really don't know how I can survive another chappie