Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Inochi Ga Nai ❯ Lifeless ( One-Shot )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer: These characters are not mine..not yours either...

Notes: This is a short angsty li'l thing I wrote, sap and comedy are my usual forte, but at Subaru-san's insistence I thought I'd try my hand at this.

Warnings: Angst, deathfic, implied shounen ai



Inochi Ga Nai (Lifeless)


This is an ending. Life has left me, now I must bid it farewell. A sharp blade will be my parting wave. My Life is already gone. I must not cling to this mortal realm of emptiness, it holds nothing, Life does not abide herein.

Cold metal, yet so much warmer than destruction, and hot when next to the look he gave me. That stare, into my soul. Life saw my soul and crushed it with his eyes.

Sorrow, not here and now, remembered. Life brings happiness only to snatch it away and make pain its last gift.

I want to die. If I can never hold Life, never fully grasp it, then let this be. Unconsciousness is relief, darkness is bliss, hell is forever unchanging.

So easily destructed. I've taken may lives, but never as Life took me. Every thought in my mind rests on him and every moment on what he said. My will belongs to life, but it is not wanted.

Damn Life, for giving me hope. Damn Life for making me care and not carring for me. I hate what Life is but need to have it.

Momentarily, a small flicker of time, a blink of the universe, Life was mine. I took it, held it, loved...then lost. Gone...where?

Have you seen Life? Don't be fooled, he mascarades as Death. But you'll know him, for Death can not smile. Tell Life, I will miss him. I am no more.

~~~Duo, ~~~
~~~ You always were, and always will be, my Life. ~~~
~~~ Heero ~~~



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