Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Journal ❯ Stars Fear ( Chapter 3 )

Review response will be at the end, as always.

 

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Its just been a week since Duo started talking to her. He checked her GJ everytime he had a chance, and now she wasn't updating, until a note was posted by her friend, Toby.

 

This isnt Star, but one of her friends. She is right now in the hospital, she had been found near-dead by her best friend, Taylor. Sorry if anyone expected any more depressing entries. If you want any more information please email me at dragon_luver@hotmail.com thank you,

 

Duo blinked. “Okay, Maxwell, what are you doing?” Heero asked, looking at the entry.

 

**A week later**

 

Duo re-checked to se if Star put any entries at all. His question was answered when her lay-out changed to blood-red background and black text. And music coming from the journal, which was In This World (Murder) by Good Charlotte played.

 

Damn, I have been in the hospital for weeks! Okay, so maybe a full week, but still! Anyways, I am now living with my mom and step dad. My step dads cool. Hes really nice. Anyways, update will be slow, because I am very busy with school and soccer and band practice. Yes! Heres some songs:

 

Verse One: -a faraway sound- Its nothing…its nothing…-music gets louder-

I used to see you as a role-model

I used to turn to you with my problem

Now your just a memory

Of the Shadows

 

Chorus: The echo despise

The only heards of the shouts

You are my one and only depise

The echo of nothing…

 

Verse Two: I have had enough of your lies

Its just a memory

A dream of who you used to be

Your just the shadow

The darkness

 

(Go back to the chorus)

 

Bridge: And now you're the echos despise

You're the fadded shout

Because its ending tonight!

 

(Back to chorus)

 

So how do youl like it? Okay, so I suc at writing songs! Meh, I don't care. I am so glad I get to be around my guy friends! They are sooooo cool. Squeals

 

Mood: Hyper

Music: Meet My Maker by GC

 

Duo blinked. He was happy for her. She just signed on. Her screen name was now, Punk Goth.

 

Deaths_God: Hey, Star, whats up?

 

Punk Goth: Just chatting! Didja read my GJ?

 

Deaths_God: Yep, I'm happy for you. Your in Japan now?

 

Punk Goth: YUP! :D

 

Deaths_God: Cool what skool do you go to now?

 

Punk Goth: A middle school. Its um Valley School.

 

Death_God: Really?! I have a friend who teaches there!

 

Punk Goth: Cool. What grade?

 

Death_God: 7th…

 

Punk Goth: Really? What team?

 

Death_God: Bears…her name is Noin.

 

Punk Goth: Seriously?! Shes one of my teachers…

 

Death_God: Hope you behave.

 

Pubk Goth: Shes my favorite teacher. I behave, just when I'm depressed. Oh, I g2g, soo ya!

 

Duo blinked. Once, twice, thrice before smiling. He knew sooner or later that he'll meet her in person.

 

---With Star---

 

Star signed off and looked up at the sky. The wind was re-freshing. The adolescent sighed. Sure, she missed Egypt, but she was happy where she was. Closing her eyes, she let herself wander to her own world, trying to think of herself as more perfect and less gothic. She opened her crimson eyes at a sound.

 

And there was her friend, Toni, on his skate-bored just approching her. “Hey, Star, come on, lets go.”

 

She nodded and stood up. Running into the garage, she took her black roller blades and quickly put them on and grabbing her shoes she sped off with him. Her fear grows. She knew that if the judge wont believe Star at the hearing, that if she still has to live her dad, she'll get a beating. A bad one that'll kill her. For now, she has to concentrate on the concerte….

 

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Okay, I'll end there!

 

Weluvanime: thanks for the review! Heres another chapter…sorry if it was late…

 

Okay, I need a vote of a few songs. What songs should Star sing at her concerte?

 

Choices:

 

Broken by Seether feat. Amy Lee.

 

Since U Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

 

Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne

 

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

 

Thoughtless by Evanescence (on the CD they have the song)

 

Missing by Evanescence

 

Any suggestions would be much appreciated! Review!