Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Let You Down ❯ Losing You ( Chapter 1 )

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I wish today never happened.

I wish I could just start over.

My life.

The world.

Everything.

And on that day … my whole world fell down, crumbling.

Because I couldn't save him.

No.

I couldn't.

But I was so glad for meeting him.

So glad to have had our love.

His love.

He had always told me that is was a sexual kind of love, non-loving.

But I would have it either way.

As long as he was with me.

But today.

He was taken by Satin.

I race out of my gundam and run towards him. His body was lying a few feet away from his horribly torn up gundam. I feel my heart pounding in my chest. I wonder if he will make it. He looks pretty bad all the way from here. I rush to his side and turn him over. Blood soaked his shirt and his neck, along with his arms and legs. I feel tears escape my eyes and roll down my cheeks. What is it? He tells me not to cry. He chokes blood and it comes running down his mouth. Oh Heero. My koi. I put him on my lap and stroke his face. He smirks and stares at me. I choke back a sob when I feel his hand on my cheek. He tells me not to cry. He says it hurts him to see me cry. I laugh sadly. I tell him that he won't die. That he will live. He laughs and then chokes on more blood. He says that he is dying. No Heero. You will never die! I told you before we came into battle that you would live a peaceful life. With no killing. No deaths. No pain. But here we are. You in my arms bleeding like there is no tomorrow. You want me to kiss you? Of course I will Heero. You are my love. I love you so much.

He wraps his arms around my neck and tries to hold on. I take his hand into mine and I press my lips against his, giving him my most passionate kiss that I have. He slightly moans but I can taste so much blood. But I don't care. Suddenly his strong grip that was in my hand slowly was becoming less. And less. And less. Until … you smile. You-you love me? Heero I love you too. So much. Suddenly I see your chest stop going up and down. Your hand is cold and your grip is nothing. No Heero. I will get revenge for your death. I will kill all of the OZ soldiers that I see. I will avenge you. Though what surprises me, you have a smile on your face. That makes me smile. I feel tears go down my cheeks and I hold you to my chest; so tight that I might break your bones. Quatre is yelling at me to get back into my Gundam. I give you one last kiss, my love, and then run away from you. Forever.

~Owari~

Weird I know. BTW one of my friends's made this fic. She wanted me to post it for ya. R&R if u wants.