Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Lie To Me ❯ Lie to me ( Chapter 1 )

Duo's POV - Rated R for language, sexuality, and implied rape. Dark, angst, implied ncs. 1x2

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Gundam Pilots (though I wish I did) and I do not own rights to Gundam Wing by Sunrise Inc. I just like to play with them.

Disclaimer#2: I do not own the rights to “Lie To Me” by Depeche Mode. Warner Bros. Music. I just <3 their music.

Lie To Me

*Come on and lay with me
*Come on and lie to me
*Tell me you love me
*Say I'm the only one

I wait up for him every night, I do not know why anymore. The clock says 2:36, he won't be home for at least another hour. I want to kick myself for being so foolish, but I know he loves me, still, deep down inside.

*Experiences have a lasting impression
*But words once spoken
*Don't mean a lot now

I pray when he comes home he isn't drunk, it's much worse when he's drunk; which is the state he is normally in. How can someone go out and get drunk almost every night of the week? I bury my face in my hands, `what am I to do'? I don't want to leave, he still loves me.

*Belief is the way
*The way of the innocent
*And when I say innocent
*I should say naïve

They all tell me to get as far away from him as I can, but, even when he is tearing my clothes off and leaving deep marks in my skin from his drunken impatience, his eyes cold and emotionless, I know he'll go back to how he was in the beginning.

*So lie to me
*But do it with sincerity
*Make me listen
*Just for a minute

I wonder how many others there are… wait… no… I am his one and only, right? I have to be.

*Make me think
*There's some truth in it

It has been one year since I heard the words “I love you” pass through his lips.

*Come on and lay with me
*Come on and lie to me
*Tell me you love me
*Say I'm the only one

I hear a click at the door, `shit' I curse to myself, `he is home early, what should I do'? I undress, just so I don't have to buy another pair of boxers from them being ripped off. He barely even preps me anymore, just shoves it in, but I take the pain; I've had worse, in the physical sense.

*Promises made for convenience
*Aren't necessarily
*What we need

He promised me two years ago that we would be lovers, friends, and family forever. I now roll over on the bed; I must be pliant and relaxed if I want to make it through the night without something dislocated.

*Truth is a word
*That's lost its meaning
*The truth has become
*Merely half-truth

Maybe they were right… maybe I should have left when I had the chance. I'm too scared to find out what would happen if I tried to leave now. My little piece of heaven, after two long wars, has now turned into his hell. I only pray for the day that my maker comes and steals me away from this insanity.

*So lie to me
*Like they do it in the factory
*Make me think
*That at the end of the day
*Some great reward
*Will be coming my way

He stumbles in, already undoing his pants and a lecherous look is in his eyes, licking his lips. Oh god… I know what he wants… something more humiliating than being shoved onto a crowded street naked.

*Come on and lay with me
*Come on and lie to me
*Tell me you love me
*Say I'm the only one

He begins to stroke his shaft ordering me to pull the covers off so he could see my body. Then I hear it, the click of his gun. I shut my eyes tight and begin to pray, thankfully, that my torture will be over with tonight. He saunters over, like the ass he is, shoves his cock into my mouth and orders me to suck, the cold steel pressing against my temple. I suck and lick him desperately, knowing once I bring him to release, I will have my own release.

*Come on and lay with me
*Come on and lie to me
*Tell me you love me
*Say I'm the only one

He comes and it's all over my face and hair. He pulls my braid, hard, and I wince, not opening my eyes. The steel leaves my temple and I sigh.

“You little bitch, you think I would give you the satisfaction?” He sneers and finishes undressing, locks his gun away and goes to take a shower. I break down in sobs once the water starts.

Things would be so much easier if he would just lie to me.