Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Lights, Camera, Action! ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )
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By: Jadeduo 
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Drama / Romance / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 09.06.2003 | Updated On: 09.06.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.3K | Visits: 624 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Drama / Romance / Angst | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 09.06.2003 | Updated On: 09.06.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.3K | Visits: 624 | Status: Completed
Title: Lights, Camera, Action! 1/12+
Author: Jadeduo
Pairings: 2x1x2, 3x4, 5xS, R+1 one-sided
Warnings: yaoi, romance, angst, language, lemon, Relena bashing
Rating: R - NC-17
Disclaimer: None of the boys are mine... Only in my dreams... So don't sue; all you'll get is a very beat up manga collection.
Notes: Special thanks to Mako-chan and Tai for being my number one fast betas! As they both know my run-ons are seriously atrocious!!! *gives them both pocky and hugs* Everything is fixed now... I hope! Now on to the fic! Love you all!
Special notes for this chapter:
~Thoughts~ *sound effects*
Lights, Camera, Action Part 1
January 15, AC 198
Somewhere on L2
"Heero! I'm home!" Duo chuckled to himself. ~Who knew the perfect soldier could be the perfect lover~, he thought to himself as he noted the spotless apartment. "Hmm, I wonder where Heero could be." While his heart thought, ~God, I hope he's still here... ~
"Behind you."
"Koi! I just brought home dinner. I was hoping you'd still be here. Have you figured out what you want to do yet? I mean, it's okay if you still don't know. I'm still breaking even on the salvage yard and--"
"Duo."
"--it's okay if you want to stay home and rest. Out of everyone, I think you deserve it the most--"
"Duo."
"I mean, well, Heero, I love you, and I will support you until you figure out what you want to do, and love, make it something you want to do. Be happy, because if there's one thing we've learned after all this is that we deserve happin-- mmpsgh!" Heero finally got his attention by kissing one braided baka senseless.
"Duo."
Taking one deep breath, "Yes, Heero?"
Heero smirked. "Let's eat dinner."
"Mmmkay Heero, but first, I want my appetizer," Duo said as he moved in for another kiss from his beloved. ~God, I'm so lucky to have him. Even if he doesn't think so, I hope that I can change his mind.~
~God what am I going to do?~ Heero thought, as he moved to kiss Duo as fiercely as possible. ~What did I do to deserve his love. He's so happy. I can't stay any longer. All I'm doing is sponging off of him. I can't even say that I love him back. He doesn't deserve that; he deserves someone who can love him for everything that he is, that can return his love to its fullest. He never lies. Good God, what am I going to do? ~
Neither one was aware of the others thoughts as they continue to explore each others mouths, trying to memorize the taste of the other; afraid that this might be the last time they kiss, the last time they are intimate.
Duo moved to explore Heero's neck, pushing him slowly toward the bedroom with every step. He kissed Heero's body, lips, neck, and ear. By the time they reached the bedroom, Heero was shivering in need. Duo removed Heero's shirt and took a nipple in one mouth, and rubbed the other with his hand, making both erect.
"God, Duo, please!"
"Please what, Heero? I want to hear you say it." Duo moved to kiss lower and lower, trailing kisses down Heero's smooth stomach, stopping at his navel, and dipped his tongue inside.
"Duo, I need you. Please, lower!" Heero gasped.
Duo removed Heero's spandex, and smirked. "No underwear, huh? Heero, shame, shame. Well, I guess I'll have to take advantage of you." He kissed lower and lower as Heero gasped for breath, begging and pleading for Duo to give him the friction he needed. Until Duo swallowed his erection whole, causing Heero to gasp his name. "Like that, huh, Heero?"
"Hnn, Duo, please."
Duo reached for the lube underneath the pillow. Coating his fingers, he moved to Heero's entrance, pushing one finger in, which caused Heero to gasp in surprise. Duo stretched Heero slowly so as not to cause him any pain. He added a second finger, and then a third, as he continued to savour Heero's erection like an exotic treat. Then, Duo started to search for that bundle of nerves that made Heero scream.
"Duo!"
"Hmm, like that, huh? Tell me what you want, Heero." Duo said as he stopped sucking and continued to prod Heero's prostate. Heero could hardly think. He was so close, but couldn't get there.
"Duo, please."
"Please what, Heero?"
"Please! Please fuck me!"
"That's what I was waiting to hear!" Duo quickly removed his clothes, and slathered his erection with lube. Moving quickly, he placed his erection at Heero's entrance. He entered Heero slowly, trying not to hurt his love. They were both panting when Duo was fully seated inside of Heero. Duo stopped, giving himself time to recover so he didn't come right away, and giving Heero time to adjust to him. Heero, then, started to wiggle his hips, giving Duo the sign that he was ready. Duo moved slowly at first, pushing in and out fully, before entering to the hilt again. They cried out as the pace quickened, harder and faster, until they were both ready to explode. Duo, feeling he is ready to come, reached down, grabbed Heero's erection, and started to pump in time with his thrusts. That pushed Heero over the edge, and he screamed Duo's name as he climaxed, pushing Duo over the edge as he filled his lover with his seed. He called out to him, and collapsed on top of Heero.
For a while, they just laid there, completely content with one another. Until, Duo broke the silence. "Ugh, Heero, sticky. Want to go shower, and then we can eat dinner?" Before Heero could answer, Duo was already in the shower with his hair pinned up, so it didn't get wet.
"Hn, Baka." With that, Heero jumped in the shower, and they washed each other clean, while Duo talked about his day and Heero listened. After the shower, they heated up dinner, which had gotten cold by then. They ate in comfortable silence, with Duo hoping that Heero would open up to him, but as always, Heero seemed content to be quiet.
"Heero?"
"Hn?"
"Umm, I know you're not so good at the whole emotions thing, but, umm, just this once could you say you love me? I just, well… I don't know. I'd like to hear it once. I, I don't know. I guess it's okay that you can't yet, but it would be really nice. After you do it, I'll never bring it up again. I promise." Duo looked up at Heero expectantly, and Heero stared down at his food quietly, seemingly afraid to look up at Duo. Duo reached down to Heero's chin and lifted it up, so Heero could look him in the eye. Prussian blue meet violet, and Duo said, "Heero, it's okay if you can't say it yet. I just want you to be able to say it to me one day. It doesn't have to be now. As long as you are here with me now, I will be content. Okay?" Heero nodded his head "Good. Now, I think its time for bed. I have to be up early for work tomorrow, and I'm sure you want to be up early like always, so we can eat breakfast together. Let's go to bed, love."
They both went to the bedroom, and stripped down to their boxers. Duo moved to give Heero a hug and kiss goodnight, and Heero let him. "Goodnight, love. I'll see you in the morning." Duo then turned over to go to sleep.
Heero laid there, going over the events of the day. He still hadn't been able to find anything he wanted to do yet. He loved Duo so much, but couldn't ever say it. The training was just too overpowering to even think about giving his emotions free reign, putting himself in the position to get hurt. He just couldn't do it, but he loved Duo so much. They did the same thing everyday. Duo would go to work. Heero would clean the apartment and look for something that might interest him. He'd tried job after job, but none of them would last. Then, Duo would come home. Heero would either have dinner ready or they would have takeout. But, before dinner ever started, they would always make love, then have to reheat dinner, and either watch TV or go to bed. Sometimes, they would make love again before falling asleep, but that was the extent of his life. He was happy, but he always felt guilty afterwards. He always felt that he had taken advantage of Duo somehow.
He was basically living in Duo's apartment for free, had been for a whole year now, since the end of the Eve wars. Which, Hilde made a point to remind him about every time he went to visit Duo at the salvage yard. God, he hated her, but he guessed she wasn't any worse than Relena, who came to visit him every time she was on L2, trying to get him to come with her to be her bodyguard. Duo always worried when she came to town, though Heero couldn't figure out why. That was one thing he would never do. He would never, ever go with Relena. Sure, he might go into self-destruct mode again, but never would he go with that pink harpy.
The question now was, what was he going to do? He felt that he was ruining Duo's life by holding him back here. He just couldn't bring himself to leave, because every morning Duo would ask him if he would be there when he got back. Looking at him with those shining violet eyes, he could never bring himself to leave.
Would tomorrow be the day? Would he finally kiss his lover goodbye for last time tomorrow? It was about time. He was holding back Duo. One day, maybe, he would come back if he ever felt truly worthy of Duo's love. With a new resolve, he fell asleep. He knew he would be able to do it tomorrow...
*****
Duo woke up everyday at the same time to the same smell of freshly brewed coffee. It was one of Heero's fetishes. "Good morning, love. I'm going to go shower. I'll be right out for breakfast," he told a frumpy Heero, who was in the kitchen preparing breakfast for the two of them.
Duo hummed to himself. Things were going great with him and Heero. He couldn't wait. Heero was getting better everyday. The only thing he couldn't make sure of was keeping Heero here with him. His heart tightened a little at that. He knew everyday Heero thought about leaving, and Duo was surprised every time when he found Heero waiting for him at home. Everyday, he asked Heero to be home when he got back. He was sure that the only reason he ever stayed was because Duo told him he loved him, and wanted him here. With those thoughts, Duo walked into the kitchen.
"Hmm, yummy. Chocolate chip pancakes! Heero, how did you know?"
"Hn. Baka, they're your favourite."
"I love you, Heero. Thanks!"
"Hn"
They ate in silence again, soaking up the warmth of each other, for what Heero knew would be the last time, and what Duo hoped wouldn't be. As they were finishing, Duo told Heero exactly what he said everyday. "Heero?" Heero looked up into Duo's eyes. He knew what was coming, and he hoped he had the strength to stop himself from falling for those sweet words like he did every other day. "I love you, and I want you here with me. I don't care if you ever figure out what you want to do, as long as you continue to try to figure out what you want with me. You hear me, Heero? With me. I love you. Have a good day." They kissed longingly goodbye, and Duo shut and locked the door behind him.
Heero collapsed against the door, knowing that if he didn't do this now, he will have trapped Duo with him forever, and he couldn't make Duo love a heartless soldier. Heero mechanically cleaned the kitchen. Finishing up the remainder of the pancake batter, he left enough cakes for Duo for a week, as well as enough meals for a week. He then packed his few meager possessions, plus his gun, and wrote a note for Duo, trying to explain why, and locked the door behind him. He took the key to remember Duo by, not knowing if Duo would ever let him back into his life again, or even if he would be ready to enter that life again.
*****
Duo was humming to himself as he entered the apartment. "Heero! Where are you?" He stopped in his tracks. He didn't smell any food ready, and his Japanese lover was nowhere to be found. Then, he noticed the note on the table.
Duo,
I will be long gone before you find this note. Please, don't look for me. I'm not ready. I don't think I can ever give you what you want or need. Please, be happy. I've left enough food for the week plus breakfasts. I know that was the one thing I could always give you when I couldn't give you emotions I can't have. Please, don't hate me. I just couldn't sponge off of you any longer. I couldn't watch you suffer for loving me, but your efforts haven't been in vain. Ai shiteru, Duo, even if I could never say it to your face. I will love you always.
Ai shiteru,
Heero
Duo sank to the floor with tears rolling down his cheeks. "No."
Author: Jadeduo
Pairings: 2x1x2, 3x4, 5xS, R+1 one-sided
Warnings: yaoi, romance, angst, language, lemon, Relena bashing
Rating: R - NC-17
Disclaimer: None of the boys are mine... Only in my dreams... So don't sue; all you'll get is a very beat up manga collection.
Notes: Special thanks to Mako-chan and Tai for being my number one fast betas! As they both know my run-ons are seriously atrocious!!! *gives them both pocky and hugs* Everything is fixed now... I hope! Now on to the fic! Love you all!
Special notes for this chapter:
~Thoughts~ *sound effects*
Lights, Camera, Action Part 1
January 15, AC 198
Somewhere on L2
"Heero! I'm home!" Duo chuckled to himself. ~Who knew the perfect soldier could be the perfect lover~, he thought to himself as he noted the spotless apartment. "Hmm, I wonder where Heero could be." While his heart thought, ~God, I hope he's still here... ~
"Behind you."
"Koi! I just brought home dinner. I was hoping you'd still be here. Have you figured out what you want to do yet? I mean, it's okay if you still don't know. I'm still breaking even on the salvage yard and--"
"Duo."
"--it's okay if you want to stay home and rest. Out of everyone, I think you deserve it the most--"
"Duo."
"I mean, well, Heero, I love you, and I will support you until you figure out what you want to do, and love, make it something you want to do. Be happy, because if there's one thing we've learned after all this is that we deserve happin-- mmpsgh!" Heero finally got his attention by kissing one braided baka senseless.
"Duo."
Taking one deep breath, "Yes, Heero?"
Heero smirked. "Let's eat dinner."
"Mmmkay Heero, but first, I want my appetizer," Duo said as he moved in for another kiss from his beloved. ~God, I'm so lucky to have him. Even if he doesn't think so, I hope that I can change his mind.~
~God what am I going to do?~ Heero thought, as he moved to kiss Duo as fiercely as possible. ~What did I do to deserve his love. He's so happy. I can't stay any longer. All I'm doing is sponging off of him. I can't even say that I love him back. He doesn't deserve that; he deserves someone who can love him for everything that he is, that can return his love to its fullest. He never lies. Good God, what am I going to do? ~
Neither one was aware of the others thoughts as they continue to explore each others mouths, trying to memorize the taste of the other; afraid that this might be the last time they kiss, the last time they are intimate.
Duo moved to explore Heero's neck, pushing him slowly toward the bedroom with every step. He kissed Heero's body, lips, neck, and ear. By the time they reached the bedroom, Heero was shivering in need. Duo removed Heero's shirt and took a nipple in one mouth, and rubbed the other with his hand, making both erect.
"God, Duo, please!"
"Please what, Heero? I want to hear you say it." Duo moved to kiss lower and lower, trailing kisses down Heero's smooth stomach, stopping at his navel, and dipped his tongue inside.
"Duo, I need you. Please, lower!" Heero gasped.
Duo removed Heero's spandex, and smirked. "No underwear, huh? Heero, shame, shame. Well, I guess I'll have to take advantage of you." He kissed lower and lower as Heero gasped for breath, begging and pleading for Duo to give him the friction he needed. Until Duo swallowed his erection whole, causing Heero to gasp his name. "Like that, huh, Heero?"
"Hnn, Duo, please."
Duo reached for the lube underneath the pillow. Coating his fingers, he moved to Heero's entrance, pushing one finger in, which caused Heero to gasp in surprise. Duo stretched Heero slowly so as not to cause him any pain. He added a second finger, and then a third, as he continued to savour Heero's erection like an exotic treat. Then, Duo started to search for that bundle of nerves that made Heero scream.
"Duo!"
"Hmm, like that, huh? Tell me what you want, Heero." Duo said as he stopped sucking and continued to prod Heero's prostate. Heero could hardly think. He was so close, but couldn't get there.
"Duo, please."
"Please what, Heero?"
"Please! Please fuck me!"
"That's what I was waiting to hear!" Duo quickly removed his clothes, and slathered his erection with lube. Moving quickly, he placed his erection at Heero's entrance. He entered Heero slowly, trying not to hurt his love. They were both panting when Duo was fully seated inside of Heero. Duo stopped, giving himself time to recover so he didn't come right away, and giving Heero time to adjust to him. Heero, then, started to wiggle his hips, giving Duo the sign that he was ready. Duo moved slowly at first, pushing in and out fully, before entering to the hilt again. They cried out as the pace quickened, harder and faster, until they were both ready to explode. Duo, feeling he is ready to come, reached down, grabbed Heero's erection, and started to pump in time with his thrusts. That pushed Heero over the edge, and he screamed Duo's name as he climaxed, pushing Duo over the edge as he filled his lover with his seed. He called out to him, and collapsed on top of Heero.
For a while, they just laid there, completely content with one another. Until, Duo broke the silence. "Ugh, Heero, sticky. Want to go shower, and then we can eat dinner?" Before Heero could answer, Duo was already in the shower with his hair pinned up, so it didn't get wet.
"Hn, Baka." With that, Heero jumped in the shower, and they washed each other clean, while Duo talked about his day and Heero listened. After the shower, they heated up dinner, which had gotten cold by then. They ate in comfortable silence, with Duo hoping that Heero would open up to him, but as always, Heero seemed content to be quiet.
"Heero?"
"Hn?"
"Umm, I know you're not so good at the whole emotions thing, but, umm, just this once could you say you love me? I just, well… I don't know. I'd like to hear it once. I, I don't know. I guess it's okay that you can't yet, but it would be really nice. After you do it, I'll never bring it up again. I promise." Duo looked up at Heero expectantly, and Heero stared down at his food quietly, seemingly afraid to look up at Duo. Duo reached down to Heero's chin and lifted it up, so Heero could look him in the eye. Prussian blue meet violet, and Duo said, "Heero, it's okay if you can't say it yet. I just want you to be able to say it to me one day. It doesn't have to be now. As long as you are here with me now, I will be content. Okay?" Heero nodded his head "Good. Now, I think its time for bed. I have to be up early for work tomorrow, and I'm sure you want to be up early like always, so we can eat breakfast together. Let's go to bed, love."
They both went to the bedroom, and stripped down to their boxers. Duo moved to give Heero a hug and kiss goodnight, and Heero let him. "Goodnight, love. I'll see you in the morning." Duo then turned over to go to sleep.
Heero laid there, going over the events of the day. He still hadn't been able to find anything he wanted to do yet. He loved Duo so much, but couldn't ever say it. The training was just too overpowering to even think about giving his emotions free reign, putting himself in the position to get hurt. He just couldn't do it, but he loved Duo so much. They did the same thing everyday. Duo would go to work. Heero would clean the apartment and look for something that might interest him. He'd tried job after job, but none of them would last. Then, Duo would come home. Heero would either have dinner ready or they would have takeout. But, before dinner ever started, they would always make love, then have to reheat dinner, and either watch TV or go to bed. Sometimes, they would make love again before falling asleep, but that was the extent of his life. He was happy, but he always felt guilty afterwards. He always felt that he had taken advantage of Duo somehow.
He was basically living in Duo's apartment for free, had been for a whole year now, since the end of the Eve wars. Which, Hilde made a point to remind him about every time he went to visit Duo at the salvage yard. God, he hated her, but he guessed she wasn't any worse than Relena, who came to visit him every time she was on L2, trying to get him to come with her to be her bodyguard. Duo always worried when she came to town, though Heero couldn't figure out why. That was one thing he would never do. He would never, ever go with Relena. Sure, he might go into self-destruct mode again, but never would he go with that pink harpy.
The question now was, what was he going to do? He felt that he was ruining Duo's life by holding him back here. He just couldn't bring himself to leave, because every morning Duo would ask him if he would be there when he got back. Looking at him with those shining violet eyes, he could never bring himself to leave.
Would tomorrow be the day? Would he finally kiss his lover goodbye for last time tomorrow? It was about time. He was holding back Duo. One day, maybe, he would come back if he ever felt truly worthy of Duo's love. With a new resolve, he fell asleep. He knew he would be able to do it tomorrow...
*****
Duo woke up everyday at the same time to the same smell of freshly brewed coffee. It was one of Heero's fetishes. "Good morning, love. I'm going to go shower. I'll be right out for breakfast," he told a frumpy Heero, who was in the kitchen preparing breakfast for the two of them.
Duo hummed to himself. Things were going great with him and Heero. He couldn't wait. Heero was getting better everyday. The only thing he couldn't make sure of was keeping Heero here with him. His heart tightened a little at that. He knew everyday Heero thought about leaving, and Duo was surprised every time when he found Heero waiting for him at home. Everyday, he asked Heero to be home when he got back. He was sure that the only reason he ever stayed was because Duo told him he loved him, and wanted him here. With those thoughts, Duo walked into the kitchen.
"Hmm, yummy. Chocolate chip pancakes! Heero, how did you know?"
"Hn. Baka, they're your favourite."
"I love you, Heero. Thanks!"
"Hn"
They ate in silence again, soaking up the warmth of each other, for what Heero knew would be the last time, and what Duo hoped wouldn't be. As they were finishing, Duo told Heero exactly what he said everyday. "Heero?" Heero looked up into Duo's eyes. He knew what was coming, and he hoped he had the strength to stop himself from falling for those sweet words like he did every other day. "I love you, and I want you here with me. I don't care if you ever figure out what you want to do, as long as you continue to try to figure out what you want with me. You hear me, Heero? With me. I love you. Have a good day." They kissed longingly goodbye, and Duo shut and locked the door behind him.
Heero collapsed against the door, knowing that if he didn't do this now, he will have trapped Duo with him forever, and he couldn't make Duo love a heartless soldier. Heero mechanically cleaned the kitchen. Finishing up the remainder of the pancake batter, he left enough cakes for Duo for a week, as well as enough meals for a week. He then packed his few meager possessions, plus his gun, and wrote a note for Duo, trying to explain why, and locked the door behind him. He took the key to remember Duo by, not knowing if Duo would ever let him back into his life again, or even if he would be ready to enter that life again.
*****
Duo was humming to himself as he entered the apartment. "Heero! Where are you?" He stopped in his tracks. He didn't smell any food ready, and his Japanese lover was nowhere to be found. Then, he noticed the note on the table.
Duo,
I will be long gone before you find this note. Please, don't look for me. I'm not ready. I don't think I can ever give you what you want or need. Please, be happy. I've left enough food for the week plus breakfasts. I know that was the one thing I could always give you when I couldn't give you emotions I can't have. Please, don't hate me. I just couldn't sponge off of you any longer. I couldn't watch you suffer for loving me, but your efforts haven't been in vain. Ai shiteru, Duo, even if I could never say it to your face. I will love you always.
Ai shiteru,
Heero
Duo sank to the floor with tears rolling down his cheeks. "No."