Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Love or Lust? ❯ Love or Lust? ( One-Shot )

Love or Lust?

By: SS Raida

Anime series: Gundam Wing

Romance/alternate universe/PWP/continuation

Lemon

Shounen ai

Pairings: 1xHilde, implied 2x5

Spoilers: None

Parts: 1/1

Rating: NC-17

Archive: Ask me before taking my fiction for your site, please…though I dunno why you'd wanna…

Feedback: Yes, please!

Story blurb: This is the sequel to `Does He Feel The Same?'. Heero goes over to Hilde and Duo's apartment, to borrow something from Duo. When Heero finds out that Duo isn't there, he decides to wait for him to come home…However, being in the same house, all alone, with Hilde, and the memory of what happened in the elevator not too long ago was getting to him…

Disclaimer: Gundam Wing and The Care Bears, their products and characters do not belong to me.

Warning: LEMON! That means EXPLICIT sex. There's also a mention of 2x5 in this. If any of this bothers you or you are under the age of 17, then please leave.

Hilde sighed as she watched Duo leave the house, heading for Wufei's. He was probably going to be gone for the rest of the day. She had a pretty good idea what Duo was doing with Wufei. It was no secret that Duo and Wufei were lovers.

The only reason Hilde was finding this almost depressing, was that she felt so…so…empty…since she'd come home from listening to Relena give her speech.

When she told Duo about what had happened in the elevator, he called Heero a jerk that he would stomp on if he ever saw him again. Hilde hadn't been looking for that, but apparently Duo got the idea that Heero had just fucked her and forgotten about it. She and Duo were very close, like brother and sister and since Duo hadn't any real family, he was very protective of Hilde.

She missed Heero and that was obvious to anyone that knew about what had happened. She didn't want to be all alone in this house, but Duo left, anyway. She could understand, however. Duo loved Wufei and he wanted to be with him. Deep down she knew that he wanted to be there for her, but he also had to give some time to Wufei, too…

"Hey, Hilde…ya know…if you want me to stay…I can call Wufei and tell him that we'd just do this another time…" Duo said, poking his head back in the door.

"No, Duo, go on. I'll be fine." Hilde said, waving him off, as though he were acting silly.

"Are you sure…?" Duo asked, not wanting to leave Hilde alone if she was upset.

"Duo, it's been two weeks since me and Heero…" Hilde said, unable to finish.

"Yeah, I know…but you seem so down…And, look, you can't even finish that sentence. I'll stay, really…We can make popcorn and girl talk all day." Duo said, with a grin, trying to get her to laugh a little.

"Duo, get going. Wufei's going to be calling and yelling at me about why you're not there and what I've done with you." Hilde said, trying not to giggle at Duo's words.

"Alright, alright, I'm gone. But, really, Hilde, if you need me or anything, just call…You know Wufei's number, we'll be at his house all day and I'll come home if you need or want me to." Duo said, sincerely. He only hoped that if that happened Wufei would understand.

"Right, and break up a wonderful joining of cock and ass?" Hilde asked, raising a fine eyebrow.

"My…and you kiss my friends with that mouth?" Duo grinned as he asked, playing. He knew about Hilde and Trowa that time behind the barn at Trowa's farm…

"Duo!!! Get out of here!" Hilde said, blushing bright red, throwing a book at him.

Duo shut the door, though she could still here him giggling and chuckling…and then full blown laughter until he got into his truck and left.

Hilde sighed and sat down. Maybe, a little chocolate wouldn't hurt…and some soap operas…or maybe, going around and smashing a traffic light for every man that ever broke her heart…Nah…Then Duo would have to cut down on nookie time with Wufei to go bail her out of jail.

She flipped on the TV and started to watch some stupid infomercial, before changing the channel until she found something good. She decided to find something happy, because she realized that if she watched a soap opera she would only become depressed and start crying.

"Why am I acting this way?? It's only a guy! And, besides, there'll be plenty of other guys. I'm not old, yet!" Hilde said, aloud, to herself.

"Because, I think I love him, that's why…" Hilde sighed.

"ACK! Why am I talking to myself???" She asked aloud and then almost sweatdropped.

She stopped talking to herself so that she could watch what was on TV. Some sort of talk show…It had men cross-dressing on it…She sighed and turned the channel.

"Since when do they have the Care Bears on, again??" Hilde asked as she flipped the channel away from the cuddly cartoon.

She heard someone knock on the door as she was flipping channels and sighed.

Going over to answer the door, she mumbles to herself about this better be some kind of emergency.

Hilde tries to stop herself from gasping when she sees that Heero is on the other side of the door.

"Heero??" Hilde asked, in stunned disbelief. It was odd how she had just been thinking about him and he shows up.

"Hello, Hilde. I came over to borrow a tool from Duo." Heero said.

"Oh…well…Duo isn't here right now, but his tools are in the garage…" Hilde answered. She was a little upset that he wasn't here to see her. But, then, why would he be??

"I'll wait for him. I'm sure he wouldn't want someone nosing around in his tools." Heero said, knowing that he wouldn't.

"A-alright, Heero…Come on in…" Hilde said, feeling herself get a little hot just thinking about what had happened between them in the elevator, having him right here, in her apartment, both all alone…

Heero came inside, seemingly unfazed and not thinking about the elevator at all. And, if he had been, it wasn't turning him on.

Hilde wondered if Heero would be upset if she left to go take care of this problem in her room…He probably would.

She led Heero to the couch so that he cold sit down.

"Do you want anything? Something to eat or drink?" Hilde asked, in the habit of being nice to guests.

Heero watched what was on…Though, he hadn't a liking in the Care Bears…but it was just polite.

Hilde gave a silent gasp when she saw she'd accidentally changed it back to the Care Bears somehow just before he'd knocked. She grabbed the remote and changed the channel…Horrified to see that it was Duo's porn channel…

She sighed softly and left it there. So what?? At least it wasn't The Care Bears.

"I don't need anything…" Heero answered, trying to keep his voice level as the two people on the channel were having sex in an elevator…

"Alright…" She said, sitting in a chair, instead of on the couch.

"Where did Duo go?" Heero asked, merely wondering if he should expect him home anytime soon.

Hilde realized that she could have mentioned that at the beginning!

"Oh, I'm sorry, Heero! I should have told you! He's at Wufei's…" Hilde answered.

"That's alright. I'll just wait." Heero said.

"He'll be gone for a long time, probably…" Hilde warned.

"I know." Heero answered simply.

Both he and Hilde had their eyes glued to the set…and slowly their heads turned sideways as the two people got into new positions.

When Hilde realized what she was doing, she shook her head and forced herself to look away from the TV. Evil porn!

`Perhaps, I should leave…I don't know if I'll be able to control myself…' Heero thought, as he found himself wanting to take Hilde again.

He was getting hard and he only hoped Hilde didn't notice.

At first, Hilde didn't, but when she noticed that he was a little fidgety and she happened to look down…she noticed that there was a bulge in his pants.

She gave a little grin. She could be wrong in her assumption that he was hot for her…but she doubted it…and, even if he was, it didn't matter, because either way he'd be getting his battery charged…

Hilde got up and walked over to Heero, glad that she was only wearing short-shorts and a T-shirt that only went to mid-stomach, and sat down, facing him, on his lap.

Heero looked at her, a little surprised by her behavior.

She smiled seductively and moved to nibble at Heero's earlobe.

Surprisingly, to Heero, that felt good…He gave a soft little pleased noise that Hilde just thought sounded so sexy.

She was pleased with the fact that SHE had been the one to make him make that noise.

She rubbed herself against his clothed dick and he gave a moan, moving to let his hands caress their way up Hilde's shirt.

Hilde made a soft noise of pleasure, and gave a little arch of her back when he got nearer to her breasts.

She moved so that Heero could remove her shirt for her, then gently work with her bra. She couldn't get over how gentle he was in everything that he did. That just turned her on more. A very rough man could turn her on. But, for some reason, a very gentle lover could turn her on the most.

Heero gave a soft moan as he removed her bra, her breasts now free of the thing. She had some of the best tits Heero had ever seen…maybe she wasn't the woman with the biggest chest, but she definitely had good boobs.

He cupped them in his hands and gently let his hands work them, moving them, gently squeezing them to feel them, letting the feel of them burn into his memory.

Hilde moaned and watched Heero, arching her back a little, her breasts pressing firmly into his hands.

Heero seemed so interested in her breasts, the way he was watching them, watching his hands work them, so interested in the feel of them.

He soon moved his hands away from her breasts, letting his hands travel down her body, caressing firmly, moving to kiss and nuzzle at her breasts.

She gave a little gasp, moaning softly.

Heero licked softly at her right breast, licking until he got to her nipple, of which he took into his mouth, first licking at it, then sucking at it.

She gave a low moan as her nipples hardened, arching her back again, letting her hands move to work at the buttons of his shirt, hurrying to unbutton them.

When the buttons were taken care of, she moved the shirt out of the way of his chest and let her hands run over his strong chest, moaning at the hardness of his toned body.

His breathing got a little heavier as he felt her hands on his bare flesh, removing his hands from her body only long enough for her to remove his shirt.

He moved to suck on her left nipple, now, acting as though it would give him milk.

As he heard her moan, he let his hands move to the button and zipper of her shorts, unbuttoning the button slowly and unzipping the zipper just as slowly, letting a finger move down, when he noticed she wasn't wearing any underwear, to her maidenhood, rubbing it with his finger, putting just the right amount of pressure and rubbing just right so that she moaned.

"Ahh….Yeess…" She said through a slightly high pitched moan, her breathing starting to become slightly more erotic. She just LOVED it when Heero did that, it felt so good!

Heero kept up with that, knowing she liked it, for now. He let his other hand mess with the shorts, trying to show her that he wanted them off.

She moved to stand, so that they would be easier to get off of her. He pulled them down and she stepped out of them, standing there before him, nude and waiting.

He beckoned her closer and to sit down on his lap again, just like she had been, and she did as she was asked.

Having Hilde sitting on him, naked and willing, just turned him on even more. He kissed down her body as far as he could with her sitting on him, giving soft nips and licks as he did so, getting them both hot and wanting more.

"Mmm…Heero…" Hilde moaned, as she felt him nip her near her side.

He gave a soft lick and kiss to where he nipped her, letting his hands move to her hips and letting one hand move further and one finger go back to what it was doing before she had gotten up, then letting a second finger accompany the first in doing this to her.

This made her moan more than before, arching her back and moaning his name.

He loved to hear her moan and get her reactions at what he was doing.

Soon, she was tugging at his pants, having enough of this. She wanted to have him buried deep inside of her again. It felt so right to be filled like that, by Heero…

Heero got the message and was as eager to be inside of her, as she was to have him there.

"Stand up…" Heero said, not exactly an order.

Hilde nodded and did as she was told, standing up.

Heero stood up, as well, and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, pulling them down and stepping out of them.

Once again, Heero stood before her in all his nude, natural glory. He didn't believe in the use of underwear. It only got in the way.

She moaned at the sight before her. He was so beautiful…

Once he was sure she'd gotten an eyeful, he sat back down on the couch and beckoned her closer once more.

She eyed his cock, which was erect and just waiting to be buried inside of her, as she came over to him.

"Ride me." He said, more of a plea, almost question, than an order. He knew that nothing would happen today if she didn't like the way he was going about this. It was up to her, whether they did anything or not.

Hilde gave a moan, and carefully positioned herself over Heero's cock, moving herself down onto it, slowly, moaning the whole way and listening to Heero's moans, until he was completely sheathed inside of her.

Heero moaned loudly and gave a soft growl, as he stayed still for now. He would let Hilde set the pace.

After a few moments, Hilde moved up, unsheathing Heero's cock to a point, before moving back down on it, moaning loudly, keeping this up at this pace, though it slow for now.

Heero moaned as well, and waited a few moments, before he started to move with her, each time she moved down onto his cock, he thrust up into her, each time she moved up off of his cock, he pulled his cock out, but his cock never completely left her body.

Hilde moaned loudly, and soon Heero was holding onto her hips, helping her move up and down on him, both moaning loudly, though Hilde was much more high pitched.

Heero let his hands move over her body, letting them fondle her breasts.

Hilde moved so that she could continue the movements, but kiss Heero's lips, as well.

Heero returned her kiss, soon taking control of it, letting his tongue dance with hers.

She moans, continuing to move up and down on Heero's hard cock, making him moan as well.

Neither were sure just how long they'd been connected to each other, but both felt the violent orgasms they experienced, once again upon Heero's orgasm, he was buried as far as he could be inside of her. He released his seed into Hilde's willing body for the second time since they'd known each other, yelling Hilde's name and listening to Hilde scream his out.

Again, Hilde felt that feeling of being connected to Heero body and soul.

Heero and Hilde, once they came down off of the incredible high they were on, panted and tried to catch their breath, Heero still buried deep inside of Hilde.

After a few moments, Hilde being limp against Heero, Heero began to move, indicating that he wanted to get up.

Hilde was disappointed that he didn't want to stay for awhile…but she slowly removed herself from him, unsheathing him from inside of her, and stands up, letting him get up.

She watched him get dressed, but she didn't do the same. She sat on the couch and watched him.

He got dressed rather quickly and walked toward the door.

"I thought you wanted to wait for Duo…" Hilde started, wondering why he was leaving so soon.

"I'll get the tool tomorrow." Heero said, opening the door to find Duo standing there, surprised.

"What the Hell are YOU doing here??" Duo asked, glaring. He was still mad at Heero.

Heero ignored him and left, as Hilde quickly put a pillow over herself. She was glad that Duo sometimes took naps on the couch. That meant that a pillow you usually found on a bed was on the couch and it could shield her, so Duo wouldn't see her nude.

Duo's eyes widened when he saw the porn on TV and realized Hilde was nude under the pillow.

Duo Maxwell, not about to let Heero get away with this a second time, opened the door and screamed at Heero to get his ass back here, but Heero ignored him as he continued walking.

"Duo, let him go." Hilde said, as Duo started to leave the house again. She didn't understand why Heero had passed up the chance to ask for the tool, but it might have been that he knew Duo would be upset about what happened.

"But…!" Duo started.

"Just leave it alone, Duo." Hilde said, obviously meaning it.

"Fine. But, I'm still gonna kill him one day." Duo vowed, going into the kitchen, both to fix himself something to eat and to let Hilde get up without danger of him seeing her nude. Even though, he had before.

Hilde took her clothes and went to the bathroom to shower. She just wondered what Heero thought of her.

`Did he really come over to borrow a tool?' She thought to herself.

`Or did he just want to fuck me one more time?' Hilde thought again.

She sighed as she shut the door, now having to wonder to herself, if she really loved him or if it was just lust. And, either way, did Heero feel the same?

Not as though it were important, but she figured that they better stop having unprotected sex, or they might end up with a visit from the stork, unexpectedly, she mused to herself as she got into the shower and turned it on.

The End

Author's note: I know…baaad…sorry! *hides*