Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Nothing Else Matters ❯ Nothing Else Matters ( Chapter 1 )

So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Why did it have to be like this … always running, hiding from the truth, of what we really are? Such torment inside us all, such pain, always wishing to end it, the nightmares, the screams of the dead and our lost loved ones.

Never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

I wake up again to the screams of him, I couldn't help him, I couldn't do anything, I just sat and watched it happen, dazed and confused. Why did it happen to him and not me? He was always the strong one. He taught me so much in my life, to love and trust again.

Trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

I can still feel him on me, his scent, his smile, his eyes … so full of life. Why am I so weak? Why can't I just except that he's gone. He once told me that we'd have forever together, and nothing would stand in our way. Was that all a dream? Or was this our fate, the way it was suppose to be after the wars, so lonely and dark. Is this my punishment?

Never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

We thought after the war we would be together … what fools we were. I never saw it coming … the blast … his screams … why couldn't I stop it. He screamed for me … I was suppose to be good at what I do … but his death has caused me so much grief … I can't go on living like this … that is why I must end my life now … to be with him … He is waiting for me.

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

I hold the knife to my heart … Who would know something so full of life and love could hurt so much? That it could hold so much pain? We were meant to be together in life and death … The sound my flesh makes as I push the knife slowly in my heart is sickening … but I know I will be with him soon … My love.

Never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

I fall … I see him … so beautiful … surrounded by such pure, bright light. He holds me until the end … Now I am complete. I can feel him again, smell him, touch him see his smile. It is all over … the pain, the lonely bitter darkness that was once my life … it's all over … I have Duo and he has me … I was once the perfect soldier, Then the perfect lover … Now back in space where we belong … We are together again … love so pure again … And nothing else matters.

So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
no nothing else matters