Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Perfectly Broken ❯ Chapter 15 ( Chapter 15 )

Chapter 15

 

Warning: Discussions about relationships and a lot of mentions of the horizontal tango.

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A soft whisp of warm air blew in my ear and tickled my cheek. I cracked open one eye and looked to see Duo curled against my shoulder, his face almost touching mine. I was still tired and knew I could sleep, but for one instant, I wanted to savor the memories of everything that had happened.

 

I could still feel Duo's soft touch on my skin, so different than what I had once feared. Human contact meant pain and humilation. Especially when I was in J's care.

 

Duo had a golden medal in my eyes, for not just taking what he wanted. He waited for me, never pushing or trying to get me to do something I wasn't ready for. He was always just there for me to lean on him when I felt myself crumbling at the seams.

 

No one had ever done that for me. Nobody cared, unless they could gain something.

 

Duo was different.

 

He cared about the who, not the what. He wanted me to feel safe, and not fearful. He loved me without pushing me to have sex with him, and I loved how we made love together. So slow and gentle amongst the soft rose petals and in the comfort of our bed.

 

Duo loved me and I loved him, but where would we go from now?

 

Would we be like Quatre and Trowa who seemed to jump into every opportunity there was to have sex? Or would we be like Hilde who told me in the car, "Sex is both powerful and binding, it should be done on special occasions as well as when you both agree to have it. It can make or break a relationship, so don't rush into things and give in so easily."

 

I was still trying to figure out her message to me. I understood that I shouldn't act like a wanton every time Duo and I got into bed. That would just be shameful and defeat the purpose of calling it making love.

 

Would I have to always sleep naked, or were clothes permitted when we were too tired to do it? My mind was a jumble of unanswered questions and I could feel the start of a headache coming.

 

"Heero?" I looked into half open violet eyes and saw the concern for me within them.

 

"Hm?"

 

"Don't hm, me. What are you thinking about?" He asked softly. I chewed on my bottom lip a bit then sighed giving in.

 

"What do we do now?"

 

"Sleep. Aren't you still tired?" He asked and didn't understand what I was asking.

 

"No. I mean, yes. I mean, yes, I'm still tired but that's not what I was asking about."

 

"So what were you asking about?" He raised his eyebrow at me and I sighed. I would have to be blunt.

 

"What do we do now that we've had sex? Do we always have it? Do I have to be naked when I sleep in the bed with you from now on? Do I-" Duo's hand lightly covered my mouth as he raised himself up on his elbow and frowned at me. He seemed to be looking for something, but for what, I couldn't tell.

 

"Oh, Heero. Why are you worrying about that now?" I shrugged. "You don't know? I think you're just nervous and want to know everything ahead of time so you can be prepared for it. I'm sorry to tell you, but there is no plan," Duo said softly and began combing his fingers through my hair gently as he spoke.

 

"We don't have to have sex everyday, we'd be too tired to do it and Howard would kill us for being lazy. You don't have to sleep naked unless you want to. I prefer it sometimes, but not always. I enjoy just being wrapped in sheets and having the cotton fabric glide against my skin, but that's my preference. You have to see what you like best."

 

I nodded, happy to know these things and gathering them up in my mind as fast as I could. Duo still didn't answer the first question and I thought that maybe he forgot about it. I opened my mouth to ask, when he beat me to it.

 

"Where we go from here, is the toughest one to ask as well as the easiest. I love you and that's all you have to know right now. We'll take things slowly, see what we like and what we don't. We're already partners and nothing changes that. Wufei is stuck with Hilde for the next couple of weeks so you don't have to worry about him butting in." I blushed, I couldn't help it.

 

Duo narrowed his eyes at me and stared at me hard as he spoke. "Did you have something to do with Wufei being with me when he first got to the scrapyard?" He asked, narrowing his eyes further.

 

"Horward planned it that way, but I knew about it. I couldn't set everything up if you were here," I stated and he brightened slightly.

 

"You're lucky I love you."

 

"I know I am." Duo then rolled me onto my back and started to kiss me all over until I was laughing so hard it hurt. I really did know how lucky I was.

 

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Duo and I made some breakfast before going into work. Hilde hounded me for a while and I told her how dinner went and how Duo was happy with everything I had done even if he didn't expect it. The entire plan had been a success. She wanted to know some of the more intimate details, but I couldn't tell her. Although, she was very amused by my blushing face.

 

Howard got some things out of me as well, but didn't want to know any of the details Hilde wanted. I thanked him again for telling me about the restaurant. He brushed it off and was just glad to have helped me. He gave me the list of packages and their addresses that we had to deliver for the day. Duo was packing the van and was waiting for me when I came outside. Some Christmas tunes were still playing on the radio, but soon Duo switched channels for some heavy metal tunes instead.

 

The radio played while he drove and soon we were delivering packages left and right. Some people needed us to take packages from their homes to add to the ones we already had, but we didn't mind, most of them were around the same area.

 

Duo and I finished a little after two in the afternoon and came back to Howard's to sign out for the day. There wasn't anymore to be delivered for the day and Duo reminded me that we were supposed to go see The Phantom of the Opera with Trowa and Quatre at five. I couldn't believe I forgot.

 

Duo drove us back to the apartment and we had a light lunch of sandwiches and soup then went to take a shower. I took mine first and then Duo took his. The news was on so I sat on the couch and watched it while Duo showered. Duo came out ten minutes later with only a towel around his waist. His hair was damp and a grin was plastered on his face.

 

"What are you watching?" He asked and came over to me and sat down. He smelled good, spicy and fresh at the same time.

 

"The news," I answered, somewhat distracted by his pressence.

 

"Can I interest you in something a bit more... entertaining?" He leered and nuzzled me neck.

 

"What might that be?"

 

"How about some snuggling before the cute couple comes home?" He suggested. The TV only had a commercial playing now, so I turned it off and gave Duo my full attention. "We don't have to if you don't want to... " He started to say, but stopped when I stood up.

 

"There's nothing on any way. Can we go in our bedroom?" I asked and waited for Duo. He stood up immediately and tugged my hand and led me to our room, closing and locking the door behind him. His skin still glistened from the water droplets that dotted his chest and I bent my head to lick at one of them in the center of his chest.

 

"Oh Heero," He groaned and tilted his head ack slightly. "You can keep doing that as much as you want to." I lapped at his nipples and teased them a bit until they hardened before pulling away. Duo's eyes were glazed over and he looked underneath half closed eye lids. "What do you want to do, love?" He whispered to me softly, his warm breath caressing my cheek.

 

"Anything you want."

 

"Hm, how about we take a nap and I just hold you for a while?" He suggested and it surprised me. Duo seemed to notice right away. "You expected me to want to do something else, didn't you?"

 

"I thought... " I stopped as Duo put his fingers over my mouth.

 

"You're too new at this, Heero. Let's pace ourselves for a while, we don't have to rush things."

 

"Okay," I whispered.

 

Duo helped me out of my clothes and stripped me down to my underwear, then he removed his towel and tossed mine in the hamper. I crawled into bed and Duo pressed me down on the soft bed clothes. They smelled faintly musky and I knew it was from what we had done last night.

 

Not that I minded the scent, it brought up good memories now. Duo climbed in next to me and wrapped me up in his arms, kissing my face in random places. At the corner of my eye, then my temple and finally he pressed his lips gently against mine and kissed me slowly using only his lips.

 

We kissed for a few minutes until trailed down my cheek and started to trace along my jaw with teasing nips. He lapped at my neck some and teased some of my ticklish spots he knew. I could feel his lips suck on my flesh and that wonderful tongue of his would caress my skin. My eyes rolled back into my head from the pleasure I was receiving. I was floating on cloud nine and didn't want to come down.

 

It felt fantastic.

 

Duo pulled away after a while and stared at me with a smile plastered on his lips. "I marked you and now you're mine."

 

"I'll always be yours." I whispered to him. It starlted me to realize I meant it.

 

"Do you mean that?" Duo asked as him nibbled my ear lobe.

 

"Yes, of course I mean it Duo," I sighed happily.

 

"Good. You'll always have me too. Forever and ever and ever. I love you so much, Heero." We kissed some more until my eyes grew heavy and I leaned further into the pillows. I could feel Duo's arms tighten in a hug then felt the slacken as he too fell asleep.

 

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We slept for several hours and before long we had to get up and get ready to go out. Duo picked out my clothes and soon Quatre and Trowa came home and picked us up. Trowa chose to drive to the theater house so it was a quick ride for the most part.

 

We arrived early enough and Quatre told the girl we want a table with an excellent view. She took us to a table right next to the stage and took our drink orders. I just wanted some water, but Quatre and Duo decided for something with a bit more of a kick. Trowa wasn't drinking because he drove us here and he needed to stay level-headed. I was silently grateful that I would be able to talk to him just fine even if the other two did a number on themselves.

 

The theater quickly filled up and soon the food arrived. Servers walked briskly across the room and carried trays with an array of goodies pilled on them. Stuffed mushrooms and other vegetable finger foods were offered and placed on a small plate that had been put on the table. I decided to sample everything although the mushrooms were still my very favorite.

 

By the time dinner arrived, the performers had entered onto the stage and took their places. They stood as still as a statue and if I didn't know better, I would have thought they were just overlly made up dolls. We had our dinner set infront of us and soon were digging into the generous portions and gormet offerings of food that were set upon our plates.

 

Duo wrinkled his nose up a few times, but ate everything on his plate and then some. He even took some of my food since I couldn't finish it. The performers were lovely and even though I had never seen The Phantom of the Opera, I found the story very touching and felt my heart go out to the phantom by the time the performance. I knew all too well that I could've been that very phantom and could lose everything very quickly as well.

 

My eyes started to get heavy by the time we had to leave. Duo thankfully didn't drink a lot and guided me out to the car. Quatre was a different story. Trowa carried him out and buckled him up in the back when we found the car. I fell asleep in the car and woke up to find myself being carried into the apartment by Duo. I didn't have to look at him at all. I knew his touch and concern for me in the way I was being held. I heard Trowa snicker when Duo gently set me on the bed and tucked me in. It didn't matter that it was early. I was tired.

 

I felt Duo slip in next to me after a few moments and I quickly fell asleep wrapped within his arms.

 

I slept through the entire night without a single nightmare. Duo's pressence kept them away and it was a relief to wake up and not feel wiped out because of those nightmares.

 

I really could get used to this.

 

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TBC...

 

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