Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Personal Jesus/I Need You ❯ I Need You ( Chapter 2 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Title: I Feel You
Author: Kendra
Rating: R/NC-17
Warning: 1xR sappylemony-freshness with a plot.
Pairing: 1xR
Disclaimer: I have no claim on Gundam Wing, even though I rent out
the charas when I need them. No claim on Depeche Mode either.
Notes: Written in March 2001 when I went on a 1xR lemon kick. Sequel to Personal Jesus


I Feel You by Depeche Mode

//I feel you
Your sun it shines
I feel you
Within my mind
You take me there
You take me where
The kingdom comes
You take me to
And lead me through
Babylon//

Relena ran her fingers through Heero's hair as she smiled at his sleeping form. For once, she was able to have Heero stay with her through the night.

'Maybe our relationship is changing, maybe he's secure enough to stay with me.', Relena thought to herself as she looked at the moonlight drifting through the window shades.

'It was a night made for new beginnings.', Relena thought as she moved towards the window, to look at the sky and the night.

Heero turned, his instincts telling him that he was alone in his bed. He saw his angel, leaning on the windowsill, her head upturned to the stars, twinkling in the night sky. Part of him wanted to move Relena from that spot, it was a security risk, but another part liked looking at her profile, the classical, fragile-looking woman, yet, inside, she was just as strong as the rest of them.

//This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love//

Relena turned to face Heero. She knew he was awake, he would as soon as he sensed she wasn't where he thought she should be. Heero's Prussian-blue eyes twinkled in the moonlight, as he patted the space next to him. Relena complied to his request, sitting down next to him. Heero brought Relena down to him, kissing her thoroughly, before he let her up to her original position, Relena gasping with the intensity.

//I feel you
Your heart it sings
I feel you
The joy it brings
Where heaven waits
Those golden gates
And back again
You take me to
And lead me through
Oblivion//

Relena took a breath before talking. "Heero, I've been thinking about this for a long time.", Relena said, fidgeting a little bit. "Heero, I just want to know, why do you have such a strong need to keep our relationship hidden. Its weird, you're so possessive, yet you want to keep this such a deep secret.", Relena continued, waiting for Heero's reaction.

Heero looked thoughtful for a moment before speaking. "Relena, its hard to explain.", Heero said, his eyes pleading with her not to take it the wrong way.

"You are mine, my angel, you were my salvation during those dark days after Mariemaia's rebellion. That's something that I haven't been able to share with anyone.", Heero said.

//This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love//

Relena began, "I know that you have gone through a lot of hard times, I was there when you felt suicidal after Mariemaia, when you truly needed to find a reason to live after living your life for the battlefield. But I think its time to let go of those last ties to
the past and to fully live in the present."

Heero looked incredulously at Relena as her words worked through his mind.

'Living in the past', Heero thought, 'Maybe my need to keep this secret was a tie to the past.'.

Then Relena continued, "Plus, Zechs wants me to date this guy from Romafeller for political reasons."

Heero looked at Relena, beginning to become furious before kissing Relena again. Ending the kiss, Heero laughed, "I know you made that up."

Relena shrugged before saying, "That's another reason why we should bring this out in public."

//I feel you
Your precious soul
And I am whole
I feel you
Your rising sun
My kingdom comes//

Heero didn't answer Relena, as his eyes darkening as he looked at Relena, clad only in a sheer nightgown. Heero kissed Relena lightly on the lips before moving to her neck. Licking and biting down Relena's neck, Heero burrowed in the hollow of Relena's breasts, breathing in her scent and the lingering vanilla musk perfume that Relena wore during the day, as his fingers started to play in her wetness, making her want him as much as he wanted her. Needing to be inside of her now, Heero gave Relena only a nod before he thrusted inside of her, building a steady rhythm before they both came.

//I feel you
Each move you make
I feel you
Each breath you take
Where angels sing
And spread their wings
My love's on high
You take me home
To glory's throne
By and by//

Relena traced Heero's features as he lay on top of her, his weight slightly crushing her, but she didn't mind, her legs holding him to her. "I love you, Heero.", Relena said as Heero kissed her fingers.

"I love you too, Relena.", Heero said gruffly, the first time that he admitted his feelings to someone other than himself.

//This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love//