Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Power Game ❯ Chapter 8

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Title: Power Game

Author: Aya

Warnings: Language, Duo's POV, lemon (not real lemon.. flashback lemon...) Weird sexual content

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: 1x2 3x2

Notes: flashbacks in {} and italics

More Notes: Once again. It's a flashback sex scene.

Power Game Part 7

The last several hours have gone by in a blur and all I can do is lay here and reflect as the morphine kicks in and leaves me drifting somewhere between consciousness and dream world. I remember leaving the cell after executing the soldiers that tried to rape me. I moved swiftly, quietly and as deadly as a rattle snake through the base. The soldiers never knew what hit them because the last thing they were expecting was an already beat up Gundam Pilot, coming back for more and this time being armed with enough ammo to destroy a good part of the base.

I took out anyone who was stupid enough to get between me and Deathscythe Hell, and threw enough grenades to wreck a lot of big corridors and security coded doors. Now that I think back on it I wonder how I did all that damage by myself and with all of the injuries that I had already had. Don't get me wrong, I'm not Superman and I didn't get out of there unscathed but it's still pretty damn weird that I had been on some kind of Perfect Soldier kick.

By the time I did get to my partner who was standing strong inside of the smoky hangar like some kind of dark sentinel; I had a couple of more busted ribs, a dislocated shoulder and enough lacerations to give me that light headed I'm bleeding half to death feeling. I had fumbled around until I entered my destination, passed out and woke up in here. I don't know if I made it out of the cockpit on my own or if Howard hacked my security code and dragged me out. Whatever the case was, somehow I ended up in here on what felt like a little cot... hooked up to beeping machines.

I tried to open my eyes but for some reason I can't move my body. Maybe I'm dead... No that's stupid. Dead people can't hear the annoying beep of hospital machines. Unless they are in hell and that's their eternal damnation or something...

I tried to wake myself a few more times before darkness enveloped me and I fell deeply into a drug induced sleep.

****

{"Why can't you take anything seriously? You act like everything is a fucking joke!" Heero shouted at me angrily.}

What was this..? A dream? A memory...? Oh yeah... that time.. Heero and I.. the first time we...

{I stood up and faced him defiantly. "Get out of my face Yuy, I don't take orders from G and I sure as hell don't take orders from you, so stop acting like you're my superior officer." I smirked at the look on his face and turned my back on him. I almost expected the hand that yanked me backwards and around, forcing me to face him.

"You are a good pilot Maxwell. I admit that, but your fucking attitude --" He yanked me up by my priest collar and glared at me. "--Makes you a liability." He sneered as the words fell from his lips and shoved me down to the floor.}

If I'm dreaming.. of a memory.. why do I feel like I'm not in the dream..? Weird.. maybe it's the morphine.. I hate drugs..

{"My attitude? Ha! Fuck you Yuy! You say I stand out but when we go undercover at a school you're the one who sticks out like a sore thumb. You're the one blowing your cover in front of the Bubble Gum Princess and letting her follow you around. You're the one who jumped the gun and completely fucked up at New Edwards." I yelled back}

Whoa.. I don't remember saying that.. low blow Maxwell.. no wonder he got so mad...

{He looked so angry that I felt like backing up but I wasn't about to give him the satisfaction of knowing that I feared him. "I screwed up, I know I did. But you parade around like a fool with that ridiculous braid of yours. Maybe I should just fucking cut it off." He sneered and actually had the nerve to yank me up by the hair and whip out a knife from God knows where.

My eyes widened and I'm sure I looked completely horrified because he actually faltered. "Get the fuck off me!" I shouted and swung at him hard, my fist connecting with his jaw in a satisfying crack.

Blue eyes narrowed and he didn't even wince before he advanced on me. I scrambled out of the way just in time to dodge the right hook he swung at me, but once again he yanked me by the end of my braid and I fell backwards, both of us landing on the floor in a heap. "You fucking asshole get off me!" I shouted as he pinned me to the floor and punched me hard.

I wiggled frantically, trying to get him off me and succeeded in getting my leg up enough to push him off me with the sole of my boot. Heero fell on his back with a grunt, and immediately I tried to get in a punch but he grabbed my wrist and body slammed me, leaving me once again on my back. I was pissed off and angry and all I wanted to do was kick the shit out of him for thinking he could push me around but before I knew what was happening he was pinning me to the floor again with his powerful body and the friction that his crotch pressed against mine was causing.. made other body parts react.}

I don't want to see this.. not now... that's the last thing I want to remember...

{A groan fell from my lips before I could stop it and my poor confused body reacted to his proximity in a very.. annoying and embarrassing way. Before I could push him off me, I was almost fully erect and I was cursing my hormones to hell as he stared at me in shock.

"G..get off me Heero." I rasped.

His eyes narrowed and his lips curved in an infuriating smirk as he realized my predicament. Instead of getting up, he began rocking his hips against mine harder.}

I wonder... if he ever really wanted me.. or if he just wanted to control me.. He knew I would never obey him if he gave me orders... so he thought he could control me with sex... is that what it is..? Why we became lovers..? It was just.. a power game the whole time..

{I moaned and thrust my hips against his, not really caring about the fight anymore. I gazed up at him and saw that his eyes were narrowed and that they were filled with a very.. obvious emotion. Lust. I felt his erection poking through his shorts and he began moving against me almost violently.

"Fuck.. Heero.. God.. " I whimpered as our erections rubbed together, creating a delicious sensation.

He pressed his body flush against mine and covered my lips with his, kissing me hungrily as if he couldn't go without. "Duo.." He moaned wetly into my mouth as he slipped his tongue inside. I felt his hands yanking clumsily at my clothes, all the while thrusting into my pelvis.}

God no.. go away! I don't want to see this! They use me all of them.. I'm nothing to any of them... Trowa.. Heero.. they never respected me... only thought I was a way to relieve stress.. even Wufei and Quatre... I'm nothing to them.. nothing...

{He managed to get all of my layers of clothes off and pretty soon we were both naked and humping each other urgently.

"Oh.. Touch me.." I whined softly, spreading my legs to give his wandering hands better access to my crotch. "Heero.. oh God.." I hadn't felt this good in... forever. As much as I resented Heero for his condescending attitude towards me.. I had to admit that I was always attracted to the bastard.

"I want you." He ground out from between clenched teeth, and it was then that I first felt the head of his erection pressing against my opening. "I want you.. so bad" He growled, panting harshly and looking as though he would explode if he didn't get release soon.}

Would he have... gone ahead and fucked me if I said no..? If I wasn't so willing... if I didn't spread my legs so easy...? Would he have raped me too..? I wouldn't have been able to stop him... Heero can bend iron.. he could break me.. Would he have..? Like Trowa.. but Trowa was drunk... But he still... he still...

{A low sob escaped my throat as the thick head of his cock pushed into me, and I clutched his shoulders at the intense pain of being speared open. "Heero... it hurts!" I cried out against his shoulder, and tears threatened to leak from my eyes. God.. it hurt.. just like before.. "Make me feel good damn you!" I hissed from between clenched teeth.

Heero kissed me hard, as if to block out the sounds of my pained gasps as he thrust inside me fully. After awhile he began rocking in a rhythm that hit something inside me with every thrust.. something that made me beg for more.. harder and faster.}

NO! I don't want to see this! I don't want to see this! Wake up! Go away damn you!

{Heero cried out and I arched up into him desperately, wanting to feel all of him inside me. His moans grew more frantic.. but suddenly...}

..What's this..?

{Heero's voice was lower..}

That didn't happen...

{I looked up and a scream welled up in my throat.}

Jesus.. no.. please.. someone wake me up... please

{Suddenly... there was no carpet under me.. and I didn't feel that euphoric pleasure anymore.. Everything was replaced by mind numbing pain and Trowa was thrusting into me brutally.}

please.. someone wake me up.. I don't want to see anymore....

{"GET THE FUCK OFF ME!!" I screamed hysterically as I tried with all my strength to escape his vice like grip. I was being torn in two.. God it hurt so bad..}

GO AWAY GODAMNIT I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYMORE!!

{I swung at him hard with one clawed hand and he looked down at me calmly as he stilled his thrusts.

"He's having a nightmare."

I blinked at him. What the fuck?}

What the fuck??

****

"Why the hell is he whimpering like that? Sally do something!"

I'm not dreaming anymore but I can't open my eyes. The horrible images aren't playing out anymore.. but yet I'm not awake. God.. I really hate drugs. Whose voice is that..?

"I think he's having a nightmare, there's nothing I can do. He's already on too much medication to be given a sedative." A female voice snapped at the male irritably.

"Damnit we can't just leave him like that! He's in pain!" The first voice said again angrily.

"Sssh Wufei, he's calming down." A soothing voice said softly and I felt a cool hand smoothing away my sweaty bangs. "It's okay Duo, no one will hurt you here."

Quatre? It must be..

"How badly is he injured?"

Heero's voice. They're all here? Even Trowa? Heh. So much for no one hurting me here.. poor little Quatre. How can I hurt him by telling him the truth..? He'll be so heartbroken..

"--- Lacerations all over his body ---"

Woops, I missed something.

"--- He's had severe head trauma, I'm not exactly sure what happened but he's in a coma for now.."

"Coma? Fuck."

Coma? Maybe that's what this weird thing is. I can hear everyone but I can't open my eyes. I can't respond physically.. or move.. but I'm conscious? Does that make sense? I heard about that before.. in a movie I think..

"Will he.. is he..?"

I've never heard Heero sound so.. scared.

"He can wake up any day, or any week.. I'm not certain of that, but he is safe here with me."

I am? She sounds familiar. Sally.. Po? Yeah that's her name. I wonder where Howard is.. I hope Trowa isn't here.. that dream was so.. No.. I won't think about it..

"There is something I think I should tell you." Sally's voice came out strained.

"What is it?" Heero demanded sharply.

"I think he may have been sexually assaulted while in jail."

Hel-lo! How the hell...? Where did she get that from?

"Are you certain?" Wufei's sounded pissed. Really pissed.

"There is no actual DNA to prove it, but judging by the number of hand sized bruises around his inner thighs.. and the ----"

I blocked out the rest of her little report and cursed every female doctor I could think of. Why did she have to say that..? Why couldn't she just shut the fuck up? Damnit..

"But you're not certain?" Quatre asked, he sounded choked up.

"No."

I'm glad I can't wake up now.. I'd hate to see the pity on Quatre's face...

"---leave him to rest. He could wake up anytime and he needs to recuperate." She said, and I heard footsteps moving away from me.

Shit... what am I going to say now?

"Duo.."

Heero?

"Duo.. come back to me.."

His warm hand caressed my face gently for a moment, and he pressed a chaste kiss against my forehead before he hastily walked out of the room.

I fell into a dreamless oblivion pondering over that action...

TBC

AN - Yes. I know that was weird. Yes. I know I am weird. *twiddles thumbs* Wasn't too confusing was it? ^^; *hides behind weird angst muse*