Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Pretty When You Cry ❯ Pretty When You Cry ( Chapter 1 )

Title: Pretty When You Cry
Author: moffit
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: 2x1
Warnings: Very dark Duo, violence, almost NCS (if you pay attention to the lyrics; I dunno if this may be considered almost NCS for everyone, but in listening to the song, it was for me.)
Disclaimer: Gundam Wing isn't mine, I only torture the characters in one way or another through fiction.
Song: Vast - Pretty When You Cry //lyrics//




//You're made of my river, baby
You're made of my sin//

Duo looked down at the boy kneeling before him. Such a dirty, filthy boy, as old as Duo himself. As dirty as Duo was on the inside. He hated it. He would take it out on the boy, use the boy to purge himself. Dark, unruly hair and deep blue eyes looked up at him questioningly.

//And I can't tell where your lust ends
And where your love begins//

Unzipping his pants, Duo didn't bother to take them completely off, letting them hang from his hips as he spread his legs a bit. The boy took this as a sign, and moved forward towards Duo. Duo watched him inch closer by his hands and knees. He hadn't given the boy any orders yet. He should learn patience, this boy.

//I didn't wanna hurt you, baby
I didn't want to hurt you//

Duo's arm whipped out fast as lightning. The boy's face registered shock, even as the sound of the back of Duo's hand hitting his face sharply reverberated through the room. Duo watched, fascinated as a trickle of blood appeared where he had split the boy's lip. His groin jumped at the sight.

//I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry//

Duo now waved the boy forward. The boy's head was lowered now, bangs hiding his eyes. Lips were pressed tightly together. Duo reached forward and gently tilted the boy's head back until it was bent as far as it would go, exposing a perfectly tanned throat. Wet tracks traveled down the face before him; Duo watched as the boy tried to blink back the tears silently.

//And no one gives me permission
I enter through your eyes//

He didn't bother wiping the tracks away. He found he liked seeing them, liked staring mercilessly into fathomless pools of deep blue pain and confusion.

//She's losing her virginity
And all the world's a compromise//

Duo traced the boy's lower lip with his thumb. He ignored the hiss of indrawn breath as he touched the cut part that was already swelling nicely. He inserted a finger into the boy's mouth, in an explanation of what he wanted from him. For now.

//I didn't wanna hurt you, baby
I didn't want to hurt you//

Understanding dawned in those ingenuous eyes staring back at him. The boy carefully sucked on Duo's finger, watching for invisible signs of having made a mistake. Duo closed his eyes to slits, the tender movements of the boy's mouth sending a shiver down his arm racing to his groin.

//I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry//

Duo exhaled sharply and pushed his boxers down and away from his erection with one hand. He watched his finger gliding in and out of the boy's mouth as the cool air caressed him. His other hand was occupied, pulling at his erection and smearing the precome around the head.

//I didn't want to fuck you, baby
I didn't want to fuck you//

Slowly, Duo pulled his finger out of the kneeling boy's mouth. He traced the sluggishly bleeding lip again, then lifted the finger to his own mouth. His tongue snaked out to lick away the mix of blood and saliva.

//I didn't want to fuck you
But you're pretty when you're mine//

Duo kept his eyes trained on the boy's, but no emotion came into his eyes for the boy to decipher. Duo reached his hand out again and coaxed the boy's mouth open again by squeezing his jaw. He swiftly buried his erection to the hilt in that hot mouth.

//I didn't really love you, baby
I didn't really love you//

Duo watched as the boy struggled not to gag. The heat and moisture of that mouth was almost too much. His eyes closed in bliss as he rocked slowly in and out, feeling the dark-haired boy suck almost eagerly on him. One hand rested on the boy's shoulder, the other was stroking his face almost affectionately.

//I didn't really love you
But I'm pretty when I lie//

Duo allowed a small smile to twitch at his lips. He knew the boy was watching him surreptitiously. When the boy saw the smile, he doubled his efforts. He sucked harder as Duo pulled out, and flickered his tongue over the slit repeatedly. This proved to be too much for Duo.

//Who hurt you baby
I hurt you baby//

Swiftly, Duo pulled out of the kneeling boy's mouth and had the boy on his back in the blink of an eye.

Surprised blue looked into wicked violet as Duo pulled his knife out of the sheath on his ankle to cut away at the boy's jeans. The boy shivered slightly as he felt the cold metal sliding up his leg, the sharp edge slicing cleanly through the thick material.

//If you knew how much I love you
You would run away//

Duo's grin widened in anticipation. When he had the annoying cloth out of the way, he dug into his pocket for an almost empty tube of lube. Quickly popping the cap off, he squeezed a bit onto a finger and lowered his hand to the boy's entrance. He watched as the boy's eyes widened when he traced the tiny hole before shoving his finger in as far as it would go.

//When I treat you bad
It always makes you want to stay//

Duo worked his finger in and out harshly, adding a second and third finger before the boy had enough time to adjust to the changes. He watched as the boy gasped beneath him in pain, then pleasure. Duo just barely managed to wait until the boy was pushing against his fingers before removing his hand. He grabbed the tube and squeezed the last bit onto his erection, pumping his hand slowly up and down to spread the lube.

//I didn't want to hurt you, baby//

The boy's blue eyes watched Duo in fearful anticipation. It was his first time, after all. Duo caressed the boy's thigh with false comfort. He waited until the boy had relaxed again as he placed the head of his erection at the boy's entrance. Deep blue eyes closed, only to snap back open as Duo thrust inside.

//I didn't want to hurt you, baby//

A tiny, choked whimper escaped the boy; thankfully Duo was too caught up in ecstasy to notice the slip in control. The boy breathed in harsh breaths as Duo pounded deeper and faster into him. His back arched as Duo stuck his prostate again and again. Finally, Duo thrust forward with a hoarse shout as he came, his hand coming down to force the boy's own release to follow after.

//I didn't want to hurt you, baby//

Duo picked himself up off the floor, fixing his clothing. He looked down at the boy with a feeling of absolution. He knew it wouldn't last, though. He sighed and made his way to the door, stopping just before he left to look back at the scene: a disheveled boy lying on the floor half-naked and trying to catch his breath, lip swollen and cut with silver trails streaking silently from his eyes.

//I didn't want to hurt you, baby//

"Did I ever tell you how pretty you are when you're crying, Heero?"


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